>>713511
yeah, this is kind of my position as someone who has to take stuff to manage mine

okej! I'll try to, am attempting to get over the anxiety and check messages cus

well

I got introduced to someone on there who I'd not met, and is from a scene I was in yrs ago, and is like aaaa

nervous is all

but also wanna check even if just gonna respond to worms x

take care tho :V would be happy to watch that movie Spree when both free agains

gn anon!

:D

y'know

I started writing a sorta gonzo piece about the drug scenes on VRC and discord years back but never finished it, I should do that in time
had a lot of stories

from talking to heavy users/addicts and doing harm reduction trip sit type stuff in both communities

luv u. . .

awwwe

>>713549
if peeps actually flirted w would be interested to hear once done eating n bacc hehe

ehe

:>

yeh

I feel like in person I've often been too dense to pick up on it till later on

I think I got hit on by a guy at Porter Robinson nurture show that was commenting on n talking to me while I was wearing a skirt and had hair pins in

>>713565
yea

heh

>>713573
lmao

>>713575
god
you might have a field day with the relationship I was in that I moved cross country for lole

sometime I'll tell lel

I was 18

respectable

these people gave me e

then well took it away

its a whole thing, even just from the first part of that piece I can picture its one of those

also stole like 1/2 my clothes ffs (dodges sending them back for 4 yrs smfh)
take care of urselves and don't put urself in situations like that when that young peeps

yeah I, like

yea I could've entered quite a few relationships w ones if I decided to but yea no

>>713592
;u;

>>713594
yeah
its a whole thing but I'll tell in DMs a bit of it maybe, they were errr

man

I became their defacto maid as they lived like neets as they had dev startup money

>>713605
:D

legit the one who made music and didn't work would have me like

she would sit at desk and have me grabbing her drinks and everything and mixing her kratom etc etc
haha

it was a tiny 2 bedroom apartment

they had a giant bed in one of them tho lel

yea

if I like srsly trust a group of like two people and I or smth I'm fine w that but generally I avoid going into things
though if its a thing where I'm close w ppl I'm living w and its not super attached in a relationship way, that can be alright

depends a looot

the main thing I'm thankful they did for me was that my trauma related health thing affected y ability to err walk and stuff (long story, obscure condition) and they helped me recover, but that's about it

>>713623
, ;v

I've only dated a cis afab person once err like

pre me not repressing
she was religious and told me that she was against trans stuff for that reason so I just kinda y'know

awe

I wish I could've had that experience rly

>>713640
hehe

>>713642
, ;;;
gah
need to clean u n protect

nuh

>>713651
oh no

lole
understandable

:3

lonely times

mhm

<3

omw to u

I just err
kinda stopped getting close to ppl like that after years of situations that hurt or worse
n so just kinda cut self off

>>713675
mhm

yay

I'd lend u one of mine to use n make it reliable for u if u wanted laptop

yeah

or I'd get u a

heh I just had several ideas for getting u internet

>>713693
nu but like dumb red team ideas

first thought getting u a portable uhh

like a data phone thing I cannot think of the name, then I thought of getting u a satellite dish used for war driving to let you get internet from miles away, theoretically pls I am not gonna do this I pwomise

>>713703
yus

>>713706
yeah

a good few hackers in the early 2010s were deep into using them to get internet from a place outside of their home, and yeah its kinda scarily easy but also cool; actually

I developed a

uhh

what's the word ;w;

I developed a theoretical attack vector for aid in Ukraine using such tools to track the phones that RU were using, as so many soldiers just had their phones on them

I proposed it to a person or two and stuff but never went through with it and focused on OSINT

ye

phones emit a lot of like

a lot of signals coming off of them that can be detected even if not connected to things, especially if their wifi is turned on at all but not connected

yeah

you just kinda need two stationary points to do it and get a general area for where a group of people are, I had a big interest in the concepts and theories of grey zone warfare and stuffs

>>713729
and yeah, the cell tower stuff is its whole other thing that is especially scary due to its ability to be done about anywhere, and has been used by foreign actors to attack many countries

as well as any legacy gear left in the Telco system which lead to the US having its entire system basically breached by china last yr or so

>>713737
yeah that was kinda the inciting incident of them posting tik toks and FB posts where you could track them using bellingcat methods

I need to check if they've put out anything recently that's particularly interesting

yeah, the taking of territory inside of Russia was a crazy development but I had kind of expected they were able due to their upper hand at the time

>>713743
yeah, these were who I worked with mainly, those types I mean

its very interesting how the military was open to letting the anarcho communist battalions fight together with the others and were willing to all work together, recognizing there's a shared enemy that even if they are absolutely ideologically opposed due to prejudice from right wing ones, they still recognize they're fighting for their freedom and future

>>713751
ye

>>713753
yeah, I get the issues with it but I recognize the practical reality that has lead to it, even if there's still so many issues but
I should share w u some of the pieces from anfed blogs that talk about sadly erm

disabled people trying to get out of the country, trans ppl too, who were being force drafter and arrested and made to draft

that's the kind of thing I try to focus on more than the ideological differences of groups within the military and stuffs

>>713757
yeah, I've had worries about the situation they'll come out of it with but hopefully the unity they've felt doesn't lead to a split at the end which has happened before

yeah

I don't rly question that, thankfully

>>713760
yeh
met a good few of them and dated a disabled trans peeps from there trying to get out, the trauma we went through though made me just have to go as it all just gah

>>713766
mhm its gah

hope he's alright

I can share my story about that sometime, involving UA, but not related to infantry stuff
tho for a bit I considered doing cyber related things as I was helping w the IT army of UA for a bit

all of the cyber ops that were done independently and unrelated to the military were great to see, and the anonymous comeback to working for the cause as well
but a lot of anons were very like, lets attack critical infrastructure of cities, and this lead me to a group that was trying to negotiate w those groups to not do BS like that

though in the first while, seeing anons hack the TV stations to play videos sharing the actual numbers and details, along w taking over radio stations to do the same was really cool

>>713792
huh, did it actually come to some kind of end like that

or the viewers

yeah

they see the people in their company and think uh oh, to at least some degree

lole

yeah

-v-

yeah

gonna rewatch, show my mom the new chuppl vid about the origins of DARE

mental

highly recommend

c:

>>713878
icic
from college or stuff ?
I wanna get back into studies once I have stability, preferably itd be outside of US or online so I don't deal w the system here

>>713884
hhHhhh

interested to hear about the various systems and their interactions there, sometime

>>713887
aye

I have a sorta like

I haven't gotten to study it or do enough research into it yet, I do a lot a lot of self teaching but

complex systems analysis is a very useful lens to me for things like emergence

:V