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gonna put a dreamcatcher next to and tuck in
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western kabuki w
SadChan🍉🍉
jover
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>2nd piece of feedback was that im cringe and soy
>im aware
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here comes the bus
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>honk honk
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lmao
and gets 500k+ on first real vid
kate
Is lactation not vanilla?
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its not, usually, but yk boop
anon
p sure its milk
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it could be w like rly straight energy n not deep into it but i dont see it as vanilla, but no worse for such >->
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its foggy out c:
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while im foggy head
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heeere it is
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lmfao
kate
Oh that's not a decal, that's like the actual shape of the bus
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yepppppp
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it gets worse
SadChan🍉🍉
it folds out into a bed
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>had to be towed everywhere
>no ac
SadChan🍉🍉
i havent been really paying attn but seems just yet another game dev scam
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mostly an anti woke kickstarter grifter/+scammer
SadChan🍉🍉
good for him
SadChan🍉🍉
steal money from retards
SadChan🍉🍉
bazeddd
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it sucks cus it was donations from just fans of a real game
SadChan🍉🍉
oh less bazzedddd
SadChan🍉🍉
giant random hills you can make in 3 seconds in any game dev engine lmao
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also, its mostly an asset flip
SadChan🍉🍉
i can tell
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:c
SadChan🍉🍉
conservatives are ALWAYS PEDOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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bwaaa
kate
grumms's profile pic always reminds me of the blue archive senpai and I wonder if that's intentional
kate
like surely he's aware of the similarity
anon
the blue archive senpai is the hottest character in the entire game
SadChan🍉🍉
idk what blue archive is
SadChan🍉🍉
is it pedo content
SadChan🍉🍉
japan has a lot of pedos
SadChan🍉🍉
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thi sis looking PRETTY pedo coded
SadChan🍉🍉
is this one of the ones where you are a faceless military commander and they are all in love with you
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anon
its one of the outright pedo ones where you are a teacher
>>512193
SadChan🍉🍉
they are all wearing schoolgirl outfits...
kate
>>512189
nah I think you mean Nikke goddess of victory, this one you're like a teacher or something alll the factions are cool with for some reason
SadChan🍉🍉
I do feel like a superior human for not playing any pedo loli collector games.
kate
OST is great tho
anon
wish they’d make a game where I get to be a loli :[
SadChan🍉🍉
The only reason I would want to be a loli is like, just normal "i wish I could redo life" lol
SadChan🍉🍉
being cis would be SICK ASF
SadChan🍉🍉
if I ever get to go back in time to be a cis girl I will still stand the trans girl community okay???
kate
I remember an old meme from google plus that sorted games into "nu fun" and "neo fun" and a rendition later that added "soy fun" and that's how I think reactionaries unironically sort games in their head
kate
Like all paths lead to their discontent
SadChan🍉🍉
I actually ALMOST see a point there tbh, its just cloaked in shitty anti woke language
>>512227
SadChan🍉🍉
enshittification is real
SadChan🍉🍉
but it doesnt neccessarily ignore that there are real fun games, they are just showing examples of the catagories
SadChan🍉🍉
and I dont agree with it generally
SadChan🍉🍉
but like, imo triple AAA titles have gone down massively in quality
kate
oh yeah there's a kernel of real criticism there, they just pour on rhetoric like sauce at a instgram bait restruant.
SadChan🍉🍉
like, putting God of War 5 next to Mario Oddysey is such a dumbass take
SadChan🍉🍉
I didnt play God of War but it was obviously a very high quality production that lots of people enjoyed, it was a well made game from everything I know about it and it deserves the praise it gets. like I dont even get why it would be soy it seems like an incel power fantasy tbh xD
SadChan🍉🍉
one guy is SO ALPHA that he FUCKS all GODS because ALPHA and ANGRY and hes BIG AND RIPPED
SadChan🍉🍉
but maybe god of war in general just has too much actual plot and story?
SadChan🍉🍉
I think maybe the nufun category kind of resonated with me tho because there are so many games that are GOOD, but they get so much praise when they are deeply flawed and we dont really be critical of them because the zeitgeist has excepted they are perfection despite deep flaws
SadChan🍉🍉
like Witcher 3 is an AMAZING game, but lets face it the gameplay itself is very bare bones and repetitive with lots of bad balancing and design decisions. Whats good about is not the very entry level button mashing sword combat, its the huge beautiful word that feels authentic, alive and great story telling and voice acting.
SadChan🍉🍉
sry for spamming chat im a gamer
SadChan🍉🍉
i want curry udon
SadChan🍉🍉
WHAT THE FUCK WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO REAL
SadChan🍉🍉
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anon
By the way I’m new here and I have got no idea how this place works
anon
srry if my english is bad it isnt my mother tongue
anon
how do you get your names?
anon
by registering or by using the person shaped icon?
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and its become rot economy, long past enshitification
7amada
nvm figured it out :]
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haiii
7amada
hiii!
SadChan🍉🍉
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
SadChan🍉🍉
hiiiiii
SadChan🍉🍉
:)
SadChan🍉🍉
there are peoples from all over the world here... :>
7amada
yeah I’m arab !
SadChan🍉🍉
nice welcome :)
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welc welc
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few peeps from here around that region, i forget who exactly thoughs off the top of my head
::eepy yuri
7amada
thats good to hear
7amada
or not, because it’s hell here
7amada
the culture is nice, i’d prefer it over anything else, but thats all
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yeah, theres still loads of issues rn from there to where "here" is for most users on here but, hope chu and peeps can be as safe as possible -v- bwaaa
7amada
been stalking this place on and off for the last few months, its nice
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yea i probably stalked while working on writing n research work for a gud while beforehand, but made a name, finally, at one point a bit before the whole 4chan deth thing
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::bwaaaa
7amada
i don’t actually remember how i found this site
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yea, me neither tho was probably in my hunt for ones like it w certain energies, guh
>>512254
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i gotta heccin see if i have sealed syringes anywhere w finally getting e again guh
7amada
>>512252
i’ve found that most places are usually either too law abiding or too hate-fermenting
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i avoid most places like this cus of the amt of brainworms ppl apply to others, usually
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yea
is a hard balance to hit with either being so errr social darwinist where its a constant competition of baiting attention or too overly moderated in an almost authoritarian moderation sense lelol
but here is usually chill enoughs
>>512259
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tho do wish there was more of a wider swath of different kinds of ppl/identities, some days (plus its just quiet at these hours)
7amada
>>512256
i’ve seen a lot of weird responses to the whole diy thing :[
7amada
trying to get it legally isn’t viable or safe here and trying to prove im intersex might get their eyes on me and thats the last thing i need
>>512262
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yeah thats a major point of contention, i came largely from harm reduction/"drugfeel" type spaces for somewhere between tripsitting and dont OD by not asking if ur dose is way too heccin much, so coming into DIY i had to find somewhere that i knew wouldnt be so restrictive like plenty are -v-
7amada
>>512260
btw you need to be ambigious enough chromosomally(?) and physically here to get treatment and i doubt its any good
>>512264
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and also then theres the ones that are either far too too positive and optimistic in ways that can hurt ppl down the line (as sometimes is with some reddits) and then the, more common, so incredibly toxic and yea hate stewing
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ehe
7amada
same country but very different, villages and all
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yea thastough guh
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the sizes of some countries over there and cultures causes a wide variation n stuffs
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7amada
>>512271
the emirates had a lot of wars between them back before they became the uae
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but some places like dubai are uh
>>512282
SadChan🍉🍉
im very sad at how hard religions r on trans oeople :(
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yeah
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yeah
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is what was the big issue for my family
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and the whole situation of the ever presence of things like the snitching app n stuff like it
::bwa
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(nowadays)
7amada
>>512273
i could hardly call it a part of the country ever since it started pandering to tourists, someone said the word bubble would fit it
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SadChan🍉🍉
im very grateful i live in new york where the right to be trans is still protected
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SadChan🍉🍉
-_-
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>>512282
yeah, plus the whole err
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the work situation in the city is
ugh
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and the rich being the ones that just
not even for the people at all
::shrug
7amada
>>512283
i have no choice but to find myself a gym rat
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also dunno if steroid users exist much there but they can be a way to get access to diy w/o seeming as yknow
>>512293>>512295
7amada
or to play with the risk of it getting seized at customs
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ye
7amada
>>512290
its said to be “popular” at gyms on the newspapers but since news are very controlled its probably bs
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its smth thats out there, but its not as obvious or open as most places display it as
SadChan🍉🍉
it probably is, its popular among gym rats everywhere
7amada
honeypot kind of thing
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yeah
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its a culture thats generally hush hush unless you find urself in one of the gyms thats big abt it, or a muscle type thing guh
SadChan🍉🍉
only thing i worry about is gym rats being like "why are you buying it??" and being transphobic and stuff
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but DIY iiis still possible and finding local or national sources and having a place to get it delivered thats preferably not where u rly live, when its that big of a worry; tho customs are a major thing and some markets do srs shipping strategies to be safe abt it, tho its tough to find a good path, sometimes
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thankfully E isnt as controlled much here so was able to finally get an order made n just gotta find if my syringes are still somewhere, or if i used them all last time
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7amada
>>512303
heard from a friend that her friend’s E was seized at customs once
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it does happen, but in NA theres not rly any issue with it beyond that unless they think its heavy drugs
>>512307
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my old source got probed/investigated cus the feds thought she was selling fent
7amada
>>512305
there was a post on reddit about customs, where they opened up some guy’s nutritional supplement because it looked suspicious
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ah yea that happens
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its a p common way ppl do ship that stuff, but usually its more discreet, and just causes pain to normal ppl trying to buy normal stuff
rose
is me rose orlando
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HAIII
rose
haiiii saekiiii
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how was eep ? any dreams ? c:
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might nap in a bit till when i can get nicotine
rose
i had a dream jimothy cool died and was replaced by jimothy cool 2 and also i was at the beach or smth
>>512320
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silly
rose
.play i just robbed the band director now i got a saxophone
7amada
>>512316
far more interesting than some of the movies they play these days
rose
.play i promise i did not cheat believe me i was getting my dick sucked by lil phoebe
rose
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rose
i promise i did not cheat lil bitch believe me
rose
i was just getting my dick sucked by lil phoebe
rose
waiting for my breakfast 2 cook rn
rose
also new pokemon tcg pocket expansion dropped
7amada
I cannot call the europeans dairy-obsessed anymore now that I’ve tried يقط
>>512337>>512339
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is that the fermented horse milk drink im
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forgetting
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where that is popular
7amada
fermented what milk
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ill find it, checking the vid i learned abt it from
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it might be horse or its smth else-
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airag/kumis
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fermented horse milk
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its from mongolia
rose
lol
7amada
>>512339
you are now all given the privilege to insert whatever words you like whenevever I use arabic
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rose
>>512342
>jameed
given privilege to insert whatever peepees you like
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ik theres a gud few fermented milk to cheese esc things in regions over there more than in the err
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rose
also saeki i am liking smile :D a lot more now i keep listening to it
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:'D
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nicuuu
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ye
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some of it, particularly if have been fan of his past stuff, has to grow on you — feel he kinda showed he'd be doing that n new things, first w virtual self, but mainly with nurture, then dis
rose
idk this was the first porter robinson ive listened to it
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awe
7amada
>>512347
we’ve got chami over here
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i recommend worlds
rose
i like rock music tho so it was p easy to get into
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or nurture
7amada
best dairy based thing i’ve ever had
rose
i still need to rlly lock into the last couple of tracks, the slower ones mostly cos i like mona lisa a lot
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ou
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if u like the slower ones, listen to nurture when u can
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its some of his best stuff that isnt like, full edm
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worlds is emotional but still w a much more edm feel that not everyone gets on with
rose
i like da fast onez >,>
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awe
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wasnt sure how meant i think i hm
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u might like worlds then moar
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virtual self has a lot of fast electronic music, its made under a different artist name
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worlds is his favorite stuff he's done for me personally, but its partially nostalgia and id probably say that nurture is his best
rose
i need more albums that r a fun mix of like pop edm stuff n rock songs
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yeee
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its a newer sorta take on hyperpop
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fucc off ground news
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this guys recent stuff had me find out abt how the US n stuff stigmatized eating horse, when we had in the past & many places still do, & how it changed; i believe it was cus of it being associated w poor people or smth
not that i want ppl eating horses
7amada
i hear that when they first colonized it they ate dogs because they couldn’t stand the taste of salamon
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the US?
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or jp
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there were a lot of things but mainly they killed and drove bison to near extinction, tho they mainly did it for the skins
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7amada
there’s a type of lizard that they eat in saudia called ورل
7amada
that you can encounter in a desert and should probably pray for your life if you do
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i think i ate snake once cus of some restaurant here
7amada
>>512385
no but i did try sea turtle eggs once
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also amanita is interesting
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but ou
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i havent had a ton like that at all, tho i do try n eat a gud bit of new things when im able
but sadly allergic to crustaceans, shrimp, lobster, crab, etc
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and peanuts and stuffs
7amada
tried this mushroom we have over here once
7amada
can’t remember which one at the moment
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yea, in terms of psychoactive/drug mushrooms theres some interesting stuff cus so many have the chemicals in them across the world in different places and
yeee
7amada
its used for curry though, not psychedelic, sadly
>>512398
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had mushroom n chicken pasta other day, leftover from family
7amada
>>512395
just remembered, the one i had is called عرايين
7amada
often pops up after it rains
7amada
the other kind is called فقع which only comes after a thunderstorm
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nicu
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oo
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-v-
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guh
7amada
funnily enough I couldn’t find a single domestic source for T over here but I did for LSD and hashish if i ever felt like it ha
>>512419
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awe
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yeahhhh
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drug drugs have a lot more incentive to sell, hormones are mainly ppl doing it for the people/buyers sake, often times
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but
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i do recommend this talk;
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one sec
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>bwa, taking kratom rn
guh
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>sip w water -u-
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>>512407
you could also ask on dread or some specific reddits for diy hrt, but this next vid queued explains a way to do it yourself, safely, from powder that u can get easily
>>512422
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T, and being where peeps are, may make it somewhat harder buuut
getting order from a chinese chemical manufacturer in small shipment can be easier
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also, in relation to video, kratom is also mine as i stopped using most other things, as i dont wan hurt health on the level alc or such does
::bwa
plus have bad migraine disorder stuffs
7amada
>>512419
poked around r/estrogel a lot a couple months ago, whats your opinion of it?
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i mean, w gel — idk what the sub is/is like, i find its probably useful for ppl trying to be hidden w using it, and the vid also i think explains how to make it urself cus of how expensive gel is (DIY especially if buying directly from a source)
it has uses and such, but i dont see a ton of point over smth like a patch
other than for someones circumstances
::eepy
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ill play it now
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hehe
7amada
i have a wii full of homebrewed games with me
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:>
7amada
didn’t pirate myself though, i just have based family members
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ooo
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ehe yea
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>repost of sadchan saying fuck ip law
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making tnt for heart meds from gunpowder out of bullets is a lil funny n bazed
7amada
trying to think of a punchline
7amada
cannot, head empty
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it be
forgor
7amada
to be any rodent looking thing tbh
7amada
BASED BASED BASED
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lmao that pic
7amada
>>512445
saw a version of this except she had a chef hat on and was holding bread
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lmao luigi
7amada
God i love ms painters sm
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ehe
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its funny seeing these spread in the wider trans spaces that id usually expect to be opposed to posting the word based
>>512456
7amada
once again, BASED BASED BASED BASED BASED
>>512460
7amada
>>512453
i feel like they pretend to be hateful or resigned about it to appeal to others
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yeah
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its sometimes a 'virtue signalling' thing (in the og sense of the word), but i do get the want to remove some sorts of channer rhetoric, tho its a bit much otherwise
7amada
and the virtue signalling thing
7amada
a family member once told me that they make meds right in front of you in thailand, dont know how true that is
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lel yeah some place like that do exist
7amada
but god i wish i was like that sm
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but its not entirely common i think
but the resrictions there are different, and with HRT specifically
>>512466
7amada
>>512465
like austria with those tubular hard candies
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heh
7amada
T!!!
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ye
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i dunno what condition he got but
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oh lel
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forgot
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but he uh has in the past had some kind of thing where his whole like skin all replaced itself cus of some medical treatment from a freak medical thing, and is i believe part of why he is bald
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in his DEFCON talk he showed pics of some of it and it was body horror despite being blurred, but
in that talk he called some pharma execs charged with price gouging for rare/orphan diseases and got one of their wives on the phone till she hung up
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and talked abt getting shkreli on the phone one time he called him
7amada
i have not known this man for long but he deserves a lot more than he has
7amada
i hope he lives a good life
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ye, he's interesting n him n his group are made of mostly doctorate chemists and a couple doctors who do this for activist reasons
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analicktickle
7amada
seen a comment today about glueing an ashtray to a butt plug
7amada
i refuse to provide context
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lmao
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reminds me of art i have on usb of peeps laying on couch on each other while one is holding ash tray for the other, smoking one has devil wings and stuff while ash tray peep has angel wings
>>512485
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these are useful to have
7amada
>>512483
imagine a video trying to decode some hidden philosophical meaning behind it lmao
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ehe
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might plug in usb and see what art is on there
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hadnt remembered exaaaactly ~3~
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hehe
7amada
yk, for philosophical reasons
7amada
the character not looking like a devil but being a devil has a philosophical meaning behind it
7amada
the art is pretty good!
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thx to peep here (tinnie if ever re-appears) was able to get vial finally, again, n gotta find some of my old individually wrapped syringes i prefer for subq and finally bwa
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also lmao
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he also made paper cards soaked with abortion meds that he distributed w peeps help in womens bathrooms n such in areas it was being banned n so on, able to make hundreds of 8~ dose pieces of paper w the info on them
>>512501
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this research part is interesting in a min
7amada
>>512499
need to do that with a trenchcoat and a stupid hat
7amada
i think i’d feeel fulfilled if i did
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ehe
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::bury cool red hat
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lelol
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gm!!
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^^
7amada
no irs evening already
7amada
damn
noiada
:)
7amada
changinf my ftmsad flag to ftmok flag because im going on a dose of hope rn
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.search defcon 34 bioterrorism 4 thieves
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hehe
7amada
yk the arab way to flip someone off is to open your hold hand but curl your middle finger
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hehe
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theres some old ways of doing stuff like it here w the arm/elbow and hand way then the old shakespeare esc biting ur thumb
7amada
i was told that elbow is a shakespear-an word
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ahh
7amada
im not ready to accept that
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ohh
7amada
and bedroom
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hm
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man i just got reminded of We Are The Cavalry
7amada
applauding irl rn
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need 2 find thing on/abt them to share sometime
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typing w one hand
7amada
a younger trans guy once told me that his biggest dream is to become completely bald one day
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d'awww
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got rec'd smol trans masc yt peep called trans_catdad earlier

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