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BigSadEnjoyer
i do get slightly high blood pressure :(
BigSadEnjoyer
whenever i get my blood pressure taken people are like... HUH? let me do it again
anon
i hope one day healthcare stops being so shitty and everyone can just transition for free
BigSadEnjoyer
libertarians be like: if you cant afford it u should die
BigSadEnjoyer
xD
anon
theyre gatekeeping my life behind shitty protocols
BigSadEnjoyer
he he he
anon
they know im suicidal cause im trans and theyre like "ok we'll make you wait even more to transition then"
>>62470
anon
????
anon
i hate doctors i hate doctors i hate doctors
anon
healthcare doesnt rly work in ur favor
anon
so im gonna start lying about everything
BigSadEnjoyer
#freeluigi
BigSadEnjoyer
#botsay hash tag free loo ee gee
anon
>>62462
this sort of stuff makes me so mad. i remember reading like a literature review about this and the researchers were like "they didn't let this mentally ill person transition because they were mentally ill! clearly this was the right choice since they ended up killing themselves due to their mental illness." and i'm like ??? THIS IS A BAD OUTCOME?
>>62477>>62483
BigSadEnjoyer
#botsay hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
hash tag free loo ee gee
anon
shashtag
shrimp
i hear fashtag
BigSadEnjoyer
fashtag
anon
also doctors are kind of transphobic, when i was in a ward one of the doctors was talking to me and compared me to this psychotic guy that said he wanted to be a woman
shrimp
hashtags on twitter
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62470
reading 1980s trans case studies will make you want to die 100%
>>62481
shrimp
.play parting of the sensory modest mouse
BigSadEnjoyer
its insane some of the shit people did to trannies
BigSadEnjoyer
I remember one I read where an aircraft mechanic was denied transition until they got a more female occupation so they had to swithc to being a nurse and they were the only one in their circle who actually got to access healthcare after months of RLE
>>62489
anon
>>62477
yes! AND NOT JUST! it was ALL incredibly cursed until like 2010. and then things got better for like 4 years. AND THEN WE GOT THIS PANIC.
anon
>>62470
they treat gender dysphoria like schizophrenia or something like if they affirm whatever you want it makes you worse
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62482
fuck this hurts it hurts
BigSadEnjoyer
i represessed because iw as poor
BigSadEnjoyer
:(
BigSadEnjoyer
i was literally like for real homeless, like sleeping in the park and on trains homeless
BigSadEnjoyer
fully like FOR REAL homeless
>>62495
anon
>>62480
the absolutely 100000% most cursed thing about this is that they treated us all like this and then described us as ultra femme in the literature because we conformed to their expectations in order to transition.
>>62492
BigSadEnjoyer
i couldnt tranistion :(
anon
healthcare is shitty and this field is already undereducated as well and transphobes make it even worse
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62489
blanchtards explode pls
BigSadEnjoyer
that said I respect blanchs work because he still put people on HRT and got them care unliek the 60s docs who like, make children rape each other to try to prove you could care trans feelings
>>62494
anon
>>62493
naw sorry he helped like 1 in 1000 people or something lol he was gigabad
>>62496
shrimp
>>62488
gatekeeping homelessness
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62494
better than the 50s, its a timeline
anon
honestly i'm not sure lol
anon
legit
anon
back then they at least had the benjamin scale stuff which was not as hostile
anon
the pizza joined was already closed.... its so over....
BigSadEnjoyer
it was insanely hostile trust me lol
>>62504
anon
real life experience without hormones! if you continue to look feminine after 5 more years on testosterone maybe perhaps possibly i will consider thinking about writing you a letter to an endocrinologist who might think about prescribing you estrogen !
BigSadEnjoyer
60s was still 'women dont have a sexuality beyond attracting men thats why they dont like sex' tier psychology
>>62507>>62505
anon
>>62501
it was! but STILL not necessarily as bad, which is insane
anon
>>62503
fam this is literally what bailey believed lol
>>62508
anon
image.png
best case scenario if everything goes well i start hrt at the end of february or early march
anon
>>62503
sounds like youre hysterical
BigSadEnjoyer
he wwas evil tho
anon
they all were
anon
cursed, cursed, cursed. the first good trans doctor was probably minted ten years ago.
BigSadEnjoyer
bailey was blanchards sneior
anon
idk there was that british lady soldier
anon
and ofc britain is now hell for trans people. hell for basically everyone there but trans people especially
BigSadEnjoyer
we need to form a tag team of all the worst trans sexologists as like a superhero team
BigSadEnjoyer
zimmerman
BigSadEnjoyer
blanchard
anon
zucker
anon
god, zucker
BigSadEnjoyer
zucker yea
BigSadEnjoyer
xD
anon
who was the one who wrote studies about. um. things that were. ugh
anon
the pedo studies? zucker
BigSadEnjoyer
multiple....
BigSadEnjoyer
zucker was the most recent one
anon
fun fact about zuck btw is that he was the chair of the group that wrote the dsm-5's section on gender dysphoria
anon
you have to listen to DOCTORS!!!!!!!
BigSadEnjoyer
xD
anon
free luigi
anon
legit so evil
anon
i mean like. blood level testing is useful but i wish it were like. more common knowledge to know how to take care of one's body
anon
why does society have to be structured in this way
anon
it does not, but that is where we are now
anon
and the question is how to move forward
anon
i've heard of like. 4 thieves vinegar collective who is like. publicizing various medical interventions and chemical processes irreverent of any patent laws
BigSadEnjoyer
my discord friend just sent me a picture of their cat and its really cute
1.345% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>my
what is my
>discord
what is discord
>friend
what is friend
>just
when
>>62543
anon
cat!!!
anon
i was that cat
anon
>>62541
animal! animal! animal! animal! animal! animal! animal!
BigSadEnjoyer
look at his little paws
BigSadEnjoyer
can you do youtube live on this
BigSadEnjoyer
if is treamed on youtube could i stream to the thread xD
>>62557>>62556
1.347% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62554
no
anon
it errors out and just adds a 48 –
>>62560
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62556
yeaaa streammmm vintage story
1.348% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62558
#halt
anon
hour video to the playlist
>>62565
BigSadEnjoyer
this could be us but u sold hte thinkpad
1.349% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62561
oh it only adds an hour video, good to know
anon
fascinating
BigSadEnjoyer
stop stealing my culture
BigSadEnjoyer
this is cultural appropriation
anon
"they believe in gender conformity but also have the notion they could never conform" pretty much sums of the board
BigSadEnjoyer
its cause im ugly anon
BigSadEnjoyer
:<
anon
the world is ugly
anon
you have to destroy it
>>62580
anon
if everyone looked like you then that would be the standard
anon
you know
anon
then i would be ugly
anon
when did gay men migrate away from /tttt/ to /fit/?
>>62585
anon
i didn't know they left for fit of all places lmao
shrimp
is that how lgbt became tttt
>>62588
1.350% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62586
#change the entire sentence to is that how i became a bottom
>>62590
anon
>>62587
>copyrighted material
UMMMMMMMMMMM
anon
.play anarchocapitalism the movie
>>62595
BigSadEnjoyer
> Anthem is a dystopian fiction novella by Russian–American writer Ayn Rand, written in 1937 and first published in 1938 in the United Kingdom. The story takes place at an unspecified future date when mankind has entered another Dark Age. Technological advancement is now carefully planned and the concept of individuality has been eliminated. A young man known as Equality 7-2521 rebels by doing secret scientific research. When his activity is discovered, he flees into the wilderness and is followed by Liberty 5-3000, a woman he loves. Together they plan to establish a new society based on rediscovered individualism.
>>62593
1.351% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62592
Anthem is a dystopian fiction novella by Russian-American writer Any Rand, written in 1937 and first published in 1938 in the United Kingdom. The story takes place at an unspecificed future date when mankind has enteredd antoher Dark Age. Technological advancement is now carefully planned and the concept of indiviutality has been eliminated. A young man known as Equaslity 7-2521 rebls by doing secret scientific research. When his activity is discovered, he flees into the wilderness and is followed by Liberty 5-3000, a woman he loves. together they plan to establish a new society based on rediscovered indivuidualism
anon
>>62595
pretty long movie if you ask me
anon
i see
BigSadEnjoyer
#ai is anthem by ayn rand good?

It depends on personal opinion. Some people consider Anthem to be a powerful and thought-provoking novel that explores themes of individualism, collectivism, and the struggle for freedom. Others criticize it for its heavy-handed messaging and simplistic characterization. Overall, many readers find the book to be an engaging read with compelling ideas worth considering. is anthem by ayn rand good?
>>62600
shrimp
>>62598
its probably not
BigSadEnjoyer
ive read it its a pretty good book
guacamole
>>62599
that's just a documentary, or perhaps a video essay
shrimp
the only thing i actually know abt ayn rand is that someone read atlus shrugged and liked it cause they thought it was satire
BigSadEnjoyer
atlas shrugged is a decent book if u just read it as bad romance
anon
i just know from /lit/ atlas shrugged has a giant monologue in it and it sucks
>>62611
BigSadEnjoyer
the only good book ayn rand wrote was We the Living its genuinely a good book
BigSadEnjoyer
its also a romance novel
anon
>>62608
thank you for warming me
anon
my life is many many pages
BigSadEnjoyer
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#ai describe the plot of ayn rand we the living

The plot of Ayn Rand's novel "We the Living" follows the story of Kira Argounova, a young woman living in Soviet Russia during the early 1920s. As Kira struggles to survive in a society that values collectivism and stifles individualism, she must navigate through various challenges and hardships.

At the start of the novel, Kira is finishing school and preparing to enter university. However, her plans are derailed when she is denied admission due to her family's alleged involvement with anti-communist activities. Her father has been arrested by the secret police and her mother dies soon after from illness.

Kira is forced to find work as a manual laborer in order to support herself while also taking care of her sickly younger sister Lydia. She meets Leo Kovalensky, an idealistic writer who shares her rebellious spirit against communism. The two begin a passionate but tumultuous love affair despite their vastly different backgrounds - Leo coming from an affluent family who have adapted well to communist rule.

As their relationship develops amidst political turmoil and economic hardship, they face numerous obstacles including poverty, government oppression, betrayal by friends and loved ones,and ultimately being forced into hiding as fugitives from authorities.

Despite these challenges,Kira remains determined not only for survival but also for personal fulfillment.She refuses to conform or compromise with societal expectations,demanding independence,freedom,and choice even at great risk.Knowing that true happiness can never be achieved under such oppressive conditions,she risks everything for love,courageously defying authority until tragedy strikes.

In conclusion,"We The Living" portrays how individual freedom becomes impossible within a collectivist society where citizens are expected to sacrifice their own desires for social conformity.The novel highlights themes such as individualism vs.collectivism,political corruption,lack of personal liberty,human resilience,and romantic passion.It serves as both warning against totalitarian regimesand tribute towards those who fight for their own self-determination and freedom. describe the plot of ayn rand we the living
BigSadEnjoyer
terrible synopsis they dont even talk about best boy
anon
>buy my plushie or else
>>62617
BigSadEnjoyer
tffw no soviet secret police bf who keeps me a dark secret he would be kjilled for indulging in
>>62659
anon
>>62615
you shall know them by their ad reads
BigSadEnjoyer
.skip 30
BigSadEnjoyer
.jump 30
anon
i hate this youtube slop format
>>62623
anon
what am i watching
BigSadEnjoyer
AHAHAHAHA
anon
>>62620
it all feels so samey
anon
cursed cursed cursed
BigSadEnjoyer
hes a transguy hes based tho
>>62631
shrimp
its just reading reddit posts
BigSadEnjoyer
very wholesome
anon
fam trans music is when the loudest sound you've ever heard plays in your ear during the best EDM breakcore microgenre microtone solo you've ever heard
anon
>>62627
i like sam collins
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62611
its very very veyr many very many pages
shrimp
>>62633
#reply

John Galt is a fictional character in Ayn Rand's novel "Atlas Shrugged." He is an enigmatic figure who plays a central role in the story as the leader of a strike by industrialists against government interference and collectivism. His name has become synonymous with individualism, free-market capitalism, and self-determination.
anon
>>62624
they look like they leave their room
shrimp
i need to start reading books
BigSadEnjoyer
games are more rewarding dopamine wise
>>62640>>62642
anon
i hate reading books
shrimp
>>62638
thats the problem
BigSadEnjoyer
xD
BigSadEnjoyer
maybe
BigSadEnjoyer
im addicteddd
shrimp
me2
BigSadEnjoyer
brb getting some water stay hydrated
shrimp
im a gamer till i die
>>62650
BigSadEnjoyer
#hydrationnation
anon
>>62642
improving my life made me love them a lot again
>>62654
anon
>>62647
i refuse to call myself a gamer though i'm a player of games gamer is a slur
shrimp
yeah gamer is tainted
anon
go work your 9 to 5 ill be GAMINH
>>62653
anon
>>62649
that means games won't be fun ever again for me :(
>>62655
anon
>>62654
no that means you need to level up your life.........
>>62661
BigSadEnjoyer
i think i could make it as a streamer tbh
BigSadEnjoyer
im narcissitic, emotionally fragile, desperate for attn
>>62660
anon
i believe in you
anon
>>62616
only if he's a dramamine level bear
anon
>>62655
level up your life sounds like a slogan on a gamer shirt
>>62670
1.354% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62664
grrr
1.355% BoOjEr!boymodewng
let me embarass you fed
shrimp
ok go ahead
BigSadEnjoyer
shrimp is def a fed
BigSadEnjoyer
he can pick lock
>>62671
anon
>>62661
grind your happiness
anon
>>62669
picking locks is normal
shrimp
no need to pick locks
anon
every store has a 100% discount if you can outrun security
anon
be gay do crimes redditors when you say DIY
anon
"be gay do crime" mf after i slit their throats and bury them in the desert
>>62680
anon
>>62678
they want to bottom for you
BigSadEnjoyer
boyboder
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62680
this is a homophobia
BigSadEnjoyer
shrimp is an admin
shrimp
i am not
BigSadEnjoyer
oh yea?
shrimp
yeah
BigSadEnjoyer
u have powers i know u do
BigSadEnjoyer
uve done myseterious things
shrimp
you cant prove it though
shrimp
perhaps i just claim to have done things when they happen
>>62699
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62695
behold the rain!
BigSadEnjoyer
#rain
shrimp
#set snowcolor1 blue
shrimp
#set snowcolor2 blue
shrimp
now its rain
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62701
i actually really like this
1.359% BoOjEr!boymodewng
#cleartheme
1.360% BoOjEr!boymodewng
#set snowcolor pink
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62701
this is clearly new york the idea that new york and rain are one thing is appealing to me :>
1.361% BoOjEr!boymodewng
#set snowcolor2 pink
BigSadEnjoyer
i love nyc when its raining
1.362% BoOjEr!boymodewng
#set snowcolorpink
BigSadEnjoyer
its so beautiful
BigSadEnjoyer
it smells less like garbage
>>62735
shrimp
rain is nice
anon
danke
BigSadEnjoyer
why did she say tee tee tee tee
>>62731
anon
cute twinkhon
BigSadEnjoyer
teetee teetee
shrimp
thats how you say it no
BigSadEnjoyer
now its tttt
>>62730
BigSadEnjoyer
teeteeteetee not teetee teetee
>>62728
shrimp
back in my day it was just lgbt
BigSadEnjoyer
the trans experience IS suffering and if u center it around trans joy kys
>>62727>>62740
1.363% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62726
#slap
1.364% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62724
#slap
1.365% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62723
#slap
1.366% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62719
#slap
1.367% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62729
#slap
1.368% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62717
#slap
BigSadEnjoyer
twonkhongs should vice train
>>62737
1.369% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62715
#slap
anon
why is the 100gecs video style popular
1.370% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62734
#slap
BigSadEnjoyer
stop slapping me BOOOOJERRRR
>>62741
1.371% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62726
i agree with this i just wanted to slap you
BigSadEnjoyer
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
BigSadEnjoyer
im being cyber bully waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
anon
hahaha how tf is cyberbullying real
anon
idk why is she going like this with. a voice like that
>>62749
shrimp
wdym
anon
idk. i'm voicebrainwormed
anon
lmao
1.372% BoOjEr!boymodewng
>>62745
anon
like why is she considering it so strange for people to be like the /lgbt/ board when the scenario means your voice gets stuck like that and it's. idk voice training is notionally a thing but i've been trying and i suck at it
anon
how is she seeing a world where she is happy
BigSadEnjoyer
it is insufferable to be around people with gender dysphoria
anon
i just dissociate and never mention anything troubling me
anon
ludovico techniqueing her with /pol/ to see her reaction
BigSadEnjoyer
STOP HAVING FUN!
anon
cishon destroyed
anon
i mean. if you don't pass you get considered a moid
>>62762
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62760
she doesnt have gender dypshoria so she doesnt understand why you would have your life ruined by obsessing over ur male body
anon
but what if the posters want pass but can't
>>62766
anon
just be a feminine man, hon ! ! ! ! !!! ! ! : )
anon
>it sucks to be around these people
average mental health fan
>>62767
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62763
just put in more effort, it definitely isnt pure luck
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62765
literally just >its really annoying being around all these depressed unhappy people
anon
simply burn yourself to unfeeling charcoal ! : )
1.373% BoOjEr!boymodewng
#cleartheme
anon
the solution is to withdraw from literally everyone so there are no synapses to feel agony
anon
tbh i like get spending years on /lgbt/ making yourself sad because i did that but i am happier ever since i stopped and turned my attention to doing things i like
>>62774
BigSadEnjoyer
wow its really fucked me up knowing all these people who killed themselves
the people who killed themselves: skull emoji
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62772
its true though shes completely right tttt is toxic as fu n however
>>62777
shrimp
its a garbage place
anon
>>62774
its fun if you take nothing seriously so you cant get brainworms
BigSadEnjoyer
I dont but when im in a depressive suicidal spiral i post selfies in pass gen to get abused because hurting feels good when ur int hat framework
anon
i want to find my mind's power button so my subjective experience will terminate
>>62780
anon
>>62779
nooo you need to go on a hero's journey and become powerful and find meaning and defy the odds and live a beautiful life as a rebel against the cruelness of the cold and distant stars
>>62781
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62780
t. someone born with a compeltely reasonable and normal amount of struggle
>>62782
anon
>>62781
ummmm i'm transgendeler too........
BigSadEnjoyer
no i menat
anon
me when the groups i tried to find abandoned me :)
>>62787
BigSadEnjoyer
no listen u were being ironic
BigSadEnjoyer
i was being ironic too
>>62789
anon
and yet it moves.
anon
>>62786
no i was being POSTIRONIC
BigSadEnjoyer
okay i was being postironic too
anon
it's when you say something ironic but you are 100$ sincere so you like mask the sincerity with dollar irony
shrimp
$100
BigSadEnjoyer
i am not goin on a heroes journey im in pain i HURT its not getting better
anon
it's gonna work
BigSadEnjoyer
>things keep getting better
BigSadEnjoyer
SHUT UP
anon
haha
BigSadEnjoyer
hrt made my life so much better omg
>>62801
BigSadEnjoyer
but then orange man elected and im sad
anon
>>62798
mine too and i don't even pass even slightly
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62799
AHAHAHHAHA OMG
BigSadEnjoyer
hahahah
BigSadEnjoyer
AHHAHAHAH
BigSadEnjoyer
delete this ahahha
anon
>>62806
anon this is why you must invoke sophia
BigSadEnjoyer
this bitch telling me to have friends and touch grass
>>62814
BigSadEnjoyer
kys
shrimp
>>62806
#describe (A cartoon of a frog and a lion with a speech bubble.)
BigSadEnjoyer
normies get off my board
anon
simply have good life rng :)
BigSadEnjoyer
REEEEEE
anon
>>62808
i made friends without touching grass i just talk with them online
anon
/tttt/ convention when
anon
this is a very sentimental ending but im never touching grass simple as
>>62820
BigSadEnjoyer
i would go to a tttt meet up
anon
repper meet up when
>>62821
anon
everyone on tttt talks about being a loser without any friends so lets put them all in a room together so they can be friends with each other
>>62822>>62823
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62816
i like how its like an anime ending
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62819
unfortunately its an online community so they are like all 100 miles away from each other
>>62844
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
hi im at subway's
>>62827
anon
i wonder if that guy was a repper
BigSadEnjoyer
10000 miles
BigSadEnjoyer
and i would walk 10000 miles just to get a single vial of estrogen - seagull band
anon
>>62828
i did not see that coming
BigSadEnjoyer
JEB
anon
JEB
anon
>bernin
anon
lel
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>62833
mmm avocado sandwich
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
prolly
shrimp
is that just avacado and bread or
>>62846
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
maybe a wrap
anon
JEB
anon
JEB
anon
>>62822
somebody will make it happen one day
anon
JEB
anon
i was born wrong and will be yet another nameless skull in the pit of tar to be recycled and repurposed
>>62849>>62848
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>62847
#glegle
BigSadEnjoyer
>>62847
fuck rEALLL PREACHCHH
BigSadEnjoyer
i like his awesome armored hummer
BigSadEnjoyer
thats cool i want to eat the bug
anon
that chapter names aren't needed for a 7 minute short
anon
*the
anon
i wonder what program was used to make this
shrimp
>>62846
i cant lie that doesnt sound appealing but if u like it i hope u enjoy it
>>62856
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>62855
ok apparently avocado sandwich is not available so ur right
BigSadEnjoyer
ITS A CYBERPUNKY WORLD GOTTA GET YOUR BAG AND UPGRADE YOUR GUN
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