it doesnt show in this pic but i luv izayas cat ear jacket

also, in the translations, "team" means gang

>~> cuties

bwawawawawa

hehe qts

:<

whassup

i feel that... im sry

i hope u can do whatchu need to find respite but get by, is tough but i wish u the best in finding path to having the support n freedom u need to be okay

oh waow i think my dad owns COD MW 2019 on our shared xbox acc and i could just buy game pass to play mp

cyute

heya again 7
and im tired, but not eepy

just trying to get energy, i woke up uhh

at 7 pm

i fell asleep at noon for a while

recovering from day of stress that kept me up for over a day, due to dentist and events that happened there

:3

and the worrying entry of three fireman who were searching for the immigrant receptionist

awroo

>>516223
d'awwww!!!

cutiesss

:3 hru nona

is that pic of urs?

i found my dad owns mw 2019 on shared xbox acc so gonna get game pass n play it in a bit so i can play online c:

awroo

awww

ugh im having an allergic reaction to something

took benadryl

think im mostly recovered now ;/

i use light mode often cus on a crt thats p dim for this site

need to work on those themes i was gonna work on again for hereeee
ugh benadryl made me half eepy

errr, if you mean like to help sleep, beandryl/DPH does help people sleep — and, here, are sold as over the counter sleep medicine that isnt including more abusable droogs

have stayed up due to issues for over 72 before

hope ur getting rest chu need
but idk if zyrtec or tic is great for sleep, but DPH, whats in benadryl and zquil etc help sleep quite strongly

it can make chu drowsy enough to pass out but not do a ton, like real prescription sleep meds

DPH is diphenhydramine and its in most over the counter sleep meds and allergy meds, theyre usually pink or stuffs

but hope urs can improve even a lil more too

also would recommend, if ever able w knowing how pricey things are relative to here, trying out VRchat for being able to present and socialize the way you want, exactly, if ever able — notably also runs w/o VR and now theres even a mobile version, for whatever reason (money)

i mean theres resonite which has more furries percentage wise but its mostly cus its smaller and made up of mostly artists/developers bwa

heya

the libpol eepy army

found out my dad already owns cod mw 2019 on xbox acc i share so trying to get the dumb game pass sub for online play

always makes me wanna boot up my ps3 and play w/o paying

american mcgee jr

hehe

if only

had to download like close to 200 gb

ima grab moar water

trying to wake self up after allergic reaction

wud try n share ones i got yday

please god never lmfao

-v-

man the stuff they do here continues to be awful

lots of child abuse stuff and camps and conversion therapy n

nah

like

LDS is on a different level of cult

it sucks rly bad

yeah

i dont discriminate between them gen but i recognize they all have different issues

but them controlling near all of utah is ugh

nahhh

its p populated and has ppl being screwed by their control, you can be banned from large parts of the city and stuff

uh i forget but theres some to the south east and some towards the west uh

i think those are around the virginias or stuff

i forget, they arent rly talked abt as much obviously cus theyre so isolated, typically

my family has known of ppl who were ex amish and told they were better off being free themselves

but much of them do use technology they just avoid all external influence

yeah

i was showing jason scotts talks yday or so and

he shares a story in one abt how he got reached out to by someone who know an amish community leader who had been documenting and saving things for the community with their one or so non internet connected pc

and jason scott got to archive like so many CDs of material from them over the course of 20 yrs or smth of cdroms or stuffs

do you mean the sorts of isolated religious groups in the region, theres a gud few of them that i forget the names of, for different religions or sects

yeah

in rural parts of the world theyll often take yk

have entire cut off towns across all religions and these small sects that try to have no external cultural influences, and remain how the religion was like hundreds of yrs ago

there were a ton

blegh

and languages as well, due to them spreading in similar ways

ye

yea

was looking into the wide different groups and people calling themselves narodniks a while back

(over time)

ah

lel aw

my mom was a quite big fan

but mostly of other bands/artists of that era

i come from a music family, like concert going/music work family but not musicians

moving w this was pain

dads

ye, was doing A&R/band managing before mp3s or such so uh u kinda had to have that sorta stuff

>>516373

#throw
::eepy

i mean im sure he does but he just doesnt rly engage w or care that much and likely doesnt know what lost media means

i do want to mass backup much of them tho as like
some of them have

not for public release and stamps on them abt not yet released

so idk if theres any data on the CDs thats pre-release stuffs

there, idk, but im sure there is some stuff and id love to shuffle through the bankers boxes of shit he has of discs from 20~ yrs ago in that era but
he has (and passed down to me in different form) OCD and gets pissed if u touch anything of his, and requires a separate remote for anything he uses n all

ive shuffled through some of it though cus theres just so much strange stuff i need to see if anything good is on

he has a gold record from a smaller folk label that he was involved w, but wasnt like yk his whole thing tho they give them out to all of the peeps in the team bwaa

is cool though, even if he's a bit of a blegh person in terms of personal life/self

its kinda weird how he compartmentalized working w tons of gay etc musicians and folk artists then

haiii

he was so religious as to drill into that i couldnt be gei n all
tho thats just how some ppl view things, n hypocrisy w how he acted or stuffs

hru??? eep oke?

rose's neocities is nicu even if hasnt been updated in a while i think chu said c:

>>516408
lel hehe i should check that out sometime if not too personal

awww

i downloaded the source to try and share ideas in case u ever wanted to see thoughts or i got the energy, when u first sent it to meh

im downloading the album rn btw but had been having to download legit 200 gigs so was yk

:o

heh

i go with the benn jordan thing of, if you pirate my stuff i hope you enjoy it but if you like it and can, please donate however best works for u

yeah

spotify rate decreases and lower payouts have gotten so bad

.search benn jordan comparing streaming services payouts music

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   Why Spotify Will Ultimately Fail

   Benn Jordan

   17:19
2. 2.
   
   Benn Jordan Exposes Spotify

   Top Music Attorney

   21:13
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   The Private Equity Buyout Of Music Production

   Benn Jordan

   22:03
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o-o

h

i find it all rly gross now the entire thing around how its been turned into like

somewhere between a joke and a collectors sorta thing

between that and yea

.play [YouTube]

we have americans fetishizing yugo AKs from the period of genocides specifically and who unironically love remove keb-

ah yeah ive seen this video footage before

and

yes i know

but there are yugo aks that were manufactured and used in the wars and genocides specifically that collectors here pay for the specific reason

thats not what i mean

i mean specific fetishizatio of these things in this conflict, im not saying that its not smth that happens elsewhere

i dont wann get into it but

theyll pay many thousands of US dollars for specific ones that were used in the fighting simply because of that, and so on

it happens elsewhere but

its just gross in this case due to the very recent context

-v-

thats also not what im talking abt, nvm

these are just far right collectors

howd u eep rose

beyond just guns, things like all of the military surplus but yk

including guns

wha

weba 7

o -o

i wish the yt gun space wasnt so much chud shit, other than in range and ian and such

n the few queer ones

-v-

nah

but i wish

i dont use k

i did at one point but

k is not the general gun guys

i just like to be prepared in case of shit and self sufficient, being who i am out here in rural US as a trans disabled person, id prefer to know and be aware — even if i dont always or own one rn

hecc i accidentally tried to download album to 128 mb sd card, downloading to my hard drive now

i hab mental illnesses n all but i know how w guns to take care n be able to protect self from being able to access at my worst, getting it to other ppl or selling or such if i have to

.search deviant ollam preparedness talk saintcon

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   DeviantOllam

   1:21:30
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   freeCodeCamp Talks

   44:17
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   TSA Keeps Breaking Into Gun Cases (And Now My Accounts About This Involve Police Officers)

   DeviantOllam

   43:34
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this talk is so good

and i had, in my room in seattle while in relationship over there, a early 1900s or wwi japanese bolt action, but sadly the ammo was like the price youd expect of wwi old rifle ammos so

horny poster

>>516512
#smooch

extracting album

>///<

omw

man, sampling and copyright in the US is a nightmare

i have ua layout on secondary thing

sæкі

use the k from it and stuffs, plus win compose for ae and —

i do all my writing, usually that is on paper tho, in sorta a phonetic encoding/replacement cipher w it so that ppl in the room cant read the text

but i did teach myself a bit of

like i was practicing a bit of UA lang stuffs for the sake of reading things and historical journals, some other stuffs

haha

yeah i can get how someone from like east of there feeling that

i did try and teach myself some russian in high school (like 9th grade) but i only ended up keeping and using the cyrillic alphabet i taught self

i would do all my in class journalling in cyrillic so that teachers couldnt or kids couldnt read my 'diary' esc stuff

also this is interesting if ever wan do ad rates rose

vk L

>>516559
mhm ;-;
#hug

im sorry its