whats the hearts for then huh huh

ehehehe

deserve pets n cuddles
sweet n cute

>>741458
mhm

pet

this puter has a lot of sillygirlsclub images on it

one sec

u um

dont pls

getting a pic for u

trying to get a better way to display gallery view of it

"""lighthearted"""

i dont use reddit like at all but i kept getting them on pinterest cus trans and depressed and would look at some of the posts
like 1/3 are semi supportive or hopefule/positive and then the rest can get to like tttt level stuff, id say probably 1/2 of the ppl are trans

theres also sillyboyclub

oh my god then like 8 posts down theres someone quoting femtanyl to say theyre starting e
pain

jeez this one is so much worse than sillygirlclub

>>741486
trying to find literally any gallery viewer tool that isnt gonna be gallery-dl

and then this is the top/hottest post

aww

yeh i hadnt looked much at sillyboyclub cus yk other than for boykisser images once mb and its sad that i only see like one post thats semi positive being a tguy saying stuff about being smth that should be accepted
seems like its just gah boymoders just go to sillygirlclub smh

or get off reddit pls

(using there can i feel be more damaging than a lot of places w this kinda thing bwa)

yeh im trying to see if thees any updates on the last one there but theyre underage

yeh i knew who i was n would be out in some places but didnt tell most ppl or anyone in person till i was 18

am glad

i had to get diy w help of ex partners

was a whole thing
my dad brought up like, seemingly like mental illness/suicide/detrans stats in the conversation of me coming out

its improved but he still wouldnt give me open access to my money (now isnt smth he has full control of generally) when i ran out of hrt

things are just kind of calmed but not good

awe

;w;

gon care for so dont have to rely on all that stuff to cope but hmph
deserve care n support n to be able to grow to better space

i get the struggle w its but is possible to break past n get a healthy relationship w drinking n other droogs n stuff

even tho im addicted to some stuff but is a much more considered n healthy thing than anything i did in past

laen told that i might be able to, if i err like do well enough with which i presumably will be able if i can get moving on actually doing it, be employed by the contracting place as she was offered it for doing a lot or the most or whatever
so would be able to have less taken by self employment tax n be able to better have money for splitting or paying rent etc stuffs

hoping

rest up soons, too

gah i went to the posters page who made the found e thread and
they seem to be alr cus posting 18 hrs ago but apparently in egypt

but still isoki to recognize n not minimize ur own stuffs, but yeh its rough for a lot of peeps

we had a t guy here who was from the saudis that would post
shared way to make/get T n stuff

ye

was usually on when it was quiet and maybe a month after the 4ch outage

(estrogen)

>how are you telling me to use google but you dont know trans men dont take estrogen

it seems like maybe 1/3 boymoders 1/3 femboys and 1/3 trans guys or hard repressors

yeah

like a lot of hrt femboy posts

-w-

pain

nuh

its working

even if ur in bad circumstances rn

sorri

bonk

hehe

:>

will make u admit ur cute

and love self

but mainly feel ur lovable

lel

i was gonna say i could give u lovesickness by biting u but id have to immediately cure it for u

there is
<3

watching stream n mb vids n might play more skyrim then try n open messages or stuffs n mb get work done

mhmmmm

ill tuck us in n be quiet w headphones in next to u n comfort n hold till eep

would take that trade for ur sake

so i can be able to be up w u bwawa

i have not looked into it yet n theres not many great places im finding for the info yet unless theres a doc but apparently vaush has grooming allegations

hm nvm not confirmable yet i think or well, we'll see yk

oh yeh nvm this seems like nothing unless more comes out

okay maybe some rly ugh stuff nvm but gotta see what comes out
quiet hrs

bwawa heya

haii

;w;

ill link

the mod setup referenced is easiest w prism launcher n what the screenshot is from

>>738598

>>741624
>>738598

ye

some worm bought shit ie and redirected it to the server

brb

>>741635
have u seen the whole tea thing

one sec

that and now this;
https://archive.ph/ZBWsF

(archive ph to bypass paywall)

it seems like they may have been vibe coding n run by a dude finance/business bro

fitting

but also, sucks a lot

i have been curious if gei peeps did anything on there n if I'd ever get a page like that
not cus I did or do just paranoid self hate probably
but the resentment and hate keeps worsening n just

not to say this at all rly was in reality w this app but, any place that's like women and such or minorities and marginalized ppl congregating but particularly women coming together to talk and such can get targeted online specifically due to the congregating of incel types

yeh
they exert the little power they feel they have in their depressing life by attacking people and then doing stuff like doxxing and so on
I've avoided looking or anything but apparently a lot of women's ids were leaked and were posted all over Twitter

its also compounded by it being like these two groups of incels and then men who are angry that they've been called out for doing things like yk and all feeling their the victims/this is righteous

sigh

sucks

I get pretty worried that eventually im gonna have one of these weirdos pulls something like this on me for stuff in a relationship or me recognizing things they did as hhh

awe
not at my PC for a few n laying next to couch

installing

yeh

bwaa

had to manual dl a bunch but hoping it works nows

gmmmmmm

server not connecting bwa

>>741677
did u get in w curse forge pack

huh I didn't know Miyazaki was involved in union stuff and was a JP Marxist for a long time

haiiii

yeh I need to I heccin
I misplaced my phone

and gmmmm

one sec

and oe

bicalutimide

150 mg

ye

it's

huh

its 150

yeh

its probably for the other conditions its used for

d'aw

would gib keyboard
was thinking earlier that I need to get some used mech ones for stuff that are baggable for portability

and

aw

yeh, u can get a like err

a more exact pill cutter, or I can also rec using a gram scale and cutting n doing the math for, which shouldn't be yk

mhm

is bwa

hmmm

what errr
dose would wan start w
I was looking at its dosing earlier by coincidence but

yeh I saw that err

doing, so

an easy way to do it by eye would be cutting a pill into quarters and then one of the quarters in half, taking one quarter and half of another one
while weighing or cutting w more focus is gud its also generally alr if its pretty similar each time, I would need to check but maybe good to start w one quarter of a pill for a lil while

(idk how long it takes to stabilize n just in case has weird effect bwawa)

but also yeh a lot of those come from Russian pharmacies and such

cus a good few Slavic countries just let you buy whatever from your local pharma
but rose has bicaludimide

for someone

also errr

if she is on shots n the dose is enough I think would be fine w/o adding bic

ah yeh

u could get order if u wan both do it

and heyaa

yee

I sent n deleted msg about spiro

but I can see if the place I bought/buy from is doing shipping to there, I know they did international but there can be specifics

brb gon do some chores stuff

and gmmmmm

lmao

bazed

oh

lel

welp

I wish sewer hadn't been gahhh

but

she groomed someone I cant remember all the details, that was later on but it was like

she got dragged a lot

there were yrs of screenshots if I remember correctly but I think there was fake stuff, but this one seemed and had been looked into more

this was like at least 6-12 months ago I last checked so will look again while doing stuff in a few

>>741771
teehee

>>741774
did u see the few msgs about or the stuff about mutahar having been lying about being an engineer for a decade now lel

(I avoid drama slop but this actually turns out to have been a crime over there welp)

hehe

>goes to college for comp sci
>drops out 1-2 yrs in
>goes to 2 yr program for tv broadcasting
>calls himself a computer engineer 10+ yrs later to give him authority

awwwww

hope u can get out of ur bwa place today too

awe

oo

I got on my pc after a month or two n started doing stuffs

gotta find my phone n check msgs

I set it down somewhere b4 I got nic yday and forgot in brain fog

oki brb I bring towels down to be washed

heya

brought down towels n up clean ones

>>741804
I tried to log onto the server n got couldn't connect bwa
using the hotfix and I manually installed the mods it said

I don't get past connecting to server

times out

d'aw

, ;V

roomie sysadmin too or smth teehee

installed the hf curse forge pack thoughs and manually installed the mods that brokey from prism install

oki oki ty
<3
wasnt sure if it was just my end

mhm

I may try to do today too

thinking I may wanna get pushing hard on it cus it'd be good to have it going as my mom is gonna be out of work for 2 months due to hip replacement