eating burg rn

good morning

>>800626
spansih language of romance

randal i went to this woman’s dads funeral (she is referred to as my cousin but she is not my cousin) and for a laugh we ate dog treats on a plate while some horrified old fuck and the projection image of her father watched

i washed the dog treat down with cider

>>800644
true that

>>800646
what’s up friend luzia

oooooooooooooo I love justice

you want harsh danceable electronic music

ok lemme look thru my Spotify

>>800658
I hate it when a friend misunderstands the assignment on something you’re fixated on it’s a bad vibe

hello Randal my trans male friend

ok it’s not like justice but world eater by blanck mass has a harsh and fast sound very boss fight core I enjoyed that album a lot

i have a third favourite person now i am internally falling apart

>>800677
don’t give me ideas I have bpd

>>800675
it’s thrown a wrench I fear in my immediate plans but I will either repress it or wether the storm

the dog food woman said my love interest was hot and I hated the moid thoughts I immediately was subjected to

>>800685
i am at the stage of my life where if i entertain thoughts like those i will become some kind of forlorn poly person and probably end up miserable

>>800682
tyty

>>800689
you’re welcome im happy you’re enjoying it

>>800688
im 28 and trying to think about nice and stable things

i ain’t starting my crusader kings dynasty at 35

31/32 at the latest

>>800708
i am enjoying getting older and i am disliking the things that make me want to act like a sex and drug doer haver again

my grandparents like pink Floyd and they’re herrenvolk

i don’t think im going to tell the person that im FPing about it bc they and a lot of other people are depending on me right now

fentmom more like emotional anchor

id like that

>>800744
i need to survive

>>800746
hopefully I will be jobbed soon and we can go do something fun

>>800752
they’re scams I hate all super market food now

it’s food people eat bc they hate themselves and want to be content in hating themselves

>>800754
death from above isn’t electronic but it is dance music

i am actually hardcore distraught over me BPDing out again lately but i think i can deal with it

thank u pals

betrayal of russia

does anyone here struggle with close friendships of any kind

all of my close friendships have either been with evil men or some weird like obsessive romantic thing has occurred

maybe I am someone who should keep others at a paws length for our own good

im sure one day captain howdie will adopt you

>>800826
i would not be surprised if i was brainwashed into thinking I was 28 and I have tons of false memories

>>800832
STTTOPPPP!!!

epic boobs get

ssteamppunk

>>800861
yeah I have a theory about them

it’s late though and I’m too tired to type it all out

my thesis in short is that they’re sexually stunted and basically engage in theatre kid type shit to like signal sexuality

also I realised from watching a steam punk video of a tumblr sexyman that I basically do the same thing for like nerdy anime watching tumblr neet women but I am not a 39 year old musician in a ridiculous costume

>>800878
ask me to xplain next time when i on pc computer

>>800882
it’s like all literally just a way to get laid for people who can’t move on from 2012

they’re culturally and emotionally stunted

>>800885
it suffers a lot from like not having any of the themes that it’s parent genre (gothic) has or any themes at all really .. steampunk music is about shit like “adventure” or “invention” or being a gentlesir or somecshit .. in nature it resembles like dnd fantasy more than gothic

like what actual themes could steampunk grapple with? colonialism? child labour?

all steampunk music is like “covers” or some British guy “ironically” rapping about boxing his fellow chum in his fighting trousers. the rap especially is somewhat kind of racist

>>800905
chap hop is like definitely steampunk but it’s like a subtribe of steam punk

one of the chap hop guys like just looks like an alcoholic

half of them don’t drink bc they’re in their bedrooms all day

no they’re like on discord or something in their mid to late 30s

the chap hop stuff is very nerd-hipster who read vice magazine in some uk university when it was 2006 which isn’t super steampunk but they share fanbases probably

i think chap hop was a typically middle class British way at saying rap music was shit in the most dishonest and passive aggressive way possible

i don’t like that a lot of subcultures and scenes seem to like have a lot of people who seem very bad at growing up

maybe im just being tough on people and myself about that in particular lately

chavs barely exist anymore

nobody says “innit bruv” they say “meet and jeet in the bando bro”