children fear any ending at all while adults fear change, which I think could apply here
with the fear some would experience from such

plus err

eh

oh yeah I forgot

I ran across someone on yt a good few months back that shared their story of having fnsd and how seizures were their presentation to a level that, until they got the diagnosis, couldn't be explained

I'll hush a bit about though

ik that guy hm what was

ye dw

>>731967
when u typed pepper my brain started thinking about this song

>>731962
ah yeh I've watched a gud few of theirs

I don't err

their not my exact kinda video essay but some have been gud

>>731972
also
I'd recommend checking out this peep, after yrs of kinda clearly being so but closeted she came out as trans fem in like the last 20 min of a hr plus long video recently
https://www.youtube.com/@ProfessorViral
makes good essays and emotional ones with personal stories

errr

lemme think of which one is best to get the idea

this ones p short and good, and has personal stories that give an idea for what its like
[YouTube]

might rewatch some of her vids

gon rewatch the one I linked rn and maybe some vid essays that make me cri so I can get the pent up emotions to release

:3

shine on pony boy

hm I might also make a collaborative playlist for worms to add their fav, preferably longer form, videos to

oh god I forgot her hair is super short n bleh in this vid lel

is old

but, man, the reveal finally that

she had like

getting personal and talking about using a needle and medicine and then finally saying how shes on hrt and opens up about being trans

imagining me n twink sitting together w headphones on while listening to smth and having a mic on w monitoring so that we can hear each other while the noises are blocked out
bwa

>>732009
lel huh
hehe

>>732012
wh

and weba

but am watching the manic pixie nightmare girl vid again

>>732016
if u actually know of her then yeah

I was like

I was in her discord 3? yrs ago and was able to tell but not in a negative way just

she wrote so much about stuff that you could tell she had gender stuff under the surface

>>732026
hehe yeah
and then the part in that about the person being similar to her in some way that is almost certainly queer

I used to hang out in some of these peeps discs

I remember I talked to cursed judge a good bit

appreciate them sending me a draft of a drrr script cus I was working on mine, very sweet even though quite big

>>731895
oml

>>732041
yeah
I've met peeps who go through this its just

its rough

especially if its cus ur gay or trans etc
like such weird behavior

>>732049
it be

>>732026
also I heavily recommend her AI video if you haven't seen it, it's probably her like
best work from a '''objective''' standpoint, though not my fav

its about how we err

trying to remember all of it but its about how we need to not let AI become the thing that's there to use us, and become another method for control and to exploit people

its broad but its very well done, I haven't watched it in like many months

but I was sad she didn't get much attention for it

o-o

>>732057
here it is
[YouTube]

>>732097
huh

oh

you should try learn self defence, yeah

I have to get to fully learning when I can, trying to gain more weight so I have the body to be able to at all

and also need t err

a lot of things

to*

>>732115
you can be a sub/bottom or whatevs while still being able to defend yourself
you can be peaceful, but not harmless - its important to try n protect your spaces and that starts with helping yourself, and accepting help/reaching out to others when needed

ye

h

heya

k I'll die

-v-

:)

<3

>>732159
agree but also she needs to be flicked or tossed when self hate

>>732164
ty

having modworm make finch use transfem flag

>>732182
gon maybe try and think of ways to introduce new peeps here to this or another board on libpol

yeh

they've showed up a bit

ic

oh wow I didn't remember that

professor viral talks about David graeber in this

RIP graeber

>>732214
#this

yeh

I need to errr

I have my needles in front of me to make myself

remember and think about it regilarly

regularly

>>732226
:>

yay

brb

>>732252
you're not ;-;

>>732264
, ;_;

>>732267
not true I'm going to smack u

>>732272
this pls

I feel so helpless when I wish I could be local to give support but cant at this time and you're just indulging

guys don't think about how good it would be if they were born a woman or they looked prettier

and you are not a guy, and you are cute

>>732287
that is early and you already look nice please

god pls

i

I need to disengage I'm gonna start

you need to actually talk to your friends about this who can be there right now and try to confront the disparity between the way you view yourself and the reality of how everyone sees you, being so different and much more positive than you think is possible and decide cant be true

real

>>732300
also
we don't want you to shut up we want you to be able to accept yourself and actually make progress, which is possible if you let yourself be vulnerable with the people around you and let in people who care

>>732317
if you want hrt I can get it to you