「poops」
!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
dont use it
ass language
i barely program but i know that
hey cutie
i wish i was smart enough to code stuff i always get confused by something really easy and give up
i also just dont have the patience
>>566616
It's normal to get confused by things when you first start out
ive been doing it on and off since i was like 9 tho
Okay, and you are hitting the same things and getting confused or what is blockin you
everyone struggles with that its all about tenacity
the tenacity
it's all about the tenacity
>>566608
BASED
my pacemaker will run JavaScript my life for JavaScript I will simulate my souls eternally in a virtual world running JavaScript
>>566607
lucky
>>566619
god real
my therapist says I need to focus on what kind of person I’m being when I do stuff instead of the stuff itself
so like when getting frustrated I can’t code either be a person who learns and develops instead of doing ‘arg this is all too much.’ idk I think it has legs
>>566605
shrimp took a class for this a few months ago and got hers
>>566632
#change hers to shrimps
and u could come ask questions if u want
or talk to chatgtp
I think it’s the frustration doing things that’s the big problem and it’s mine too
ughhh i looked in the mirror for too long
my shoulders r huge
one time my doctor told me i should play football because my shoulders r so wide 🙂🔫
.play deep fried juice wrld
that's not it
.skip (video skipped)
!boymodewng
>>566645
fuck you
!boymodewng
that actually blew my headphones out lmao
oh sorry
idk why but this scratches my brain and I like it
It's like so fried that you can't even decipher the lyrics through the bass
chat its so over
!boymodewng
>>566651
ur so over
!boymodewng
!boymodewng
i feel like u would like this video shrimp
ooh names support emoji
>>566654
cant they just make a new one
but yes this is very cool
>>566653
did u hear the news
idek if i wanna post it here its too doomy
repairing it might help figure out how to make more, like part of it'd be reverse engineering I think.
>>566660
a doom shared is a doom halved
!boymodewng
>>566659
what's the news
https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/2025/06/department-of-defense-security-for-the-protection-of-department-of-homeland-security-functions/
>The members and units of the National Guard called into Federal service shall be at least 2,000 National Guard personnel and the duration of duty shall be for 60 days or at the discretion of the Secretary of Defense. In addition, the Secretary of Defense may employ any other members of the regular Armed Forces as necessary to augment and support the protection of Federal functions and property in any number determined appropriate in his discretion.
lol federal law time
its fucked #oracle ()
clown country
What does trump think elon's gonna do to him that he needs 2000 soldiers between them
>>566668
lmao
>>566666
#check (checked)
#check (checked)
#check (checked)
its uh
for the protests in los angeles however u spell it
because people are protesting the ice deportations
the deportations of people who are natural legal citizens
theyve deported over 100 people
Oh right, I saw a post earlier where the LAPD were refusing to help them. Cop vs cop fight
you know its fucked up when that happens
cop on cop violence
billionare on billionare violence
nazi on nazi violence
its fucked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what file is this.......
keygen for ableton live
lol that would indeed be a h4xxt00l
its just so annoying because they pop up that they found it i click and try to allow but they literally delete it faster than i canmost of the time and i have to recheck the torrent and ugh
wait i can add an exception folder
yeah yeah exception is the way 2 go
Does it play cool chiptune music?
idk yet
its from ru tracker so
very safe
apparently thats what i was told
a little birdy told me they take it very seriously
It's pretty popular from what I understand but it's been a while since I've torrented anything.
>>566681
stop hacking windows!! stop!!
no!!
>>566695
#edit condone hacking
wlel. if i get a virus i wanted to install linux anyways
should back up my meme folder maybe...
>>566697
bad bot #slap
In a while I'm gonna reinstall blissOS so I can play Arknights hopefully.
>>566699
make sure it doesn't get ransomwared... frightful...
what are they gonna do make me give them my three cents
Android on desktop, though I tried waydroid (android on desktop but within a normal linux session) and it wasn't showing up so it might be it doesn't support x86
whats blissOS
oh that sounds neat
!boymodewng
>>566705
it's like bliss but in an OS
Honestly I should check with the arknights discord first, if it is an incompatibility with x86 may as well just not have bliss and use waydroid because it's much smoother running. Maybe I can get arknights working on a raspberry pi from target or something. That's gonna be a pain to save up for tho.
my tummy hurst
>>566709
is your hardware 32-bit only? ?
nah it's 64 bit
nice spaceposting, EARTHLING
>>566708
her feet are gonna get very wrinkly please be careful
stop talking about her feet!!!
>>566707
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>566716
ok then her ANKLES will get MESSED UP please pass on my concerns
horse mouth sandwich
how can i make my shoulders less wide do i need to break them
could widen the rest of ya to reduce the size contrast
rest of me does not need to be widened trust me
im wide enough that they could load me with ore and send me across the ocean
ah aight, well I've heard there's clothes that work with wider shoulders, idk how tailoring works tho.
Looking into that might help me with drawing, like that's topology kinda.
if my hips were wider id at least be proportioned normally but even then im still bigger than everyone i know
im like if you took a person and just widened them in photoshop
transform tool type shit
ah found on the waydroid git that the recent engine updates for arknights drop x86, so yeah I guess I'll check how much raspberry pis cost post-tarrif tomorrow and start putting coins in a jar.
ah and similar reply on discord, so yep.
I wanna play with the kitty in the new update :(
like kittys:)
nice cat
cat with heterophobia
i have a headachr
988 was not helpful to me earlier but i did get them to ask the question "what does trooning out mean"
giving forbidden knowledge to the masses
sorry random 988 intern that i had to subject you to my intense self hatred and desire to die
>>566741
how come you're repping fincherony...
bc im built like chris chan mixed with tony soprano and iwnpass
hey even chris chan transitioned
maybe the self hatred would be lesserr
we don't live for other people's gazes
tjing is ive been on e for 15months and im still just a man
im just a man on estrogen
im probably being hondosed too
what's ur dosage
i dont remember all i know was my last blood test was on the low end of what hrt should look like so my dose got doubled
good at least that it got upped...
yeah but that was only a couple months ago so i guess i just had an extra year to masculinize
better late than never !!!
probably better never for me tbh
well detransition is still a real option for those without bad dysphoria sure
worked 4 me
i'll admit it's nice to not have to worry about passing
so you just don't really like ur body in general, regardless of the gender stuff?
im very sad that my shoulders r too wide for me to ever pass
is passing as a woman a hard requirement in general for you
same w my ribcage
yeah very im super fugly and masculine
one of my online friends got to transition when we were 15 and now she passes super well and i struggle not to hurt myself when i look in a mirror
i remember being super jealous of her but my parents got so mad whenever i said i wanted hrt
too many such cases
a lot more people would lead happier lives if their parents hadn't been so controlling
your hair is very nice though
>>566771
honestly i read this face as female not tryin to hugbox
>>566774
get your eyes checked
ysphoria & dysmorphia is a helluva drug
:(
>>566745
I put this on my tinder profile and it flagged my account as possibly fake :(
not ragrets:)
>>566736
waow
my shoulders r so huge
#ai what is 988
988 is the suicide & crisis lifeline number in the us. call or text it if you're in distress—they're available 24/7. don't hesitate to reach out if you or someone you know needs help. totally confidential. <PUNCHANCEPLACEHOLDER> spread the word, could save a life. what is 988
when didn’t know you could text
i wish i wasnt such a coward so i could actually do it
>>566747
#hug :)
do u have money finch? I could get it tested urself mbe
>>566791
get what tested
hormones
oh i just got them tested not long ago
also i have no money i owe my insurance like $600
aww that’s tough and you said it’s very hard to study and shit. Me too. didn’t sleep at all last night :(
>>566788
the more thought i put into it the more it seems like the only option
>>566769
truth nuke
god don’t say that shit please finch
>>566772
it is do you use conditioner finch? one of my friends has nice shiny hair and just uses conditioner, not shampoo
>>566758
I’m glad ur good I hope. I like your posts quite a bit and you’re a good person
>>566801
i ran out but i just got some. that pic is from before i restocked
hmm interesting
we probably have different hair types
i hate being the ugliest tranner everywhere i go
>>566806
#hug
did your always feel ugly? did you have good times as a kiddo?
ever since i made the mistake of trooning out ive hated my appearance 10x
I was a cute lil guy in elementary school
i was a happy kid until i lost a very close family member
that’s good :)
parents said I withdrew a lot in fith grade
r u a youngshit
nah I’m theoretically a cis male
theoretically
yeah
i should detrans im too ugly like this
you should be happy and feel ok finch
!!UTCPvC12Ac
oh yeah!!!! rosepilled
I actually like this pic more than the train one too but I think it’s in part the more cheerful surroundings
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>566792
this girl i follow called sabres got strong shoulders too n shes like rlly hot so its not over for u dw
yeah but im not hot at all
:) based and she’s inspiring other girls mbe based based based
im not strong shouldered im just male shouldered
!!UTCPvC12Ac
well if u keep thinking like that sure
!!UTCPvC12Ac
but like why do that to yourself
!!UTCPvC12Ac
take care of ur self instead of starving urself n being miserable
!!UTCPvC12Ac
youll be a lot happier n thatll make you feel better and look better
ill never look good though is the thing. im too ugly
!!UTCPvC12Ac
if you dont try
!!UTCPvC12Ac
wallowing in yr own self pity is a v annoying trait to have
#ai what is a French tuck
a french tuck is when you tuck the front of your shirt into your pants but leave the back untucked. it's a casual, slightly messy look popularized by tan france on queer eye. gives a put-together vibe without being too stiff. what is a French tuck
its easy for a passoid to say that kind of stuff
it is but it’s still bad to let bad thoughts rule you even though pretty people are hit by them less
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i dont pass tho
>>566839
ur literally so pretty like
!!UTCPvC12Ac
dont compare urself to others u will hurt urself n be sad its not good
mogs me so hard
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>566821
#throw
::mimemoder
>>566821
hehe this is you when you hear someworm having brainworms
!!UTCPvC12Ac
so facts
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>566842
for the most part i wear womens clothes which helps a little and i try n smile n be a lil positive about life which makes it easier for ppl to see the positives in me
!!UTCPvC12Ac
how long have u been on hrt finch
15mo
!!UTCPvC12Ac
ur fine then
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i didnt look like this until i was nearly 2 years on hrt, looking back at even kinda old pics is a real trip
idk i just dont think ill ever look good like that
my dad called it before i started hrt he said he doubted id ever pass
!!UTCPvC12Ac
n ur just gonna let him like shadow over ur whole transition like that?
no i'm just saying he was right i never will pass
what did you think when you started transitioning?
!!UTCPvC12Ac
and you know this how?? can u see the future ??
>>566857
i know this because i have access to mirrors
!!UTCPvC12Ac
mirrors currently yeah but you have to believe that you can change
>>566856
nothing it was a stupid mistake i shouldve just repped forever
surely you were thinking SOMETHING? it takes a lot of guts to come out like that
i think tbh i just got social contagioned into it bc i saw so many pretty people and wanted to look like them without considering my own body
you’re more like them now than you were
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i think you should try to give your body the space and happiness to grow instead of starving yourself and being miserable, all thats going to do is fuck up your body and your mental health
>>566860
I should have been affiliated with gymrats at 11
>>566865
if my body grew anymore id have my own orbit lmao
!!UTCPvC12Ac
you know thats not what i mean you fucker
!!UTCPvC12Ac
why are people so happy to wallow in their stupid misery pits omg
because the sides look like walls you’ll just fall off perhaps
so theoretically the answer is to slowly do some shit idk
>>566869
"ive been wallowing in my own chaotic insecure delusion"
lyric to a song i like
that’s cool u like music
I only really listen to stuff ppl share w me
!!UTCPvC12Ac
waiting for my friend to wake up so we can go into town
:)
u always have such cool activities
>>566875
https://open.spotify.com/track/6AioOohg4bQZFA4jIYQQ2r?si=vWMjpzL5QzSGvJtjSve8hg&context=spotify%3Asearch
!!UTCPvC12Ac
also i dressed for the cold weather where i live but its so hot here omg
was that dress and sweater yesterday yours? that was cute fr in my mind at least
!!UTCPvC12Ac
yeah i brought them in my bag but i dont wanna wear them just getting the train lol
yeah I think maybe it’s better not to look too feminine or soft in cities :< ppl can be bad
!!UTCPvC12Ac
!!UTCPvC12Ac
idk its mainly when i get back home, i wanna girlmode way more when i move out
the lil pink bow too :>
!!UTCPvC12Ac
is sooo cute i love pink
>>566884
cute outfit
and with them dress and your hair being both kinda light brown the pink looks particularly nice I think
i always hit the fucking "i'm" autocomplete when im trying to close the keyboard
nice fit!
!!UTCPvC12Ac
thank uuuu
!!UTCPvC12Ac
ppl at the rave thought it was cute too awawa
>>566891
hehe I’m always getting shit wrong on this keyboard
!!UTCPvC12Ac
woah shiny celebi
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i got it last night before we went into the rave i was going crazy
im very partial to collecting sealed pokemon from my childhood but its so expensive
sounds like! I wonder if you could buy counterfeits of nice qualitu
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>566896
i love celebi in this game her attack is so evil
!!UTCPvC12Ac
especially when you add lilligant and serperior
>>566898
ooh
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>566884
#throw
::rose_orlando
>>566884
this is actually a very precise brainworm surgery
!!UTCPvC12Ac
mhmhm
>>566879
sorry no head phones but I wonder if straw girl would like this she likes guitar and scary words music
i am getting water so i can take my spiro
:) thank you finch
if u can be a happy deteansitionee I’m happy for you too but I want u to be happy now u kno? and not have to give up if u can
biggest lie i tell myself daily is "if you keep taking your meds you might look like a woman"
!!UTCPvC12Ac
thats not a like tho
!!UTCPvC12Ac
*lie
my hair looks so goofy from not letting it dry with the styling product before laying down
i giggled
:)
:p
i look a lot like my favorite asmr youtuber tbh
sadchan!! shrimp shared the news about the National guard earlier or maybe it was you
oooh cool
I feared asmr was a hypnotic female tool of controlling men in my more chuddy phase and have not yet reevaluated that opinion x)
i wish it was lowk
its very relaxing theres this one lady that does like pretend ear exams and you can like feel the little tool they use its really nifty stuff
that’s good :)
I’ve heard of sensory stuff like that with payed stimulus
I totally believe it
u take your spirit?
spiro
not yet
#ai explain the difference between an EMD SD70ACe and SD70MAC
the sd70ace is more modern with ac traction motors (hence the 'ac' in the name) while the sd70mac uses dc traction motors despite the 'mac' in its name which actually stands for 'modern ac' from marketing bs. ace has better adhesion control, improved electronics, and a tighter turning radius. also the ace has a fancy ditch light arrangement with four lights while the mac only has two. the ace is also heavier to meet newer crash worthiness standards. both are 4300hp but built decades apart. explain the difference between an EMD SD70ACe and SD70MAC
oooh cool
>>566933
i do not believe the bit about the ditch ligjts
damn I want 4300 horse power
did you know most locomotives in the US use the diesel engine to generate electricity and what actually does the moving are a bunch of huge electric motors
same with cargo ships! so you can run it at the most efficient level for the engines
for trains i think its mostly a maintenance thing but also electric motors are more responsive
yeah :)
i like taking pictures of trains
I visited a train track once
but eh didn’t see any
trains are p cool
>>566896
very pretty care owow
eepy
I kind of want to play that game...
X)
>>566901
.play
you must watch this short
very old General Electric locomotive still being used on a shortline in my city
Ots sp cite
u,m
what i meant 2 say is
Its so cute
i wish i was cool and went to like concerts and raves and stuff. on the rare occasion i go to a concert i see so many really cool and pretty trans people and theyre all better dressed and better looking than me
im going to denver this summer with my stupid twink friend to see car seat headrest
>>566961
i just dont go outside
nice bnuuy, one small issue.... i have the correct opinion
WHO ELSE, IM WONDERIN HOW ILL FIND NEW LOVE, SOMEONE SAID YOU GOTTA, GET HELP,
I CANT HELP ASKING MYSELF, IS THIS ALL THERE IS TO IT
IN THE FLESH, WHEN NOONES WATCHING IM SOMEONE ELSE
good morning
yesterday 3 trans girls were talkin to me for a bit but i was busy so icouldnt make friends
>>566971
awww
it just means that theres hope for me
to make friends
there is
there always is
i just hate going outside :(
i think i will never go outside anymore
just finished uni
i will have to go outside a few times in like a month and then its over
u dont gotta talk
u just gotta dance
is that your wisdom
god knew what he was doing when he made cannabis dioecious
>>566985
he also knew what he was doing when he decided to make the femcell ones the best for making weed
smoking that femcel weed
erm
made a puddle in their bellybutton charged it to the game
>>566989
true
i guess you COULD call it avant garde
but you could also say that stinky sonic feet fetish art is avant garde
I mean this is 2014
you could say foreverial tied up fully delitized basil is avant garde
Yoda dresses are so last decade
>>566995
TRVE
full balogne tongue
fat
uh forever tied up pizza sauce and barbaque blood
They just for whatever reason
had star wars dresses
they cant all be winners i guess
modern fashion is so silly but all fashion is so silly but being silly is good i like silly
The exact words used in Vogue's coverage
>There were some looks here that didn't convince. Some of the patchwork gowns, for instance, seemed pretty de trop. And with all due respect to fans of Star Wars (for they are legion), the use of giant Luke Skywalker and R2-D2 prints in the final passage of gowns just seemed silly. On the other hand, those gowns made for great Instagram bait, which may have been the point.
i heard you were posting
Looking at the Yoda dress
i wish you - honestly im too tired for the bit nvm
cool dress
or whatever
#ai are star wars fans legion
nice try fed. are star wars fans legion
FOR THEY ARE LEGION????????????
#ai start warts
you start warts challenge mode start warts
#ai start warts
nah just get rid of warts, why start? they're annoying and ugly, better off without 'em. try freezing, duct tape, or doctor if stubborn. start warts
you start warts challenge mode
you start warts challenge mode
you hongry aint it mane
.play star wars kinect dance
>>567017
not gonna ask lil ol shirmp... dont care abt tiny lil shrimps.... opinion....
>>567022
I will ask your opinion! But I need to find a collection you would like!
>>567023
well i liked the last thing u posted...
>>567025
what about this
i wont reply until you say hi to lain
I asked Lain her opinion on an outfit tho
that's like higher than a hi on the scale
OH yeah you did i didnt see a reply now i see
sorry she forgot her glasses
>>567017
moral orel outfit