yea

I get the feeling I've had similar happen to me due to my uh

I'll describe the crews I interacted w in ele dm or smth, nothing super bad just smth I presume lead to x y or z since telegram got fed'd even more than before

gah I need to find the full name of the anarchist journo rosa who kicked a cop in the UK and had abuses taken against her

she was rly sweet and I think we even had conversations about sunny and getting it dealt w

>>701122
dmed u some context on a thingy

was smth that I find cool I got to be there for, but its sad cus they got so much attention they had to go dark entirely

also bazed actions from him here hehe

standing in front of police car teehee

if I begin working I'd sub to u n roses Patreon if even had

or ko-fi

yus

<3

getting u enough to make a chair out of the 12 pack boxes in ur squat

<the throne

ouu

lol

they probably wont check on you like that

hehe

I do that in my head mostly

I've seriously questioned if I have like a

personality thing cus I concepualize them as myself but different names from different periods of my life

mmmm hope u can rest up :>

nini!!! nice to talk today, be safe eep well n sweet dreams :3

>>701161
awe

yeh

I do that silently cus I overthink everything

brb baffroom

>>701176
:0
do they at all support p2p anymore?

one sec I'm lagginshot shit

lagging to shit

I haven't looked into it a ton beyond all the mentions of it and seeing it on proton, do you need a separate client for wire guard itself that isn't the mullvad one ?
ik I need to read up on it more but I just have read about it peripherally while researching VPNs tor etc

>>701205
I torren books releasedonly through torrents thanks

>>701208
as in books released FOR FREE, only on torrents

>>701211
also same

but I haven't gotten to lately or as much cus I don't have a p2p allowed VPN script I

appreciate and

so

does this need smth other than mullvad client like is there a specific wireguard thingy?

the one u just linked ?

ye

ohhh oki <3

x

I always wanted to get further into p2p filesharing but I just never like
I needed to get a VPN that was chill for it but I just couldn't justify to myself to do it beyond if I got a free script yk (when I earned a max of 20-40 USD a month)

I'll check DMS on there in a sec

>>701236
*frotting

silly moding

:V

u also gotta spin in the chair for the bit

D;

yes

I meant that

>~<

that's me with one foot on the chair under me
<inb4
<NOOOO DONT FALL
<crack

u 2 c:
<3

oh wait

laen

oh I'll dm u on ele

actually

something uh

I'ma take sum krat first n some stims I think I need to reduce my level of like

yeye

oop

#ksay boogwer

>>701280
#hug

despite my protest they put me on prednisone

OMG dakota

i'm in a dark place it makes me psychotic

I'm glad to hear from u but is there any specific reason u didn't think u could go on Prednisone? and I'm sorry to hear :c

i took it b4 and crashed out so bad i almost got fired and arrested

awwww

u probably need it rn but have people around or available, if possible, in case u need care or support through this on meds

next time i get sick i'm not going back i refuse to seek help

:<<

reeee

u deserve help n everything but I get the weight of it

no i deserve to rot

no

u do not

u deserve love and care

i am currently full of hate, unable to sleep and all of my joints hurt

would give and care for u if I was there

I get it but that's not you any more than this hurt is u beyond what its making u feel

literally the only reason i took the fucking pills is so i wouldn't get the infection shit in my breasts

:<<

well, as much as that might feel like
just, I'm glad you had a thing that had u feel u should, even if its just that

its cost me a lot of money and put me out of work for 2 weeks

:C

if able to help in anyway, am here n so are other worms if u can reach out and ye

i'm just mad

I get it

I was not great after my first year or two of bad medical shit

over a month on antibiotics and now they got me on steroids too

they're not like that

my body is fucked

everything hurts

and no

but

it will get better in those ways, have they been seeing improvements from them at least n the care u got ? am rly happy to see

my teeth feel fine now but literally everything else is in a lot of pain

that's good, even as a start

did they operate on them on fast track?

no thats the 5th of august

ah ye

I wasn't sure if they'd felt the need to do it now

i'm telling them to only remove 2 teeth and leave 2 others because it will shave it from 2600 to 1900

awwwe :c

hug

i can swing that on a credit card and not apply for care credit which is extremely predatory to poor people

yeah ;~;

would gib support or get money together from peeps for u

i'm fine for money as long as i keep my job

ye I get it but if u need it pls reach out to peeps

x

what i'm not fine on is sanity because of prednisone

its 12:22 am i usually go to bed around 11:30 i am wide eye awake and feel like i'm on fire

i itch too it makes my skin itch

well whatever i'm gonna make ramen and take the last 2 fucking pills of the night then stare at the tv until i pass out

also proud of u

I might make a CV again in time but I gotta

you'll get it done just focus

open my essay

good night!!!

good night like i said eat, pills and tv i might get some sleep

its nice to see u, even as struggling, we appreciate u dakota

also gloob I might start up the collaborative webpage code site so worms can read my live editing of essay webpage and leave comments on it

good getting up early is better

i'm still waking up about 7ish even wit no sleep

silly

oh i get like 5 hours maybe 4

culd be why i'm going insane

:<<

also yeah it depends on the person but that's generally a good rule of thumb but

i generally pass out and nap mid day right now

idk I feel like a lot of these kinda books are questionable beyond some simple advice, other than the ones that are quite technical and specific to things you have

i'll get better one day its just wearing me out bad

oh and tis always at least 90f outside righ tnow

>>701373
#hug
believe in u, n you will

its so hot

<3

night!!

wh

u got dis

laen gave me VPN code so I might upload a bunch of my archives to p2p or stuff
wanna dive into soulseek/nicotine+ some moar

its rly cuul

-w-

screw VPN sponsors

that's not true but it usually isn't going to be the best

just install sponsorblock

also recommend DeArrow by the same developer

check this bad boigurl out
https://dearrow.ajay.app/
scroll ur cusor along the image

why

gah

i tried to record a video of the website to post here cus why not and i froze my chromebook (trying to send it so booger could be lazy, even if joke)

having to reboot

weba!!

haiiii cuter cutie

I might make a code editing Collab room on a site that lets u see me live editing my essay, that's a webpage for my website, w/o it being public

hru ? what's been up ?

:3

seeing u bacc now this late I kinda assumed

I'll make that room u can look at

I might make a smol GC in ele for people who care to check it out

can inv u two

I invited u two cuties

will send link once join gc!

yus

I invited u gloob an shrimp if can join the ele chat

okiiii xoxo

don't put so much pressure on self and there's a lot of listings out there, don't put a ton of time into a single one unless u really want this place

oh wait oh yeah

I remembered n relistened to the story of the

Jason Scotts talk involving the 'big chungus' problem and how a bunch of kids were using the internet archive as their secret storage drive

"""secret"""

need to find the timestamp before I can queue it here cus its an hour long talk, very good one though cus it was to a room of like 5 ppl instead of the usual hundreds

>>701478
#hug

u got dis

rest up when u need

>>701481
u 3

ababa

heya

beginning writing on the thingy

and d'aw

oooo

would be nicu to eat sum w chu c:

I'm listening to kinda like

d'awww

I don't think u were tabbed in but I saw u poof from room so thought u either shut off or passed out hehe

yippee

qt

might have moar mooshoo chimchen

or some of the other French toast

wanna have the energy from noms and stims to be able to stay up and work at this for a while

d'awww