and awww ye u

showed b4

i wanna be held and called pretty

pretty

n

i wanna get knocked up

wud hold u n worms,,,

>>633001
invalid compliment you have no clue what i look like

>>633004
u seems incredibly sweet n trust rose saying ur pretty n ababa
precious, cuties

>>

>///>

wruff too tired to argue and be mean

awww

hey

pio makes me too hungry

:3

awrooo

oh igotta return late 90s tomorrow

I need

cuddling again its been aaa

-v-

sry for vent rambles tonite

;^;

I'm just

less uh

nervous to share how feeling,,

cus tired

ok i almost fell out of my chair sleeping i go to bed

awwwww

I'd carry qts to bed'

my phone is plugged up its far away from bed

>>633043
#this

hush

aw

lel

nom

sry I ated it

Ono I hope I didn't eat a worm

>>worms

wah every irl trans person treats me like a child because theyre all like minimum 3 years older than ,e

sry chu are dealing w that

maybe try meeting some older trans ppl as well, as they can be a lot less ugh Abt age more aware

>>633070
thats my problem!!!! theyre all like 25 and im 19 but i want to be a peer

dont tell me to go on reddit ill die

i dont want to be around young people i like older people

everyone my age is some lame college freshman who doesnt get it

okk night

awe

goodnight dakota, it was nice to see u n I'm proud of chu for doing the stuff u needed to, I wish u the absolute best w the stuff u got to deal w n the fastest recovery so u can hab time off to relax

niini

wan err

half on the verge of crying still bwa wanna hide w

awww I

didn't realize u were that young stills pat

(not that that's rly young just hadn't thought pat, though knew generally bwa)

aaaa

just ehm

emotional n lonely n curled up knees to chest unsure if gon cry or just shy,,,

>>633104
you should drink water, fuel your tear ducts

cry

aw

n rest up if u need or are going to gloober

id give you a hug if i could

even if you started crying id hold you

bwaaaa

even if in that state myself
deserve the support n care n helping peeps mutually can help make both feel better idk >,<
but seriously appreciate the thoughts bwa

what time is it for you?

about 2 am bwa
chu-

you should get cozy and drink water

mhm,,
just had sum ,w,
am laying on couch w sheet over knees held to chest

and listen to music

thats good

aaa

maybe a shower?

screens make the brain go too fast and its hard to calm down and feel better

music is good

stimulation without a screen

shower and think and get rest

::bury gartic crying sun

im being hypocritical though, i was feeling really lonely and bad and wanted socialization

hey, its okej
hug

I just erm

here is one of the last places my mental lets me check w/o melting down completely into obsessions or compulsions to hide
plus just different than the places I'd usually use being ones I've had to put up w stress from for a decade or smth

but

aaaa

surgery?

like dakotas or

(not me u mean right)

heya,,

aaaaa

u2 anti pls hhhh

erm
I dunno have work to do this week n trying to earn money n stuff it's bwa
just bleh
but

I appreciate its just

too sweet of peeps had me

teary after big msg n response min ago

<3 ;///;

waow I'm the earth boll

; w ;

our earth ball!!

i have two more days until my workweek starts again

reminds me I wanted to

write hand written letters to couple peeps here but the mailing to wud be hard to get w/o some way to deliver w/o dox address

i was supposed to go to a trans shot party movie night thing tonight but i felt reallyy bad

aw

awwww,,,

>,<

id give saek my social security number

I'd offer mine too in case um smth was to idk happen r stuffs

sry for u popping in a couple times Nona when I've been all over or mentioning bleh things t-tonight
appreciate that thought, lots thoughs, actually

and aa nu nu its oki, dunworry Abt it at all,,

ive had a crush on this girl there and shes probably not interested and i feel stupid for not wanting to see her because of that

just erm
I'm tired enough that I am having to deal w emotionality I suppress most of the time n getting
lonely/isolated feels
appreciating the sweetness of worms thoughs making me tear up

i hate how my compartmentalization is a lot of the time

ily all,,

trying to get words to respond to some of peeps but j-just
wanna hold onto someone's arm or tummy/just above tummy but below chest

aaa

hhhHh
ur too kind to meeee

I'm gon melt

am

teary,, I hate I'm puddle when I don't suppress n just >~>
hug
I hush a lil now,,

ty,,

;///;

aaaaaaa

I'm

gosh

crying barely

shy

luv u peeps hhh

>>633242
my vision is already foggy from being embarrassed n lil dizzy from overstim cus not

i-idk I aa I not used to this kind of thought n sweets n stuff it bwa

>>633243

, ;'D

and bwawawa

>>633258
; ////;

aaa

and hehe,,,,

can

gon end up w dreams of cuddle puddle again from all dis bwa

not recent

I get them though when lonely,,,

dream that I'm still in erm

what size was that bed

need semi large Japanese floor mattress n

yea,,,

polycule (only 4 peeps tho)

ahhh

I'm not

thinking

just trying to remember in comparison,,

>>blush

::blush menhera-chan

heya finch awawawa web

weba

>>633306
d'awww goodnight sweetie I hope u can rest up n had a gud time w hehe
I appreciate chu lots n all the care bwaaa
cant even

sweetest of dreams

need this

>>633343
drives sales -,-

but also

cus its so ingrained into their reactionary views on things that they can never understand or care to think about it at all

and yea

>>633353
it is mostly

by people who have no idea about the city

and all they see in the media is gang violence and that's all they believe the city is and actually believe it's a lawless hell that needs x y or z done to it sigh

awww that gif makes me so sad

>>633376
#throw
::menhera-chan crying

yea, finch is a crow then?

d'awwwwwww

goodnight when u do oki,,?

ily,,