>>508921
ah oki, that's good it comes off that way cause ya is the case just a broke student who wants a guy who is like, a little further in his life than i in mine basically lol. ty :)
i should tell guys i am an investment lol

>>508924
it's the reverse. my financial plan is to secure a job as an office assistant making at least $40k, to work through school. unless my brand takes off enough to quit.
but in dating it's like
even if i kinda would
i want to not get into anything long term unless it's someone with the capacity to invest in me in that way
like trying not to gold dig but i also can't afford to date no broke bitch is kinda the situation

>>508927
biomedical engineering, potentially (ideally) into certification in prosthetics and orthotics through a masters program, then either a phd or some kind of research experience whatever seems appropriate and that i can get to, for neuroscience/neuroengineering.
i want to research and develop bionics

>>508931
yeah and i am also more like school part time working full time soon and working full time on my political projects, it's a lot in my life already.
thus i can only date a guy who can sugar me out of my job

>>508932
>>508934
jej

>>508935
i have thought about that but my school is pretty affordable if i stay in the online track. and for now my previous employer is paying for it until i get a new job (kino arrangement)
and the loan system is currently being made worse as we speak lol
i never took out private loans when i dropped out the first time, just federal ones i never technically have to repay
i wanna keep it that way
i already have like $20k in medical debt and like $5k in other debts and $12k in federal student loans lol

hello daves sprites

hello lain also hi

EEP!

guys is my dating plan gold digging??
>meet someone who is cute and rich
>they give me money to do my stuff i wanna do
>money!

>>508940
hiii

no this is mine

>>508948
i feel called out

urs is like sensible

kek

mine is i want someone rich to take care of me

>>508953
1. categorically no i am committed this time after redesigning my major plan between schools. i am going very slow and may take 5-10 years to finish honestly, but i will finish at this school, unless i turn out to be just literally too stupid for o-chem or quantum mechanics or any of the other bullshit things this insane track requires i study
2. it's not about the money. if it was i would go be an electrician right now... actually, being an electrician instead of an office assistant while i finish college isn't a terrible idea, if i wanted to delay bachelor's a little further
but i just HAVE to study this. my singular goal in life is to invent a device i believe is possible to connect the corpus callosum remotely to another body and avert death by aging. this is the only way for me to learn if it's achievable and make a shot at it

>>508957
that's like, the very longest end of what i think just undergrad can take
my school allows me to take as many classes as i want with up to 6 semesters per calendar year, so i could finish it inside of 2 years if i picked up the pace
but rn i am taking like one class at a time while i get my house in order
currently in a gap waiting for summer term to start

had a cool idea for a song but im trying to make it now and it BLOWS N SUCKS N BLOWSAAAAAA

making music is the mtf transition of art

>>508966
i am just focused in on a bigger fish than my personal finances right now honestly. the world is ending. i am devoted full throatedly to politics and my research career or my retirement savings come after that.
if my brand fails to take off within like, two years from now, i will backburner my political work and try to make money more actively as a way to expand my impact (and my comfort should i fail)
but rn i like, i am already committed to something full time that just won't make any money until i get influencer virality

>>508969
>>508970
i would definitely consider something like this. i do need some kind of work to make money until school is done, if it is prosocial that'd be awesome. i will look up what kind of training programs like this there are. should check 80,000 hours i know they have resources for stuff like this

>>508972
i was considering trying to work for habitat for humanity which i think i would love, building or helping logistically support building of houses, fuck yeah
but they're being driven out of the country by the trump administration now

anyone wanna be my sugar daddy/mommy ig while i fuck around n do music n sleep with boygirls??

one weird thing is i am a broke bitch but i do have an inheritance coming
i basically just have to keep taking baby steps forward until then and if i've failed by that point i get a house anyway i think
but god
i want her to SEE me succeed
i want to get rich and repay all she's done for me with a million expensive presents

>>508980
i don't use rss but i juggle a lot of feeds to compose my media bubble
keep some direct lines to science journals in areas of interest for you
media figures and outlets from across the left-right spectrum, some business media, try to read foreign sources as well like al jazeera fr24 nippon etc.
i find better than an rss feed actually is having a list of news outlets to check daily and like
do not read them
skim their headlines and some opening paragraphs
you can learn a lot about the world by watching what deceptive buzzwords fox is putting in all caps today
then reading like npr and ap and the new yorker

>>508985
oh art
tumblr and insta
i have accounts just for following several hundred artists
tumblr is especially nice because a lot of people in the professional animation industry maintain a presence

>>508985
i filter by scrolling lol
tumblr is for images and i like baaarely skim words to see if it's something interesting in the text like talking about a show's production process or the inspiration for a painting or w/e
if you just ignore the text and follow the right accounts your feed doesn't get clogged

>>508994
well like, i have two tumblrs
i have one i don't really use anymore but that was for engaging with and reading some stuff like that
my main one now is a separate account curated just for art
i do similar on YouTube i have like 4 accounts tuned to show me different things
dip into several bubbles at once
then maybe you could connect a multi-account setup together through rss?

>>508995
i'm just an internet user lol. i've been using all the major sites since i was a teenager except i stopped using reddit like a decade ago and i stopped using 4chan like a month ago

lmao perfect booru pull

>>509004
🔥🔥🔥

>>509007
i want to hang this on my wall

weird worry
sort of aggrandizing even
but what if my politics stuff succeeds and then like, i get lazy
if my brand takes off i'm gonna be doing that for like 10 years at least probably
then we win and i go fuck off with a few million dollars
am i really going to grad school at 40 in that scenario or am i playing elden ring 3 until i die

>>509037
i guess my thought on this is that like
i am trying to build something that will replace the american government and then spread itself across the globe
if it succeeds when i am done i will be sort of ascendant, i would have achieved more than anyone alive
and it's like
idk maybe i would just decide i'd done enough and go die instead of trying to cure age and see the year 10,000
but i don't want that to be what becomes of me
i just hope i never lose my ambition is all

>>509044
>>509045
hmm good point. based if so, i hope it shakes out that way. and if there's any mountain to climb after saving the world it would be curing age and going to space so i guess my head is already there lol. i just worry about getting old and tired or something
>>509047
and about THIS
YOU GET IT
::elden_ring

no elden ring??
elden ring, o elden ring

>>509051
>>509052
have you played the game cause uh
lol
yeah actually

>>509055
oh well if you got that far you definitely were at least told aboht the marriage stuff
that's like, the quest
to marry a god and make demigod babies or something

>>509057
mm that's fair, the design of souls is very different. i liked the open world mainly because the crafting mats are actually useful, there's a lot of catacombs, and torrent
but there's really nothing to do in those sections but enjoy the scenery and pick up berries so i get where you're coming from
i REALLY want an open world game with a horse like torrent, but climbing and meaningful landmark exploration like breath of the wild/totk

>>509061
i am more into mantling an elder god
i want to have always been its essence and shine eternal

>>509067
time is an illusion
i know this because i was born an elder god due to disastrous actions later in my life ;p

actually when i was a kid i did used to sleepwalk and have weird demon fits and speak in tongues
but i think it was probably just a sleep disorder lol

a rave i went to posted pixs their photographee took

n i KNOW i was in one and they didn't post that one

because i am UGLY and DONT PASS

>>509120
yeah a few that dont include me

because of the afforementioned reasons

>>509127 er yed

>>509131
petit four ?

ohhhhh ive not had

whats inside the icing

>>509137
^w^

want a like marzipan cake rn

thatd save me

i <3 sugar yay

yayyyy

>>509156
eats

what show is this

i wanna kno

>>509170
ahh gay of boners

#ksay rose orlando

#ksay rose orlando

.play kitsune maison

>>509236
need someone to do this for me

dypshoria is kicking my ass again awesome sauce

.skip (voted to skip this video)

>>509259
too weak, crying in a ball

i wanna be popular i feel like thatll cure it (it wont and i know it wont but i still wanna be popular ig, makes me sad that im not()

not to sound stupid or whatever

.play russian roulette porter robinson

>>509264
u will be big famous and then u can cure ur dysphoria with celebrity rich people surgeries simple
cause ur talent and all

>>509275
i dont want surgeries is the thing i just want a bunch of ppl to like me

>>509278
well okay you're also cute
so maybe you'll just feel better once you're famous

i hope so davesprite

🙏

<3333

i know that being famous n shit has a bunch of its own issues, especially being a famous tranny but like god being unknown n nothing makes me feel so terrible constnatly

>>509286
i feel kinda opposite tbh. i treasure my obscurity and the fact that my type of morality has forced me to choose a life path where i will lose it and become a burning effigy on the public altar is sort of unfortunate

>>509289
WRONG! trve rose orlando believers will carry on forever

i hope they just get like put into the cultural zeitgeist of songs that get played n covered forever n ever ykno

>>509291
the real immortality is by attaining a pull on the threads of the collective mind, shifting the culture even a little
then the trajectory of all humanity for all time is butterfly effected by your having laid hands on it

eternal rose victory...

idrc about immortality or whatever i just wanna be popular while im alive n kiss a lot of cute ppl n have fun

what i need is someone popular to take interest in me and then i can use that to also get popular