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straw bury
yes pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>610833
straw bury
:D!!!!!!!!!!!
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
lemme know what u think pwease
anon
Very nice
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its like a lil extended version of a part of the trailer music im making for davesprite
fujo
the patient needs a blåhaj to live...
>>610843
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>610841
i had a dream last night i brought my blahaj on me with a trip to a mountain
>>610845
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
the mountain has a really huge escalator on it , it was kinda spooky cos i didnt wanna drop my blahaj n lose her
>>610846
fujo
>>610844
do u know the blahaj pic with the escalator
straw bury
cuddy i need estradiol
>>610852
straw bury
>>610853
its me...............................................
sæкі
I'll check k out the song rose
<333
straw bury
(no longer drunk lol)
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aw
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Klonopin is affecting me mildly, more comfy/less errrr
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more open feeling bwa
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less inhibition or however its phrased
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but excited for the rose n Daves thing, if peeps wan help w it at alls I'm intererested
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doing smth for the min n writing but excite
derrick_phone(Luzia)
sorry my activity is spotty i get distracted
derrick_phone(Luzia)
im here for good now
derrick_phone(Luzia)
whats up
anon
Don't worry about it, I was gonna say, opinions on poetry?
>>610875
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haii
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idk if u saw earlier but
anon
I am trying to get into reading it so I can have a sensitive side and eventually learn to write it
sæкі
I might see abt contacting my
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ex like
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610869
i enjoy some poetry however i find it to be overly melancholic and somewhat pretentious
>>610877
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aw
anon
>>610875
I have noticed with some of it, like I read a Walt Whitman one that was about longing for someone in a dive bar dealio. Any recommendations?
>>610881
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it can be yea
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more the stereotypical types and most popular ones, but there exists other kinda tho the art form trends that way I feel
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but I was thinking of contacting peeps I worked w who fled the US to UK and seeing if he'd still be down for me to work w n live in the same apartment building if I was gon flee for a time to the UK
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610877
ACTUALLT YEAH I DO, UNIRONICALLY MICHAEL ROSEN AND ALSO BENJAMIN ZEPHANIAH i think thats how you spell it. THEYRE THE ONLY GOOD POETS I KNOW
>>610888>>610889
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n be able to see worms if I ever was to . .
derrick_phone(Luzia)
i stay away from poetry tho
derrick_phone(Luzia)
wretched art form
>>610893
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aw
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I need to find the story I got that award for in school n see if it was in verse or not, I don't believe it was but idk
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I also have some fiction novels I wrote in high school on my old old Chromebook bwa
anon
>>610890
You say twink so ominously
derrick_phone(Luzia)
ill have you know that the word you seek is "derogatory"
>>610894
anon
>>610892
Jokes on you... I like that
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610893
that and books and movies
derrick_phone(Luzia)
and some paintings.....highly dependent on the artist tho
anon
Oh yeah! Have you watched Eraserhead yet?
derrick_phone(Luzia)
no i havent
derrick_phone(Luzia)
wait was i talking here about Being John Malkovich?
>>610901
anon
>>610899
Yes I believe so, I know it was mentioned.
derrick_phone(Luzia)
yeah that wouldve been me
derrick_phone(Luzia)
i watched that yesterday
derrick_phone(Luzia)
its my favourite movie ive ever watched i think
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aw
anon
I will have to check it out!
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ye
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and
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we should make topsters of stuff to recommend to each other ,3,
>>610912
anon
What kind of movies do you like Luzia?
derrick_phone(Luzia)
well i really need to watch more charlie kaufman movies now
anon
>>610909
I like the idea of making smaller slower threads for sort of specifically special interests, fashion and clothing recs, pickup games for chess and such, movie and music
>>610914
derrick_phone(Luzia)
but the kind of movies i like
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>>610912
maybe just a board for such hyperfixations or spec interests
derrick_phone(Luzia)
i love tarentino, edgar wright, i like guy ritchie, love a heist movie, i love ryan gosling n such, sucker for a movie with unique cinematography. all that kinda jazz really
>>610917
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wish Nick frost hadn't decided to do the new Harry Potter show that's gonna be funding the anti trans org
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love wright tho
derrick_phone(Luzia)
but idk
anon
>>610919
You should definitely watch Hard Boiled, there is also the classic uh hold on need to think uh.......
derrick_phone(Luzia)
i mean i like jackie chan and bruce lee but not my style of movies
>>610926
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wait
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hard boiled is the wall street one, right
derrick_phone(Luzia)
oh i love spy movies too
anon
>>610922
Oh no Hard Boiled is guns and action, it has an amazing shootout sequence that like I wish would inspire way more movies
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ah
derrick_phone(Luzia)
ooooo
anon
.play hard boiled shootout
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.skip (video skipped)
anon
.skip (video skipped)
anon
.play hard boiled hospital shootout
anon
The hospital shootout is better
anon
watch how insane the hallway gets, like it absolutely captures how destructive guns should be
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is this a
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nvm
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my brain was just seeing hallway fight patterns from old boy
>>610938
anon
>>610937
Old Boy has that cool sequence yeah
anon
Oh if you want to see a less actiony Chinese film, check out In the Mood For Love, that is a truly amazing film
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yeah
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its been referenced so much that I mistake things for refs to it sometimes
anon
Oh I just remembered! I know you aren't into Kung Fu type movies, but Luzia you should definitely check out Kung Fu Hustle
anon
It is a hilarious movie
anon
Look at how insane that is
anon
The smoke
anon
Way more movies need to make guns feel like that insanely powerful
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there's some that do but I'd have to think some more on which I'd recommend in those cases
anon
.play in the mood for love mirror scene
anon
In the Mood for Love is genuinely such a beautifully shot film
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I kinda want a taxi driver jacket
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rather the Vietnam or such Mili surplus one to add my own patches
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have you watched after hours??
anon
No I have not
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heavily recommend
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who's the director again god
anon
Scorcesse
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yeeee
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great film, one of my favorites
anon
If you can tolerate really slow drawn out overly nature shot movies, I love uh hold on I am a bit out of it.... the Horse Thief
anon
I was on a kick where I watched a bunch of Chinese movies
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I forget the names but the set of 80s ish HK films that are artsy and such are also amazing
anon
Shit there was a really good movie, uh that was like super crazy. It was about a guy that works for a traditional chinese play type thing, but he ends up getting er... raped and such. Then when he finally becomes famous, the Cultural Revolution happens. It is like a super depressing film. It was good though, I can't remember it.
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and will save name
anon
Oh The Blue Kite is really good too
anon
That one is not depressing, or rather it is depressing but also super hopeful
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hello i have made another track
anon
Oh yeah, the movie I was thinking of was called Farewelll My Concubine
sæкі
yayyyy!!!
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I'm gon listen to them soon but doing smth <3 excite
anon
It's actually so depressing that China insists on repressing their artistic industries so much
anon
So many talented, technically proficient directors put to the most garish basic nationalistic pursuits
yngven
had this on my computer for some reason
yngven
oh yeah i remember why i had it on my computer
anon
Tyler Durden is literally me
nama
saeki i'm fascinated with the idea of analog digital dictionaries
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hehe
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I have a couple
nama
lies!!!!!!! how come you have couple and you haven't gave me none
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lel
nama
aren't they very expensive?
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I've offered to give peeps some of my gear in the past
nama
at least the modern ones i looked up on aliexpress
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errr
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I mean you can find some cheaper current day ones meant for Japanese speakers/learning English that are like palmtop form factors
>>610992
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I use my alphasmart neo 2s though somewhat for that but it doesn't have a dictionary beyond a list of words, but there's older ones that can be found at thrift stores for a few dollars
nama
>>610990
on OLX, the brazilian ebay there's none that are in japanese
there's in chinese tho, i also want to learn chinese but after i learn all the kanji and shit
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nicu, and yeah there's those but also recommend seeing if sites like buyee can ship to you, or eBay, as they'll be cheaper generally
nama
can't you hack it and install your own dictionary files? i use yomitan for japanese and you need the digital dictionary files to use it
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and most of these, I assume, you can but they're a bit of a pain I think, though some nowadays have updates and things like notes
>>611004
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
sleepy zzzz
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hello and also goodnight everyone yay :3 <3
>>611000
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awwww
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gnite <3
eep well , sweet dreams qtpie
nama
>>610995
which languages do you speak saeki?
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I stopped actively trying to learn UA n used to be self teaching RU too, but still use the UA Cyrillic alphabet daily
but mostly just English, though have taken german/Spanish classes in school
>>611040
💖!nIOh.loris
*sigh*
yearning again...
>>611046
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chu
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aw
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ye
💖!nIOh.loris
unearthed arcana
oh..
💖!nIOh.loris
rat girls kissing
0.7741% not booger!boymodewng
.play blue wing corb lund
nama
.play lucid blocks game
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coool
nama
it's minecraft meets backroom
>>611060
💖!nIOh.loris
>>611046
yearning for a spring where i can finally bloom, an eternal universe full of love, a hopeful warmth to keep the cold day away, to sail in an endless sea where the moon is our guide....idk.
yearning
>>611077>>611057
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might work on writing a memoir piece, shorter one ish
gloober
>>611055
:) Loris the flower petal spinning on the winds up into the sky
>>611061
gloober
Luce u n u 2 saeki
n good to meet u nama :)
yngven
god i love wasting my money on albums on bandcamp
yngven
>>611054
also woah another gay person!!
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sigh
entering emotional times
yngven
hi hello saki
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n heya
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finally getting hit by all that happened earlier n remembering things that happened 7 yrs ago
yngven
or atleast what occured earlier
yngven
oh shit
yngven
holy shit i really really hope Romeo is doing alright
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mhm,,
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hope they're having support now even if they got req'd to be in a ward
yngven
oh yeah totally, support is the best in this situation
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just took a bunch of kratom and might write for a while relating to the thing I'm referring to as happened 7 yrs ago
anon
>>611055
It's the fleeting somber wintry silence that shepherds the sweet Spring's entry with all the beauty it confers
>>611095
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being the uh
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mentor who co founded an org/space w me who was also trans n took her own life back then
straw bury
the voices inside my head when im passed out:
yngven
hi strawberry
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silly
straw bury
hi :D
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sip
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I might make a
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pastebin esc encrypted pad to share the live updated piece being written, I think
straw bury
>>611087
its been going real good i have a had a good day i am happy!!!!! i feel happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my life i love being alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>611093
0.7742% not booger!boymodewng
.play vertigo beach bunny
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in case ppl do wan read or interested in once they see it
yngven
>>611090
thats really good :) im glad ur happy and finding it enjoyable to be happy
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and I'm real glad to hear, I hope u can unwind now after everything n the calls w peeps helped
::hug
💖!nIOh.loris
has anyone seem april(aka shrimp)?
>>611099
anon
>>611095
Thanks, I am trying to practice my "poetic" writing
yngven
need a second opinion on something
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hm?
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lel
yngven
duly noted
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I'm gonnamake an encrypted pad to share the writing on before I publish anything bwa
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beach bunny is cool, I think I shared once my dad has booked them a few times to play.. bwa
anon
I need a beach bunny.......
straw bury
omg yngven listen to this
>>611119
anon
Saeki... would you let me put sunscreen on you at the beach
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lel
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sure ,3,
anon
Can't have you get sunburned!
yngven
oh is this grindcore
yngven
yeah its grindcore
anon
yngven were you the vegetarian?
straw bury
yeah but its so fucking fuzzy
yngven
no im not a vegetarian
yngven
just ate a burger actually lol
0.7743% not booger!boymodewng
.play too close sir chole
anon
Who was the vegetarian?
anon
There was someone on here that was one
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making new music playlist for the vibes of the essay to help get in the headspace
yngven
stankiest intro riff possibly of all time
💖!nIOh.loris
>>611097
>>611099
noooooooooooo
i miss my sister and also i have a really cute vid of dogs for her.
>>611140
straw bury
oh ive heard of these guys bnefore
yngven
meshuggah RIP
yngven
fuckin love them
straw bury
the album cover is so fucking ugly but i kind of love it
yngven
the full album cover looks better imo
>>611142
0.7744% not booger!boymodewng
.play big iron colter wall
anon
>>611133
shrimp augurs only destruction
nama
sometimes i forgot to mute this tab and i get hyper duper goosebumps
the "fixed tab" in zen browser is quite useful tho
>>611144
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found family esc sister or just lil in joke ,<,
anon
>>611141
I forgot to mute this tab, my parents walked in right whenever a bunch of ksays came through lol
yngven
they appeared on my feed and good GOD they rip
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I'll try and like u the bin twink
>>611154
yngven
actually got in contact with them on insta and they're really good guys
yngven
real chill
straw bury
doom bands with witch in the name >>>>>>>>
yngven
Methwitch is goated
yngven
even though it isnt doom
straw bury
temple of the fuzz witch
straw bury
and yes this does in fact rip
anon
>>611160
I do not speak spanish, but I would absolutely massage your tetas to make them feel better
💖!nIOh.loris
lmao
💖!nIOh.loris
tits hurt
anon
My vibes based guess was accurate, and my offer still stands
straw bury
twinky only operates anonymously on the dark web
straw bury
sometimes he accidentally drifts to the surface like a pikefish
>>611174
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I used to do that a gud bit
anon
>>611166
I am not a social media fan in general
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and yeah not like
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just in case need to send smth ever
::eepy yuri
anon
I use stuff for class and such though, but also that would necessitate sharing my public identity which eh..... I get nervous about that stuff
>>611183
straw bury
>>611168
#edit pikefish to oarfish
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I used to use like
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used to sell Tails bootable discs actually
0.7745% not booger!boymodewng
.play devil's best dress corb lund
yngven
hey strawberry do u play tf2
>>611182
yngven
if you're still here
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wanna play games w cutes..
yngven
what games u play saki
straw bury
>>611178
i have tried it before :p
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I'm thinking
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erm
yngven
take ur time :)
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do you know how to use IRC Twink
anon
Yeah I do, but I rarely use it
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i was thinking of setting up a server, semi unrelated to this tho, but trying to well
anon
Oh cool
0.7746% not booger!boymodewng
.skip (video skipped)
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I'm working on sending u n peeps an encrypted pad/bin that'll explain some of the reasons/history/concepts etc. .
>>611202
💖!nIOh.loris
devil's best dress...i want one too
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aw
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i need to find the Mili surplus
anon
Alright, it's my turn to put on niche music
straw bury
i would love to know the reasons/history/concepts
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aww..
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ababa
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i have a lot of stuff w my writing I avoid talking Abt outside of it cus of the errr
💖!nIOh.loris
awawa
anon
>>611192
Interesting.... I would love that
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15154.jpg
weight of it, or the background that's hard to explain in Convo n all
::cuddle
yngven
okay straw i think i added you
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ooo
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on steam??
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i could add cuties too
0.7747% not booger!boymodewng
.play nunemaker's parable everybody's worried about own
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1
💖!nIOh.loris
2
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3
anon
4
💖!nIOh.loris
4
💖!nIOh.loris
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
anon
Combo Breaker
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kiss taker
anon
He's falling further and further
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gosh I haven't been in this specific headspace in a while
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used to get into it cus of conflict work being so heavy, n stuff that happened here earlier was rough enough to bring me bacc to it, though thasoki tho its not particularly negative in a bad way or anything personally
::hug
anon
Is it a sort of tense mood or just broadly melancholic?
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its hard to articulate in a live board, I might put an introductory thing at the top of the doc I'll link in a min, trying to find the place I'm thinking of to start up the file and also
anon
.skip (video skipped)
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taking some notes as I'm like at the energy point where I can properly work on writing or projects, which tends to be after I've been up for 12 hours or so bwa
0.7748% not booger!boymodewng
.play we both reached for the gun chicago
anon
I see.
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1
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id forgotten what I meant to post b4 u asked that, I remembered how I was doing archivism and went through a bunch of archived rentry pages
anon
I see....
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and
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I found a load of interesting stuff one sec lagging
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there we go, I closed like 10 windows making my Chromebook (w less than or 4 gigs of ram and like 16 gigs of ""ssd"" space) hang n opened another desktop instance, man I need to re install the Linux kernel on it
0.7749% not booger!boymodewng
.play there stands the glass webb pierce
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I love using this thing cus I can have a lightweight, mostly - more secure OS and device, and run stuff like the Linux version of okular and falcon browser etc, plus run full desktop Linux obsidian while having built in Android emu n such. .
yngven
fuckin love linux
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ye
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I don't like like ChromeOS but I don't wanna wipe this yet
straw bury
.play acid bath graveflower
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when I do I'll probably install some version of archcraft
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I used to love this album sm
during some of more depresso yrs in early 2020s
::eepy yuri
💖!nIOh.loris
>>611249
trying to gather brain energy to write down some ideas for my rpg campaign.
have a bunch of interesting ideas in my mind but i never wrote them down, until now.
>>611257
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nicu, also writing a bit n taking notes in notebook
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trying to make a doc to share a piece w worms that I'll put together while others have access or can contribute to it conceptually or smth collaboratively ababa
but nicu :> I hope u can have some fun thinking em up, even if not got the motivation yet
straw bury
na na naaaaaa nananana naaaaaa
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but the rentrys I found included things like some persons heartfelt message to their friend/ex/partner about love and stuff
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just publicly posted and archived
::sad
0.7750% not booger!boymodewng
.play i won't run keanu bicol

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