trans topics came up and he apparently had not realized or thought I was trans and thought I was just a cis woman w a like

>>733341
oh no!! if only i had known

bwa voice

I hope he's doing okay

I remember on vc one time I was at my like Witt's end with the person grooming me and I

was in call w those two

and she says stuff about being like platinum 2 or 3 in r6 siege (to him, who had reached high ranks in game) which is the 2nd highest rank bracket at that time

and she had actually only been in the lowest or second lowest bracket, ever
and I just called her out in front of him and was like wtf

I usually don't get like that but blatantly lying in front of another fren to come off as better at a game is like tf

yeah

there's a million things like this she would do

by the end she was saying she had DID and presenting in a way that was like a lot of fictional characters and I was like ehhhh yeah I'm not even gonna

teehee

I may have something akin to that, not that sort of extreme presentation that's not usually how it is as its typically something you wont notice

but yeah it was like
I know peeps who deal w this and I'm not gonna go at you for it but its rly weird behavior, like saying she had a new disorder every month

teehee

thankfully by the end and such I wasn't putting up w that stuff

i miss playing gmod

aw

real!!

good gle pull for that too

hehe

>>733387
lol!!!

id be so down to do that, ill redownload gmod tonight and eventually we can do it

awe

lole

the amount of weird stuff like this would come up around was gah

omg I should send u the cringe reddit account of hers I found from the past 2 yrs

yeah

like

she was super sensitive and would act all self hating and everything was her fault she deserves x y z if you pushed back on anything and yet claimed to have been a 4ch janny at 13

eventually it came to that so I could get her to admit to things while I recorded it hehe

otherwise I usually wouldn't have gone that hard

but yeah don't let people like that into your life or mental space cus it'll just be like guh

yeah

I can enjoy stuff off Tumblr that's like well written essay stuff but otherwise IDC for it

they were more like a redditor though
tbh

lemme see if I can find the screen cap w the username

yeah

this was how they were

like if I was in a different discord server where I posted regularly and they heard about it they'd get all sad and push me to invite them
which eventually lead to their demise actually, as they joined my server I co owned that was big and confessed to a 14~ yo girl who was functionally homeless n me n my mom were helping afford food
did not go over well after that as soon as it got back to me and it triggered all the decisions to act immediately yk

those people get so drainin

::kill

lel

yeh

I have so many anecdotes about diff people like this though le

lel

aw

c:

I just got reminded of a kid from my school who would like

oh my god

well this isn't why I remembered him but one thing he did was

he was like non white n adopted by a rich family who were two gay men parents
and he started being super weird repper behavior

he also beat me up/hit me rly hard w having been like
black belt or smth I forget specifically anyways

we had the same auto passwords on our canvas school accounts for schoolwork

omg heya

and he logged into me and my 3 friends who were the ones who got bullied most and called gay etc
and he went into the chat rooms no one used on canvas, went to the gym class chat (having the most students able to see) and using our accounts

messaged from each of us pretending we were talking about having a crush on a guy who was his best friend

then we all got pulled out of class and the vice principal was like
'we know what you did'
like weird sorta looking down on being gay energy
and then

we are all so confused and like wtf are you talking about, not telling us wtf is happening

eventually they're like fine but we're watching you type thing
and they finally check the logins, which they should've done first w how it happened, and it was all his Chromebook at 3 am sending messages

tries to frame us as gay to the whole school and act like we have crushes on his friend
has gay parents
eventually comes out as bi

and the thing I remembered him for was the time his parents shipped him to some Florida horse riding school and he began asking me, someone w terrible financial stability etc, to send him shoes I don't need

like his parents had a gigantic house and had added a whole addition to be able to have catering services cook in a side kitchen
its probably one of if not the biggest in the neighborhood

so strange

he eventually apologized and we talked about it maybe 6+ yrs after

lel

he was a sporty cool clique kid I didn't want anything to do w as they were the ones that bullied and called us gay anyways

he was

if he wasn't a rich kid he'd have been an oke cute twink type person

oh yeah he was also like 5'6

lel

idk what he's up to now I'd have to find his ig

he was the kind to post a lot of stories and pics of himself to ig

one of the other friends who was involved w their acc taken for it too also came out to a few of us as enby fem ish a year or so ago

also studying compsci many such a cases
awww

>>733494
#kiss

>>733493
awww
like wanting to take pics or wha

I used to get like that

have thousands of pics I'd take just to document self

isoki just don't push self to send them yk

i got like that when errr

stable n early ish on e

>>733506
this though

I'm not gonna say how many I have

i would just dissociate and do it

>>733509
#hug

qt

yeh

i stopped because of that, I used to have some acceptance of how I looked and was oki taking stuff but its gotten hard

taking even selfies feels impossible now cus I feel like just

I've failed and cant get looking how I'm comfy w even if I accept how I look

on?

here or 4ch

a lot has quieted down here since the 4ch users dipped back to their even more self hating hell hole

i need to create ways to get this site out there

maybe I pull a durarara and send it to the users of the dollars and make a dollars board

actually

that's not the worst idea
I'd need to make a CSS theme to match the dollars bbs or drrr chats

>>733541
#hug

maybe stick around here and don't go to spots that might be worse for self

so u can be happy

nah

if only

only saying for ur sake

those places just lead to self harm either physical or psychological

nyooo

waow

applying to be libpolmod

oe

hehe

PAYING FOR LIBPOL?!?/!?

LOOOOOL

B)

libpolcrack

libwarez

u engaging with that hurts everyone by depriving others n urself of the things that peeps could have if u stuck around

>>733599
it also triggers others to fall into their self hate and then leads to a cycle where everyone is pushed into a mental space of thinking things that don't just hurt yourself

just why not stick around and try to be better

there's no virtue in letting urself suffer

>>733618
>you shouldn't be affected by what others say or do

>>733626
we want u to stick around if u can try

wish I was in eu/Nordics :(

aw, nicu

I'm trying to leave the US when I can due to several things

trans disabled and do investigative stuff on topics that I don't think the US will be happy I'm doing

>>733639
<3

if I can get there i would

i wonder

>>733658
government/police abuses and repression a long with stuff related to cybergangs/cyber criminal networks focused on targeting minorities and such

not fun but

since its usually cus of right wingers its uh

not great

petpet

>>733680
I decided to look cus why not and just for like

just cus I was curious, I looked at greyhound rides and it'd be like 100 ish for a ride to u

in September hehe

become a libertarian socialist

at the very least

>>733707
not rly

progress vs keeping things the same and going for tradition

>>733714
you're a weirdo

thank you

>>733720
ouuu

i wanna hear worms play stuff, also wan start making music again n do stuff w worms idk

is mostly about making something that has a vibe and is personal or authentic I feel, rather than being perfect on ur playing

unlike how classes or recitals get

>>733739
awe yeah I feel this

also yeh gl gah

i need to find dev work in time bwa

i also make sites n do stuff related to cyber

and yeah I was

so ded during Convo about vibe coding earlier

>>733751
yeh

patpat

wish I could work w worms on a dev thing like that even just for money