lol

yea

the uncertainty is very stressful idk

heh

yea

mostly ends up being a way to write off targeting people specifically and those out in public being such yk

there's a lot of holes

and a lot of bigger fish to fry

yea

I knew some mutual aid groups around

yea

it also doesn't help to be scaring people all the time to where they freeze up and wont be able to do anything

oe trips

inb4 the state is coming for my lost emo kids Yuri

also just putting every group other than those in power against one another

pitting

yeh

I had to stop engaging as much as it drained me to burning out over and over

isokej, take care of self how helps

yahoo

helo

heya fujo

.skip (video skipped)

hope u can get some that u like to replace if u do

oo

pat

also have this issue but likely going another route if I try to leave

maybe can err

hmmm

it is possible to get a passport even if trans in US ATM but it wont generally match your gender marker, it will be a pain but

I'm aware of people who have fled the country to Thailand already with such

I mean this is something that is sadly the reality no matter the gender marker unless like

with the body scanner, if they see like

I feel like its sadly a lose lose often cus either that marker is assigned at birth and if they

ah

yeh that bwa

hope you can possibly like

there is the route of I think its like

flat 30k to get a passport for a separate country that can let you get out and buy citizenship and so on
though in terms of here, practically the main thing is seeing how other ppl in similar position have had it go in your state, hopefully being one that isn't red

waiting and seeing with the current canada situation, blocking the nb from being deported due to the danger for trans people in US, maybe good to check on in the meantime while working on things

but

I recommend looking into citizenship by descendence

aw
that works

one of the women whos a victim of Epstein attempted suicide and has 4 days expected left from pills damage to organs ; _;

sigh

yea

dunno it

idk wut happened

welp

inb4

you see the letter at least? or the stuff about it

yeah the base is generally just realizing

>insert me talking about this years ago

made noms

for mom n i

>>709102
one sec

>>709102
the WSJ article is paywalled, I'd get you a link but to be quick here's this
https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2025/07/18/trump-epstein-birthday-note-wsj/85269950007/
scroll to the what did trumps birthday card section

>>709102
for Epstein's 50th birthday, a collection of letters was made for the party, for epstein, and its been reported and seems legit that trump wrote a letter in this book that's quite uh
questionable
and also was written inside of a drawing of a naked woman with the pubes being trumps signature, using the same sort of marker he's seen using in the other drawings he's done from the time

its very gah

I feel like there's been quite a few at the least bi presidents that were heavy closeted in the 20th century

along with like I think FDRs wife who was buried next to a woman who she was in love with

it may not be FDR but a president from that era was buried alongside a woman who she met while traveling w the president and became pen pals with

a first lady was buried*

eleanor roosevelt

https://slate.com/culture/2022/10/eleanor-roosevelt-lesbian-bros-movie-lorena-hickok.html

hehe

I forget what specific episode its from but I can find the history EP about cool ppl in history, hosted by a trans anarchist author, who covered it and showed me it first in EP

>>709133
https://www.iheart.com/podcast/1119-cool-people-who-did-cool-96003360/episode/part-four-a-tale-of-two-122576967/
here it is, the specific episode

this 4? partner is amazing btw but that one has the Eleanor stuff in it

>>709138
weba cutie

hehe

curious, is there a /lit/ or equivalent on libpol

I check all every now n then in case peeps are on some other spot but yeh

was wanting to find a forum to begin hanging out on again, earlier

heya weba

I do, but having a forum where I can compose my thoughts and have it be static etc would be nice for some other forms of conversation, it's basically a different medium

yeh the forum I had a few hundred to thousand posts on died but it was probably for the best, another forum I used - but mainly stuck to their IRC - is still alive but idk if I wanna come back cus I met my 3 ex gfs there

and no clue if they still check in

(we were all a thing bwa)

I did move in w them for a time tho but

the community was cool tho I think its mostly dead now, otherwise I would recommend

its like a decade or two old, very gay/queer, dev community that has a bunch of forums and wikis and fediverse stuff

but if I find a comfy forum that'd be nice, n same if others do as well
for posting stuff upwards of a couple paragraphs at times

actually that reminds me, spacehey could fit that for me if I get to using it again, more

that I should answer my messages. . .

urs ?

brb bathroom

nvm gotta wait

think

nu

nuh

I just dissocite

I just dissociate

>>709197
maybe but not with like

venom or smth

just poke

my kratom supplier decided to stop shipping in bags and sent me like a vacuum sealed thing of powder like a coke brick

better than the other things I'd do and also isn't like

don't do it if you don't need or rly want to

it can be bad for you if you're gonna end up like taking tons like bags a day

otherwise there's not much health effect, other than some of the stuff I'm not gonna get into that isn't worth considering as much

its addictive but it has low harm potential

I'll kiss the sting spot

eh

hruuu hows things been

ye

hope is going well

rest when can

nicu

err I mean

you're just gonna burn yourself out by doing that

uhh

I mean

if you're trying to make such videos and don't have an interest in it for the sake of dong it, its not gonna make you want to do it and you'll burn out in time

just don't put so much pressure on self, maybe make some videos to stack up and release but otherwise deal w the other things you're working on first

bc you're gonna get to a point where things are like
mostly done then be unable to finish

have seen this hundreds of times and in myself

its not about that

even if you are doing it because its what you want to do or what you want to make, putting that much on self on top of the other things you're doing is a way to hurt yourself

working on a couple things can be chill but that much workload and things at once is a uh

unhealthy thing in many ways and even if you can sustain it for even a few years you will not be uh

it does not do good things to you even if you're happy with what you've made, and you deserve to be able to do things for longer with more time to actually think on them than just go go go

and decide that you'll do it with your life being given out for

this is what I mean

you have to focus on that before you can go ahead and do this without hurting yourself and others

destroying yourself by doing this is just gonna like

to actually fix things or change things it has to be sustainable, this is not

I cant say anything to you that will get this across right now

no

I have seen this happen with a lot of people I've known

this is what I mean

I'm not trying to denigrate you I'm just saying that this is gah

sigh

I'm not telling you that

; _;

nvm

>>709294
I'm talking about on top of the like 5 other things you're working on

just try not to add even more things than what you already have planned out and work on those for the time you planned for is all

just continually has seemed like increasing to a point that could be really harmful, as a lot of people have like

yeh I just mean the

had not fully mentioned an upload schedule like that on top of the game itself, the writing and trailer and other stuffs so it came off as extra additions

I can try I've been uh

not great

yeh that's fine

I've just been on e2ee platforms working on some things myself but

I want to, I just uh

oh

I kinda totally forgot and haven't seen you in a bit

but had a bigger work load put on cus of well

the person I have spoken about and who is written about on my website got sentenced to 9 yrs, I found out a few days ago

also that's good, managing those things to not put self in position of endless crunch is the main thing, i'm glad you're working towards it thoughs

though personally now uh

#ksay boog

since you're here I can probably err

one sec but

you have seen the ours site I made right

the

person who uh

I'll send u the link but the person who groomed me like 7 yrs ago and I had to work to document them doing it to others

it took 7 yrs but they got sentenced to 9 years a few days ago so having to kinda deal with writing a big thing on top of trying to reach people I haven't talked to in 5 yrs yk

yeh I linked u, can open it but don't have to read, is a place I plan to post other things unrelated to this but having to do with leaks and such once it's done with but

my brain's kinda fried rn though I

have a work thing setup to contract w as needed, online, and been trying to sort out plans for that and possible moving stuff so yk
but I'll try and hop on disc cus I need to, though I'll

beep boop

gah I feel like

I have a bunch of stuff I've done that just isn't coming to my mind ababa

but seeing where I can move and may go with, once I save from work thing Im gonna start, rooming or being near straw or stuff near where I lived for a bit in the past

nicu to see you again thoughs if in need of resting soons, as well
also heya, weba luca

welcome bacc

can chill a lil now w family gonna be out for most of the night

wassup though :'v

hope chu can unwind for a little while before going out, n have a nice time :>
but gonna try and get things done but resting self for a lil, too

a bit bwawa

had to mow and stuff earlier after being up through the night, but had woken from nap late into afternoon yday so wasnt so bad
but yeh, can be - take the care chu need to get to a place thats a comfortable medium of it though w self

yeh

that evil twink must pay!

omg heya loris

heh

hiya

I didn't even know the Twink must pay thing was a meme till people started saying it while we watched a show w an evil twink

I should probably meet peeps I can go to the bar or stuff at points w eventually

had a meetup at a local bar I'd go to but not much