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he pronounced dryads as treeads :(

i like how in warcraft human and orc men are both 8 feet tall by default

idk who that is ill google

they look like somewhat normal (cartoony) proportioned people just 8 feet tall xD

hes got big guy face (round and soft looking)

i didnt say that lmao its just big peple have that face lol

>>87290
im glad they dont lol not my taste lmaoo

did anyone watch the fallout tv show?? it was pretty good much better than i was expecting

1. amazon

2. video game adap

>>87296
it was pretty cool, also yea I kinda agree that the games arent amazing. I get other people love them but they never really did it fo rme.

that said when I was a freshmen in high school my parents sent me to a boarding school for delinquent youths and a fren let me play all of fallout 3 on his xbox over a weeked and it was really nice of him becaus emy parents didnt let me have tv or video games growing up so I really enjoyed it

I think the fallout 1 and 2 are supposed to be really good (they are toptdown crpgs)

>>87300
it was pretty cool until they started doing sensory deprivation torture on me because i covered for room mate having weed

it was in tuscon arizona it was actually beautiful before I got all my priveledges taken away i was able to do a "check out" for the afternoon most people did it just to walk to the circle k down the road but I would go climb mt lemon, get up in the foothills and write and look out over the flat desert it was really really nice

literally though they would put in a 4 white walls room by myself with nothing to do for 6 hours a day every day for 3 months until I ran away

also they gave me phone to mexican girl and she ran up like 11k in international calling fees that my parents just paid instead of disputing and to this day they accuse me of 'losing' my phone even though they gave the school permission to confiscate my phone because they legally required to ask parents if they can take the phones lol

like I met them a few years ago and my dad brought up how upset he was about and it happende 15 years ago

narcissists having a reason to blame you ever giving it up challenge level: impossible

>>87310
that was the boarding school

as a kid I didnt do anything bad I just talked a lot and would read books in class and stuff

I was one of those kids who was 'disruptive in the classroom' so half the treatures had zero problems with me and hte ones who were obssessed with discipline just despised me and thought I was a literal freak

teachers*

>>87317
>>87315
yea it happened A LOT because I would do my school work extremely quickly and be kind of sitting around board so it was a good outlet to control myself but then I wasnt 'paying attention' it was really hard for me to just sit there and have shit I already knew explained to me over again

my parents did try to put me in a school for genius kids that was like a rich jewish hippie school but I did bad there too

I think I was genuinely a difficult kid I just didnt listen and was classic ADHD

>>87327
THATS WHAT IT IS

i heard he moved to poland and became a nazy

yea had a internet friend of a friend who was obssessed with this guy his polish wife apparently cucked him because of politics xD

its okay my parents when they realized they werent equipped to be parents just kicked me out at 15 and then again at 16

then I stayed with them for 2 weeks when I was 21 and they asked me to loan them 4k and then my dad got high and beat the shit out of me and stole my money :)

this guy feels like GORDAN FREEMAN

>>87340
i even told my mom like
"you know how he is right? if you want me to come stay with you than you need to tell him Im an adult now im 21. I cant have wierd curfew rules, I cant have that controlling insanity. I have to be free to come and go and Ill only stay for a month or two until I find a new place"

then I came home at 4AM on a friday night and he literally beat the shit out of me and kicke dme out. thanks mom.

he was a professional muay thai fighter btw :(

I do idk why

parental ties be like idk

my family doesnt blame them at all so it is what it is

one thing that really fucking upset me was my parents where at the homecoming event from my navy deployment wihtout telling me (my mom joined the families group chat wihtout my permission because they got it from the emregency contact form) and I didnt want to speak tot hem

and they tried to be like OH WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU

and now they are full on magatards and qanon worshippers :(

my dad literally threw away his career because he was disgusted by all the trannies and jews he had to workw ith

he worked in NYC television btw

im 31 and still have daddy issues lmao

>>87359
no idea I dont talk to him. all the rest of my family on my moms side (they hate him) are pretty left leaning

I was on the phone with them cause I gave them a happy holidays phone call and they were doing the thing where they call me a man every 3 sentences because they know im a tranny and I didnt say anything about it and I know for a fact hes trying to bait me into fighting him over it

and because they moved upstate where all tiny amount on non parents family I have live now they go to all the family events there so I feel like I lost that family because interacting with them means interacting with my parents.

idk its kind of hard, im not the only one whos gone through it also they constantly try to be nice despite being fucked up so its like ughhh

like when I got out of the navy they helped me move all my shit to NYC (I dont have a drivers license at 31 lmaoooo)

>>87370
living in the city is so greeat fml I wish I could live here forever but its also really expensive xD

like any savings you get from living outside the city is just eaten up by needing a car so its lose lose anyway

>>87369
yea... my its not really my moms fault shes very abused herself and has just been browbeaten and verbally abused into being an enabler ... its really sad.

she almost divorced him once and we had a stay up and drink wine and eat candy and I try to convince you not to kys night when I was in my early 20s and I basically told her she had two options to stay with him if she really loves him
1. keep ur own apt and keep him at arms length so he has no power over you and you can create space whenever he gets bad and be on your guard at all times
2. just accept that being in a relationship with him means hes ur master and u have to do whatever he says and accept all abuse cart blanche because you know hes a narcisstic abuser and he wont accept anything else and you will be mentally tortured until you die

and she chose the later

>>87378
lmao

>>87378
Ma'am, you can't park there.

>>87385
yea I kind of forgive her for any bad aspects of her presonality because shes basically living in the hell I escaped

>>87389
you never saw the meme about you cant park there?

>>87388
was thinking about kmsing in december because I spent the holidays alone and felt like a loser but I decided I cant do it because im a tranny and im not allowed too because it would reflect badly on trannies. like i have a moral responsibility to be somewhat functional because everyone of us that kills ourselves is literally used as ammunition to fuel peoples hatred of us or strip us of basic human rights

>>87391
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>>87393
im kinda depressed but its fucked up because i also have it better than so many other people in terms of how things worked out its messed up if I kms because I have it better than others it would be kind of a waste but im so tired..... im just fucking tired of being alive and having severe social anxiety and no friends and in your 30s there isnt really a way to make friends and I had to cut off a couple of really close friends because they became fucked up and abusive (one of my absolute best friends of 30 years literallly is diagnosed BPD and he just got into a cycle of having full on meltdowns at me)

>>87399
not saying it does but Im passing in my day to day life and most trans people I know dont have that so its like I dont even have it the worst and I expect those people not to kys....

well the things that were stressing me out are kind of working themselves out

like donald trump being elected probalby means I lose my health insurance thats stressful... and I was worred I wouldnt be able to go back to school this semester

being exposed to the news is really stressful realizing probably about 35-45% of the country fully feels im a satanic freak and am ontologically evil

>>87408
no NE US is really good for trans rights. NYC literally has the best laws for trans people IN THE COUNTRY bar none

sealed BC changes automatically its so based

other states cant even not recognize my gender because my old BC gets sealed

and its just a court date

and insurance companies are required to provide gender affirming care by state law

and many more other polices.

markipliers hows caught fire in the la fires

poor markiplier

>>87415
>>87417
i miss old america give me rainbow politics raytheon supports pride NATO gay marriage is non negotiable

its crazy to think a full 60% of american right wing politics is funded by russian oligarchs because they know that the way to beat NATO is to psyop america into eating itself (its working insanely well)

DoJ just brought up like 30 youtubers on being foreign agents getting massive payouts to spread pro russian propoganda

anti trans rhetoric is literally paid for by russian oligarchs its insane

https://www.cnn.com/2024/09/04/politics/doj-alleges-russia-funded-company-linked-social-media-stars/index.html

DEI rhetoric is heavily funded by russia as well its insane

>>87426
im visibily trans I cant look like a normal guy anymore :(

>>87429
thats actually not true much harder to immigrate to europe than the US

permanent residency in germany is almost impossible but my grandma is a german citizen or at least used to be she lived in germany until shes was like 21 so I might have family there that can sponsor me or smth

yea right wing is just becoming fucking massive everywhere. unfortunately the boomers did not die in time and they will all keep power for another 15 years because people live to 110 now

>>87434
young people, specfiically young men are leaning right in the US but young people in general lean left here (under 30)

tbh hard times produce conservatives every time. as the world becomes hard and resources become scarce conservatism blooms because people jump to blaming INSERT ETHNIC MINORITY HERE or THE GAYS before any other reason

people are literally blaming having women and black people in the fire department for the natural disaster that happened in LA this week.....

>>87441
tbh half ur country lived under soviet control which was super racist and had an anti gay secret police so...

>>87444
well its the same in the US its the midwest and american south that are huge drivers of conservatism and they are both economically devasted by history

the south still hasnt recovered from how bad industry and economy was damaged from the civil war unironically and the midwest had a huge economic boom in the early 1900s that went away with production moving over seas

im waiting to receive ur transmission

>>87449
i dont visit any porn videos or websites or anything like that so im safe :)

>>87450
we have entire abandoned cities in the midwest. cities that used to have 3 million people have like 2000 now its insane

>>87453
i dont have a camera...

also im not a man....

>>87461
xD

if you want to do blackmail you have to lead with a little bit of real blackmail. message their mom a naked pic or something jsut to show you mean buisness

im not a mtf I transitioned to cis woman sry

>>87469
why be a transwoman just choose to be a cis woman instead lmao

#uwu (USER WAS UWU'D FOR THIS POST)

i was scared I was actually banned lmao

it had my old ban message there lmao

>>87477
LMAO

>>87484
pick mes.

people who want to be racist/right wing and cope really hard

theres a lot of black folks in america who are literally like pro white pride its really wierd

not "a lot", more than you would expect i mean. fringe wierdos. probably the same amount as nazi femboys

>>87493
T_T

today on 4chan I said I would date an indian man in a thread and I got like 9 replies from angry racists along the lines of

INDIAN BROWN POO HANDS TYPED THIS POST

:(

I knew a really hot indian guy a few years ago haha

>>87506
yea you right 100%

I hate how watered down twink has become like a normal looking guy is considered a twink now

>>87512
is that actually little sam? no way he was always a giant

>>87515
BASEDDDD

>>87515
why do you keep having random numbers in your posts

>>87522
lmaooo homestuck is such a dead meme zoomers have no idea what homestuck is T_T

also it was really bad once they had their second season or whatever and replaced all the characters i liked with new nobodies

>>87526
i will date anyone who is not shitty and sensitive of my horrible sex negative insanity and horrifically low self esteem lmao

>>87533
yea I believe in monogomy and mutual support but unfortunately i dont go outside....

>>87536
i cant read it now

>>87534
I think I would need to meet someone first. I made some accounts on dating websites and got like 2000 likes from men a day and it was really intimidating so I uninstalled im a virgin and I know these middle age men went to fuck nad I feel like I have nothing to fofer them

anyone else have that experience on dating websites? T_T

i know ther are ones that are more for actual relationships....

>>87560
idk how to have sex so that means ill probably die alone at 30

30 year olds dont expect virgins or people who are afraid of sex

if I got SRS I would be willing to date but I cant afford it... :(

>>87568
no it specifically NOT covered

it is explicitly called out as not covered

its a 'cosmetic' surgery lmao kms

>>87574
i think comparing cis cosmetic surgery needs and trans cosmetic surgery needs is REALLY dangerous and bad let me explain why.

First BPD is explicitly horrible for cosmetic surgery. regret for surgery for BPD people is like 80%. trans gender affirming surgeries are sub 10% its not even comparable. so medicinally they arent comparable.

Secondly it makes it out like feeling ugly is the same as not being able to live as your birth gender which is insanely FUCKEDDDD

I do agree that I wish that genuinely ugly people had better access to cosmetic surgery but they arent comparable at all to suffering with GD

made it 30 as a virgin thats why my transition went pretty well I had wizard powers

>>87597
UHHH NOT THAT COLORED OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

racist AIIIIIII

AHHHH

>>87608
i like the beatles contrarians hating hte beatles fo rno reason get fuckedddd

john lennon deserved to get shot tho piece of shit

>>87613
they were literally just guys who sounded horny but I guess tahts the websites I was using tinder and taimi were free

>>87613
I dont believe in religion

>>87617
lennon deserves to be beaten with baseball bats paul mcartnery deserves to be an immortal treasure bringing joy for hundreds of years

no love for Geroge :( :( :(