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!shroomyssg
i dunno i
might get a ps4 again since my ex stole my last one and i wanna play a bunch of games its ynow
b...but... ps4 has no games....
yk
bloodborne
uhh
lots of stuffs
dragon quest games
a lot of err
JRPGs that are sony ish
i mean smol games generally
but bloodborne is just the one that came to my mind, i also owned a ps4/psn acc for all of my teen yrs (not the ps4 for all of them tho) so i have a lot i could play
or i would love to get the specs someday to just emulate a ps3
or 360
come over i got a pc that can do that
::happy bury
;w;
awe
would probs
ok tbh it only kinda does. nothings broken yet so
thats good..
fake grass table
hehe
man i wish nintendo has translated tokimemo/squenix or stuffs wouldve cus sigh
they remaster it while everyone is still having to fan translate a ps1 game n they just release a remaster 20< yrs later n all -w-
r u eepy
or eepy yuri
just tired, trying to get sum stuff done — chu at all ?
chu like kiss
you
hehe
but mwah
i had one of these i was so lucky i found at pawn shop, for okey price that i eventually resold but
it usually has a tiny monochrome display and i was so lucky i got a rare expansion card they made that gave it the power of a daw w a display like this, this is just a display attached to is
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lol okey what is this
so cool...
i was able to resell the expansion care for like 100~ on its own which was wacky
and i wish they built a lot of gear as strongly as sum of these w the just
they dont make them like they used to,,,
id love to produce music on something like this
ehehe mhm
i mainly hab n use this thing ill play short beat from that
nod nod
i need to get back to making stuff on awa
i luv the effects both of these hab, even tho im not tribalistic about it
i like roland a lot w sum of their build quality n stuffs
plus the early 00s aesthetic a lot of the silver gear had was cute
wan relax w cutes n listen to stuff till nod off laying down bwa
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1
i might get a mk2 if i end up deciding to get gear again, for djing or stuffs
as the thing in new vid is my fav sampler but kinda hard to do full dj stuffs on
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so rad...
aw
cus it has battery power, i have a vid i recorded a long time ago of playing a lil bit of like
playing songs n doing live fx in car hehe
i need to find that n blur my face or stuffs n share someday awa
>>551520
this is cute
need dat
>>551522
that would be cool!
yea at least put it on soundcloud or something! id love to hear music
awa
yea is mostly videos i have of self doing stuffs, but
if i start making things again id share, need to get setup n try as i wanted to do smth n share w rose or stuffs
ive thought abt trying to devise some way to reverse engineer n emulate some of the effects the old units use, authentically, someday if is possible
someday......
madlib used one of these n is the kinda, if i find one of them for cheaper than a mk2 used i might go for it after i sell my current gear to save money for moving out n stuffs
have a lot of uses i like for moosic gear like them in creating stuff, but dont wan hold onto so much bwa
might try n re-home/give peeps some of it if can at sum point 2 awa
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hehe
mhm mhm
pretty
hehe
pretty cuties⋯
>>551423
youre telling me a teenager engineered this
>>551546
lelelelol
they used to make more like
a lot of their stuff is teen ish playful
but tiny field recorder is kinda bwa
oh ye i forgor
they made th KO 2
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these were like 250 ish?
its good
very colour ful
so eggspensive...... do you need to be rich to make music or are these guys just grifters
>>551556
theyre trying to be the apple of music gear
hmmmmmmmmmm
theres synths n stuff thatre gud n can be found for under 200
rolands made some cute lil grooveboxes thatre smol n quite powerful for oki price, they usually make more budget stuff other than their big fancy keyboards
i went to baffroom and remembered that TE made/designed the Rabbit R-1 shitbox aha
the ai thing that was like a tiny square
LMAOOO that was them?
they didnt make it make it but the AI company came to and partnered w them or stuff to get sorta
did they design the thing
like a trust
ye
ah..
i can see it now
its kinda lame for being a teenage engineering special (tm)
lel look at the changes to the segmented display heh
silly
ye old music device
a heccin speaker with a 2 hand bar like youd see on like a pump or playground like -w-
NO WHAT
oh no
benn jordan went on sexpestinys podcast
i cant bring myself to listen to that lol
ugh, i hope he said some shit in i tho like -w-
tired hrs...
>>551577
ikea
made this
oh right..
teenage engineering designed
im dmb
im gon go grab water n stuffs awa
warter
im tired , ,
typing slow
sleepy creature
steal warm
steal worm?
steal worm n be cozy while resting with cutes
for reals.
yippie...?
i had sum tzatziki and pita
is good?
mhmmm :>
would share w peeps
yay
awe
i loev lesbains
im the cat
doing writing n research notes for new concept for a piece i think i might write, or an essay at least bwa
gotta get sum energy to do a lil while in this flowy state for a lil, before i pass out
>>551616
i beleive
mrrrrrrrp
>>551621
i need to lay down on someones lap like that........
>>551622
would let
i feel like im doing something wrong in my life, like i come home and i instantly fall back into being sorta sad and stuffs
wassup :c aw..
i feel that... but hey, maybe trying to add n put self towards things in ur off time u enjoy more n pushing self to do the new stuffs to or whatever helps cold improve things a lil
i like adding that to mine to help me feel best as well, i hate being stuck here in one place unable to fully extend n do/go out to build on self in ways thatd help most
mayube i need more nomadism in my life
>>551626
#hug
>>551624
i feel u
ya it sucks.
my default emotion is dread and anxiety as of late
mhm....
s-same..
; _;
im sorry u peeps are going through, too
im gon rest in a couple
HENLO
im awakkeeeee hehehhehehehehe
hai sad
<3
HAHAHHAHAHA
HI SAEKI HI HIHI HI HIHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
>>551645
::cuddle
what..
::boniheiner
::bonyheimer
::boniheimer
>>551653
sæki what do y think of boneheimer :D
:3
>>551655
omg based
#tag (link to booru image) hypnosister
gon grab sum water, hope u got some eep, both of u cuties
hehe
and silly
idk if i have my yugioh cards anymore cus
first had my dad call them satanic and stuff at some point, then think they got stolen in school? i have binders on binders or so of pokemon though
::sparkling
i might take pics of the cool ones sometime for peeps n cus rose is liking the card games
i setup lastfm
again
>>551665
rose mentioned
>>551669
hehe
whasyour lastfm @ again ? in case can follow users, i forget...
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its snuffcassette lol
< 333
oh yeee
also, cute handle
silly
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awroo
followeddd
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yippee
i should find my old spopipy wrapped when i shared it w dads acc (tho i listened most) n it was this wacky #
excited to track n share n see whapeeps like moar but
had been trying to do it through PreMid but this is much betters
wruff
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followed back
<33
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at my work skills thing, wish i was looking at YAOI instead graaahhh
is it a required thing for smth you're on or for family/trying to find lil work-? i hope its not too aa n can be over soons, even if not soon enough -u-
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just like a thing my UC ppl asked me to do
and icic
yeee
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universal credit
wasnt sure, yeah thasguh but i get that
i wanna take or be in a lil bit of a trade course or something someday
n get better at doing stuffs w my hands/+tools
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"what do you think colleagues or family would say are your main strengths?" idk man lol
yeah that kinda erm
the open ended questions trying to describe that stuffs is like what i feel worst at myselfs, unless i dissociate n just try to go into saying what works sigh
but ughh, hope u dont get a ton of prodding at n can at least learn a lil interesting stuff, tho i imagine it might just be the kinda proving you can fit into a workplace environment
::bwaaa
>>551696
#hug
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:DDDDD
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i rlly like bark at the moon by mj lenderman but why is there 5 minutes of guitar feedback at the end??
wruff hehe
im making sum topsters w fav media generally n trying to work out my top game list,,,
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1. jacking off game
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itzumi yay
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i love dungeon meshi
>>551700
why is her left arm longer than the rifht one
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>>551700
idfk dude sorry
>>551710
cutes
haiii
hello!
eid is tommorrow, im getting henna soon
no yaoi
>>551717
oooo! nicu! and i hope u can have a great time tomorrow (:
>>551719
thank you
i should try getting such sometime, or stuffs
ima eep now i thinbk
i feel like you said that a while ago
i did
bad girl i hit you
sorry..
clowngirl i drew a few years back^
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clowngirl yayyy!!
>>551706
if you actually watched the series this was kind of a wierd bit lol she basically became a full retard because of the magical field in a certain part of the dungeon that made her too stupid to remember her PTSD and trust issues and it was played for laughs but it made the part really uncomfortable lol
ahhh Dungeon Meishi is so goooooooooooooooood read or watch it TIS SO GOOOOOOOOD
back to self neglect!!!! :3333
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>>551737
ITS SO GOOD
i had a human interaction at uni today
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>>551740
yippee
>>551740
im sorry for what you had to go through
i love human interaction
i HATE human interaction
>>551744
sanmesies
>>551744
#this
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im so boreeddddddddd oughhy
have a daughter. it takes up a lot of your time.
brainworm dot surgery
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>>551748
too many girls call me mommy already 😔
fact check
theres a moth in my bedroom and it just landed right by my face. hello little moth friend
>>551749
#welcome
brainworm lives on...
wow. i havnt heard that i n forever
i hope you have managed to get by on all your worm related needs since u last heard it anon
not really
its been so long since ive been on here
same
last time i was here it was still brainworm.surgery and it was like april 2024
something like that
i met a lot of people
most of the people i recognize are in a discord now but i havent checked it in months its probqbly dead
oh yeah i forgot about that.
i think i left it for some reason
it was active so i dont know what i was on
its crazy last time i was here i was barely on hrt and now its been like 15 months
oh wow
i wasnt on hrt now im still not on hrt
its good that the site is dead. trannies should get off the internet and go enjoy life
>>551771
>enjoy life
a myth that will never work
how is your name fujo and you dont enjoy life?
imagine all the gay boys curled up with each other like a bunch of puppies and then one spots you and starts wagging its tail
>>551771
i tried..
erm
erm
hooolyyyy crap
thats a good image
whats poob
need poob
>>551696
hmmm , make ppl feel good, brave, focused
>>551700
cute :)
>>551713
kinda cute :) didn’t like beards but handsome
>>551778
i wish this was me but i look like a man
>>551749
#welcome
>>551786
same. this is basically me but im a male
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
>>551768
poggers I get Deja vu from your name
was talking to booger about the old days 2 days ago
she’s probably be happy to see you
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finally home yay
hi
#ai what does don’t double pawn mean in chess
in chess, not doubling your pawns means avoiding having two pawns of the same color on the same file. this weakens pawn structure because they can’t defend each other and block progress. for example, if you have two white pawns on the e-file, they’re less flexible and easier to target. what does don’t double pawn mean in chess
>>551799
#kiss
listenin to weezer
>>551802
hell yes
::nos
cute :)
.play right now van halen
wonderful
ur wonderful:3
thansk anon!
ur welcome anon :)
yay!
^^
did u say u weren’t on hrt and want to be? do u want to diy?
maybe. i dont know anymore. !
I’m not really trans or whatevs idk, throwing stones in a glass house perhaps but if u r trans it would be bazed to help u go do that u kno
nod nod
:)
but you still use the trans flag?
are you cishet anon
probably ig
thats neat
aww thank you <3
I like trans ppls energy and feel like a lot of the male culture and role are tiring but I also look up to men who have done lots, and I’m ok with whatever body. somewhat jealous, but also find all forms of femininity irresponsible because of not earning money, being taken seriously, resource expenditure.
>>551823
im many things
but if i was asked on here i would say im transfem probably
that’s good to be many things
what aspects of femininity are you jealous of?
getting love from others in a way that’s not ‘haha you’re so strong’ - like I was at target the other day and there were 2 women looking at the book shelf and smiling and talking about the books they used to love and going ‘oh wow :)’ to each other. I went to target with a friend and we had some fun laughing at pretending to work out with the weights, but we can’t ever do cute stuff or cuddle or talk in soft positive relaxed voices, there always has to be ‘and I’m strong’ appended to things. And theoretically you can have that with women as a man, but you have to give her stuff and not be pursued and she’ll always be way prettier and you just serve her, which ofc I know many women are hurt by just being objects, I also see not constantly building personal strength as immoral, but the realness and warmth and actual enjoyable interactions here are waaay better than in the cis world
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i be talking with boys n they be cuddling n being cute, its very adorable n i wanna suck their weewees
>>551807
wear a bra
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hi sadchan wahts popping?
>>551833
> I also see not constantly building personal strength as immoral
what do you mean by this?
>>551840
in my family it was always oh we’ll take care of the women, they can be unstable and useless and talk over us but we men will be stable and responsible- but I feel that living to serve someone like that who just goes ‘oh I’m important I deserve respect listen to what I have to say’ is wrong, as is being that person, we should all earn our respect by being useful to others, instead of by status like being pretty or being a woman who needs to be taken care of, or to be fair, being a patriarch who only inherited the position, but I just feel tired saying that as I’m not actually a very useful person generally.
>>551833
I know what you mean, idk I think you kinda gotta think that what you put in is what you get out. Like uh... idk I used to have a friend that was stereotypically masculine down to a tee. So one day I just sort of say things like "wow, I think that shirt looks really good on you" or "I really appreciate you having my back", things like that that indicate I appreciate him for like more uh sensitive reasons I guess. after a while he sort of started opening up and complimenting and doing generally just sort of "softer" things. idk I am a bit uh of an unusual case though
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twinkanon would u take care of me ?? :3
>>551841
it seems like your family has fairly rigid gender roles. fwiw i know plenty of stable and useful cis women, and plenty of neurotic and useless cis men. it does read like you want to socialize with women more as a peer rather than how they normally interact with men. (i may be reading that wrong idk)
ki
>>551842
that’s really good twinknon. it’s good to live your values.
>>551839
hi rose im gaming i g ame all day i dont go outside or do my work i just game
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>>551847
what game u playing :3
elden ring nightreign
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ahhhhh
>>551842
aw thats so sweet tho
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wait is it an elden ring game ?? i thought it was like its own thing
yea it is
its basically elden ring enemies and gameplay remixed into a roguelike
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mhmhmh i know that but is it like called "elden ring: ngihtrein"
yea it is
>>551844
yes but also I so somewhat wish everyone who showed me affection was in love with me. I remember in school there were 2 girls who were super cool and kind and all but I was of course separate from them, and the couple times we joked around it was nice, but of course that’s a ‘typical gross man trying to excuse getting access to women’ thought, and like I was in a creative writing class, and tried to talk to a girl who was too an ofc got told ‘ew we don’t want your type’ or something like it. and part of that makes me disgusted by femininity because it’s like the old nobility, they have their special role where they can have more enjoyable personalities and interests and friends and everyone else has to work and prove themselves. but also their lifestyles are supported by men who build the roads and such, and it’s wrong to enjoy what you do not create I think.
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oh wild
it has a neat story too i really like Wylder and Duchess story
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whats it like comapred to elden ring like gameplay loop wise
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is it still open world?
yea, but its a roguelike like you spawn into the elden ring equivelent of tomato town and loot stuff and kill bosses while the ring closes until you fight a final boss and then u do it all over again
and its multiplayer u play with 2 others
>>551846
I guess I think as cliche as it is you gotta be the change you wanna see otherwise people are going to probably interact the same way with you as they usually would. idk I do also have a very er polarizing personality so there are alot of people that also do not like me, but idc I think you kinda gotta say fuck it
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>>551863
ahhhh cool cool