like

adrenaline dump i hate self guh

>>549969
#hug

squish

i sent a wall of text but it was kinda needed i feel like but

god i hate

i

wanna smash head into desk

-w-

>>549975
why...

patpat i wont

just impulses

i will patpat you

::happy hug

;w;

thanke

i got reminded tho of

a few like

while writing it n

realized i could probably still, i used to know a few video essay youtubers

i could reach out to for info -v-;
sucks that one of them turned out to be uhhh yknow

i hate having anxiety relating to like communicating with people

so i kinda understand

reaching out to someone for work in particular ive not spoken to b4 and apparently errr

having already been perceived by, and knowing i probably come off as unhinged even when trying to and typing like a

serious manner w proper, yknow

(im usually not like this but was kinda buildup of some stuff from general things this week)

aw thank u

i h8 being percieved

had sum pregab

D:

im not a boymoder so im fine

heya

gaaaaah

>>550015
hello anon

just had stress adrenaline dump

woah. wpah. thats aweomse. literally me

im not

im not

whatever..

>>550031
finally sent a work related thing thasa wall of text a couple min ago n panicked n stressed cus

think i came off too much or forward or

>>550034

yknow

>>550037

it should be fine its just

i feel awful abt how long it is

nuh

its already out and im just dreading checking

>>550043

awe best wishes :c

yea is a pitch for a work thing and first time getting in contact, it had a lot of info that was needed entirely but its just

>>550050

stress

bwa thanke aa

>>550056

'just worried for the response is all

yea - v-

got reminded tho of some peeps who i was acquainted w though who have like gone on to sorta like micro blow up on youtube

is related to a creation/creator thing so had to rack my brain

i think a peeps community i was in n who read through my script i think ? but who gave me an unreleased version of theirs went on to like
i feel like a bother to ever reach out again cus have idk like

i think it was 300k i havent watched in long while

(all YT stuff, i was writing stuff i wanted to make into videos for a long time, and i did run some stuffs but been meaning to get bacc into it n this is a possible step towards that; on top of my research piece stuffs)

i just get incredibly stressed from some sorts of convos like first time reaching out

where are ASHs from agains

and maybeh, i made a small new one i can actually use for essays im working on but

i have a fire arm!

i had 1.5k on a channel cus i had a video i hate blow up

im gonna use it

on YOU

o <o

hhhhjHH

>>550089
only if was to be unloaded but hmph be safe

>>550089
calm down!

n not trying to hornypost but cute

dont use guns like that! ;-;

>>550099
hmph ;-;

>>550103
calm down!

u ppl... smh...

i didnt think people acted like this!

stop talking shit about me!

sucks to be you!

what the hell!

T_T

straw girl you gotta save me from these people!1

>>550138
they keep hornyposting at me!

put away dishes

haiii modworm

fishe

:3

and nuh not yet

was crunching

woah

:v

b&

>>550144

i feel that, im sry n hope u can unwind n rest

im trying, a bit

>>550224
#kiss

i jumspared

im isaac newton

yeaaa

i never got to try webfishing

ouch

n heya booger

>>550260
its weird

but i dont judge. i just dont think its worth doing like. publicly. here. of all places

o-O

i remember wanting to play webfishing with my gf but then she broke up with me so i was sad but like in the way wher eim like "wow... i never got to play webfishing!" but ig it also sucked outside of that. it really sucks. but im over it kinda

>>550277
#hug

im sorry

i never got to try it...

idk if i should get it now or not

>>550279
not a nice thing to say
>>550280
hug

>>550288
both!

earlier today i was crying caling myself ugly...

now i look at the mirror and be like "yeah who is the hot bitch?"
wtf is wrong with my brain aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarelsgtkjnrfkjlfjefngxlfrengtfxjdrengtfc

>>550292
#hug
aw

hmph

some times are tough

imagine if the bg just changed from color to the tf2 2fort loading image

>>550296
it is!
everyday is hell

boymoding is too toxic for me, i feel like peeling my skin off

>>550301
would give support n care hmph, you deserve to feel comfy w self and
boymoding is gonna make it real rough on self, do what u can :ccc

>>550307
#kiss

>>550305
#kiss
#hug

typically im like. always boymoding but not in the usual sense. im just like a dude usually

>>550314
u want to ban cuz u didn't get a kiss
#kiss have one

>>550311
yeah
>>550313
same

>>550318
yayyyy!

hope trip home isoki

hows ur evening been nona

HAHA

you did it lmao

hmm... i notice something... strange here...

oooo :D
aw

hehe

i hope u can unwind n rest, n take care chu need tonight
n glad to hear u got to go out w peep n have a nice time n recover a lil

>>550341
i think i might be bipolar or something, i need a doc

>>550347
thas my doggo
best doggo

>>550352
kiss is free
#kiss

heh

hop on tf2 everyone

hhhhhHHHHH

MODS

MODS

UHHH

hate

>>550360
#give

lol

>>550373
yeah its quite windy lately

i like this gif

i recognized the artist

#ksay hi gato