urs ?

brb bathroom

nvm gotta wait

think

nu

nuh

I just dissocite

I just dissociate

>>709197
maybe but not with like

venom or smth

just poke

my kratom supplier decided to stop shipping in bags and sent me like a vacuum sealed thing of powder like a coke brick

better than the other things I'd do and also isn't like

don't do it if you don't need or rly want to

it can be bad for you if you're gonna end up like taking tons like bags a day

otherwise there's not much health effect, other than some of the stuff I'm not gonna get into that isn't worth considering as much

its addictive but it has low harm potential

I'll kiss the sting spot

eh

hruuu hows things been

ye

hope is going well

rest when can

nicu

err I mean

you're just gonna burn yourself out by doing that

uhh

I mean

if you're trying to make such videos and don't have an interest in it for the sake of dong it, its not gonna make you want to do it and you'll burn out in time

just don't put so much pressure on self, maybe make some videos to stack up and release but otherwise deal w the other things you're working on first

bc you're gonna get to a point where things are like
mostly done then be unable to finish

have seen this hundreds of times and in myself

its not about that

even if you are doing it because its what you want to do or what you want to make, putting that much on self on top of the other things you're doing is a way to hurt yourself

working on a couple things can be chill but that much workload and things at once is a uh

unhealthy thing in many ways and even if you can sustain it for even a few years you will not be uh

it does not do good things to you even if you're happy with what you've made, and you deserve to be able to do things for longer with more time to actually think on them than just go go go

and decide that you'll do it with your life being given out for

this is what I mean

you have to focus on that before you can go ahead and do this without hurting yourself and others

destroying yourself by doing this is just gonna like

to actually fix things or change things it has to be sustainable, this is not

I cant say anything to you that will get this across right now

no

I have seen this happen with a lot of people I've known

this is what I mean

I'm not trying to denigrate you I'm just saying that this is gah

sigh

I'm not telling you that

; _;

nvm

>>709294
I'm talking about on top of the like 5 other things you're working on

just try not to add even more things than what you already have planned out and work on those for the time you planned for is all

just continually has seemed like increasing to a point that could be really harmful, as a lot of people have like

yeh I just mean the

had not fully mentioned an upload schedule like that on top of the game itself, the writing and trailer and other stuffs so it came off as extra additions

I can try I've been uh

not great

yeh that's fine

I've just been on e2ee platforms working on some things myself but

I want to, I just uh

oh

I kinda totally forgot and haven't seen you in a bit

but had a bigger work load put on cus of well

the person I have spoken about and who is written about on my website got sentenced to 9 yrs, I found out a few days ago

also that's good, managing those things to not put self in position of endless crunch is the main thing, i'm glad you're working towards it thoughs

though personally now uh

#ksay boog

since you're here I can probably err

one sec but

you have seen the ours site I made right

the

person who uh

I'll send u the link but the person who groomed me like 7 yrs ago and I had to work to document them doing it to others

it took 7 yrs but they got sentenced to 9 years a few days ago so having to kinda deal with writing a big thing on top of trying to reach people I haven't talked to in 5 yrs yk

yeh I linked u, can open it but don't have to read, is a place I plan to post other things unrelated to this but having to do with leaks and such once it's done with but

my brain's kinda fried rn though I

have a work thing setup to contract w as needed, online, and been trying to sort out plans for that and possible moving stuff so yk
but I'll try and hop on disc cus I need to, though I'll

beep boop

gah I feel like

I have a bunch of stuff I've done that just isn't coming to my mind ababa

but seeing where I can move and may go with, once I save from work thing Im gonna start, rooming or being near straw or stuff near where I lived for a bit in the past

nicu to see you again thoughs if in need of resting soons, as well
also heya, weba luca

welcome bacc

can chill a lil now w family gonna be out for most of the night

wassup though :'v

hope chu can unwind for a little while before going out, n have a nice time :>
but gonna try and get things done but resting self for a lil, too

a bit bwawa

had to mow and stuff earlier after being up through the night, but had woken from nap late into afternoon yday so wasnt so bad
but yeh, can be - take the care chu need to get to a place thats a comfortable medium of it though w self

yeh

that evil twink must pay!

omg heya loris

heh

hiya

I didn't even know the Twink must pay thing was a meme till people started saying it while we watched a show w an evil twink

I should probably meet peeps I can go to the bar or stuff at points w eventually

had a meetup at a local bar I'd go to but not much

ye
I don't enjoy alc too much or the space specifically, unless its a nice or community space I connect w, but the peeps are nice to be around n getting to meet random peeps depending on the place

barcode would also probs be chill sometime as well

ye

for better and for worse

remember sitting under this concrete structure in a park on a date w someone and it was raining and talking to a random homeless guy who was chill while waiting out the rain

n also random conversations over the yrs
can be nice even if it gets strange

emotional support puppygirl

mhmhm

-v-

teehee

boog..

sad times

>>709423
#hug
hug . . .

mb egg or just odd

pat

omg heya rose

and I'm sorry ;-; I hope err

still not gotten to see girl yet at alls ? or this weekend ?

I hope u can get away, even for a time, soons

d'awww, I really hope chu can, too

trying to find a pic that >>709436 reminds me I have

somewhere...

and excited to hear if u do n how it goes but
take the time to maybe get space and like

when I was in a sorta similar situation, going to places like coffee shops etc or library to get stuff done, espec hiding in quiet part of library to chill, while trying to work things out can help
depends on the circumstances but do whatchu need to care for self x

I dunno if I ever used a giant/giantess avi in VRC
I always had a like small or

hmmm, rough estimate but either like 1.5-3 ft tall one or 4-5 ft tall one,
being able to customize n align self w how you feel most comfortable/affirmed through avis is nice, though

just reminded of

I wish I had moar proper yuri on this device

awroo

deer sleep in the area behind our yard in the trees when its snowy out

am*

ye

u said

yayyy

I was Abt to say yay even before u said

awwwwwe

cuties

awe

I think u shared one about, here

but patpat
whatever's comfortable for chu
happy to listen, too

yeee

ik

I mean shared one about thems before

aw

nicu :> but ye that kinda one I err
idk it can be a little more vulnerable, idk

qts

can listen on ele but might nod off in a couple, though I'll be trying to check when I'm up n respond :> been up too long n nodding a lil bwa

<333
I hope u eep well too :>
gonna go get in bed in a sec

happy to talk about when both up . w.

hm, savory stuffs

heyaaa

vegan substitutes or I'd guess that certain like

ahh

I'd think anti would be able to help there cus also doesn't eat meat, though don't believe shes a vegan, but myself I probably cant give the best input

luv u worms I might fall asleep now

gn
<3

^3^

>>709532
#kiss

hai

yeh

anon asking for things to cook that go w mushrooms and onions

qter qts

ily worms

mhm

nini

niniii labranti