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anon
And I didn't even get the spiciest sandwich
fujo
i cant even type those
anon
I realize redacted makes it seem like a racial slur lmao
Luca
>>727181
Oh my god, were you guys expelled after the slave revolts?
>>727189
yngven
vladimir putin more like vladimir poopin
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heya
yngven
haha
anon
I healed the racism divide by having relationships with black people
anon
And bringing a black girl with me to a Mardi Gras ball
Luca
I thought it better not to finish that thought
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I think ive
not mentioning frenships
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ohhhh
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it was Age of Caudillos whatever that means anyways i wanted to learn about that bc that mechanic was fucking annoying
>>727205
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been in relationships w like
>>727201
fujo
my life is so much better ever since i only kiss grils..
labby
trvke
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trying to think of a non gah way to say
anon
>>727191
Don't worry, my dad voted for Obama, we aren't racist!!!
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lelol
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dated a lot of non white ppl from different BGs and ethnicities etc
anon
Same, mainly because New Orleans you are really cutting down your dating pool if you are racist
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>>727205
it was a mechanic in vic3 where if you had the armed forces interest group be in power for too long then they wopuld become entrenched iand it would lead to like more instability, and it was a thing when you were playing latam countries, and i wanted to learn about it because it seems like a really specific thing to iunclude
>>727221
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yeh
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I mean same with here you know
anon
You're out near Chicago right?
>>727217
anon
Not to DOXX YOU TO EVERYBODY
fentmom
chi town
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smh
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>>727216
yes
Luca
the strong men
Luca
military juntas
anon
The Juntas and Caudillos
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oh is that what it means ?
>>727230
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>>727225
if chu wan or feel like sometime, can continue the audiobook in watch party if ever in the mood
::Gle happy
>>727238
anon
>>727228
No not really, but the entrenchment of the military elite led to issues later on of consistent military governments, and the expectation that the military step in to overthrow democracy when things go slightly wrong (as is what happened in Chile for example)
>>727241
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vic3 starts right after the breakup of gran colombia i think
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i know i misseplled columbia i am dumb
>>727239
Luca
that's how you spell it though
anon
Similar thing happened with Venezuela, uh Chavez made his name in a coup where he stepped down in exchange for getting a televised dealio
>>727243
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which way
Luca
Colombia
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oh i think it was mad i didn't capatalize it
shrimp
>>727229
ya im down whenever ill probably half pay attention but its a good listen/background nooise to switch in and out on
>>727244
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>>727230
ohhhh interesting
anon
Basically Chavez did an attempted coup and then willingly stepped down to garner the affection of the people
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>>727234
yeah i went to school with a girl who's family was from venezuela and she said there was beef with the colombians apparently because the colombians all thought venezuela was supposed to be a part of colombia
fentmom
vamos ala diskoteca
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>>727248
SHRIMP
shrimp
booker
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hi
>>727260
anon
I want to overthrow a carribbean nation
Luca
Please, no.
Luca
You'll end up like William Walker and get shot by the Hondurans and British
>>727263
fentmom
im going to land on the shores of aruba with my 50 armed men to install socialism
>>727267
fentmom
cocomo as well
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wait but i like the carribbean
shrimp
>>727251
hi一═デ︻ тнє gнσѕт σƒ кιєν ︻デ═一
>>727264
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can we overthrow hmmmm can we over throw mabe a city council and then makea worm city
shrimp
worm city
anon
Should I play Skyrim
labby
>>727256
aruba is still part of the netherlands so you'll have to deal with the comically incompetent dutch army
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skyrim is fine
>>727272
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wait were taking over the neth3e4rlands now?
>>727273
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do we even have any boats
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we need boats if we wanna do that i think
anon
>>727268
I have my pickpocket khajiit that runs around and steals everything
labby
save me from the ghoulish hitlers and liberals that run this country
labby
they can only get off on deportations and cutting benefits
>>727276
labby
their new plan to get military spending up to the nato standard is that they're gonna cut benefits again
labby
like they're gonna take 100 euros of everyone's monthly payments
labby
its cartoonishly shit
sæкі
yea,,,
sæкі
I believe I'm gonna owe a base, flat 30% cus of being yk
not technically an employee
labby
when the student financing board comes for my ass its gonna seal the deal on never owning a house
labby
i never finished a degree bc im disabled and very sad so I've racked up insane amounts of student debt
sæкі
same
sæкі
aw ;<
hug
would help if could be there n I hope u can work out of some of that in time
labby
normally they forgive like half of it when u graduate
labby
but they recently introduced a new system thats more shit i think
sæкі
, ;/
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I avoid talking Abt my school yrs or such after w college cus of such stuff
labby
i got bullied in every school i ever went to
labby
well into my 20's lmao
sæкі
yeh I had to drop out of school at early 17 due to having had my health be destroyed due the trauma of that sort of things
labby
its a wonder i finished middle school
sæкі
but
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reminder to reach out to n work w the peeps ur there w n care for - as chu need
fentmom
when i went to the trades college i like immediately formed a prison gang of boys from the east end
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do what you can, even if things suck in all those ways now, and even if for quite a while
it can be worked past n isn't the yk
fentmom
i did this bc several of them were being predated upon by the class nonce and a couple of shitheads with loads of friends
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believe in tho, w finding a path that lets u stay somewhere comfy, squatting or whatever u can, n get by
labby
i wish i cd do a trade
labby
if my body and brain worked and i wasnt a tranny I'd be on that shit
fentmom
yeah one of the reasons i decided not to take hormones was bc well look im gonna be pickin up bricks and laying them for 8 hours a day for $$$ and i want that to be as painless as possible
>>727307
sæкі
I believe there's stuff I er
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things I've done that could recommend or give info on sometime
fentmom
>>727307
my friend told me that and tried to say i could boymode on the worksite but i wasnt convinced
>>727311
labby
for me its more the social aspect
fentmom
i already look young and i know im gonna get it in the neck from guys there
fentmom
im gonna have to butch out a little
>>727317
labby
replied to the wrong post award
anon
the elder scrolls V: Skyrim Special Edition :D
labby
>>727313
ive given up on a normal life
sæкі
find the one that works for you
fentmom
mine has just been breakneck weirdness from age 0 so im looking for a way out
fentmom
ig im aware that i have several privileges or whatever you wanna call them that'll allow me to be accepted by the norms and wider world and i do feel bad for my friends who cannot do the same thing
labby
I've been bullied my whole life for various reasons and i see no reason thats gonna stop anytime soon unless im an asshole abt it
labby
and being an asshole tranny doesnt get you very far in the job market
fentmom
yea the only asshole trannies who do well are like either in politics or engage in ratqueenery
>>727329
fentmom
and even then its like
fentmom
damn you really wanna live that way
labby
>>727326
they're either sucking up to the cisoids or in some comically evil field
labby
i want a better world for trans women and lesbians so ig thats what im gonna spend my time on so long as the government deigns to keep me alive
fentmom
reading more about necropolitics in relation to the disabled and its fucked
fentmom
im glad my parents look after their older disabled friends
fentmom
we really need to turn to eachother right now as corny and trite as that may sound
labby
yeah disabled people are treated like shit
labby
Canada's just turned to fucking euthanizing them
fentmom
like idk i cant even be that annoyed by forever maskers bc its a sign of empathy towards the disabled
>>727337
labby
a lot of forever maskers are kinda annoying abt it but i get where they're coming from
fentmom
yeah i was just turned off by this encounter i had in a starbucks once but maybe that person was just having a Really Bad Day
labby
im lucky that im capable of mostly caring for myself
labby
but esp with the depression induced rot i cant hold a job or education
sæкі
I can maybe share the thing I'm gonna be doing that's hopefully gonna help in my own situation like that
labby
and because im not seriously developmentally disabled i cant get disability benefits
labby
bc the dutch state is extremely tight on those
sæкі
but hug yeah
fentmom
yeah i got no clue how my bpd autist ptsd friend got 1500 bucks from the state every month
>>727348
labby
technically autism adhd and bpd should qualify you but they'll just turn you down anyways
>>727357>>727356
fentmom
>>727348
im kinda pissed i practically coached her into that call expecting it to be a long winded back and forth thing and then she later went and talked shit about me to people
labby
bc im audhd and bpd
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hug
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yea
Luca
>>727351
There's this impossible itch I cannot seem to scratch
fentmom
>>727351
man honestly the british state should be giving me like a lot since i got 4 diagnoses plus probably a bunch of others
>>727360
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I could probably get on but the restrictions n me trying to be able to get out of here make it not feasible
fentmom
PIP is very hard to get now though
labby
>>727357
yeah im probably mentally ill in more ways than i understand
sæкі
I've just stopped pursuing mine after the amount n just gah
labby
usually to get disability benefits (wajong in this case) you have to prove you've been disabled since before 18
>>727364
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sigh
labby
>>727362
and that it means you can't work for more than an hour straight or a bunch of other criteria
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yea
anon
I have OCD and I want to get money from the government
labby
but to actually get wajong you usually have to come with a specialized lawyer
>>727369>>727372
fentmom
honestly i could probably make a case that my BPD and autism makes it impossible for me to work lmao
labby
>>727367
like you gotta request it, get it denied, and then bring in a fucking lawyer
>>727371
fentmom
i mean i still try its just an extreme detriment to myself
labby
im stuck trying to go to school or work a job in an endless loop
>>727384
anon
>>727373
Oh good, I thought you were going to say "(redacted) me" or something along those lines, on a sfw board no less!
>>727405
labby
where they make me get off benefits, i flunk out, and im on benefits again untill they make me do something
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anon
5 6 7 8
labby
i can spend some of my time doing community work but community work doesnt pay the fucking bills does it
fentmom
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sending this to the PIP people and they're like "yeah i understand fully now" and i get 2k a month
>>727397
labby
man they'll deny disability for the dumbest shit
labby
they schedule it early in the morning to fuck you over
fentmom
>>727375
i hear a lot of american folx like us are doing that also partly to avoid paying off uni debt
labby
but if you're perfectly on time they'll deduct points bc obviously you're competent enough to travel there early in the morning
fentmom
Eternal Student
labby
I've known someone who got denied for making patches and owning a handsown vest
fentmom
some real assholes working there if they're denying people for engaging in sewing
fentmom
thats like the kind of hobby a disabled person should be doing
labby
and they were doing it in spite of their disability
labby
they had massive hand tremors
labby
just bc they spent a few hours a week doing things for the love of their subculture
fentmom
jesus
labby
they ended up getting approved after bringing a lawyer
labby
that we crowdfunded for them
labby
i fucking hate the uwv so much
labby
intensely evil institution
fentmom
>>727397
pip is like disability benefits here im unsure of what it stands for
fentmom
antitwink if this Media Art Business Empire Project i have ever takes off i will attempt to employ you in some way
fentmom
sneaky bitcoin so the taxman or benefits supervisor man dont see it
labby
i will draw bugs and posters for you
labby
in exchange for dutch minimum wage
fentmom
i kinda wanna get a lot of my friends on it who have like very useful skills but have disabilities too
fentmom
my friend makes great music and suffers from schizophrenia and lives in basically trumptown in california
>>727410
fentmom
really talented and lovely guy
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a babababababaa b ababababababababa a babababbabababab b ababaababaababa
Luca
>>727407
Sounds like somebody I might know
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not somebody you used to know...
fentmom
now applying jobs while listening to: oldschool chicago acid house megamix 80s/90s
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aw
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nicu
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I was playing around a 303 n a tr707 emu yday
fentmom
i wish there was a dr*g that wasnt like weed where you were just chill and content yet still fully sentient for l
anon
isn't that kinda what kratom does?
sæкі
errr yeah, at lower doses
fentmom
hmmm... kratom...
sæкі
basically does that
sæкі
w/o being the level of pills where the opi feel gets debilitating, as krat can be stimulating but also comforting (not in a stimulant way though, its weird)
fentmom
caffeine levels of stimulation
fentmom
hmm
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nu
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its a different kind of stimulation
fentmom
i do know horror stories of how people get hooked on this stuff, jason genova became a kratom addict at one point which couldnt have been good
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yeh just don't buy a lot n try to err
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have some n occasion, don't treat it like you might weed
fentmom
drug scene in the uk is kinda fucked unless you're buying weed from some lad in a car rn so its nothing im gonna investigate rn
sæкі
like be more spacing w it if you can
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yeh
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but
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its weaker though also diff effect profile from the codeine that's available otc there
fentmom
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my favourite thing to do on the psychonauts wiki is like finding out how many times youve done 2 from caution and 1 from no no no
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lel
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I've never tried to count out what I've done that's on those interactions lists even tho ik I have
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partially cus I'll get really self hating w how I am in these times, tho I can get the appeal n silly
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pat
fentmom
thinking about the night where i smoked weed, had like 20 bottles of cheap lager, did mcat, and then did GHB
fentmom
they should use my body as a scientific marvel
sæкі
;3;
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lel yeah, w that - just try being careful w g specifically
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even if the rest are gah
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like mixing g w alc
fentmom
and how can i forget that guy blew meth smoke in my mouth
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WHAT'S G
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ghb
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#ai what is ghb and what are the effects at a recreational dose

ghb is a central nervous system depressant, often used recreationally for its euphoric and sedative effects. at a typical recreational dose (around 1-2.5 grams), effects can include lowered inhibitions, relaxation, increased sociability, and mild euphoria. higher doses can cause dizziness, nausea, confusion, and loss of motor control. it's extremely dose-sensitive—even slightly too much can lead to unconsciousness, respiratory depression, or coma. mixing with other depressants (like alcohol or benzos) drastically increases risks, including fatal overdose. proper dosing is critical, and testing for purity is strongly recommended if you choose to ignore harm reduction advice. be safe and know the risks. what is ghb and what are the effects at a recreational dose
fentmom
yea g is fucked i wouldnt have taken it if my mate wasnt there to watch over me
fentmom
hes built like a brick shithouse
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aw
sæкі
I got given some by the trans dealer I lived near n tried it but I'd had experience w gabapentinoid stuff a lot n benzos
sæкі
had taken/been through the phenibut weeks
fentmom
mcat gave me a great sense of being in control with zero bad thoughts but also wanted me to go indulge in 12 hour chubby bitch orgies so i cannot think of it as being useful for something like work
sæкі
not gotten to try, nor e or like
sæкі
I was making a list again of the stuff I've tried, I might make it cus it has like most of the scripts I've been on, too
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can y
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can you make a list of lists that you've made so that i could see what list i want to read
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and
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I have done this
sæкі
I have a lot of, ig meta, lists and
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things filled w writing and an index of different writing or lists or so on, bleh
sæкі
I'm very ASD n ocd w my writing n needing to document stuff at times
anon
hmm
anon
I am simply
anon
watching the rain
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ooo
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nicu
anon
It's very pretty out
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ily worms....
anon
love you too
sæкі
I'll open up a errr
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I'm gonna make a sorta wall w lists on it of that stuff n maybe link a couple of
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lemme re open the site I began using again recently n gonna try it to see if gud for that
anon
Coolio
anon
Oh God
anon
I was just reminded of the time Mike Johnson talked about how his son is his "porn accountability partner"
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lel
fentmom
so they banned all porno in the uk today basically
fentmom
well
fentmom
now you have to like send in ID or something
anon
Oh yeah, and then half the porn sites ignore it, specifically the sketchiest ones with the most fucked up content, and the inverse intent of the legislation occurs where everyone is shunted into the grosser parts of pornography
anon
They have that in Louisiana and it's a total fucking shitshow so bad they had to start pulling back on it
fentmom
yeah i am scared kids will go onto those websites and ill have to hear even more fucked up convos on the bus
sæкі
made new sheet to write some down, the site I was gon use I realized I probs would prefer be smth encrypted
>>727494
fentmom
seriously listening to two 11 year old boys talk about that shit made me barf
anon
>>727492
Aight, take the time you need!
anon
I forgot that Britain was a draconian hellhole tbh, I wasn't expecting you guys to get the porn ban stuff
>>727501>>727499
fentmom
labour gov is like awkwardly flirting with paternalism as well as being straight up authoritarian
fentmom
we banned disposable vapes which the chinese got around easily, im currently using a "prefilled" vape which i can swap out the cartridge or just buy another vape effectively making it disposable
anon
>>727496
i initially read that as a poem ban and thought damn there was another ban?
fentmom
thank fuck labour will be nuked next election but i fear what comes next
fentmom
>>727496
also i feel like labelling us as a draconian hellhole is inaccurate bc we just fall flat on our face every time we try to behave that way, except oddly enough when it comes to persecuting critics and enemies of israel. huh wonder why we're so good at that
>>727509
anon
sorry you have to deal with living there fent
fentmom
its ok im chilling here mostly
fentmom
just never gonna join any political parties ever
labby
yeah aren't all the english parties dogshit
fentmom
well the Jeremy Corbyn Party has just sorta become a thing
labby
oh yeah i forgot abt Corbyn
fentmom
i met him twice and used my aura check (vampire skill) and determined him to be a good guy
anon
>>727501
You can't buy an AR-15 from Academy, you are in a draconian surveillance state that is little more than an island prison
>>727510
fentmom
>>727509
i agree but also i cannot own guns in the US either since i am Bad Man
fentmom
i guess i could use them if someone else owned the gun
anon
Depends on the state, there is a private sales exemption so hypothetically I could sell you a gun
fentmom
but then i couldnt take down people on the subway snatching purses
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oe
anon
And to be honest, if you don't commit a crime with it, I am fine anyway
anon
idk fams i think we're in for 20 years of darkness
anon
I think it is funny that the Lincoln Project (NeverTrump Republican PAC) put out an ad where they said they wanted to put Steven Miller into a concentration camp lmao
anon
I am undraftable (hopefully)
anon
Actually idk depends on the war
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awroo
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will whisk u away w me instead
anon
are you good at rts games?
fentmom
i would make a good squad commander
anon
I
anon
dead internet theory (my ibternet died again)
>>727529
anon
I did, Cox cable just sucks massive fucking cock
anon
But I would sign up for a war if it was like Taiwan or a liberal democracy getting attacked or something and the US got involved
>>727534
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>>727530
i payied it
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>>727532
i would sign up if they gave me a really cute uniform
>>727537
anon
what if i personally got attacked
fentmom
im not fighting in a war now cuz of drones
anon
war has always been spooky but it's extra spooky now
Luca
i think we all know i'd end up in the navy
>>727541
anon
I have no delusions about it, modern war is just a meat grinder where you die randomly for no reason, but if that's what I gotta do, that's what I gotta do
anon
>>727539
Oh God, my uncle had to go to Vietnam, and he thought he was clever signing on to the navy trying to work as medical personnel, the motherfucker got sent to some fucking insano unit where they forced him to stay in a fake Vietnam POW camp and nearly had his head blown off multiple times
>>727548
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thinking of all the things to add to list
sæкі
I might dm u Twink the draft while edit, in a bit just cus idk
labby
i will be proudly dodging the draft
fentmom
ive been dodging bullets since i was 14
fentmom
no one can kill me
fentmom
im a fucking catholic im blessed
>>727550
anon
>>727548
Yeah, something along those lines, he never EVER talks about it and will tell you to shut the fuck up if you bring it up, it was his mom and such that told everyone what went down lol
labby
>>727547
the fentmom party will finally bring cath prot unity
labby
(im a protestant)
fentmom
bitch im a catholic i got mass when im rapping
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pat and hh
anon
if you get in a serious war now you are completely doomed so there is no reason not to stand on principles and be a conscious objector.
>>727557>>727560
fujo
i want to cry myself to sleep
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>>727555
again you're not coinsidering the simple fact that the uniform might be really cute and they won't let anyone wear it if they're not enlisted
>>727561
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(joking obv)
anon
conscientious, you failed me autocomplete
anon
>>727555
Yeah, I would stand on principles
anon
>>727557
well i mean if its cute enooough
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if they went back to shit like this i would enlist tomorrow
>>727563
anon
>>727562
bloober in a cute little navy skirt
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gah
sæкі
that would make me recoil
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weba
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how was stuffs otherwise -<-
anon
>>727564
I'd start laughing like a maniac and then thank them.
fentmom
>>727564
ew fucking piece of shit
fentmom
im sorry
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
gross
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
anyways rest of night was good
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
EXCEPT i did not get to go home with crush so i felt quite sad
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
they are making me sleep without cuddling her it is evil and FUCKED UP
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>>727573
:_;
gah I rly sorry that's just so ughhhh
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but d'aw
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nyoo
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