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Its gonna be fun tbh
But im just in a time crunch
oh rip gone already
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@opworm new paging feature prevents us from searching in the entire thread
o-opwormsiblings??
we JOB to thread searches....
>>124555↪
im very togglepilled i think we should just have a massive settings menu and have all of these things be options. It does increase maintenance and compatibility work a lot tho...
>>124557↪
toggles make da world go round tbh, user customisation is necessary imo when diff choices are mutually exclusive.....
work go up is the unfortunate consequence of UI + UX improvements
at least in this case, the old "show entire ass thread" format used to be used so could be slapped back in
but.... 30k post limit....... will be ouchie.... to load @ once
>>124558↪
at the moment the dev cost is kind of absurd compared to the userbase, like a whole number percent of active users are also active developers, i think stuff like this might make a lot more sense once we have more users
altho i do agree, and for whatever my opinion is worth i will support togglepilling the site :3
ai posts?
gambling is bad
government stooges are turning the guatemalans trans
!boymodewng
i'm a government stooge
fear not cove holden for i am here i have a doctors checkup routine one today
>>124576 ⤵↪
gud meowning anon
#ksay cove holden
hi kitty :3
!boymodewng
!boymodewng
!boymodewng
now you've been disappeared
ow
does anyone know why voice messages were removed from brainworms?
watch this i can read your runes illegally
!boymodewng
what the FR*ck that used to work
!boymodewng
hahahahhahahahah
!boymodewng
>>124587↪
#bleet (link to bleet)
!boymodewng
!boymodewng
ugh time to go to WORK
!boymodewng
this is NOT BULLSHIT
!boymodewng
Farewell and adieu, hereinafter referred to as "the termination of all present interactions and engagements," is hereby executed pursuant to the regulatory statutes governing conversational disengagement protocols, thereby effectuating a mutual cessation of communicative exchange, in perpetuity, until such time as a subsequent reinstatement of dialogue is duly initiated.
Where is my ancient persian and calculus
>>124582↪
>>124590↪
they're still there i think, the mic input is just hidden by default...
settings (top right) -> extra -> show mic button
damn deepseek is NOT schizophrenic enough
sometimes i sleeeped and sometimes im awakkeddd :D :D :D
gm melon gang
>>124609↪
i feel like i just summoned a ghost or smth like this is the ring but an audio clip please dont kill me
My psychic influence must have gone back in time and told opwormie how cool toggles are
i miss robin williams he was a cool guy :(
aaaaaaAAAAAaaAAaaaaaaaa frens i thought i had a 3 month supply of all my medications but i only have like 2 more weeks of spiro
i gotta speed run figuring out how to get more in finland
Your balls should be inert
but they can come back cant they...
im on spiro mono
not really if you are on a good regimen of hrt
t. mono E with no AA
idk i just switched from injections to pills again cuz pills r more common in finland
oh damn :(
i would see if you can still do injections because injections are just better
ya but they dont like to prescribe them here
even still idk if you even need an AA at this point. your T should be annihilated
its p low in all my tests but still... scary... i kinda wanna keep taking aa's just for peace of mind
spiro has awful health effects is it worth it to spress normal female levels of test?
idk i dont ever want that stuff back in my system
i get that. i couldn't do spiro it almost killed me
ive tolerated it p decently
mono E chads rise up
i guess if i can figure out a place to get diy hormones from i could switch to mono
hmmm i know someone in the uk who diys i'll ask her
ask hrt gen on 4chan they normally have good advice if one is up.
ok
i do think of you are years on hrt though you probably shouldn't need an AA anymore because you aren't making test.
your whole body should be on the estrogen operating system
my understanding is the reason doctors started proscribing AAs is it makes the regimen take faster. once your are years on HRT you have no androgens to anti. the estrogen will keep your balls deactivated
>put something lumpy in my drink
>drink it
>wtf theres something lumpy
also you could always consider an orchi if u haven't had srs
i want the snibbidity snabiddidi toilet but i can't afford :(
Its a fucking racket. do you know how much it cost to get a dog neutered? Like 45 fucking dollars. Do you know how much it costs for a human with the SAME EXACT FUCKING MEDICINE AND PROCEDURE AND LEVEL OF SANITATION AND CARE??? Like thousands of dollars FOR NO GODDAMN REASON ITS THE SAME THING ITS THE SAME EXACT THING IF THERE WASNT FURRY DOG THERE THE SURGEON COULDNT EVEN TELL THE DIFFERENCE UNDER THE IPERATING SHEET THINGY
>>124649↪
ugh i want orchi so much is such bs the eunuchs of yore lived long healthy lives so why is there even any like gatekeeping around orchi just let me yeet that shit
i wonder if i could find a back alley veterinarian to do it
how do i motivate myself to get orchi
>>124657↪
ummmm mayyyyybbbbeeeeeee all the trans stuff in finland u have to go through this one clinic with like a 2 year wait time
>>124661↪
testicular torsion and get admitted to the ER and run out on the bill and ignore the bill collectors they arent allowed specific details about your case because of HIPPA violations and also it wont lower your credit rating. Unironically you can run out on medical debt your entire life and suffer exactly 0 repercussions except annoying assholes call you or show up at your door sometimes
MEDICAL DEBT IS A LIE IT DOESNT EXIST
it sounds like a good idea but i think im too much of a coward to give myself testicular torsion
YOU CAN JUST DECIDE NOT TO PAY IT AND NOTHING HAPPENS
>>124668↪
did you see the John Oliver bit where he bought like 40 million in medical debt for 40k usd and forgave it all? sent all the people a letter saying there debt was forgiven.
they get your name and a dollar number and thats literally it
debt trading its something that should be punishable by death
If you just simply say "no that's not me and this state has castle laws and i am heavily armed and extremely litigious" they will run like the scared little fucking babies they are
apparently people still win legal battles all the time if they do to court over it, because its legally true you have no financial agreement with whatever scam company buys your debt
they rely on scaring you but at the end of the day they are private citizens and they have zero authority over you and if they do anything illegal they can be areested for it
they just want old people to pay
>>124676↪
>Massachusetts 278-8a Section 8A. In the prosecution of a person who is an occupant of a dwelling charged with killing or injuring one who was unlawfully in said dwelling, it shall be a defense that the occupant was in his dwelling at the time of the offense and that he acted in the reasonable belief that the person unlawfully in said dwelling was about to inflict great bodily injury or death upon said occupant or upon another person lawfully in said dwelling, and that said occupant used reasonable means to defend himself or such other person lawfully in said dwelling. There shall be no duty on said occupant to retreat from such person unlawfully in said dwelling.
based?
Switzerland defense just make it clear it will be an uphill battle for basically nothing, and theyll drop it and go away
"i will shoot you and then sue you" has always worked for me
ok but all of this goes back to step 1: giving myself tescular torsion. idk i dont like pain
>>124682↪
yep stand your ground is shitty and used to justify a lot of terrible killings but medical debt collectors aren't people and the buddha doesnt care if you kill them
i had a dream this morning i had a few dates with a guy and it was going well and then i went back to his place and we ended up having sexx and then when he woke up and saw me candidly with my hair all messed up he vomited because he realized he had sex with a man :) thank u brain hehehe
we should pull all the worms out..
i smell a deleteposter...
delete poster :3
i've never seen u do that
i try not to but i think it every teim
brainmaxx
i can never enjoy this meme because the reeses puffs commerical is so funny and hype to me that its all i can hear hehehe
REESES PUFFS
REESES PUFFS
EAT EM UP
EAT EM UP
EAT EM UP
EAT EM UP
U MUST CONSUME!!
idk what reeses puffs are im european
you know reeses pieces candy?
dont think i do?
idk i dont think i ever saw them around here
well Reeses Puffs are basically that made into a cereal
ah, its like peanut buttery?
Okay silly story time:
8 months ago I made a post on a youtube short about a new york pizza place saying 'New York Italian guys like this make the best slice, sorry thats just how it is! :)'
And I still get insanely malding replies from northern italians saying sicilians arent people like every other week or so LMAO
like and I reply to all of them like LMAOOOO italians think they own pizza get that shitty bread ass looking outta my face FR
Making c*s uncomfortable is gods will
>>124722↪
yea I get replies from like 'If you actually come to italy and see a guy whos skin is this dark you will know we do not call these people as Italians'
if i woke up and realized i had sex with a transer i would be like THANK FUCKING GOD i thought it was a nightmare and i accidentally did sex on a cis
italians try not to be racist against their own people challenge level: impossible
literally the italian city state civil wars are still alive lol
Yea so its literally just italian dudes malding over
1. all the americans calling the italian guy italian (we call people who immigrate here what culture they come from very often, like peopel identify really strongly with their heritage in america)
2. our pizza is better than theirs
lol
American Pizza > italian pizza
the rules of the kitchen are meant to be broken
americans are better at pizza because they have no inhibitions about it. americans will say fuck the sauce, fuck the cheese, we're putting apples and cinnamon and sugar on this and calling it apple pie pizza and it's fucking immaculate. italians could never comprehend the idea
it's like a tomato cheese cake and its awful
better than the flat nyc slice
>>124737↪
yea I have no problem iwth italian pizza hehe. its good but its different. and most plcaes in the world emulate a NYC style pizza not an italian one
>>124736↪
>>124741 ⤵↪
WRONG. WRONG. INSANELY WRONG. i bet you dont even like it so oily that there is just orange juice DRIPPING outta the damn slice. I bet you dont even walk down the block with that shit folded in half fr fr. if you cant eat a pizza while walking and eating IT AINT A PIZZA GET THA FUCK OUTTA HEREEE
tbh i think the flat slice is the worst type
>>124740↪
nah soz i like my pizza to fill me. pan pizzas are a personal fave, i know this is a dominos pic but ive made a few irl and it was always worth it over traditional
sometimes i kind of love america so much
i just hate our government and everyone who wants us to be only wh*teoids
Thats not real america
Real america is a bunch of violent insane freaks from every country on earth all getting together to love guns and being fat. thatsr real america
you could argue america has never had soul
>>124754↪
BASEDDD
>>124756↪
Nah, that's not trueee. America is something built by waves of immigrants. its literally has a texture and identity like nowhere else on planet earth. its one of the few places you can move to and truly say "im an american" even in trumps rightoid shitty world.
there are lots of amazing and wonderful things about america even with all the bad thingsss im america pilled and I pray for my country to overcome this dark moment in our history and culture....
ya as much as i kinda dont like the way america has gone i still like the idea of america :<
americas culture is capitalism
altho i kinda feel like the more u peel back the surface layers the uglier it gets... rly the american ideal has never existed, its always just been something we use to justify our way of life
>>124760↪
kind of. an insane amount of american identity in the last 15 years is just foreign interference. its really fucked up. the entire right got psyopd by russian and isreali military shitposters. i legitimately 100% believe this. the DoJ last year busted a shit ton of rightoid podcasters for being paid hundreds of thousands of USD to spread anti tranny propoganda from Russia. Tim Poole was a big one, he was literally getting paid by russia as an agent to use his platform to spread divisive rhetoric (which was the biggest platform that Trump ran on btw)
>>124760↪
America's REAL culture is hyperindividual capitalism like your neighbor making moonshine whiskey and selling it out the back of his broken pickup truck. Corporations and wage theft and shit are deeply antiamerican and sinfun
sinful
YEEHAW FUCK THE LAW is what real american hillbillies and patriots say
>>124761↪
I think thats actually not true. Like free slaves and immigrants have fought and earned their place in our country and that IS the american dream. like the progress we have made is hard fought and we should take pride as americans in the progress we have made and fight not to lose it.
i mean except for the fact that trump one and it is so over #itsover (124)
did you know a bunch of american moonshiners went to WAR with the IRS
They did a big standoff with guns and shot the fuck out of the IRS because they wanted tax money for their moonshine so the government tried to do prohibition and it didnt work because we are fucking alcoholics and its our god given right to make booze and not pay federal taxes
>>124767↪
idk i kinda feel like thats american brainwashing... to me it feels like the american dream has always been reserved for the most privileged members of our society, and its only been through struggle and strife that it has become available to more ppl
>>124762↪
MUH OIL!!!
>>124763↪
idk maybe, but like individual capitalism hasn't been a thing in ages, mainly cause globalization and unification of efforts is like cheaper / more profitable than having individuals do anything on their own
>>124775↪
i genuinely think like even the poor people in shitty states still have a better QoL than MOST of the world, but also imo that didnt exist when the country was founded. the country was founded by rich white guys who wanted to not pay taxes and owna bunch of slaves. but the fabric of america changed forever after we had WAVES and WAVES and WAVEs of immigrants from europe, china, central and south america. and many of those people do come here and not only live good lives but become wealthy and influential people. the american dream is alive because we still have MILLIONS of people trying to live here and make it.
the american dream isnt the american reality. its the american dream, its what makes people come here and become americans.
>>124777↪
i think there was a time in the last century when the quality of life for the average person went up precipitously, and for a while maybe it was one of the better places to live for the average person... i dont think thats true anymore though, the greed of the ruling classes has led our leadership to pillage and gut the institutions that once made it a great country
no luxury thats bougioise and also non america
Gay is america and being a lil bit communist is america but luxury is a fucking scam
>>124777↪
its true that ppl make it but i think there is a strong representation bias... so many ppl get chewed up and spit back out by the american system and we just never hear of them, but (and this has been getting more and more true over the past few decades) the gains of the few successful ppl are made on the suffering of the rest
we need america to undergo a horrific economic crash so we can get our own personal fdr of the 21st century
i fucking hate humans the guy next to me on the bus is watching facebook shorts without headphones what the fuck is wrong with people i hope he dies
i dont think rugged individualism works :/
if u ask me there should be no billionaires.. the american dream shouldnt be a lottery, it should be something practical that everyone can achieve not through luck but through earnest work
glare at him with potent side eye and also cast a curse upon him
>>124790↪
yea but thats not the American dream tho.
the american dream is a wild and crazy place where anyone can become rich and evil hehe
>>124794↪
it is to me.. the wealth divide in this country wasnt always so pronounced, i think the system has been transformed over the past few decades and we've been conned into thinking this is how it should be
>>124795↪
yea I agree. I mean I am very socialist. I believe in high taxes, redistribution of wealth, inheritence tax, conservative fiscal policy, and abandoning our addiction to line go up. I believe in a strong bearocracy and federal employment and I believe in DEI initiatives and civil rights protections. and tbh we have had those things. its just they are being torn down now and I legitimately think a huge part of that is an intentional foreign attack on american identity by interests that want us to collapse from within
the rich have been consolidating their power and their hold over our society more and more and it has been at the expense of everyone else
the american dream is a vague concept to keep the clock ticking
>>124800↪
that is true pretty much everywhere in the world except a few select places though unfortunately :(
the consolidation of wealth is a global problem. its really bad in china and russia and EU as a whole as well.
it practically just serves as a hope for people who work way too hard in comparison to their pay
>>124790↪
you cant remove luck from the equation its impossible, also just cuz u work hard doesnt mean u should be rich, i can work hard on something that no one cares about and no one is obligated to pay me for it
>>124805↪
you cant remove luck but by designing the system better you can make luck less of a determining factor in one's ability to lead a decent life
>>124806↪
This.
what I hope for is a new FDR type president to come along and rebuild the country similar to FDR. but to have an FDR we need a dustbowl and great depression. which means we have to let Trump (herbert hoover) run the country literally into a global catastrophe that collapses the entire world economy before we can rebuild again.
sometimes history isnt cyclical and we can break out of these molds
>>124805↪
>i cant work ard on something that no one cares about and no one is obligated to pay me for it
i disagree, like being able to tell "what is important" and what isn't is really hard, and you may just create something that has a HUGE value in the future.
>>124811↪
I know I'm just saying there's other ways out of bad situations than waiting for things to get terrible and then get 1 good leader ever for one moment in time and have things improve a bit before they start the steady descent into madness again
god this bus driver is awfuk
>>124813↪
as a civilization? yes. as an individual? idk not really. Progressives unfortunately have to be slaves to the democrats in america for just a shred of political power. there isnt really anything anyone could do to make dems win this election because they REFUSED to be hard on isreal. its that simple.
it's possible to do something else too
Like uproot the establishment
not many of them that don't sacrifice your own life in the process but,,
I'm just saying it's possible
>>124823↪
and i'm saying that people should be paid for it regardless, society has enough 'value' to be able to afford that
all im saying is mario is my new brother in law
i just wish trannies werent targeted thats the only thing i care about
>>124829↪
we need solidarity with other minority groups unironically the idea between the BIPOC pride flag makes sense. we are both targeted by these conservative powers we need to band together. accepting the discrimination of brown people in this country if its okay for trannies just means they wont move to help us when we are under the gun. solidarity is important.
>>124836↪
idk I think in the US there is a lot of solidarity between POC activism and LGBT activism. its a very close overlap that agrees on almost all the issues.
sounds like we need another luigi tbh
they havent learned their lesson lmaooo
I cant find it but theres that one old renaissance painting of christ being taken to the crucifixion by the romans thats framed basically exactly the same as the perp walk photos
>>124838↪
i think the POC activism part is mostly progressive and doesnt take into the account the values of the broader black community in america, which tends to be more conservative then you think
what is the european dream
>>124846↪
nah black people arent conservative. homophobic, yes, but not homophobic in a 'strip your rights' kind of way.
t. went to 90% black school
>>124846↪
okay but thats less and less true of younger generations, young people of color are basically universally leftists whereas young white men are still like 55:45 republican:democrat
and by black people I mean, the majority of black people as shown by their voting distribution and my personal anecdotes.
obviously no group is a monolith
>>124848↪
yeah and this its a lot less destructive in the ways it does manifest compared to the white "we must destroy the enemy shit" its more just like "haha yucky gross go away" and i'd rather the latter any day
i fucking guess but neither shouldn't exist
>>124852↪
yea if cowboys want to bully their kids for acting gay at any point like thats bad but thats different from a concerted political effort to demonize all of LGBT as a fascist movement thats coming to groom your kids and rape women and gay marriage is child abuse etc. its literally different.
Id rather be made fun of than fucking killed
i can deal with my dad being shitty, i cant deal with the state and all of its resources trying to eliminate me
>>124853↪
if said cowboy votes for biden hes better than a conservative who acts nice to your face and puts trump into power
>>124826↪
you should be paid to be able to work hard, not because you work hard (unless generating value), for example you can have ubi and you can work hard or not thats your choice
>>124848↪
>>124849↪
yeah i dont fully understand wyy even tho i have researched it for some weird reason young white men go far right very easily idk all the exact reasons why, and yes its mainly white people who like actually try to make it illegal to be lgbt, like the legislative transphobia and legislative homophobia stuff, in spite of the fact interpersonal transphobia/homophobia is more evently distributed across racial lines
>>124859↪
aaaaaahh!!! i get it now, i didnt see your edit prior..!! sorry for misinterpreting it, like the exact opposite way.. D:
>>124861↪
i mean it kind of makes sense. conservatism became the new rebellious subculture. unironically its chaotic and rebellious now to be conservative so it appeals to young white guys in a way that young punkers and anarchists was popular in the 1980s. my dad was a punker and from the sounds of it all his politics pretty much amounted to 'what go him laid' and now hes a magatard that started with him being mad about having to pay taxes.
whites have a deep cultural ethic? motif? to be different and hate their dads. if their dad is just a normal guy who supports centrism its going to push you right if you want ot be different.
if i could turn this earth into a smoldering pit of fire i would
>>124863↪
so in this case you mean, the odd and terrifhing thing about young white men who are way more far right than their dads
yay i bought more hrt
i love girl juice
#cat /ᐠᓀ ﻌ ᓂマ
#catbounce >^•-•^<
#fish 🐟
#fsh
#fish 🐟
i have to do my shot today
it would be better to do it every 5 days butt its a pain to do it every 5 days :(
i did my shot last night o_O
ive been doing every 7 days but umm i was two days late this time o_O
>>124886↪
yeaaaaa that tends to be tideous, im sorta oscilating between 7-9days EEn (mostly cause i sometimes forget)
i def get tired on the weekends because of low hormones so I supplement with sublingual
my levels are fine though, cause EEn gives you enough wiggleroom so it's all gonna be fine
trends are powerful okay, who do you think watches andrew tate content? 14 year old white boys, unironically lmao. not wanting gay people in video games and UFC is literally a pipeline to the alt right.
i bought een
i had been using valerate up to now cause thats what i was prescribed
>>124891↪
i was a bit chuddy at 14 years old but it was mostly just a fear thing like i had to say homophobic stuff to avoid getting beat up is how i felt, and two laters later at 16 as my dysphoria skyrocketed I very very quickly left the far rightist chud mentality
oops meant to say but i saw an ad for it yesterday
i had the other pizza i posted yesterday tho c: finland has this pizza chain i like called koti pizza
irony aside im glad you immediately sidestepped that line of thinking.
ugh i wish i had educated myself abt lgbt ppl i didnt rly until i found out what transition was and by then i was 20 :/ the closest idea i had was eunuchs and castrati lol and i read a whoooooole lot abt them but everything i read said oh this was an antiquated barbaric practice that isnt done anymore
>>124906↪
oh yeah soon as i saw eunuchs in documentaries i wanted to become one it was just i knew i couldnt diy it and couldnt get my orchiectomy until about a year ago
my orchestra teacher taught us abt castrati kinda just as a funny joke when i was like 12 but from that day on i was like O_O why cant i do that????
>>124909↪
ever since i learned about male puberty as well as testosterone and eunuchs i knew i had to get an orchiectomy because i was terrified of testosterone disfiguring my body and leaving me chronically depressed forever
>>124912↪
r9k??? tell me more??? interesting cuz that board is usually not trans related afaik sounds like good luck >>124906↪ i remember krissu i was never interested in and never gave a shit about drag queens, cause drag queens dont usually do anything to get rid of their testosterone, so it was weird i heard so much talk about drag queens throughout my life yet eunuchs fascinated me and made me feel way more inspired
>>124914↪
idk it was several years ago at around 2018/2019 where the femboy lust was at its peak. i remember hearing about hrt and trans people on the board but it always struck me as an impossible standard until my best friend at the time started a discord server full of lolcow robot people. which ended up turning into a trans server after they began posting invites on /mtfg/
idk if i should leave my house and meet up with some frens today
id need to go shower like now
hmmmmm
>>124906↪
i found out about trannies at like 14 or 15 because I had a friend who liked anime a lot and browsed /a/ and somehow I ended up on lgbt and saw the mtf thread and I was already reading gender bender comedy manga from japan then i found out about hormones and got really excited and told my parents and my dad said I was making this up as a way of manipulating him and making him feel bad and called me a faggot and then he a few months later he assaulted me and kicked me out. so I made a plan to transition as quickly as I could and 15 years later I did it and now im a hon :)
#8ball (yep)
ok doing it
i mean things are so grim and so bad now even drag queens are hated now, but like afaik its always been way more taboo to be a eunuch than to be a drag queen, cause, i mean, a lot of far right men have a ton of anxiety about the orchiectomy procedure existing
imagine the taste...
a lot of my early closest trans buds were from r9k
>>124917↪
awwww omg i found out abt transitioning in 2019 too like right at the start of 2019 because of a meme on r/tf2 lol
i wish i never repped tho lol
im so sorry thats horrible
>>124934↪
he almost died and tbh i was kind of mad because I havent seen him for 3 years since transitioning lol
ya wtf
i want him to see me so that when he dies he knows im a faggot
im a little older than you
we're transisters c:
c:
when i came out my parents were like well we kinda suspected this and i just thought gee thx for helping guys
I feel like we are similar type of transwomen too the super self hating dysphoric type lolll
>>124934↪
me too that sounds awful >>124944↪ yeah so many of us and for some reason almost always trans women more so than trans men, our transitions get delayed because our lives are so violently out of control for so long generally
>>124948↪
yea actually hes a perma virgin at 30 lol very wierd guy but nice enough. was very aggressive about gendering me correctly and stuff which was kind of nice hehe
>>124949↪
i remember sadchan i knew i needed to get an orchiectomy by the time i was 16 years old, and i almost got an orchiectomy in my late 20s, i ended up getting one finally in my 30s and fortunately with almost no testosterone in my body past my late 20s, i was scared as fuck about like you know not getting fixed
>>124949↪
>very aggressive about gendering me correctly
aww thats kinda wholesome..
i lowkey wish i had someone in my life whom i knew like for a long time.
I didn't really have a social circle irl prior to like moving away and transitioning.
so idk what it's like.
i dont talk to him often like .5 times a year but hes an interesting person. last time I talked to him he was talking about the next time he visits japan he wants to visit a brotherl but was really scared too lmao
my childhood friend became transitioned to being a man
i've known him since we were both in primary school
>>124953↪
>>124952↪
i prevented my body from any more masculinizing at around the age of like 27, and got my orchiectomy one year ago, i lived in terror for so damn long, i'm glad i stopped getting testosterone in my body at 27 instead of like 50 or something which was my deepest fear
>>124956↪
better late than never T_T
it really didnt accelerate for me until like the YEAR Before i finally could get on HRT. not all late transitioners are because they 'didnt realize' until they are 30. i knew from 10 i just couldnt access it. :(
>>124951↪
it was mostly funny to me cause of this
>>124924↪
>anxiety about the orchiectomy procedure existing
>>124958↪
white men are literally the biggest fucking snowflake fragile babies in the world its fucking insane
>>124965 ⤵↪
i know that, most trans men start transition from like 18 to 25, meanwhile most trans women start transition at 30, and i think its cause the double standard of violence, i technically transitioned slightly earlier than most trans women at 27
call any white man short he will chimp out even if hes 6 5 lmao
hiii solluxanon
i feel like cats and dogs do this because they are evolved to have spatial awareness through their feet because they cant see behind them so its literally like blinding them
I was able to start transing at 27 just because i finally got lucky, i even almost got an orchiectom yat that age
idk past your puberty it's more about genetics than it is about age anyway, like i started at 20 but idk.
maybe it's worms, im not sure, but i really feel like im really bad off.
>>124924↪
I don't understand the last part because testicular cancer is among the more aggressive cancers and one of the main treatments for it is an orchiectomy
>>124957↪
i know the feel sadchan, of wanting to transition since like puberty started yet not being allowed to its a horrible feeling, i transitioned only slightly earlier than you, and it was mainly cause i finally got lucky i took some risks and it was worth it, i couldnt transition any earlier cause i had so little control over my life and there was so much violent literally violent gender policing
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>south park
>south kino
>kino
>2025
>>124970↪
this is a FUCKING MYTH and is NOT TRUE. the masculinization that occurs in mid 20s is insanely potent.
besides people have been cutting off their penises for centuries.
>>124985↪
>>124984↪
its both but to say if you missed puberty it doesnt make a difference is insanely disingenious. you continue having new terminal hairs all the way to your 50s, most mens bones keep growing until 25, you put on large amounts of muscle in your late 20s, male pattern baldness is a life progression and you can have irreversible hair loss, male patternvisceral fat deposits can take decades to decades to die off.
Like I'm a regular guy and I remember that my voice didn't drop until I was like 14
>>124986↪
actually the bones can keep growing until 50, not most of the bones but some of them, thats the reason why like, a lot of us, our greatest fear is the thought of having to start transition at 50
*zaps you with the john50fication beam*
Saying if you missed puberty it doesn't matter is a fucking like, dangerous myth that can fuck transwomen over very badly. Its always better to trasnition earlier if you ahve the option to do it safely....
>>124994 ⤵↪
sry i wasnt mad at you more PTSD from literaly regards on /tttt/ spouting off about what makes a 'lateshit' with no understanding of the changes the body goes through in your 20s.
I love reading 4chan's lgbt board as a regular guy because they're arguing and nitpicking about each other is highly entertaining. I've never seen such a dramatic group of people
and 20 is much better than 30. the more time you live with T the worse it is. it continues changing and molding your body for your entire life until around your 50s when your hormones taper off.
im about to turn 24 is it over #oracle (cringe but checked)
no i haven't done anything lol
All the memes about Twink death are directly applicable to trans women lol
i would recommend anyone with androgenic dysphoria to not allow their body to keep getting disfigured until they are 50
if you dont tranistion you will experience 'twink death' and stop being a boy and become a fucking actual man
nah you don't want to see that
i have done nothing so there is nothing attractive there
>>125004↪
yes twinkdeath, ever since i learned twinkdeath existed and shit i knew i had to prevent it from happening to me
i think i still look pretty young. like im not white so that may play into peoples view of me
>>125012↪
tbh for fem gays who want to preserve their looks i think its totally valid to take HRT to prevent twink death xD
i am so glad i dont have balls anymore cuz those things would have eventually given me twinkdeath and made me into a john50
>>125018↪
>>125015↪
valid point tho i read horror stories of like a trans women who went into a coma and qanother trans woman in prison denied hrt and they both heavily masculinized and thats when i came to the conclusion hrt isnt enough i need an orchiectomy
work over gtg wormies
Philosophy Tube please KILL YOURSELFFFF
i remember when i was in grade school the later grades, and they had puberty class, and told me that my body would basically eventually turn into a john50 bod, and that a lot of the john50fication was gonna happen in just a few years, and i was scared as fuck. i was horrified when i learned androgenic hair existed and that i was about to develop it
everyone ages. i feel like a lot of people want to remain a virile 20 year old forever and that trying to stop it is an affront against life
well aso I dont want to age too lol i guess
>>125028↪
that's kinda weird. I still remember in secondary school they took the girls to watch the old walt disney movie about mensturation and the boys watched some like 1990s tape about puberty during the lunch time and it was very boring like just figures and diagrams about like your voice changing and the descending of the balls
>>125034↪
i had a textbook on it in a class called health class. we covered male and female genitalia with like in depth graphs and such and also it had sections on drug and alcohol addiction and a bunch of other topics like that. basically just a class on understanding how to make healthy safe choices I think classes like that are important. i was very like ahead of the other high school kids on understanding that stuff though so it was really boring but I see the value for someone who was insanely sheltered
i was sharing too much information there
i didnt see it, but you cant overshare more than me hehehe
I dislike this guys lighting setup
dont bully jammi pleasee
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worrmie tube is poppin
MELON GANG
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i had such a bad sleep i kept waking up
dont eat guac before u sleep
itll fuck u up
lmao u had the guac sweats
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im a weird dog
i saw a red light underneath my plate of food and i thought i was actually losing it but it was just my phone
echidnas are such silly guys
thats knuckles
experiment
look at this silly irishman doing wood crafts
very wholesome man
theres something sus about him...
NO
hes wholesome
hes not a rapist or into wierd porn or going to harass minorities online
hes killed someone for sure
i hate men
ur right
:(
its possible though, that the person he killed, was worthy of death
a healthcare CEO?
potentially
going thru old pics is rlly weird
i keep finding pics from when i had no idea how to take care of my eyebrows
i still kinda dont know, but its better at least
easier to just shave them off tbh
My favorite things about estrogen are, no androgenic hair/mpb stuff, and my cheeks and thighs seem to be getting progressively bigger iwth time, my mother had very thick thighs and very thick cheeks and the longer i am on estrogen the more it seems like my thighs and cheeks expand, which makes me feel way better than becoming a john50
>never pet a seal
this is fucking big sea lion propoganda
you draw them on after
doesn't look right most of the time unless you have a steady hand
so i just dont do it and use a keyboard instead :3
maybe i should learn how to do steno, it seems like a fun hobby, to be able to type like 250wpm
>>125077↪
you know whats interesting sadchan is that the average male body actually has more genetic mutations than the average female body, and like well, a lot of what i like about estrogen is it just, it feels a lot less extreme to the human body than testosterone for lack of better term, the stuff it does is nice, and it feels less holy shit yes it is me anon how did youy know??
lol is that you kitty
>>125100↪
im giggling about how you knew it was me i find it touching and hilarious for some reason and now i am curious how you knew
im on sealtube :)
kitty here gonna play sum planetside 2 to keep my vrain occupied while waiting on my doctors checkup, i really really love all my cherished wormies, you wormies never change and are the nycest people
oh
#catbounce >^•-•^<
#catbounce >^•-•^<
#fish 🐟
>>125114↪
i like that game its funnn but its only fun like 1/5 of the time but when it is good its soooo coool
>>125119↪
i like shootgun auto turret engie, shootgun light assault, and smg infiltrator inside of a lightning tank
>>125121 ⤵↪
#hug
im a bad person
how r u all today melons???
c: im ok i was helping my mom make dinner
ya c: my mom is the best
death
okay I doomscrolled for 2 hrs i have to cut off today no more doom scrolling
https://streamable.com/3wtw6l
dungeon almost wiped except ppl saw the danger before it got to us
somehow pulled a fuckton of mobs
i never did that dungeon in vanilla because its in a weird place to go too, but I did the cataclysm version a bunch of times as a level 85 heroic
yeah hardcore