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nicu
finch
hi chat
finch
i felt better for a while and i looked in the mirror and then stopped being happy
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hug
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hmph
anon
cutie
anon
hhmmph? how's saeki doing?
anon
I might watch a lil rarara (i forgot the beginihngb was it a d? x)
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hehe
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drrr/durarara awe
happy to host a watch party again if peeps are around
>>628759>>628568
finch
im so sad cobalt.tools isnt working
anon
durarara
anon
awww I really like it
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awe
anon
cobalt.tools is great
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xo
anon
middle click still pastes xD
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wh
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hehe
anon
had a tip for a bideo gabe copied
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hi
anon
hihi
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levol
anon
levol
anon
levol
anon
levol
anon
:)
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heya twinkkkk
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shiny coat
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I knew that word was coming
anon
lil white paw
anon
At a party and everyone here is gay
anon
waow oricle saeki
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ouu
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aw
anon
like literally gay like fucking those of the same gender
anon
watch out for a guy in a green hat trying to recruit you
anon
have you read a confederacy of dunces?
anon
he tries to recruit gays to his army at a party in new orleans
finch
i wanna go to a party where everyones gay that would be awesome
>>628605
anon
Well everyone knows that gays are better warriors due to their innate bond with their fellow soldiers
finch
i wanna go to a party at all tbh
anon
so true
finch
never been
anon
i do too finch\
anon
>>628599
well it's for a gay man, so it is 50% real estate agents (eh) and 50% gay men
anon
i went to two i think
anon
one it was a lot of people standing around and talking
anon
and then uhhh i think i went to another once but idk can't rember
anon
This is more of a backyard party thing
finch
i have literally never ever been to a party im too much of a socially inept ugly loser
>>628612>>628614
anon
oh it was everyone sitting around and playing some music
anon
>>628610
This isn't like a bust out the kegs people are fucking in the upstairs room party
anon
ur invited to my party finch maybe we'll play spin the bottle :3
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I'd invite qts
anon
I'd invite everyone to my party
anon
everypony invited
anon
Everyone knows that parties are the best when you have a gorillion people
finch
my purpose in life i think is computer
anon
in San Antonio one of the big socialites is a gay man named Karlos (with a K everyone always says that part) who is flamboyant and everyone is there from homeless people to multimillionaires and trans people to church pastors
>>628629
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gonna take stims
anon
oooh
anon
i think computer is really cool but i have trouble focusing so not so good w it
finch
im very stupid and dont know a lot about computers im just too ugly and autistic to do anything else
anon
karlos with a k
anon
poggers that's crazy
anon
>>628621
everyone at his parties I mean
anon
hope u feel good saeki
anon
I picked up on it after a second reading ^^ prize pls
anon
i ran today but not much else
anon
:/
anon
Well is there any goals you wish to get done
anon
I guess that's the thing huh
anon
oh actually i was aiming to do the volunteering online puter work stuff today
anon
What industry are you in?
anon
or looking into?
anon
probably why I'm so edgy and searching for distractions
anon
You should most def try to get some volunteer work under your belt, right now the job market is er... not so great...
anon
i think he emailed me over a week ago w what i'm supposed to do gaaahhhh
>>628644
anon
science though biotech research. put in 3 apps so far
anon
yeah but gaaahhh
anon
whats the worst that happens an email isn't gonna kill you
anon
ikr it's fine if like i jumped into your body and you had to do this i'd be like whooaaah let's see if i can do twinkanon's work this is interesting but bleh idk
anon
oh my work is very much varnishing boats in hundred degree heat rn
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i could do that fr
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and working weekends at a tiddy bar
anon
probably would fugg that up
anon
it's not hard, just alot of sanding
anon
i say while i still haven't put new desk together
anon
I want to get scuba equipment and scrape the bottom of boats if I can
anon
Because you can do that for 100 bucks a pop and ot takes 15 minutes
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I've been
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inb4 they turn on the engine while you're doing that and we have blended twinknon :( :( :(
>>628661
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thinking
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I'll share on what in a few but err hmm
anon
>>628657
they'd never, 50% of boat people never use their boat the other 50% are like the alcoholic equivalent of van lifers so they don't sail much either
>>628669
anon
that's interesting tho
anon
you could lock out tag out too
anon
lmao
anon
>>628664
hi well actually I am a bad long term partner
anon
don't u have a cute gf finch?
anon
i though you were the chinese one moving to usa oops
anon
nah that is cement somethin I forgot the name
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ty twinky
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hmph
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i was like waow ur really big for a chinese person
>>628679
anon
>>628671
I'd date you maybe perhaps but also I am bad for dating
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good membory twinky <3
anon
smart young man
anon
oh my memory is dogshit, I think I have memory issues
>>628685
anon
so humbe...
finch
i need to lose so much weight ughh
>>628688
anon
well if u live near me i'd happily take you on a date but i don't think i'm really set up to be anyone's partner
anon
and probably no one is good enough for me
anon
>>628690
I could set you up at the JCC or smthn here, nobody is ever there. Also if you are very nervous swimshirts and such
finch
id love 2 swim but now that ive given myself basically just bad gyno i cant wear any swimsuits
>>628695
anon
waow...
anon
we can uh break into the water tower near me but i think they must have alarms cause people drown trying to do that
anon
>>628692
Nobody is gonna judge you too harshly everyonr is there for their own reasons y'know.
anon
twinknon's rich rizz is much better
anon
yeah
finch
ok the bottom line is that my body is really gross and swimming is off the table at least until ive lost like 60-70lbs
>>628701>>628704>>628707
anon
but it's tough to think about when u can't do it
anon
if we were actually there to swim w u that would be fun but not good to ruminate on
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>>628698
stoppit but I get the stress on that stuff
anon
saeks have you been to the library lately?
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>>628698
confidence and fear are both muscles. You exercise your fear too much, it only becomes stronger
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how do u feel about reading?
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ooooh : )
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mine had manga which was kinda cool
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nicu
anon
i got a spice and wolf book (ok i said that already)
anon
>>628706
I have been reading alot more than usual recently
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I got Pokemon from one in the middle of nowhere
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and nicu
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I've been reading a good bit but need to continue several books n things
anon
i should probably read idk i tried to play video game for the frusterated n restless feeling but i'm not ready to do useful things
anon
>>628710
I was at 236 like a year ago
finch
okay but you're like 6 inches taller than me and have probably a faster metabolism
>>628723
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reading can help take mind off stuff or be very informative, or both
anon
yeah exactly
anon
and it's somewhat focused i usually just start phoning it in in videogames never been so good w them
anon
>>628719
maybe, but I believe that you are more than capable of seeing the results you wish to see, 230 is not that big really
>>628725
finch
>>628723
i can lose weight but like. the skeleton underneath is still ugly. i'm just genetically built to be ugly i think
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anon
the skeleton underneath is still spooky Oo
anon
>>628725
You're letting something take hold of you that is only going to tighten its grip if you let it. It's hard but you need to start exercising your self confidence beyond just losing weight. It's important to develop that by doing small things that make you feel pride even if it is terrifying
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I have
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>>628729
I've seen you, you look cute. You are just terrifying yourself because you feel used to doing so.
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you're not ugly
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stop
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saying n feeling so doesn't make it true, even if it still sucks a ton to feel that it is
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you look nicu
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>>628736
currently at a party, unfortunately
anon
o right
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I might be able to play like a lil round in a bit
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I wish cypher con tickets werent like 500-1000 USD
>>628744
anon
right now I am smoking out back
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ikr everything is so expensive
anon
sight the based thing to do would be to hold our own cheap one n meet ppl in similar situations but bleh idk
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>>628740
Maybe you could try to apply for a press pass dealio
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its already happening
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its mostly attended by corporate security people
anon
nezt year then, because you need ur e bike too
anon
eh, do you wanna go then?
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I probably wont go to it but hope to go to HOPE bwa cus
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they used to be bi yearly but switched to yearly cus of the new administration
finch
for a while i had tricked myself into thinking i facepassed but i dont lol like at all
anon
I wanna try to attend DEFCON been going to local group meetings and its fun albeit above my head most of the time
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and pat nicu
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I recommend finding your local HOPE meetups
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lemme find u a link
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they also do HOPE and make 2600 mag
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>628564
DURARARA IS FUCKING PEAK HOLY SHIT
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hehe,, aw
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:3
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will watch more w when
anon
oh cool its on oak street for me
>>628769
derrick_phone(Luzia)
i need the OG derrick pic
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peeps are on
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and d'aww
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I dunno if I know it
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you want a pic of derick NAKED??????? Luzia how could u!!!??????
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>>628769
I live fairly close, as in could walk
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nicu :>
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the local one I found a while ago was like 45 min away in a yoga studio so I was like uhhh
>>628775
anon
oh i didn't know 2600 was HOPE i saw them once
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yeah, once I can access a train to go to the bigger ones
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lemme find there's
anon
when I get my badass (unknown motorcycle at the moment) I will be traveling all over
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hehe
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might walk down to the jesuit mission to take pictures
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there's a HOPE meeting near me but i don't kno computers n don't plan to get good at cybersec lul
>>628785
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awe
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pat
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they're not all exactly like computer types its hackers in the broadest sense as 2600 was started by phone phreakers
anon
>>628781
It's fun to do it as a hobbyist, in my experience alot of computer types are very friendly to newbies, albeit I think their er... pedagogy is often flawd
>>628810
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the con is also a lot of activist esc stuff involving information n less similar to defcon but still cool in its own way
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its also a good way to learn stuffs but
ye understandable if too much for peeps
::pat
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I still buy the 2600 quarterly magazine
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I wish I had paper copies thoughts
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I'll link some of my PDFs in a while as its rly good
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stop trying to bully self n take pics at bad angles so you can validate it
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hmph
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no
finch
now it looks like the dude with the pickle is me hold on
anon
That's actually me smoking my fat stogie like a boss rn btw
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waow
finch
undeniably
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stop
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not true n we cant say anything but
anon
>>628785
yeah i think it's cool for sure : )
0.8389% not booger!boymodewng
saeki
0.8390% not booger!boymodewng
i have a song to show you
anon
i just feel bad about messing up ig etc
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sigh
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oe
anon
ooooh i wonder what it'll be
0.8391% not booger!boymodewng
.play chinook wind corb lund
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lol more lund
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she's lundpilled\
0.8392% not booger!boymodewng
SHUT UP HE'S A GOOD SINGER
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why are we
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booger is going to end up marrying corb lund
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playing smth Abt a chinook
0.8393% not booger!boymodewng
chinook wind?
0.8394% not booger!boymodewng
wdym
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I'm thinking of a different kind of Chinook
0.8395% not booger!boymodewng
oh of the helicopter
0.8396% not booger!boymodewng
no this is about the wind
anon
whoah!
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how old do u think corb is booger?
0.8397% not booger!boymodewng
50s
anon
Corb Lund (born January 29, 1969)
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yeah i figured like 30s
0.8398% not booger!boymodewng
this album is old
0.8399% not booger!boymodewng
like 2000s 2010 maybe
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I've had to go to what feels like too many country esque shows
0.8400% not booger!boymodewng
fair
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i like country tho, well, i guess i like this specific
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"In March 2008, the United Nations Children's Fund announced that the band had donated the use of the song "Horse Soldier, Horse Soldier" as the theme song of UNICEF Team Canada, the Canadian national equestrian skill-at-arms team, to support the team's work with UNICEF to provide food and medical care to AIDS orphans and infants infected with HIV in the global south. " lmao his songs about murdering south ameris as a imperial soldier lol
>>628843
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I prefer folk
0.8402% not booger!boymodewng
yeah he's more of a folk singer
0.8403% not booger!boymodewng
he used to be in a punk band called the smalls
0.8404% not booger!boymodewng
>>628839
horse soldier is literally not about that
anon
i don't rember it i was thinking of student visas
0.8405% not booger!boymodewng
student visas is abt it being bad lol
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apparently my mom has a membership card of hers from Costco before Walmart made it change its name to costco
anon
ehhh it's still someone who does it
anon
shows it can be done
0.8406% not booger!boymodewng
yeah the whole point of the song is that it's bad
finch
>>628848
> maybe reels will get my mind off it
> open instagram
> trans oomf immediately mogs the shit out of me in her story
anon
i didn't know that happened
0.8407% not booger!boymodewng
>>628852
>And I guess you'd call us Contras but no one calls much no more
There ain't no fun in killin folk and I don't wanna do no more
0.8408% not booger!boymodewng
>>628856
>That village, it was Communist but it was kinda hard to tell
There ain't no fun in killin folk and I dont wanna do no more
0.8409% not booger!boymodewng
the idea is that this person did horrible things and is trying to rationalize it
anon
wah wah oooh i'm so tortured ok back to my nice house in virginia
0.8410% not booger!boymodewng
it's trying to get into the mind of a cia agent who was sent to do horrible things and is trying to justify it
0.8411% not booger!boymodewng
like objectively that's the idea behind it
anon
spreading that mindset tho
anon
it's like born in the usa and all where it becomes an anthem
0.8412% not booger!boymodewng
it's literally media literacy
anon
sorry chat i can't read
0.8413% not booger!boymodewng
Well I never did heal up right from injuries sustained
Officially in Germany, officially while we trained
I remember all their faces, I dream about them still

[Refrain]
And I guess we's fightin communists but it was kinda hard to tell
There ain't no fun in killin folk, and I don't wanna do no more

like this is objectively about someone who is horrified about the things they did and eneds to justify it to themselves to live with it
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I should upload the audiobook unlisted or play the Barrett brown docu
anon
it's not so bad but it's better to focus on the good
anon
he should sing about us by name and our stuff
>>628873
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but also should do watch party for animu again when peeps are free
anon
song about u typing for instance
0.8414% not booger!boymodewng
>>628870
well but he's canadian he's not south american
0.8415% not booger!boymodewng
this was one of the few songs where he steps out of being canadian to tell a story essentially
anon
yep sad! no stories exist outside canada
anon
i'm a lil punchy yeh boog but not totally lying idk
0.8416% not booger!boymodewng
am i being trolled
0.8417% not booger!boymodewng
well ok then but if someone who wasn't south american wrote about south americans there would be a bunch of people who would riot saying its racist and stuff and plus he knows a lot about canadian stuff because he was born there and has more of the cultural context which is why he can make songs that are more impactful and tell stories that are more than surface level imo
>>628890
anon
a lil
anon
: )
anon
u can slap me or smth if u want
>>628883
anon
no i like stories n stuff
anon
>>628881
hmmm... interesting proposal
anon
:3
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:'>
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and me
anon
Might be going home with a guy might not idk
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ou
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>>628878
it's good for songs to be impactful
anon
i hope he's a nice young man
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i don't think ive shared many of the Grindr esque stories b4 here guh
anon
happy saeki is good
anon
we need to get u a revival thing
anon
hey booger hey booger hey booger hey booger
anon
ok maybe i shouldn't have insulted corb lund
anon
if it made u feel bad yeah it was wrong
0.8418% not booger!boymodewng
? no it's oke to have a different opinion lole
anon
oh oke i liked him im just not really into him and am a lil mixed
finch
meow
anon
meow
anon
mrrrow
anon
swish swish swish
finch
we're patting you anon
anon
::purr
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::pur
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::purrr
anon
purrrr
anon
:3
anon
:3 :3 :3 :3
anon
but this screenshot is INACURATE
anon
I DON'T THINK THEY HAD CYRILIC IN THE BIBLE
>>628925
anon
IT'S IN ENGLISH
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>628920
I used to play Isaac in japanese but had to stop because I couldn't read the item description
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I used to play r6s in jp
anon
i uh used to play in the language of the old ones
>>628930
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which
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>628928
Middle english
anon
clthulu raleh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
That's not old
anon
oh i didn't kno
anon
i don't like the kind in yellow
anon
king
anon
he's a dick
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man now I wanna watch more drrr w peeps
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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AAAAAAAA YESSSS
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excited for peeps to meet saki and the other thing I took a name from
>>628952
anon
I do too :3 but I need to see ep 4 and then how many?
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awe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oh shit I forgor
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we only watched ep 4 after peeps left
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I had tea brewing
anon
oh good :) i'll watch it now
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its mostly a backstory EP thatll gib biker context
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9anime.to is up still, I think
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sad that aniwave got killed tho, having the biggest library of anime there was
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>628939
Your oc?
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lel
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not an oc
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character from durarara, started watching w peeps here yday
anon
ty was using one from google w ads every other click
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aw
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I have like

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