im awake

gm 2 you all

lol homeopathy

did you know homeopathy has a really strong lobby in the uk parliament

our king is basically a homeopath too and is trying to cure his cancer with like wacky shaman shit

king charlie has some weird bits to him that isnt apparent. hes very much the last of the old school british aristocrat orientalists and hes oddly like pro ecology and shit. very layered guy but also a man of his time

i used to joke about being a homeopath in trans discords and one person (always in their late 20s early 30s) would pop up and say LOOK I KNOW ITS BULLSHIT BUT HOMEOPATHY WORKED FOR ME

anyway i say this shit about homeopathy and at the same time i want to do this at some point [Wikipedia]

something strange about the human brain is that sometimes by performing abstract rituals we can confront things or move on from them

i buried a picture of myself and a friend i lost the other day and felt like i had moved on

think if i just ripped that picture up and threw it in the trash it wouldnt have done anything

>>793312
oh god

welcome to the nightmare world of the future ... ai powered H1Bs ... robotic indentured servants turned new managerial class ...

i cannot talk about H1B stuff bc a lot of my friends have black and white thinking when it comes to the thing and they're like "yay no borders"

>>793322
parasitic im syphilitic

my place in the post apoc wasteland is mountain cult community leader who is like .... this is a community of peace ... we follow our own gods here ... if you have ill intentions then pack your things and go ...

no we try to do transsexual commune without the bad parts (88% of it)

no human flesh no poly drama in the middle of a societal breakdown event that turns into a civil war waged by two opposing BPDemons

i would instruct everyone in like agriculture or house building to keep them busy

>>793332
you dont get to be a zombie you have to be Wanderer with a Gun

thats just this rpgmaker game i played

think its called middens or something

A Man and his Gun

asked this trans woman at a bar if she played tank or dps and she thought i was like asking some sexual question

i was just being silly

cuck healer

i think my friend wants to hang out after her dads funeral today

last time we hung out she kept sticking her fingers in my ear and i would say "meow" each time

i think shes going to have to confront the fact i am a worse choice by almost all metrics compared to her boyfriend who seems to have his life together

hes like if im gonna be honest me if i was less pretty and faggy and did less quirky manic pixie dream fag shit

but he has a job and hes educated and is a nice and stable guy so

we really should all be looking in the long term right now

alternately we could do what the french do and like .. have a house spouse, a work spouse, and a motel room at 2am spouse. but we would need to work towards that and its a lot of effort

>>793363
well in this model you can be as many spouses as you want

>>793378
i would join like a wormcord but im not sure if it would ever be used

i have like one discord i really use and its a channel for Very Very Close Friends

very autistic friend is warning me about GBP to yen conversions and is insisting i do the conversions each time i buy something on my phone

i told him that would be very inconvenient to people im standing in front of at a bar or such but hes insisting i take my time

wow just like in undertale

.play undertale its raining somewhere

im not a disney adult but im hyped to go to tokyo disneyland, been a while since ive been to a theme park

sadly there is not much zootopia stuff there. thats all in shanghai. maybe i will abscond mid trip so i can meet judy hopps and nick wilde

maybe even bellwether!! mee-oww

>>793408
that sucks i hope you get the opportunity to one day

.play new york sextile

i want to be the people in this music video one day (again, soon)

its tough out here. but the love goes crazy !!!!!

i dance like this at the club

.play https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=22&v=ecxtCcrEeyo

>>793455
if i were american i would probably be dating a new member of this genre of person every week

.play [YouTube]

.play [YouTube]

>>793468
i dont think so whats it like

is it a new album or just a ep/single

.play [YouTube]

okey ill listen :-DD

are you a Sad Boy 2001 or a SuicideBoy

>>793488
i like going to lesbian nights at gay bars because people there like to dance

i think its nice some people see me as Manly Man and some see me as lesbian and some people see me as inbetween

kind of my desired effect

carl feels like the kind of guy to be playfully bullied by a lesbian who is also an aunt at a bar (good vibes though)

get me a fat bitch like garfield

goth emo deviantart nerd fujo garfield looking shawtty

>>793513
get her some bangs (blue) and we're rolling

skeet

sigh i just jeeted and skeeted all over me pillow again

they call me the good poster

im not going to eat cereal today but im gonna do something similarly mentally stunted and go buy a monster at some point soon

night night TA

i like this music video bc it has a computer and woman dancing

can we make it stayyyy

can we?can we? canwe?canwe?? can we??

>>793561
watched such a good video of a guy reflecting on how this picture makes him feel

its good to see machine girls sound evolve

i fear i am sort of aging out of machine girl type music tho

lately i listen to a lot of 80s post punk alone in my bedroom like a mature adult pushing 30 would

daily reminder i nearly married a machine girl groupie who said matt gives good head

wacky crazy quirky life

i dont know why people fret about aging when they could age like matt has, they have to be in their latter 30s at this point

love dont always have to go away !!!

can we make !!! can we make it stay !!!!

feeling like the sun on my face now

like a hot summer day now

>>793593
it genuinely feels so good getting Wiser and Smarter as you get older

i feel like if you choose to you can become more creative and open minded and understanding as well, though you have to try hard to do this and not become some reactionary boring old prick

i dont even really fuck with the "I DONT CARE IF I DIED YOUNG I LIVED HARD!!!" type mentality you get from like ... drug users and bodybuilders and such bc like ... life can actually rule

>>793601
you dont get to do that sorry

>>793604
yeah im trying to like encourage several of my friends who are in ruts to find creative pursuits and make more friends (as in actual friends not like drug hookup party people) bc i think it is good to value things and people yknow

we all have narratives we can dump into works of art

>>793613
hell yeah

>>793615
is it just like super personal or something