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tea (phone)
now just gotta figure out how to explain to my mom why the appointment is a day later
tea (phone)
and why its not under her name
tea (phone)
and why they will be giving me a completely different haircut from what we discussed....
>>559521
finch
.play mutilated lips ween
anon
>>559505
I didn’t feel comfortable being myself in the way I am with my childhood friend with other friends I tried to make in college but w some of the ppl online I think similar things started emerging. I mean causality wise, if your brain can associate one person with things due to experiences it should be possible to do that with other ppl but not an instant thing
>>559517
anon
Alright now it's time to talk about MY problem: how do I convince my grandfather to see a therapist?
>>559525
anon
>>559515
Yeah I mentioned it to him, but he is a very very stubborn man
kate
also i thought the stims where wearing off but i just had a look in the mirror and my eyes literally look like the fucking plead emoji im not even joking
>>559527
anon
>>559518
I like don't want to be too er forceful, but I feel like I kinda gotta be like bro go to the therapist
>>559524>>559533
tea (phone)
>>559520
is it something hurting himself or is it like people around him
>>559530
anon
>>559514
is there a therapist he would feel comfortable with? maybe a man?
>>559532
tea (phone)
if its something that hurts him (idk depression or ptsd or whatev) i think it may be pretty hard but you gotta say like sometimes u dont need to subject urself to going through something alone or whatever
finch
.play interstate love song
tea (phone)
alternatively just make it seem like some facile simple thing
anon
>>559524
He's got Parkinsons and is just very clearly depressed. Not self harm level, but like definitely not happy and I am like sad because I want him to be chill and feel better.
>>559551
anon
>>559525
I think he's just from a generation that associates therapy with bad. I dunno, I kind of spoke to him about it and he seemed somewhat open to it but also like he likes to make any excuse to not do it.
>>559534
tea (phone)
>>559532
if hes seeming to be open then i think you ahould just like make it super effortless. kinda hard to say no if its like "just tell me when ur free and ill book u a single thing and u can see how it is"
>>559540>>559548
anon
>>559533
So far I've been fairly gentle
yngven
blehhhh :p
0.6692% booger!boymodewng
.play
anon
>>559534
That's kind of my strategy I am thinking, be like "hey we can schedule this for you" and make it fait accompli
0.6693% booger!boymodewng
.play gonna shine up my boots
kate
>>559536
yeah and i was somehow thinking ill be getting sleep anytime soon
>>559537
ayy ty <3
anon
ai
anon
Aight I gtg
anon
Also internal server error so I lost a DM
anon
>>559530
ah fugg twinknon:( Parkinson’s mechanically causes depression. it destroys the dopimanergic neurons which are activated by stuff like amphetamines. once it progresses more he’s going to get more depressed. therapy might still be really good for isolation and having someone to listen to him but in terms of him changing himself and becoming a person who copes w things and thus is happy I’m not too optimistic. could still be a spot of social/emotional relief though
>>559552>>559571
anon
>>559551
theres actually a bunch of recent research that stimulant use late in life reduces the chance of developing parkinsons/alzheimers presumably because of the stimulation of those pathways
>>559555
anon
nicotine as well but the reason is less clear because it's acetylcholine
>>559565
anon
he should talk to his parkinsons doctors about upping treatments for the depression at the neural level
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i think that big pupils r rlly cute tbh
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
like awwww ur on drugs awwww
>>559563
tea (phone)
how about average sized pupils
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
show me ur pupils tea
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
let me look into them longingly
finch
.play hanging on knower
anon
>>559553
the areas are in the same general path so it makes sense
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559563
its cute i cant help itttt
anon
maybe at least
finch
i wish i was cute sometimes
anon
>>559569
they are focused on math in the distance
anon
are we eye posting
kate
yes
kate
cause drugs or sth
kate
idk
anon
>>559571
I’m glad you saw it. and you’re still making him much better off having someone who cares
tea (phone)
>>559578
so that you can see my pupils
faye
::vape
faye
woman
anon
waow even her eyes are pupils she’s such a learner
>>559586
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
god u can rlly tell how locusty i look in this jesus
anon
>>559584
#smooch
extremely kissable expression
anon
that picture looks really high quality ur lying shrimp
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559589
why u got so much eyearea skin?
tea (phone)
once again the only one who compliments shimp after a post....
>>559595
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559589
u look like u have like
you know in super paper mario where the like blackholes suck everything up??
u have that
it looks rlly cool
tea (phone)
#ksay shtimp
anon
shtickmp
anon
>>559601
that’s such a cool turn of phrase you could use that in a song
anon
locust humanoid creatures mastering the plernoma in a post truth cyber metric based sino american world order *heavy drums in background*
anyway you’re fine rose i would love to hang out with you
tea (phone)
::krill
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
image.png
like i bare semblemce to this creature
do we agree or disagree??
honest and truthful answers only please this is genuinely consuming a lot of my thoughts as of recent
finch
youd contract a disease i think
>>559616
anon
Hello friends.
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i fear many of you are assuming this is a bit or smthing or are too afraid to tell me i do indeed look locusty which makes me sad
>>559615
anon
>>559613
rose I think your too isolated you need to fly to America and kiss me please so you have humans to compare urself to
tea (phone)
except hiv if any cuties were wondering :>
>>559621
anon
waow good job
anon
I thought nerds didn’t get diseases though tea’s been slaying fr
anon
is being rude legally allowed in this board / altchan wtv
>>559625
anon
shouldn’t be imo
anon
>>559616
a wise and powerful sage once said
"I catch all diseases in the world
So the world don't have no more diseases, you feel me?"
anon
>>559620
Lose weight and get a haircut
anon
usually it'd be 2 paragraph deconstruction of whoever I'm trying to cause improvement on but I will keep it at that
>>559634
anon
>>559620
if you put an eye on your thumb nail this would look pretty sick
kate
i really need better stims, the second half of anything ritalin-related is just so meh
anon
Rose does your hand skin you can pull it up a few cm? like its reallt stretchy and thin?
finch
i drew a vague image of how im built so now i can more accurately describe why i need to end my life
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559627
man fuck you im not gonna listen to you if youre not gonna write 2 paragraphs
>>559635
0.6695% booger!boymodewng
if it's not in MLA format i'm not fucking reading it
>>559642
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
im not gonna cut my hair either so like lol
anon
not cut
anon
you look like a mop
anon
just get it looking like something
anon
that's like not a mop
anon
dont be rude nonna :(
anon
it's for her own good
tea (phone)
>>559642
mla is for citation and also headers and text formatting. on this board u couldny
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
"ur fat n ur hair dumb" "bro its for ur own good" man shut up
anon
it's true though
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559601
#throw
::rose_orlando
anon
rose weren’t you just calling yourself unattractive? I think you’re being kinda based though standing up for urself
>>559651
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559620
#throw
::rose_orlando
anon
>>559649
People are usually extremely insecure and feel like only they can be honest about themselves
anon
>u look bad rn, change
unconstructive criticism
>you should try X, i think it would look good on uou
constructive criticism
>>559666
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
"ur hair bad change it" wow holy shit what a fucking genius
anon
please don’t say sperg out. I think rose would be super cute thinner and with less frayed hair if it is I don’t know hair care but she’s fine looking as is and ya know ur using shame kinda language u gotta be gentle with ideas for how others could look cuz it’s violating and hurtful to be like ‘ur look is bad >:(‘
anon
let's not sperg out over me saying someone should lose weight
finch
its not disordered eating to want to stop looking like Tony Soprano
>>559659
anon
ok is the ED discussion okay but not me saying a word
anon
starving for 6 days is ED
anon
weight loss should be controlled and done in a healthy manner
tea (phone)
just go at a healthy rate, if it takes like a year you still have the majority of your life left to slay.
>>559677
anon
>>559661
if you lose it too fast you don't know how to keep it at a low level and gain it again due to rebounds easily
anon
I've been flip flopping between 100kg and 50kg for my entire life ik a lot about gaining and losing weight
>>559696
anon
>>559661
you’d look a lot better if you did but I hope you don’t feel too bad as is
>>559667
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559652
right like? "oh i think if you did this with ur hair or tried this style" but its just like "oh ur hair bad" n its like ok?? cool bro
>>559671
finch
>>559665
as is? i kinda want to shoot myself everytime i look in a mirror
>>559670
finch
i didnt get any sleep last night and i was genuinely suicidal
anon
>>559667
it's OK to try to look a way that doesn't make you feel ashamed about your body
>>559672
finch
>>559670
i know but im sure ill end up failing at my diet and gaining it all back. its what happened last time
>>559674
tea (phone)
i can do the former if you want
anon
>>559672
this is why you have easy diets at the start and slowly increase the calorie deficit with time
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559671
honestly im getting happier with my hair recently i was rlly fucked up about it for ages but its gotten longer again
>>559682>>559679
finch
my diet is easy im just thinking before i eat stuff
anon
>>559662
definitely and don’t mentally exhaust yourself. do you eat sweets and stuff? I’m avoiding those now
finch
i log my calories on days where i actually eat 3 square meals otherwise i dont eat a whole lot
tea (phone)
>>559675
i think ur hair is like really good looking naturally and if u got a good haircut it could be pretty subtle but just sorta fit ur face a lot better. haircuts are crazy they totally change how u look im so happy hair is malleable
anon
I just do fasting and do extra hours if I'm not losing weight yet
anon
calorie tracking makes eating a pain
anon
>>559675
I like the length I wish it were shinier. do y use much conditioner?
>>559702
finch
anyway i need to lose all this weight and even then ill still be ugly because of my dads terrible genetis
finch
genetics
anon
it's ok to be ugly
finch
no it isnt. ill be a freak forever. im already unlovable
>>559691
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
no one even answered the base question of if i look locusty you guys all suck btw
>>559690
anon
that’s just a brainworm word it’s evil and shaming
>>559688
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559690
its not bait its a genuine serious thing ive been thinking about
tea (phone)
its bait. i can distinguish bait.
>>559697
anon
how do I set a name on this shite
>>559695
tea (phone)
>>559694
little person icon top right
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559693
im glad like a thing ive been seriously kinda like worried about is just bait to you thats rlly cool
laguna
>>559696
it's more like I'm too inconsistent to keep myself at a low weight
>>559703
laguna
I'm trying to lose weight now because I want to max breast growth pre ba via weight cycling n pio though
finch
im like 230 5'9"

id be happier if being fat at least gave me hips but no of course not i couldnt get anything good out of it
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559682
why would it be shiny? idk i dont think that would look good
>>559717
anon
>>559698
probably maybe because your mentally tired and need to cope maybe it can be easier or smth
laguna
problem is that I kinda look better when fat due to fat distribution so I just kinda let it happen often
tea (phone)
>>559700
im having an autist moment are u being sarcastic here
>>559706
anon
>>559705 No I am NOT being sarcastic I’m sorry tea I went and commented on hair and I just felt too aggressive and not constructive and I liked how you directly addressed it but also had kindness and a cool idea
tea (phone)
okay thank goodness
finch
i got so unlucky with genetics i wish my parents had never met im fat but e isnt helping at all i have 0 hips i still look like a fat old man
>>559744
laguna
I got so lucky and I love my life
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
like i should probs go to a hairdresser to clean it up a little but like the general style of it
ppl irl always tell me my hair looks nice n is rlly soft n stuff also
tea (phone)
yeah i think so too. i think if they like just sorta shaped it it would really suit you.
finch
gonna go take a shower and see if i can wash off some of the feeling of disgust at myself i have rn
tea (phone)
good luck o7
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
have a nice shower finch :pray:
finch
ill probably catch myself in the mirror and make it worse
anon
>>559702
i think shiny hair is pretty and like it makes someone look really alive and my sister has more full hair and of similar shape and texture to yours and she’s an asshole to me lol so I don’t like it lmfao

it would be really cute to see if hairdresser have you ever done that can I seeeee??????
>>559723
laguna
man people really do type slow as hell
laguna
what are y'alls hobbies
anon
I am on phone
anon
and I’m about to go for a run!
laguna
okay no I can tell
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
kill yourself man
>>559728
laguna
>>559727
that's a good reason 2 run
laguna
I hate cardio cus I'm a slob tbh
>>559761
anon
>>559723
I wanna seeeee :) I think it would be pretty no please get the same haircut as tea that would be bazed af
>>559735
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
well theres no pics of it and also youd just be looking at a boy with a boy haircut so idk if youd get anything out of that
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
tea has very different hair texture to mine
tea (phone)
>>559732
my haircut is kinda designed for my hair yea
anon
she does lol but it would be much better than a boy haircut on you still
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i wouldnt get a boy hair im just saying theres no picutres of me having been to a hair dressers
anon
good <3
anon
oooh yeah started saying all that imagining that I was implying that you were going to go to the hairdresser and have fancy hair but I didn’t. yeah phone typing with swipes
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559741yeah
laguna
is it autocomplete when it comes out in bursts?
laguna
interesting technique
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
icharresting
anon
>>559708
what’s your estrogen level also? because low sex hormones can cause fat buildup like that -‘eunuchoid body type’. also depression and mental instability
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i think she has left to go shower
laguna
don't they have a repressor flag doesn't that imply no hrt or means of transition are being used
>>559765
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
who knows man the flags are randomised everyone gets their own flag
laguna
the fuck you mean randomised
laguna
is this all a farce
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
:)
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
im not even trans
anon
hehehehe xD
laguna
that doesn't help actuall
laguna
y
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
ok man kill yourself for actual
laguna
I'm just saying man I'm just saying
>>559768
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
genuinely i hope for bad things to happen to you in your life
laguna
extremely hugboxy place for being an altchan, usually they're 10 times worse than /lgbt/ is
tea (phone)
>chan is nowhere to be found in name
alright...
anon
>>559731
I hated it too but it turns out I was pushing myself waaay too hard now I just go light and feel good
>>559764
laguna
it's promoted as an altchan though
laguna
blame the marketing
laguna
>>559761
I like going light but that also makes me feel like I'm not doing anything
>>559776
tea
never goon tshirt but it says never rep
>>559769
laguna
>>559768
I'm just saying it due to the causes
faye
#ksay shrimp
faye
#ksay shrimbp
shrimpe
#ksay faye
faye
#ksay shimbn
anon
>>559764
that’s the whole shame mindset that makes u toxic and hurt yourself and others. there’s a part that’s true and good. but a lot of it is just self harm when you’re pushing yourself or others into a wall while nothing improves
laguna
yeah I have a half broken shoulder tendon due to that
laguna
idrc about what others do but I try to push myself often and if I don't I feel bad
laguna
sometimes I do that and I hit a pr though
laguna
but the pr is really what matters
tea
whats a pr aside from pull request
>>559785
anon
personal record
tea
thank you
anon
np ;) was that a pull request btw? or a push request
>>559800
anon
>>559789
I guess I’m being the rude non hugboxer now huh ;) but it is right? because your pushing yourself to get injured because ‘aaah I need to prove myself’ got you hurt and made you overweight. you need to get that out of yourself one decision at a time
>>559794
laguna
don't jig with it
laguna
>>559790
I'm trying jit shit ain't easy when you're raised to be like that
>>559798
laguna
I'm doing fine now just losing weight calmly doing wtv
>>559848
laguna
not planning on working out like I did before either just lower body stuff 4 hips
0.6696% booger!boymodewng
what's up wormies
anon
>>559800 it’s project reality I’m an expert arma/battlefield player I watched a letsplay of that a lil
rosie
get bikepilled
tea
as i say i think its clear what it means lol. like i get what ur saying im not trying to tell u what words to use
0.6697% booger!boymodewng
i'm so bored
laguna
>>559803
there's no such thing as someone's best
laguna
they can always do more if they try to
>>559809
anon
no because time is like a movie, everything causes everything after so events were fixed at the Big Bang
laguna
different mindset
tea
im not saying like eventually u stagnate but
tea
actually it doesn't matter
tea
this is a pointless discussion because we already agree
laguna
yeah like every discussion there is to have
tea
yep
anon
Nuh uh some are fun
laguna
entertainment is not a purpose
>>559820
anon
I’m a utilitarian actually
anon
so it is
anon
I’m going to make a movie called what is porpoise where I make friends with aquatic animals but also make snide remarks about how they are not real mammals despite them being so
tea
>>559822
do you perhaps... do shit you enjoy.... maybe... stuf you find... entertaining?
laguna
oftentimes I do not
tea
if you're doing something you don't like then either there is a deeper reason or you have literally no alternative
laguna
the deeper reason is that you gotta do it and that's how it is
tea
well i don't really think there's anything we subject ourselves to that is just unpleasant and meaningless
laguna
who likes their job
tea
you do your job to stay alive
tea
and to have money
laguna
so you do it because you gotta do it
laguna
there's no actual reason there you just need to do it
tea
fair enough
tea
at the same time i would imagine that there's still eventually something you do for its own sake
>>559840
tea
maybe not your job but yknow
anon
Laguna come run with Me where is your house I’ll drop by
laguna
it's 4 am mate
0.6698% booger!boymodewng
hello
anon
damn she has her own time zone in her house
>>559842
laguna
>>559834
that's called a hobby yeah
lain from the mines
can you guys keep it down i can hear you from discord
>>559844
laguna
>>559839
that's what happens when you're just that important
anon
: D
lain from the mines
>>559844
its so loud !!!!!!
lain from the mines
everyone is SCREAming
laguna
and all the silly effects
anon
that’s Derick our beloved mascot he loves you!!
>>559845
laguna
long ass rat get it out
anon
Derick may bight your fingerez
0.6700% booger!boymodewng
gotta have a picture
tea
darn
anon
it needs to be against a pi–
>>559862
anon
cture
0.6702% booger!boymodewng
already asked and answer twinkanon
laguna
I hate this shite fack it off
>>559871
anon
ikr me too
laguna
cursed rat
dawn
#fish 🐟
tea
#fish 🐟
dawn
IT'S BACK
anon
dawn : D
dawn
anon :DD
anon
Heridudhehxsh ^##^
anon
dawn you don’t have a flag oooh is this a new chapter in the dawnzone?
laguna
does any1 here play limbus
tea
nobody here games
laguna
that's fucked up
tea
yeah
anon
I looove the aesthetic of project moon games and the sound and all but I don’t game lol
>>559887
laguna
I smell based
dawn
except lain and her gaggle of minecraft players
laguna
the story is what really matters in their games
anon
I watched a video on the story of one of them I think
anon
I want to watch another one some time
>>559895
laguna
man fack off
tea
tomorrow im going out with a friend :) but i have to boymode :(
laguna
the stories being like having like a big boss fight with sick music and a hard ass fight
faye
#ksay alien
laguna
it's so good
faye
#ksay lain
faye
#ksay shirmbp
anon
good :)
shrimpe
#ksay fae
lain from the mines
#ksay bald
faye
#ksay BALD
shrimpe
#ksay balf
faye
#ksay balls
laguna
kfackoff

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