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i dunno i
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might get a ps4 again since my ex stole my last one and i wanna play a bunch of games its ynow
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b...but... ps4 has no games....
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yk
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bloodborne
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uhh
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lots of stuffs
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dragon quest games
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a lot of err
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JRPGs that are sony ish
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i mean smol games generally
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but bloodborne is just the one that came to my mind, i also owned a ps4/psn acc for all of my teen yrs (not the ps4 for all of them tho) so i have a lot i could play
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or i would love to get the specs someday to just emulate a ps3
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or 360
anon
come over i got a pc that can do that
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::happy bury
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;w;
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awe
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would probs
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ok tbh it only kinda does. nothings broken yet so
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thats good..
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fake grass table
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hehe
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man i wish nintendo has translated tokimemo/squenix or stuffs wouldve cus sigh
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they remaster it while everyone is still having to fan translate a ps1 game n they just release a remaster 20< yrs later n all -w-
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r u eepy
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or eepy yuri
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just tired, trying to get sum stuff done — chu at all ?
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chu like kiss
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you
hehe
but mwah
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i had one of these i was so lucky i found at pawn shop, for okey price that i eventually resold but
it usually has a tiny monochrome display and i was so lucky i got a rare expansion card they made that gave it the power of a daw w a display like this, this is just a display attached to is
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lol okey what is this
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so cool...
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it was real mess when i got it but they were like full computers w a hard drive, cd burner n all this stuffs
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i was able to resell the expansion care for like 100~ on its own which was wacky
and i wish they built a lot of gear as strongly as sum of these w the just
anon
they dont make them like they used to,,,
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but err
it feels like teenage engineering is the one making the generally solid gear but theyre pricing it like mentally cus theyre the last ones left
::bwa
anon
id love to produce music on something like this
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ehehe mhm
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i mainly hab n use this thing ill play short beat from that
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nod nod
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i need to get back to making stuff on awa
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i luv the effects both of these hab, even tho im not tribalistic about it
i like roland a lot w sum of their build quality n stuffs
plus the early 00s aesthetic a lot of the silver gear had was cute
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wan relax w cutes n listen to stuff till nod off laying down bwa
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1
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i might get a mk2 if i end up deciding to get gear again, for djing or stuffs
as the thing in new vid is my fav sampler but kinda hard to do full dj stuffs on
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anon
so rad...
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aw
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cus it has battery power, i have a vid i recorded a long time ago of playing a lil bit of like
playing songs n doing live fx in car hehe
i need to find that n blur my face or stuffs n share someday awa
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anon
need dat
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mmm hehe
and aaa ye, i should share some of the music stuff sometimes, i got too shy abt a lot of it, but i wanna try err
peeps were doing jam thing on sonobus n wanna join sometime
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yea at least put it on soundcloud or something! id love to hear music
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awa
yea is mostly videos i have of self doing stuffs, but
if i start making things again id share, need to get setup n try as i wanted to do smth n share w rose or stuffs
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ive thought abt trying to devise some way to reverse engineer n emulate some of the effects the old units use, authentically, someday if is possible
anon
someday......
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madlib used one of these n is the kinda, if i find one of them for cheaper than a mk2 used i might go for it after i sell my current gear to save money for moving out n stuffs
have a lot of uses i like for moosic gear like them in creating stuff, but dont wan hold onto so much bwa
might try n re-home/give peeps some of it if can at sum point 2 awa
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hehe
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i was so lucky too i got a 555 for p cheap but traded it for a 404 and 2 korg volcas, cus wanted battery power n all
like to experiment w what i use so would trade a gud bit, n cus i dont have money to buy it all
::cuddle
anon
mhm mhm
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pic from after trade, gave volcas as gifts to peeps/ex gfs i was living w who made moosic
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pretty
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hehe
pretty cuties⋯
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they used to make more like
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a lot of their stuff is teen ish playful
but tiny field recorder is kinda bwa
oh ye i forgor
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they made th KO 2
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these were like 250 ish?
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its good
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very colour ful
no.528
so eggspensive...... do you need to be rich to make music or are these guys just grifters
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>>551556
theyre trying to be the apple of music gear
no.528
hmmmmmmmmmm
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theres synths n stuff thatre gud n can be found for under 200
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rolands made some cute lil grooveboxes thatre smol n quite powerful for oki price, they usually make more budget stuff other than their big fancy keyboards
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i went to baffroom and remembered that TE made/designed the Rabbit R-1 shitbox aha
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the ai thing that was like a tiny square
anon
LMAOOO that was them?
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they didnt make it make it but the AI company came to and partnered w them or stuff to get sorta
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did they design the thing
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like a trust
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ye
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ah..
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i can see it now
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its kinda lame for being a teenage engineering special (tm)
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yeah, i need to look n see what the hecc they did w ikea, too
also this is kinda funny
they made like a medieval edition of the KO 2
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lel look at the changes to the segmented display heh
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silly
anon
ye old music device
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more of it
this is like
some of it looks cool but its just very -w-
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a heccin speaker with a 2 hand bar like youd see on like a pump or playground like -w-
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NO WHAT
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oh no
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benn jordan went on sexpestinys podcast
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i cant bring myself to listen to that lol
ugh, i hope he said some shit in i tho like -w-
tired hrs...
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made this
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oh right..
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teenage engineering designed
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im dmb
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im gon go grab water n stuffs awa
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warter
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im tired , ,
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typing slow
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sleepy creature
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steal warm
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steal worm?
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steal worm n be cozy while resting with cutes
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for reals.
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yippie...?
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i had sum tzatziki and pita
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is good?
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mhmmm :>
would share w peeps
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yay
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awe
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i loev lesbains
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im the cat
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doing writing n research notes for new concept for a piece i think i might write, or an essay at least bwa
gotta get sum energy to do a lil while in this flowy state for a lil, before i pass out
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fujo
mrrrrrrrp
fujo
i feel like im doing something wrong in my life, like i come home and i instantly fall back into being sorta sad and stuffs
>>551630
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wassup :c aw..
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i feel that... but hey, maybe trying to add n put self towards things in ur off time u enjoy more n pushing self to do the new stuffs to or whatever helps cold improve things a lil
i like adding that to mine to help me feel best as well, i hate being stuck here in one place unable to fully extend n do/go out to build on self in ways thatd help most
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fujo
mayube i need more nomadism in my life
anon
ya it sucks.
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my default emotion is dread and anxiety as of late
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mhm....
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s-same..
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; _;
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im sorry u peeps are going through, too
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im gon rest in a couple
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i started using the topsters thing someone linked for games earlier to put together lists of media i need to get to
::shy
SadChan🍉🍉
HENLO
SadChan🍉🍉
im awakkeeeee hehehhehehehehe
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hai sad
<3
SadChan🍉🍉
HAHAHHAHAHA
SadChan🍉🍉
HI SAEKI HI HIHI HI HIHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
>>551646
anon
what..
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::boniheiner
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::bonyheimer
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::boniheimer
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:3
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gon grab sum water, hope u got some eep, both of u cuties
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hehe
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and silly
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idk if i have my yugioh cards anymore cus
first had my dad call them satanic and stuff at some point, then think they got stolen in school? i have binders on binders or so of pokemon though
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i might take pics of the cool ones sometime for peeps n cus rose is liking the card games
>>551669
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i setup lastfm
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again
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if ppl have last fm id luv to follow other than peeps i already know w :>
setting up proper privacy for it so not gon link mine just yet
::kiss
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whasyour lastfm @ again ? in case can follow users, i forget...
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its snuffcassette lol
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< 333
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oh yeee
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also, cute handle
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silly
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
awroo
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followeddd
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
yippee
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i should find my old spopipy wrapped when i shared it w dads acc (tho i listened most) n it was this wacky #
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excited to track n share n see whapeeps like moar but
had been trying to do it through PreMid but this is much betters
wruff
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
followed back
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<33
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
at my work skills thing, wish i was looking at YAOI instead graaahhh
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is it a required thing for smth you're on or for family/trying to find lil work-? i hope its not too aa n can be over soons, even if not soon enough -u-
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
just like a thing my UC ppl asked me to do
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and icic
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yeee
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
universal credit
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wasnt sure, yeah thasguh but i get that
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i wanna take or be in a lil bit of a trade course or something someday
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n get better at doing stuffs w my hands/+tools
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
"what do you think colleagues or family would say are your main strengths?" idk man lol
>>551783>>551699
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yeah that kinda erm
the open ended questions trying to describe that stuffs is like what i feel worst at myselfs, unless i dissociate n just try to go into saying what works sigh
but ughh, hope u dont get a ton of prodding at n can at least learn a lil interesting stuff, tho i imagine it might just be the kinda proving you can fit into a workplace environment
::bwaaa
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:DDDDD
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i rlly like bark at the moon by mj lenderman but why is there 5 minutes of guitar feedback at the end??
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wruff hehe
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im making sum topsters w fav media generally n trying to work out my top game list,,,
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
1. jacking off game
>>551706
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
itzumi yay
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i love dungeon meshi
fujo
>>551700
why is her left arm longer than the rifht one
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haiii
hamad
hello!
hamad
eid is tommorrow, im getting henna soon
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anon
no yaoi
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>>551717
oooo! nicu! and i hope u can have a great time tomorrow (:
>>551720
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i should try getting such sometime, or stuffs
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ima eep now i thinbk
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i feel like you said that a while ago
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i did
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bad girl i hit you
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sorry..
hamad
clowngirl i drew a few years back^
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
clowngirl yayyy!!
SadChan🍉🍉
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why he look like that ahahahha
SadChan🍉🍉
>>551706
if you actually watched the series this was kind of a wierd bit lol she basically became a full retard because of the magical field in a certain part of the dungeon that made her too stupid to remember her PTSD and trust issues and it was played for laughs but it made the part really uncomfortable lol
SadChan🍉🍉
ahhh Dungeon Meishi is so goooooooooooooooood read or watch it TIS SO GOOOOOOOOD
>>551739
anon
back to self neglect!!!! :3333
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>551737
ITS SO GOOD
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>>551740
im sorry for what you had to go through
nonners
i love human interaction
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
im so boreeddddddddd oughhy
anon
have a daughter. it takes up a lot of your time.
>>551750
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>551748
too many girls call me mommy already 😔
anon
fact check
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theres a moth in my bedroom and it just landed right by my face. hello little moth friend
no.528
brainworm lives on...
anon
wow. i havnt heard that i n forever
no.528
i hope you have managed to get by on all your worm related needs since u last heard it anon
anon
not really
finch
its been so long since ive been on here
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same
finch
last time i was here it was still brainworm.surgery and it was like april 2024
anon
something like that
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i met a lot of people
finch
most of the people i recognize are in a discord now but i havent checked it in months its probqbly dead
anon
oh yeah i forgot about that.
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i think i left it for some reason
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it was active so i dont know what i was on
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its crazy last time i was here i was barely on hrt and now its been like 15 months
>>551791
anon
oh wow
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i wasnt on hrt now im still not on hrt
anon
its good that the site is dead. trannies should get off the internet and go enjoy life
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fujo
>>551771
>enjoy life
a myth that will never work
anon
how is your name fujo and you dont enjoy life?
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imagine all the gay boys curled up with each other like a bunch of puppies and then one spots you and starts wagging its tail
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erm
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erm
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hooolyyyy crap
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thats a good image
SadChan🍉🍉
whats poob
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need poob
anon
>>551696
hmmm , make ppl feel good, brave, focused
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>>551713
kinda cute :) didn’t like beards but handsome
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>>551786
same. this is basically me but im a male
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grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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>>551768
poggers I get Deja vu from your name
anon
was talking to booger about the old days 2 days ago
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she’s probably be happy to see you
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
finally home yay
anon
#ai what does don’t double pawn mean in chess

in chess, not doubling your pawns means avoiding having two pawns of the same color on the same file. this weakens pawn structure because they can’t defend each other and block progress. for example, if you have two white pawns on the e-file, they’re less flexible and easier to target.
what does don’t double pawn mean in chess
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::nos
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cute :)
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.play right now van halen
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wonderful
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ur wonderful:3
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thansk anon!
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ur welcome anon :)
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yay!
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^^
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did u say u weren’t on hrt and want to be? do u want to diy?
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maybe. i dont know anymore. !
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I’m not really trans or whatevs idk, throwing stones in a glass house perhaps but if u r trans it would be bazed to help u go do that u kno
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nod nod
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:)
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but you still use the trans flag?
>>551829
sadmoder
are you cishet anon
anon
probably ig
sadmoder
thats neat
anon
aww thank you <3
anon
I like trans ppls energy and feel like a lot of the male culture and role are tiring but I also look up to men who have done lots, and I’m ok with whatever body. somewhat jealous, but also find all forms of femininity irresponsible because of not earning money, being taken seriously, resource expenditure.
anon
but if i was asked on here i would say im transfem probably
anon
that’s good to be many things
sadmoder
what aspects of femininity are you jealous of?
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getting love from others in a way that’s not ‘haha you’re so strong’ - like I was at target the other day and there were 2 women looking at the book shelf and smiling and talking about the books they used to love and going ‘oh wow :)’ to each other. I went to target with a friend and we had some fun laughing at pretending to work out with the weights, but we can’t ever do cute stuff or cuddle or talk in soft positive relaxed voices, there always has to be ‘and I’m strong’ appended to things. And theoretically you can have that with women as a man, but you have to give her stuff and not be pursued and she’ll always be way prettier and you just serve her, which ofc I know many women are hurt by just being objects, I also see not constantly building personal strength as immoral, but the realness and warmth and actual enjoyable interactions here are waaay better than in the cis world
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SadChan🍉🍉
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would u eat the gummy foot
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i be talking with boys n they be cuddling n being cute, its very adorable n i wanna suck their weewees
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hi sadchan wahts popping?
>>551847
sadmoder
>>551833
> I also see not constantly building personal strength as immoral
what do you mean by this?
>>551841
anon
>>551840
in my family it was always oh we’ll take care of the women, they can be unstable and useless and talk over us but we men will be stable and responsible- but I feel that living to serve someone like that who just goes ‘oh I’m important I deserve respect listen to what I have to say’ is wrong, as is being that person, we should all earn our respect by being useful to others, instead of by status like being pretty or being a woman who needs to be taken care of, or to be fair, being a patriarch who only inherited the position, but I just feel tired saying that as I’m not actually a very useful person generally.
>>551844
anon
>>551833
I know what you mean, idk I think you kinda gotta think that what you put in is what you get out. Like uh... idk I used to have a friend that was stereotypically masculine down to a tee. So one day I just sort of say things like "wow, I think that shirt looks really good on you" or "I really appreciate you having my back", things like that that indicate I appreciate him for like more uh sensitive reasons I guess. after a while he sort of started opening up and complimenting and doing generally just sort of "softer" things. idk I am a bit uh of an unusual case though
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rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
twinkanon would u take care of me ?? :3
sadmoder
>>551841
it seems like your family has fairly rigid gender roles. fwiw i know plenty of stable and useful cis women, and plenty of neurotic and useless cis men. it does read like you want to socialize with women more as a peer rather than how they normally interact with men. (i may be reading that wrong idk)
>>551857
anon
ki
anon
>>551842
that’s really good twinknon. it’s good to live your values.
>>551865
SadChan🍉🍉
>>551839
hi rose im gaming i g ame all day i dont go outside or do my work i just game
>>551848
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>551847
what game u playing :3
SadChan🍉🍉
elden ring nightreign
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
ahhhhh
tea (phone)
>>551842
aw thats so sweet tho
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
wait is it an elden ring game ?? i thought it was like its own thing
SadChan🍉🍉
yea it is
SadChan🍉🍉
its basically elden ring enemies and gameplay remixed into a roguelike
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
mhmhmh i know that but is it like called "elden ring: ngihtrein"
SadChan🍉🍉
yea it is
anon
>>551844
yes but also I so somewhat wish everyone who showed me affection was in love with me. I remember in school there were 2 girls who were super cool and kind and all but I was of course separate from them, and the couple times we joked around it was nice, but of course that’s a ‘typical gross man trying to excuse getting access to women’ thought, and like I was in a creative writing class, and tried to talk to a girl who was too an ofc got told ‘ew we don’t want your type’ or something like it. and part of that makes me disgusted by femininity because it’s like the old nobility, they have their special role where they can have more enjoyable personalities and interests and friends and everyone else has to work and prove themselves. but also their lifestyles are supported by men who build the roads and such, and it’s wrong to enjoy what you do not create I think.
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
oh wild
SadChan🍉🍉
it has a neat story too i really like Wylder and Duchess story
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
whats it like comapred to elden ring like gameplay loop wise
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
is it still open world?
SadChan🍉🍉
yea, but its a roguelike like you spawn into the elden ring equivelent of tomato town and loot stuff and kill bosses while the ring closes until you fight a final boss and then u do it all over again
>>551866
SadChan🍉🍉
and its multiplayer u play with 2 others
anon
>>551846
I guess I think as cliche as it is you gotta be the change you wanna see otherwise people are going to probably interact the same way with you as they usually would. idk I do also have a very er polarizing personality so there are alot of people that also do not like me, but idc I think you kinda gotta say fuck it
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>551863
ahhhh cool cool

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