hope they are disconnected from things n figuring stuff out to be safe while getting care, sigh

hmmm I should see if we have a yume Nikki tag to add the vibin to

>>679313
no no I mean that

if someone says something clearly objectable and they maybe being genuine and such, its understandable for ie u or others to respond calling out

yeee

appreciate

hope chu can work towards how u feel better being, also its probably a good thing not to add to stress or bleh on top of other stuffs
like can add needless strain, sometimes

awe

err

my private browser windows crashed earlier so gon re open booru n try to add some tags to applicable images n fix others

yahoo

might do some more math n working out price of moving, been using a calculator w a thermal printer receipt thing n putting them on corkboard to map it out

im so tired...

rest up when chu can <3
looking at Pinterest for stuff to save n stuff to share here or to peeps

>>679331
i probably will now rest. i have a tendency to get wrapped up in tech troubleshooting late at night for som ereason

>>679332
#hug

aw

feel that
I would spend like 2 hours designing a very specific part of my websites design and typography then realize time blindness had kicked in

hope chu can keep well, soon, when u do - sweet dreams then, too c:

bleh

omg heya finch xoxo

wassup how was ur day today n ur long weekend been seeing peep, knowing thems so far ?

dysphoric rn my arms are way too long to pass im such a moid

nu

god iwnbaw

that doesn't matter

and

it kinda does i look like a man and i always will

false

you are a woman

nah

are u seriously gonna say that when u just got mistaken for a cis woman and u have like ten plus people telling u how cute and pretty a girl u are

the dude who mistook me for a cis woman is a dummy!!!!!!!!!!! and everyone is hugboxing me!!!!!!!!!!

if everyone else who thinks ur cute is a dummy
then maybe u just need to be able to love urself and realize u are cute, and a sweet girl

u need to be yaypilled
millions must yippee

gonna hold u and make u unable to say the dumb brainworms things by cutting u off n telling u how much chu mean to self n peeps n how cute n pretty a girl u are
and will

no but i think its cool and watched like a summary video bc i decided i probably wouldnt end up playing it

been putting it off

gah

I forget if I ever even asked chu specifically, have u urself played omori cus ik u know characters

wud spend time w u n play that n other games, many n play while we talk n u can experience different ones that are much smaller n greats

I streamed cyberpunk for peeps for an hour to two from my xbox and showed some stuff to twink and straw and errr other peep while chilling and talking about it

gah the omori thing n hearing its music in smth else rn is making me thing of
loveyourself48(??) (4 numbers at the end)'s video on it and his story of playing it to connect with his 13 year old daughter who had loved it, and he hadn't known a lot about, and who took her own life, him doing a project now to express and cope with his grief through talking about and playing games n connecting w people who went through similar grief
his stuff has hit me hard in past n relate to lots

heyaaaa

I'll be checking thing in a min or two
been putting life off

h ye laen

oh*

I streamed cyberpunk from Xbox for 3 or 4 peeps on an alt twitch acc I made

weba booger

had a chill time

we(lcome)-ba(ck)

<3

I wanna start using yh again more, I didn't use it much here cus I think younger or peeps who, ver understandably, didn't know the dumb IRC stuff I used words from (just means yeah, I like shortening words and things a lot)

ive found it interesting how a lot of australians just shorten every phrase into like a single word for the saying

lol I hadn't been thinking too consciously and I had left my mouse cursor hovering over the cursed burg video and it played for the last 4 minutes straight in center of screen

I wanna get to trying pickles that are nicu, on their own sometime, again
do not enjoy on burg

lol

heya nonners

I like the cap bury

lemme see what tags it has

yippee

I hope that there becomes a more viable way to emulate stuff like switch Pokemon w/o immense power, in time - or at least the price drops as new parts come out, sigh

:D

does booger have interest in stuffs like that

writing down n coming up w ideas for pieces or essays, or media like games if I come up w any other concepts for - maybe

she hasnt messaged me and shes meant to come over today im so nervous

heya :C

aw, sweet ;_;

hey, take time u need to care for self rn and occupy r mind but also try and come up with anyone u could possibly reach as a second contact to check in with who u havent already but

until then there's only so much u can do if done all this stuffs and is best to recognize that ur just gonna have to strap in until being there to meet later, n u cant do anything by putting more n more pressure on self rn - n that it'll make it harder later to do

well ive not been introduced to any of her friends in any way shape or form and i only know one of her friends accounts by stalking her page

awe

im so upset

I get it ;-; its really tough, especially when chu have been getting so close to her like I've been saying, but I really hope it was some circumstances that made it rly difficult to access or do msging, or she needed time away or stuff for the trip, as much as that sucks, it could lighten pressure being put on self a lil by the feeling of endess worries
but

>>679433
i mean i guess ur right but like......its been 3 days.......even her liking one of my messages to let me know shes still even alive would help but ive gotten nothing

I really hope she does reach out like its

weird and quite gah to do like that, so soon in ad when going away n just kinda ghosting u like that, u deserve a lot better than the stress of dis n lots of luv as well, but I hope with all my heart that theres an explanation that helps ease, and u can get in touch soon
maybe sleeping after all the stuff was doing

ill keep you guys posted...

thank you saeki ily ur a good friend

(even though that doesn't explain the previous days,, maybe was a mix of issues but I'm just hoping its not smth bad in ways that'd weigh more, and either way) am here if can gib support of company through this lil while of hurt being more rn, and

nawu lts, chu are really sweet n caring n showing it in this weight ur feeling though I know how much it makes it hurt even more to have that thought n care behind someone n does this sorta thing
love chu lots n sending u care n good wishes, take care u need n don't forget to eat n be drinking water

gonna grab pasta salad/cold pasta meal prep esc thingy w cucumbers olives and lot of pasta n nice salad dressing etc

ate the last of it that was in fridge ,w,

yis!
there's a lot ofsliced cucumber left in the container cus not enoughpasta for and hehe

I wanna share watermelon w cuties, too
luv watermelon n melons a lot as even my old pfp/profile art by fren had me sitting w/holding watermelon hehe

;3;

real pain
would probably cry

;v;
reminds me, I wanna someday/time try thing that the trans streamer who moved to Thailand would eat a lot of on stream, being jackfruit or stuffs
idk much about or remember how she described taste
was also a vegan

or

yea vegan I think, but wasn't ever talking about being such just yk u can infer from all the stuff

and

would take care of peeps noms n pickup new ones so didn't have to stress self n go out, too much

heh

then replacing it the next day is another one I image along the route

and lel

awww

might see if I hab any choco

>>679466
omg omg heya Twink, diid u rest a little, sweet?

hehe

mood

I've been nodding while writing down notes

waow

yeah smth like that

I'll tuck us in so both can eep

I've been getting songs stuck in my head lately

>>679481
u gonna stay up for a bit ? I feel that, I might rest soon ill

finally check my dms

actually, let me dose a lil first so I'm a lil less shy nervous

u get any dreams more than just a nap ?

lain I'm gonna go ahaead and be there n make u imagine positive hopeful scenarios when u start thinking n suggesting dreadful ones

d'awww

I had that earlier

I'll err

maybe I can send u a pic in DMS of how I setup to eep but I

have a comforter cover made of same material as soft sheet n stuff w button up to close it and
cus I'm a dummy, I use it instead as a
yeah
I put my sheet inside of it (cus its summer, too hot) and get inside w the sheet I wrap myself in while inside it, then put blahaj between legs and arms and
I have another blahaj under my pillow I rest hand on underneath my head

>3<

ye so

I put my heavy weighted blanket over all of that

and d'awww, I hope u can rest up soons

I take it off midway through about half of nights

I have my fan on absolute max and eep when its cooler out

mhm

sounds cute to see

awwww

I stopped doing that n don't have the tv ever on up there

would cuddle back to eep rn smh

I'll wake up like

burning up n lonely n squish shork n um

cri, in being one of peeps who imagines holding someone fr right there n having hand held n as if its real person, also cri in having 3 body pillows (no weird or animu things)

aaa

and letting me be the equivalent of if u hugged plush or pillow to eep letting squish
just worm comfy hrs

I need to find this anime happy gif where its an anime gurl holding both her cheeks and moving her head left to right like shy or blush n happy

mhm!

I edit and update images everyday to better fit, usually

teehee
I solemnly swear

I imagine my child is ::hot dog

fwoom

if hot dog
then fwoom