one sec

that and now this;
https://archive.ph/ZBWsF

(archive ph to bypass paywall)

it seems like they may have been vibe coding n run by a dude finance/business bro

fitting

but also, sucks a lot

i have been curious if gei peeps did anything on there n if I'd ever get a page like that
not cus I did or do just paranoid self hate probably
but the resentment and hate keeps worsening n just

not to say this at all rly was in reality w this app but, any place that's like women and such or minorities and marginalized ppl congregating but particularly women coming together to talk and such can get targeted online specifically due to the congregating of incel types

yeh
they exert the little power they feel they have in their depressing life by attacking people and then doing stuff like doxxing and so on
I've avoided looking or anything but apparently a lot of women's ids were leaked and were posted all over Twitter

its also compounded by it being like these two groups of incels and then men who are angry that they've been called out for doing things like yk and all feeling their the victims/this is righteous

sigh

sucks

I get pretty worried that eventually im gonna have one of these weirdos pulls something like this on me for stuff in a relationship or me recognizing things they did as hhh

awe
not at my PC for a few n laying next to couch

installing

yeh

bwaa

had to manual dl a bunch but hoping it works nows

gmmmmmm

server not connecting bwa

>>741677
did u get in w curse forge pack

huh I didn't know Miyazaki was involved in union stuff and was a JP Marxist for a long time

haiiii

yeh I need to I heccin
I misplaced my phone

and gmmmm

one sec

and oe

bicalutimide

150 mg

ye

it's

huh

its 150

yeh

its probably for the other conditions its used for

d'aw

would gib keyboard
was thinking earlier that I need to get some used mech ones for stuff that are baggable for portability

and

aw

yeh, u can get a like err

a more exact pill cutter, or I can also rec using a gram scale and cutting n doing the math for, which shouldn't be yk

mhm

is bwa

hmmm

what errr
dose would wan start w
I was looking at its dosing earlier by coincidence but

yeh I saw that err

doing, so

an easy way to do it by eye would be cutting a pill into quarters and then one of the quarters in half, taking one quarter and half of another one
while weighing or cutting w more focus is gud its also generally alr if its pretty similar each time, I would need to check but maybe good to start w one quarter of a pill for a lil while

(idk how long it takes to stabilize n just in case has weird effect bwawa)

but also yeh a lot of those come from Russian pharmacies and such

cus a good few Slavic countries just let you buy whatever from your local pharma
but rose has bicaludimide

for someone

also errr

if she is on shots n the dose is enough I think would be fine w/o adding bic

ah yeh

u could get order if u wan both do it

and heyaa

yee

I sent n deleted msg about spiro

but I can see if the place I bought/buy from is doing shipping to there, I know they did international but there can be specifics

brb gon do some chores stuff

and gmmmmm

lmao

bazed

oh

lel

welp

I wish sewer hadn't been gahhh

but

she groomed someone I cant remember all the details, that was later on but it was like

she got dragged a lot

there were yrs of screenshots if I remember correctly but I think there was fake stuff, but this one seemed and had been looked into more

this was like at least 6-12 months ago I last checked so will look again while doing stuff in a few

>>741771
teehee

>>741774
did u see the few msgs about or the stuff about mutahar having been lying about being an engineer for a decade now lel

(I avoid drama slop but this actually turns out to have been a crime over there welp)

hehe

>goes to college for comp sci
>drops out 1-2 yrs in
>goes to 2 yr program for tv broadcasting
>calls himself a computer engineer 10+ yrs later to give him authority

awwwww

hope u can get out of ur bwa place today too

awe

oo

I got on my pc after a month or two n started doing stuffs

gotta find my phone n check msgs

I set it down somewhere b4 I got nic yday and forgot in brain fog

oki brb I bring towels down to be washed

heya

brought down towels n up clean ones

>>741804
I tried to log onto the server n got couldn't connect bwa
using the hotfix and I manually installed the mods it said

I don't get past connecting to server

times out

d'aw

, ;V

roomie sysadmin too or smth teehee

installed the hf curse forge pack thoughs and manually installed the mods that brokey from prism install

oki oki ty
<3
wasnt sure if it was just my end

mhm

I may try to do today too

thinking I may wanna get pushing hard on it cus it'd be good to have it going as my mom is gonna be out of work for 2 months due to hip replacement

ababababa

awe

petpet

I got one again after being ded from not having for a couple days

also lemme find pic of the ones I found at estate sale many yrs ago n have been using but have ver lil left of

writing n then I do some drafting of designs n stuff on paper or things
like either mapping things out of stuff or trying to do concept art esque things, haven't been doing them as much for a couple months thoughs

I had a couple of these n then a few of err

I think they may have been black wings or a similar one made by the same corp or stuff, but they were usually pretty light lead types so I could only use them for sketching art stuff, which is what they're generally used for

black wings or whatevs the name were the pencils that 1900s Disney/Walt disney would use and were/are like lemme see

a box of 12, new ones (I think the old ones go for more, for whatever specific reason), are 35-40 dollars

(I got like a bag of loose ones n other drafting stuff for maybe 10, I cant remember but they usually charge u just by the bag for loose stuff)

they're real cool but wish I had more practical ones
and awa weba

yeah geez some of the specific good variety ones (I'd have to c what mine are) go for like 40+ for a single pencil its crazy
I'm not into the collector or rare sorta thingy stuff like that cus yk

but awww

hope u can get to try the dino nuggies soon sometime

c:

but oh ye the erasers I liked a lot specifically cus u can erase a whole notebook line w/o moving pencil much

rest up more later if chu need

:3

found out recently that worms are an invasive species to NA

like the ones that are known for here

haiiiii

and yeah

saw the 30 min vid that was posted

is a mess

and d'awww

:v

like errr martial arts or the thingy ?

hehe

my mom has coffee and caffeine shirts

and nicu

I'm trying to find how I wanna get writing utensils

when I'm focused, to like

for me to be able to catalog my memory and remember things better or plan stuff, I write a lot of notes n random stuff filling up notebooks

been trying to find utensils that I like

would make it for u while u rested for a few

hehe

gonna go on FB marketplace and look for writing n drafting utensils n tools

if I didn't think I was gonna move I would get an old, used n robust drafting table, one I have rn is cheap n newer - not as well made - but bwa

>>741918
waow

yee

some of the old steel case type ones are cool and the aesthetic of like sheet metal and cranks with tools on arms to be adjustable

but nice :>

found a guy selling a ton of old mechanical pencils n might have a Pentel(?) one I had a version of that was nice but broke down, it has 4-6 different retractable color leads in it with full metal body n sliding stuff to make it work

>>741930
#hug

hm I don't think it was Pentel, I looked it up b4 but hmmm

omg hahaha

I was almost gonna rewatch this video while I was bored yday

I remember watching it when it came out and talking about it w peeps
moreover Delaware must be destroyed

anyway I found a model very very close to the one I had, if I ever find a mech pencil from a similar era at a garage or estate sale, will get n share pics

yee they're really fancy ish but function tho there's like

tons of intricate designs on each model

these ones look rly cool

gah too large

>>741975
I just like vintage ones n odd ones if I can have lead I like n so on

n is just whatever I come across I can get used

- w-

I just had had one I used for a couple yrs and I wasn't using it for the most intense stuff or my main writing n mainly annotating stuffs so wasn't as heavy
but it can be annoying n my old one I think is missing parts n the leads being gotten would make it pain in current day

yeh, these are small though and multiple colors

I forget w my model I haven't used it in a good few yrs cus of parts

and yeh I'm just trying to do stuff cheap n stuff that's still good, got them all from estate sales in nowhere

hehe
I think I've seen some before when at places-? but don't have one myself, I wanna start going out n finding stuff again but its been a lil while cus of stuff like

need to start doing hours n stuff

and we have one semi near but, I'd planned to go, haven't gone yet cus of figuring out driving there as I cant drive n money
but hope to sometime

and lel yeh

there's one maybe 30 min away idk I'd have to look again bwawa

other than ur stuff u stick with

but got started on convo cus I saw one next to me and was saying how I got some old Eberhard Faber n I believe a couple black wings at one years ago

learned about the whole thing behind them after getting n was cool
I looked and there seems to be boxed new ones selling n not just 20-40 USD singular ones

I like both n just depends, its often a thing where the wood ones n traditional pencils are easier for me when it comes to extended periods of writing on days my tremors make like

harder to hold a steady hand, though getting some nice thicker lead drafting pencils would also help this

oh ye
I had been looking for nice utensils for drafting stuffs a while back but usually don't have the money or the push to spend it on self like at all
though should find

awe

ye I wanna get, one day, an eink esque one that isn't junk but also isn't hundreds on hundreds of dollars
have mostly old iPads if I wanted to w that, but also have a 12+ in non display drawing tablet, that's older and a cheap Chinese Amazon seller one but still useful

and yeh

I have too many notebooks to sort through, I have 4 or 5 of those orange paper sized envelopes filled w pages next to me rn of various things n then too much other stuff

trying to figure out a method for all of it

yeh, same as well

I just have so much else I have to get going on that it falls down to being low priority even if it'd help momentum n workflow
gon try to thoughs, n finally start thingy so I have the money

gon open up to attempt to get on that before I pass out later

(work plans)

>>742022
#kiss

yippee

reminds me to also look for word processors on marketplaces

this is cool

gm

can I have a lil

nicu

just found a sleek, black electric typewriter listed