But I can never tell how

was there anyone really great who listened to lots of music? I don't know yes or no

#ksay youtube

rose you tripping these days

are you good?

.play something comforting porter

feelsbadman I hope authorkun is ok :<
>>395886

I can kinda get it these memes from people you don't even know are kinda inhuman and I don't actually care about some video game raid

>>395900
waow..

Sometimes I read some people saying 'after I started transitioning my anxiety just disapeared and I was able to focus' and then I see lots of other people who are still feeling aweful and don't think those with smol dysphoria should

It always makes me anxious

waaah I already have bipolar and bpd but not bdd

Honestly I just need to change my thinking strategies

😭

I hate bpd and bipolar I want to be reliable and good and my mind to be a nice place and not to be vain and to feel loved and happy and comfortable and others to feel that way too

I wonder if there's a direct mechanism by which estrogen increases vanity. Unlikely IMO

I bet it makes social rejection worse and that's the route

>>395932
mushroom defficiency mbe ; )

huh

me too nonny me too I'm scared a lot by a lot

God that would be so relieving to cry for a few hours straight rn

Sometimes I have times like that where I cry and I feel better for a few days but it's hard

yeah I haven't done anything but there are supposed to be men with good mental health

I wish I could just try estrogen without physical effects lol

Don't lotsa ciswomen have lots of pride flags n stuff? maybe this is the repper path to the promised land. marry a ciswoman and ID as a repper so she's all waow lgbt husband so proud and be happy with her or smth and transwomen not bothered

she'd want you to transition then she'd want to leave you though..

nuh uh

U need the newest vaccine shots

boom healthpill

God that stuff makes me sick with worry cuz what if it's true and also it's probably false and killing ppl with not taking vaccines

but like i reaaaally don't like the whole 'i know what's best' forcing things on crying people

that's epic!!!

in the mouth perhaps with a weapon in someone's pants

>>395963
LITERALLY me

>>395967
waow

Part of it is the people I want to talk to who have positive energy are trans or cisfem often. actually all of them I can think of. I could not do a fun david dees invite for my childhood friends, they'd sneer at it. tbh their gfs would too though.

>>395965
I feel like the options are 'be trans with cool other trans ppl and get to smile and actually talk about shit but you just have a nice life and don't have children or a country or really change things or anything, and you just fade from history' or be cis and just silence your mind and you probably don't get those either but there's a whiff of a chance. I was born and my parents didn't really want me, I feel a duty to have children too so they can have good lives and to continue things, even though it would make me less happy, but all the cool people I'd want to have around them I can't get as close to because I'm a man and unconfident

Yeah normalfags don't understant

I see women actually laughing and talking about books they liked in school with each other at the store. I guess I've laughed with my friends about over the top stories but idk there's never that seeing the beauty in eachothers' lives women get to have

#write what's the best hormone levels for mental health?

hormone levels vary wildly between individuals, but generally:

- **estradiol**: 100-200 pg/ml (transfeminine folks), or natural cycle ranges (cis women)
- **testosterone**: 300-1000 ng/dl (transmasc/amyab), lower if on feminizing hrt (like <50 ng/dl)
- **progesterone**: helps some ppl with mood (10-20 ng/ml if supplementing)
- **serotonin/dopamine**: not directly measured, but balanced e/t helps regulate these

lack of stable hormones (like fluctuating e levels or crushing t too fast) can mess with mood. get labs done, adjust under supervision, focus on consistency. avoid extremes—both too low and too high can cause issues. what's the best hormone levels for mental health?

That's evil I hate these people for not building countries and communities and families and strong followers and strong next generations

kinda hate myself for not doing that right now. I should be building a career and mentoring my younger friends and finding someone to have kids with and helping friends who have kids and all

I could go volunteer in the community but it feel fake I guess, My relationships with family feel fake too, I actually want them to be happy just like everyone but I feel like they ignore what's really important and are just being happy themselves as we don't head anywhere positive

I couldn't face having that on my record taking hormones. I hate how women exclude men and how men are tempted to be horrible to women and they need to

cuz ur nice and didn't drive us away, I'm being an emotional parasite rn sorry nona

: ) I love your self esteem ya know your having real values and despising evil

Because I don't really respect gender roles I guess. I've had it with stupid men and women and being left out and I have seen women be really dumb I thought and ignore me and I hate how they get to be happy while being less useful and real

>>395993
yeah that's true you gotta commit to things

>>396005
What do I do if it doesn't work?

>>396016
I take the estrogen, life is still crushing and soulless and rejects me, I stop, and now there's nothing to hope would make things different

oooo? oooooh!! forge hop

.play the card cheat the clash

poor aleixi

linux repper

>>396063
The sticker r cute tho

I'm a democracy respector so I'm with the dudes

how do they actually win though?

punch the gorilla?

kick it?

true if there are lotsa rocks or they can make spears

>>396087
U can have 100 kisses vs u #kiss

>>396099
#trvke the greeks agree

this has been deboonked the greeks agree

waow

>>396123
this is london calling

I used to smoke people I would put my mouth above our villiage's crematorium I would get high off them

>>396132
I do that too

One time I smoked up with some ashes from ashuitz but I felt guilty so I bough hitler's ashes online too and also smoked them

>>396145
What if the bullies are pouring cold water on you two and you have to cling to each other extra hard

>>396151
noooooo : < TAKE IT

>>396154
tell me if you see someone for me to cling to :<

>>396161
You need a pill organizer in a visible place rose

let's get you one NOW

#ksay roders

should people be allowed to be born AMAB?

How will we know they can be happy?

Can a democracy really have people with an entirely different role and goals and social circles?

>>396189
It's the thought that counts <3

>>396142
ur a endangered species u should be protected

>>396194
#suck

>>396195
#kiss you're a cute sack that's the shit

waow I never really went there

Kaguya.... deja vu but can't place it

kugaya

kayushka the russian song

oooh that was it

ur so smart randal

well only becaus you learned how

You're very good at learning cultures randal

so smart

I haven't learned ruski at all and you did it AS AN INFANT

pogger behavior gj

suka blya suka blyat suka blyat

can I summon you if I say it in the dark and give u a kiss?

Randal is the best boy <3
Randal is the best boy <3
Randal is the best boy <3

bloody randy

or maybe drunky randy

: O

oh true You're so good at cultures

I'm 0% irish genetically despite being american I'm not good at cultures

>>396251
true, being a russian you can always find my location (also my heart is yours so that helps)

^##^

>>396247
The queen ^~^

>>396259
How r u gonna do that do you think u can make canada rly rich n stuff? They have mineral extraction there maybe you can be a miner like they have in russia