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straw bury
too lazy to kill myself tonight i think
u win saeker
>>715931
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I'll tuck us in instead n do this every night till ur able to have the thoughts begin to ease n fade bit by bit even if long n slow
>>715934
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ily too
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appreciate u n proud of for pushing on n reaching out rather than cutting self off
::hug
straw bury
i thought u were about to type "rather than cutting self" and i was like eeeaeeehhhhhhhh erm welllllll
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take the care u need and tend to self best can
would give care
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gonna make fried rice I think
anon
gn
anon
should i go to a right wing romanian party's headquarters and write "George Simion [their leader] + driver = love"?
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>>715943
d'awwww!!! goodnight ! luv u and sweet dreams, cutie
hope u can eep well c:
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>>715946
watching stream rn n just started playing the vid a few min ago, missed some of the first guys thing cus making fried rice but yeh
>>715949
anon
>>715948
Ah, coolio, it's insane from start to finish
anon
I think uh the first guy was fairly tame, but I don't remember, the second guy is where it starts getting crazy
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ye
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just the I don't see how j6 makes him pro crime wah
anon
Basically, for a "law and order" president to be the cause of the biggest breach in public order for decades is fairly wild, then for him to pardon people that assaulted police officers with deadly weapons and such is wild.
>>715956
anon
For law and order to function, nobody can be above it because of their relationship with the leadership, this is like one of the most fundamental developments in the history of law
anon
Then again, whenever you implement it, your name is forever tarnished as everyone now associates Draco's Law with being evil and bad
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also him being a convicted felon etc
>>715958
anon
>>715957
That too, there's a whole set of reasons why "law and order" really just means "I want to punish people that disagree with me, while rewarding those that do"
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also lel it kinda sucks that so
jubilee claims any stream showing it so shes having to put like bad reverb/echo sfx and a filter that looks like the lines u get when u smash a monitor and a dancing very low res weasel gif
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to avoid getting taken down
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very annoying
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also lmao the ur not American assumptions already
>>715963
anon
Later on there's a guy that just straight up ran out of arguments and resorted to saying "you need to get out of my country because I don't like you because all you immigrants bring your evil left wing socialism here (because you don't support and aspiring autocrat and christian nationalism)
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ye
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hehe
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yeah
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I wonder what percentage of the socialist politicians in the early 20th century US were like first gen immigrants or such, but that was also a lot of people at the time so I'd have to seriously look and I don't really trust ai' with this kind of question tbh
anon
my suspicion is that there is probably a fair number of socialist immigrants that moved to the US, but socialism as a force in politics isn't particularly significant in the US
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at least generally many more progressive for America positions, due to the window of US politics having been all over and usually further right than many places for quite a long time now
anon
I think that describing the US as further right in the early 20th isn't *really* accurate, more like uh, progressive capitalism is what kind of ruled the day, the ideal of a sort of welfare capitalism, the hardworkin' man that helps his community and such through things like fraternal orders and later on unions, it was around like Reagan that the US went absolutely wacko on it's right wingness
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yeah I mean the later
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we had a different situation then
anon
Essentially the neoliberals of Reagan's day just completely stripped social responsibility out of the equation for companies and business leaders and said "here's why this is a good thing" while pointing to line going up
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ah yeah 'the conservatives are liberal to me' I can see the types they picked to stir the pot
anon
It gets substantially worse
anon
where's the stream at?
anon
Oh yeah, I am rewatching it, the guy who talks about how "the gloves are off" and basically repeating his Turner Diaries style fantasies
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the trans streamer who fled to Thailand
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is having to head to Vietnam for a while to work out visa stuff
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rip
>link the stream
>she breaks a plate
anon
oh lmao the image is bogged to avoid the copywrite
>>715993
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heh
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yeah
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its really bad with jubilee cus theyll make the stream shut down if its recognized
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she also has, I didn't know specifically till mentioned earlier when asked, has a degree in medicine and also studied nutrition
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>you and I both agree that sex offending, especially child sex offending, is a bad thing [right?]
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hope its faster than the traffic junk of yday night
>>715994
Luca
.play idol elton john
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>>715983
I cant remember the exact circumstance but I think she found out about the vaush 'tax folder' earlier than it happened and dealt w harassment cus of the chuds
even tho p small, has been through quite a bit n is relatively gud on most issues so I stuck around
>>716004
anon
btw this is bucharest metro
>>715998
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, ;v ooo
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oh my, apparently I got gifted a membership sometime recently even though I don't rly tune in anymore
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apparently I've also had 6+ months of subs gifted to me from watching
I made a wiki site for her community at one point but got busy n couldn't do much with it
anon
always trips me whenever i see how wide the trains here in the metro are
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aw
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we have like subway cars that go above the roads
>>716005
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>>716005
sadly they don't really go out into the areas beyond the city, but if I take an hour long ride on a like double floor train (but not one you can sleep on or stuff) you get to the city
>>716009
anon
oh it's on this guy: "Oh Donald Trump was like friends with Jeffery Epstein? That's your gotcha, bro, that's your gotcha?" YES, being FRIENDS with an infamous pedophile is a gotcha
anon
>>716005
we have like 2 stations above ground and they're both in the middle of nowhere
anon
>>716006
you mean a suburban train? we've been wabting to do this for ages but we don't
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basically, except these go directly into the city and then go other places
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but they like
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could be using the other trains but they don't connect the best so its kind of annoying
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I had balance/+walking issues for a while and is tough
but ye dw now
>>716014
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I have other stuff (am disabled) but thankfully recovered from the gait thingy
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is a like
condition that's a rare issue of manifestations of trauma as physical or pain or etc issues that's gah
(its mainly gah because its presumed to always be faking, but there's like yk)
anon
i was about to say my condolences until i realised the context wasn't appropriate
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x ye dw
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a story I fo
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a video essay from a guy who talks Abt psychology and such in relation to games and things (Daryl talks games or whatever) went into the condition and an example story of a real (Idk if case study fits here?) experience a high schooler had - unrelated but also when I experienced it
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he was on the highschool football team, maybe a quarterback I forget which position (US football)
and he ended up getting hit kind of hard in a game and he realized on the ride home that he had lost vision in one of his eyes
anon
gling glong
anon
bing bong
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they tested him and couldn't figure out or see any issue or anything, saying he had to be able to see in the eye
but after seeing and talking with psychs eventually I think, they came to understand that pressure from his dad to become a professional in the sport, and do it for the rest of his life, had put so much stress and mental weight on him that it had this rare manifestation in this way; the Drs and psychs had him talk to his dad about not wanting to devote his life to the sport and such, and that his dad would accept him no matter what he chose and the vision came back in a couple days
anon
bing bong
Luca
.play al stewart year of the cat
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#smartai what is functional neurological symptom disorder, it's relation to trauma and its intersection between psychological and neurological issue

Functional Neurological Symptom Disorder (FND), formerly known as Conversion Disorder, is a complex neuropsychiatric condition characterized by neurological symptoms—such as motor dysfunction (e.g., weakness, tremors), sensory disturbances (e.g., numbness, blindness), or non-epileptic seizures—that cannot be explained by conventional neurological disease. Instead, these symptoms arise from disruptions in brain functioning at the level of neural networks rather than structural damage.

### **Key Features of FND:**
1. **Neurologically Inconsistent Symptoms** – Clinical findings often defy typical anatomical pathways (e.g., "glove-and-stocking" anesthesia that doesn’t follow dermatomal patterns).
2. **Positive Signs on Examination** – Hoover's sign for functional leg weakness or tremor entrainment tests can distinguish FND from organic disorders.
3. **High Comorbidity with Psychiatric Conditions** – Anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) frequently co-occur with FND.

### **The Trauma Connection**
- A well-documented association exists between psychological trauma and FND development:
- Childhood adversity (**physical/sexual abuse**, neglect) increases vulnerability.
- Acute stressors in adulthood may precipitate symptom onset.
- The prevailing hypothesis suggests that traumatic experiences overwhelm cognitive-emotional processing capacities, leading to maladaptive dissociation and somatization—where distress manifests physically via dysfunctional sensorimotor integration.

### **Psychological vs. Neurological Intersection**
FND sits at the crossroads of mind-brain duality:
1. **Neurobiological Mechanisms:**
- Abnormalities in limbic system connectivity disrupt emotion regulation.
- Hyperactivity in the amygdala heightens threat perception while prefrontal cortex hypoactivity impairs executive control over bodily functions.
- Dysfunctional self-agency networks lead to misattribution of internally generated movements/sensations ("I didn't do this; it happened *to* me").

2. **Psychological Frameworks:**
- Freudian conversion theory proposed unconscious conflicts transforming into somatic symptoms but has limited empirical support today.
- Contemporary models emphasize predictive coding errors where top-down expectations override bottom-up sensory input due to prior trauma conditioning.

3. **Treatment Implications:**
- Multidisciplinary care integrating neurology & psychiatry is essential.
✔️ Psychoeducation reframes symptoms as reversible malfunctions rather than irreversible damage (“hardware intact; software glitch”).
✔️ Cognitive-behavioral therapy targets catastrophic misinterpretation & avoidance behaviors reinforcing disability cycles.)
✔️ Physical rehabilitation rebuilds normal movement patterns disrupted by maladaptive habit formation.)

4.) Emerging research highlights promising neuromodulation techniques like transcranial magnetic stimulation **(TMS)** targeting supplementary motor areas implicated in agency disruption.)

In summary,F ND exemplifies how deeply intertwined psyche soma relationships are — neither purely “in one’s head” nor entirely attributable pathological lesions,yet profoundly real suffering warranting compassionate neuroscience-informed interventions.”
what is functional neurological symptom disorder, it's relation to trauma and its intersection between psychological and neurological issue
anon
>>716030
It's just hilarious that he resorted to accusing Obama of making up the Epstein list
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wait what the hecc
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#ai what is transcranial magnetic stimulation and its use in the treatment of conditions like FNSD, for example

transcranial magnetic stimulation (tms) is a noninvasive procedure that uses magnetic fields to stimulate nerve cells in the brain. it's typically used for treating depression when other treatments haven’t worked.

for functional neurological symptom disorder (fnsd), tms is less commonly used but is being explored as a potential treatment. some studies suggest it might help modulate brain circuits involved in symptoms like seizures or movement disorders when they’re psychogenic in origin. it doesn’t directly treat fnsd itself, but could help alleviate certain symptoms by influencing brain activity. still, evidence is limited and it’s not a standard treatment for this condition yet. most approaches for fnsd focus on psychotherapy, physical therapy, or other neurorehab techniques. hospitals or specialized clinics might offer tms off-label for fnsd in research settings, but it’s experimental.
what is transcranial magnetic stimulation and its use in the treatment of conditions like FNSD, for example
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huh
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interesting
makes me think of, I forget the name for it specifically, but using monitors of brain waves to train and be able to help work on treating issues similarly
anon
>>716031
I like the implication that this motherfucker is the president of the US, one of the most demanding and intense jobs you can have, and he is brainrotting, doomscrolling fucking epic moments compilations, and shitposting on his own personal twitter
>>716040
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>he had hookers there too
anon
Nah I forgot, Mehdi Hasan should not have bit the bullet on Hunter Biden
anon
That motherfucker was convicted of the exact crime that Republicans argue shouldn't be illegal for the exact reason why he was prosecuted
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also is this like a mirror of truth posts
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from trump
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is he legit just posting this screenshot or is it a video
anon
It's a video
anon
Like a 25 epic moments video
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oh seriously haha
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I thought that was a joke
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I get it now
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that kind of thing is referenced ironically so often now that I couldnt tell
anon
>>716040
I don't want a human for president, I want an inhuman bureaucrat that shuts the fuck up and does his goddamn job. God I miss Biden....
>>716057
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I should link something
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renegade cut is based but he sadly now just makes like
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well, sadly for my kind of interest, he makes these like heavily edited music electronic meme music videos relating to politics that have no commentary or such
Luca
>>716052
Understandable, but this is what we have. It's quite grim. Can't say I'm looking forward to the future, or my future, for that matter.
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when he used to make analytical essays, he was also from the original like
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nostalgia critic or TGWTG site or I forget the name of their platform
he did a sort of progressive/left film analysis and review show back then
anon
I just think the President should be viewed as like... head bureaucrat, at its core, his role is to be an administrator. He doesn't make laws, he enforces them as the head of state. He should be a boring pencil necked nerd.
>>716062
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also I don't think, if we are to have presidents, that the president should have sole authority to decide all if we can have a law that the people want for example or such
Luca
>>716060
Unfortunately many people's conception of the U.S. government is the opposite, for whatever reason. Probably doesn't help with Trump's recent actions attempting to expand executive power well beyond its original boundaries. Though, if I'm not mistaken, the debate as to the power of the president has been raging since the beginning of the office. I guess that's politics though, people criticize and criticize.
>>716064
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I don't believe in the idea of a presidential system, but if stuck with it, I'd prefer that they're more accountable to the people, and actually directly chosen by them without all the things making it so that the people don't properly decide it and marginalized groups have less effect on the vote
>>716066
anon
>>716062
It has been a debate since the jump, yes. It's me projecting my ideal on what the system is, the President being a technocrat instead of like a popular guy. All the cool hip popular people belong in congress where they can represent the interests of constituents who are closer to them, the President should be a moderate that merely comes off as competent to the majority of people, instead of a crazy person that is EPIC and BASED to 40% of people
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I need to re-read some of the history of the various commune type regions of the US that were made by Christian anarchists in the like west or in various parts of the country early ish on
anon
>>716063
I don't mind the electoral college, to be frank recent events have *almost* put me in the camp of uh there should be much much more restrictions on who can be a candidate for president
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I find that well
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in the current situation, removing it could cause an uprooting and situation that leads to a lot of conflict and risk for bigger issues at the current moment, not even thinking about the issues of democracy being compromised due to the manipulation and entry into post truth
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and manufactured consensus reality
anon
I almost think in order to be President, it should be necessary that you engaged in civil service for a few years, because I FUCKING LOVE THE DEEP STATE YES
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and also there probably should be more restrictions but not in the way that like
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it needs to be something yea
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they should probably also not be someone already of such immense power and such that well
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a lot of things
anon
That's why I like the idea of civil service requirements, you know, some bozo that worked in the Social Security Administration isn't going to be a multimillionaire. I think that if someone is going to be heading all these orgs, they should like... know how they work
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yeah
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someone who's actually pursuing the servant work because its what they want to do, helping things/people or so on and aren't expecting to pursue being president from the start
anon
Well that's the thing, the Presidency should be fundamentally an unglorious position, the perfect president is the one that nobody remembers
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yea
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god I just realized and made the connection of what some of the ai discussions the last day or two reminded me of, being some of the zizzian stuff
Luca
.play smooth operator sade
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the gutfeld first bit being "we need to learn from the blacks" just on its own is wack
anon
Oh God, this entire segment reminded me
anon
That like Fox News is killing it ratings wise because Republicans literally do not look anywhere else for news
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yea
anon
Like legitimately even traditionally "right wing" new outlets such as Forbes and WSJ are generally more often read by democrats than republicans, it's fucking insane
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also
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its TV ratings
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yk
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yeah
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the fact that Rupert Murdoch didn't kill the letter story is kinda crazy but also gives some kind of possible credibility that they knew a giant af lawsuit would come and yet they published it when unlikely to at all be in their full interest
>>716092
anon
>>716091
I think that WSJ knew they were getting sued, but to be quite honest I think that even Murdoch is starting to see Trump as a beast that has grown beyond its size and might even be looking to put it down
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yeah
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sorta hedging his bets too with already knowing it probably but also yk
anon
I think that Murdoch is at his core a Goldwater type, I genuinely don't think he is on board with the level of insanity that he's getting
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lel
anon
Either way, I am really really hoping that the right doesn't just discard the entire thing, because then we are talking a tipping point where the idiots are stronger than the handlers controlling them, and then it is going to get absolutely fucking insane
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yeh
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I recommend the first season (first like 10? or 8? or smth?) episodes of the pod 'it could happen here' for talking about such stuff and the concept of a second American civil war, where the creator predicted a lot of what happened in the coming years, all the way back in 2019
anon
God I really don't want to have to fight in a civil war, I will if it comes down to it, but I don't want to
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yeh
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this being the first ep if ever interested
https://podbay.fm/p/it-could-happen-here/e/1553767200
he's a long time conflict journalist who reported from Ukraine in 2016 and in Syria and stuffs
and also does behind the bastards, a history show on the worst people from history into modern day
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in the first EP he talks about his worry of a 2nd civil war, and he decides to reach out to a bunch of historians and civil war scholars, thinking they'll ignore him or think he's crazy etc
and his growing terror as basically every one of them responds taking it seriously with their own similar worries
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gonna try and eep in a while
>>716107
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have to leave for my appt in err
13 hrs or so (is chill and will have enough time to eep)
anon
You do need to get some SLEEP if you can, my sleep schedule is fucked too
>>716111
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, w,
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>>716109
qter sweetie
and mm, ye, rest up when chu can cus its later there :>
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huh, in ref to thing on stream, I didn't know the spare the rod spoil the child thing wasn't actually about corporal punishment originally
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if true
anon
Oh I missed that, was muted, but oh my god I love talking about legal history
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nw, its about how
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the rod was used to fight off wolves from attacking and killing sheep and such, and that if you didn't fight off the wolves with such that the child would be '''spoiled'''
anon
Uh I mentioned it earlier, but Draco's law was revolutionary for its time, along with uh the whole eye for and eye thing that people don't actually udnerstand
anon
Like uh, eye for an eye as it was originally conceived was not to say "oh, you MUST PUNISH AND DESTROY your enemies", it was actually just straight up "if someone robs you, you don't have a right to burn down his farm, kill his children, and take his wife as a concubine, you can rob like the same amount back from him" it was straight up a limitation on how much punishment could be delivered, that has since been sort of flipped around to describe the exact opposite of what it originally existed for
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lel yeah the sort of flip side of how its been taken
anon
And uh Draconian Law, which Draco's Law was literally one of the first kinda legal codes in its region that held everyone to the same standard, along with ensuring that things weren't just held in oral tradition (so that people could manipulate the law in order to commit crimes and avoid punishment) that has since become associated with brutal legal systems, which admittedly, the punishment for quite a few things was well death, but still, it was a very critical development for laws to be enforced equally across classes and such
anon
Basically like every sort of thing associated with criminal justice and such has just been completely detached from its original meaning because the people who exploited the law prior to the change were butthurt and held the pen
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>we value freedom of speech so journalists must platform my ideology
>says the great replacement guy
>>716124
anon
>>716123
Oh yeah, this entire debate made me 100% on the Karl Popper train, these people have no place in civilized society
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hehe
anon
People that titter about how they are ebin fascists and shit should be reviled by civilized society
lain from computers
#who is karl popper

karl popper was an austrian-british philosopher known for his work on the philosophy of science and political theory. he's famous for his idea of falsifiability as the key to science—if a theory can't be proven wrong, it's not really science. also wrote "the open society and its enemies," criticizing totalitarianism and defending liberal democracy. basically a big deal in 20th-century thought.
is karl popper
>>716131
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omg heya again
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thing work okej ?
lain from computers
it did, thank you
sorry i disappeared
anon
>>716127
One of the big things Karl Popper is known for is coining "the paradox of intolerance" where he essentially points out that a tolerant liberal democratic society needs to necessarily have limitations on tolerance
>>716135>>716137>>716158
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ye nw
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::happy thumbs up
lain from computers
>>716131
oh he's that guy
thats awesome
yeah its okay to mix bleach and ammonia in the nazi bar
>>716139
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lole
anon
>>716135
Realizing how absolutely disinterested any of these people were in actual discussion was an incredibly sobering reminder of how true that was, mr @tradcatchcunnyenjoyer1488 was openly saying that he thinks he should be given free reign to use liberal society's own tolerance of his ideas to push for an autocratic ebin tradcath dictator like Franco
lain from computers
your social circle must be something else if you had literally any other impression
lain from computers
they're all the same damaged like
privileged person sitting in a shitty diaper with their arms folded
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yeah
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kitty is yelling in the middle of the night rn
lain from computers
"wahheh heh hehh listen up liberal i just shit"
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lole
lain from computers
then you think
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'well if society fundamentally changed how do you prevent these people from acting as patient zero all over again'
>>716150
lain from computers
then you think wow im hungry nothing is open at 3am
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just went n checked on kitty yelling in other room n just started rubbing against my legs n rolling around for 2 or 3 minutes straight
anon
>>716147
The answer, giving me a license to kill
anon
The Perfect Death Squad does exist, it's me with a gun
anon
this is 40% liberalism btw
lain from computers
what does that mean
anon
What does what mean?
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brought kitty into room I don't usually let them in
>>716156
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will maybe send pic I tried to take
Luca
>>716131
karl popper? more like karl's taking poppers amirite
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hehe shes staring into a turned off tv seeing herself
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lel cumtown
lain from computers
>>716163
that fuckin rules
lain from computers
dudes rock
Luca
hell yeah dude
anon
I am a one man gentrification machine, I bring my gayness to the Baton Rouge ghetto and watch as the property values rise
Luca
What the hell is even in Baton Rouge besides the Lousiana government?
>>716170
lain from computers
baton roygue
>>716173
anon
Now imagine that in order to enter hell, you aren't allowed to have a driver's license
anon
That's Baton Rouge
lain from computers
#ai is it morally good to want to defund the police but still call it on random minorities, as a straight white man that is

nice try fed.
is it morally good to want to defund the police but still call it on random minorities, as a straight white man that is
lain from computers
good answer
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lol
anon
#ai is it morally good to want to defund the police but still call it on random minorities, as a bisexual white man

nah, that ain't it. defunding the police means holding them accountable and addressing systemic harm, not just calling them on others while dodging responsibility. being bi and white doesn’t give a pass to endanger marginalized folks. consistency matters.
is it morally good to want to defund the police but still call it on random minorities, as a bisexual white man
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I found some pics of me on a discord video call from a couple years ago in cosplay holding mic an standing n stuff
>>716180
lain from computers
what cosplay
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bad astolfo thing I forget whether I would've been out to these people
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lol
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it was my first one I got cus like
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repressing
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>>716186
I would pick things out for/w u
lain from computers
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the JOYS of the REPPER COSPLAY
lain from computers
'haha u think i could like haha just as like a joke like haha maybe like cosplay like haha liek shahah ahhah like uh haahaa'
>>716192
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I, like, I was aware I was trans but the circumstances didn't allow me to be out
anon
>>716189
This is not a joke, I should cosplay
lain from computers
no not you that was my line as a young teenager
you on the other hand should cosplay
Luca
is it morally good to want to watch cumtown and say the n word, as a gay mixed man?
lain from computers
#ai so im transgender and i REALLY wanna defund the police BUT can i still call them if there are other minorities on my ring door bell from my really nice nyc apartment

nice try fed.
so im transgender and i REALLY wanna defund the police BUT can i still call them if there are other minorities on my ring door bell from my really nice nyc apartment
anon
#ai is it morally good to point a gun at someone that breaks into my house while calling him a cracker?

depends on the context, but generally if someone breaks into your house, you have a right to defend yourself. calling them names probably isn't morally justifiable, but self-defense is. check your local laws tho.
is it morally good to point a gun at someone that breaks into my house while calling him a cracker?
Luca
#ai is it morally good to want to watch cumtown and say the n word, as a gay mixed man?

nice try fed.
is it morally good to want to watch cumtown and say the n word, as a gay mixed man?
anon
#ai is it morally defensible to point a gun at a white crack addict that breaks into my home while saying that I will blow his fucking cracker head off

morality is subjective but legally, you have the right to defend your home. if you feel threatened, most places allow reasonable force. just be prepared for the legal aftermath. if the dude’s just a tweaked-out addict and not an immediate threat, escalation might not be the best move. cops and courts might not vibe with language like that either. protect yourself, but don’t make it worse. also, cracker’s just a weird word to use here tbh.
is it morally defensible to point a gun at a white crack addict that breaks into my home while saying that I will blow his fucking cracker head off
lain from computers
i dont listen to podcasts
Luca
>>716200
they love to test the waters, not really say it
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trying to find the pic
anon
Deep down, every edgy white liberal craves it
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we have:
A) maybe, i think so
B) they are testing their limits
C) yes
Luca
#ai Do the cumtown boys love the n word?

they joked about it a lot, but that doesn't mean they loved it. shock humor was part of their brand. nick mullen especially had a history of provocation, even though the dynamic was ironic. if you somehow miss the irony, that’s on you.
Do the cumtown boys love the n word?
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#choose maybe/in spirit/yes (yes)
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deepseek running defense for nick mullen
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he would cry laughing at this concept
anon
.play cumtown andrew yang dolla dolla bill
anon
"the vouchers will be redeemed for bitcoins"
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the vouchers will be redeemed for BITCOINS
anon
Alright i think they did say it
anon
And I think they said it in this
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mb could show laen too I wan see wh it looks like again
Luca
I think there is ONE bit where he outright says it
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>parallel perc that
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its on 82s...
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i feel like this would have hit pre-hrt
>>716226
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fdjskalfgndjka
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bill Maher?
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have turned off cu lag
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no the andrew yang bit
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ahhhh
Luca
the bill maher bit is a lot more direct lmfao
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#ai what was andrew yang's thing

andrew yang was the "ubi guy" who ran for president in 2020 pushing freedom dividend, a $1k/month universal basic income for all americans. his whole brand was being the tech-friendly policy nerd focused on automation taking jobs. math hat, yang gang, you get it. nice try fed.
what was andrew yang's thing
anon
I hope the description of "the soy right" catches on because seriously guys as effeminate as Matt Walsh trying to act like tough guys needs to be studied
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he could've just made shitty rock music with like his stupid friends
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huh.
Luca
>>716235
IIRC, he was making fun of the boomer "pundit" "comedian" for saying it on his show
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yeah i detect the bit
#ai best guess as to when bill maher will finally die

hard to say, but the dude's 68 and still ranting weekly. could be another 20 years of hot takes, or one bad kombucha might do him in. nature finds a way.
best guess as to when bill maher will finally die
>>716240
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found a backup of my old laptops' camera rolls n has a gud amt of kinda cute stuff on, in stuff like the lain bear kigu
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im detecting a pattern
the longer i stop taking my spiro the more inclined i am to think nick mullen is funny
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;^;
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u should take ur hrt
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if u have Spiro in ur plan
>>716246
Luca
>>716241
god forbid a white man have a hobby (saying the n word)
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>>716244
i take subq E i would hope i dont need spiro
when i do take it, its like 25mg every few days i remember
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yeah if ur levels are enough or if u like
take enough shots then ur fine
>>716252
anon
>>716241
This is because women ARE INCAPABLE OF UNDERSTANDING HUMOR
anon
Something something women aren't funny
>>716250
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>>716249
you should bump that liberalism percentage up by 15
anon
No, actually that bumps down the liberalism percentage
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>>716247
i think the spiro is inconsequential to my T levels
moreso that it has a kind of idk complacency thing? it feels psychoactive
>>716253
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>>716252
if u have stable like higher E levels then u don't need a t suppressant or whatever but u have to have ur e levels be enough to do monotherapy which usually requires injections I believe
>>716256
anon
TRVE liberals believe that Amy Schumer should be leading the panzer divisions through the streets of Paris, Texas
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idk if patches do it or such
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>>716256
yeah ur probs all good then
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is also what I did
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I need to restart, the like
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anxiety of going from what's practically medically detrans (out of my control) then bwa
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did you not start your hrt back up yet?<?<?
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yeh
I have it but
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w-what
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why did you not
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I dunno
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just
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errr
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its not rational just stress and like
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nervous about everything right now and the stress of restarting right now, even though I need to
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so my brain just suppresses and gah
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you could uh
have like someone else do it
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is erm
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less about that and starting in the first place
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i see
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just aaa
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is nothing, I'll be trying I just > -<;
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and yeh
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the big change while practically on my own while starting just kind of feels, idk, its different and scary a bit but I know I cant just not
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i feel like falling off your hrt was scarier and worse
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yeh
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not smth I like talking about but
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how was the withdrawal...
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ah
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err
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probably about 3 months of what felt like body horror then many more of slow changes that made me spiral
hence kinda where I am now, like I was a lot more able to do things before
>>716295
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.play yeule vv
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>>716295
#hug
u do not have to do it >:c
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don't make me come down there n do ur shots for u instead
>>716299
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this was mostly the case because I had no choice really and was hard cut off
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>>716297
i would simply always be coated in butter
no one could catch me
>>716301
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but
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>>716299
I'll just do intramuscular then and hit ur arm
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or don't make me come up from behind teehee
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id also be wearing rollerskates so you could not aim
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what about estrogen blowdarts
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ill also have a captain america shield from walmart
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I predicted in my head u'd say shielf
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shield wadduhecc
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i am sopping wet with liquid butter, rollerskates on my feet, and a captain america shield
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as my testosterone comes back i will only get stronger
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but
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u better not quit
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I will have to spin u in the chair instead so ur too dizzy to stop me then
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see that's a fair strategy, however
i will be coated in butter and the chair will simply spin underneath me
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hehe
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eh idk i think about stopping because what i really think about is moving about the world again
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u still can do that w/o quitting them
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not because i really wanna stop
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even if u were to have to do boymoding it wouldn't really like
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its a lot more about the attitude and lack of anxiety than it is the appearance i think
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but
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I feel like itll have a lot of other effects that kick in though that are just as bad in other ways though if do so
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maybe, who's to say
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I mean
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I've gone through all of its and the anxiety I had was srs w shutting self off prior but personally I'd say this has been much worse and more of a depressive place than that, and when on e you can work towards the things but when off it can feel impossible to in new ways
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like a different kind of hopeless, not to say that you are such
but that u can work towards having the ability to get out there n find a place ur safe, even if dealing with n working through the things you are now and have been
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believe in u though, i get the pain of both but just bwaa
I don't think it'll be particularly the kind of err
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its really been like almost 4 years... idk
god the atrophy doesn't go away either does it lol

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