「poops」
!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
>>559495
#kiss you do
now just gotta figure out how to explain to my mom why the appointment is a day later
>>559498
:D <3 thank uuu I won’t let you down
n u 2 twinkanon
and why its not under her name
and why they will be giving me a completely different haircut from what we discussed....
>>559508
<3
.play mutilated lips ween
>>559505
I didn’t feel comfortable being myself in the way I am with my childhood friend with other friends I tried to make in college but w some of the ppl online I think similar things started emerging. I mean causality wise, if your brain can associate one person with things due to experiences it should be possible to do that with other ppl but not an instant thing
Alright now it's time to talk about MY problem: how do I convince my grandfather to see a therapist?
did u tell him to
>>559515
Yeah I mentioned it to him, but he is a very very stubborn man
>>559513
yeah true, just gotta give it time i guess
im out of ideas
also i thought the stims where wearing off but i just had a look in the mirror and my eyes literally look like the fucking plead emoji im not even joking
>>559518
I like don't want to be too er forceful, but I feel like I kinda gotta be like bro go to the therapist
>>559510
based u cooked
>>559517
<3 I believe in you kate
>>559522
ty anon <3
>>559520
is it something hurting himself or is it like people around him
>>559514
is there a therapist he would feel comfortable with? maybe a man?
if its something that hurts him (idk depression or ptsd or whatev) i think it may be pretty hard but you gotta say like sometimes u dont need to subject urself to going through something alone or whatever
>>559519
LMAO can I see??
.play interstate love song
alternatively just make it seem like some facile simple thing
>>559524
He's got Parkinsons and is just very clearly depressed. Not self harm level, but like definitely not happy and I am like sad because I want him to be chill and feel better.
>>559527
ok i might have been overreacting, but i got like lights on and 2 monitors beaming at me
>>559525
I think he's just from a generation that associates therapy with bad. I dunno, I kind of spoke to him about it and he seemed somewhat open to it but also like he likes to make any excuse to not do it.
>>559520
have you done so?
>>559532
if hes seeming to be open then i think you ahould just like make it super effortless. kinda hard to say no if its like "just tell me when ur free and ill book u a single thing and u can see how it is"
>>559533
So far I've been fairly gentle
>>559531
xD this is amazing
also you have pretty eyes
blehhhh :p
!boymodewng
.play
>>559534
That's kind of my strategy I am thinking, be like "hey we can schedule this for you" and make it fait accompli
!boymodewng
.play gonna shine up my boots
>>559543
yeah that seems a bit more "normal" LMAO
ai
Aight I gtg
Also internal server error so I lost a DM
>>559534
that seems nice
but love you all!!!
>>559544
x)
>>559530
ah fugg twinknon:( Parkinson’s mechanically causes depression. it destroys the dopimanergic neurons which are activated by stuff like amphetamines. once it progresses more he’s going to get more depressed. therapy might still be really good for isolation and having someone to listen to him but in terms of him changing himself and becoming a person who copes w things and thus is happy I’m not too optimistic. could still be a spot of social/emotional relief though
>>559551
theres actually a bunch of recent research that stimulant use late in life reduces the chance of developing parkinsons/alzheimers presumably because of the stimulation of those pathways
nicotine as well but the reason is less clear because it's acetylcholine
he should talk to his parkinsons doctors about upping treatments for the depression at the neural level
>>559552
I bet yeh heard of it
>>559549
still love you too
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559531
woahhh
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i think that big pupils r rlly cute tbh
!!UTCPvC12Ac
like awwww ur on drugs awwww
how about average sized pupils
!!UTCPvC12Ac
show me ur pupils tea
!!UTCPvC12Ac
let me look into them longingly
>>559559
LMFAO
.play hanging on knower
>>559553
the areas are in the same general path so it makes sense
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559563
its cute i cant help itttt
maybe at least
i wish i was cute sometimes
>>559569
they are focused on math in the distance
>>559551
Shoot, I might need to figure this out with you!
are we eye posting
yes
cause drugs or sth
idk
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559571
I’m glad you saw it. and you’re still making him much better off having someone who cares
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559569
why u looking so sharpedly silly??
>>559569
my eyes are grey
>>559578
so that you can see my pupils
::vape
woman
waow even her eyes are pupils she’s such a learner
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i need to be put down
>>559583
YUP
!!UTCPvC12Ac
god u can rlly tell how locusty i look in this jesus
>>559584
#smooch
extremely kissable expression
>>559589
shimp ur fuckin gorgeous
that picture looks really high quality ur lying shrimp
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559589
why u got so much eyearea skin?
once again the only one who compliments shimp after a post....
>>559590
this is still true though
>>559593
shrimp is one of the best worms :O
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559589
u look like u have like
you know in super paper mario where the like blackholes suck everything up??
u have that
it looks rlly cool
>>559595
stealing my shtick
it’s a good shrimck! >>559597
#ksay shtimp
shtickmp
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559589
shrimp have eyes???
>>559586
bazed
>>559601
that’s such a cool turn of phrase you could use that in a song
locust humanoid creatures mastering the plernoma in a post truth cyber metric based sino american world order *heavy drums in background*
anyway you’re fine rose i would love to hang out with you
>>559585
im gonna pet u
>>559602
::kill
::krill
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559606
no im gross
youd contract a disease i think
Hello friends.
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i fear many of you are assuming this is a bit or smthing or are too afraid to tell me i do indeed look locusty which makes me sad
>>559613
rose I think your too isolated you need to fly to America and kiss me please so you have humans to compare urself to
>>559611
i already have every disease ill pet u
except hiv if any cuties were wondering :>
waow good job
I thought nerds didn’t get diseases though tea’s been slaying fr
!!UTCPvC12Ac
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559617
thank goodness
is being rude legally allowed in this board / altchan wtv
shouldn’t be imo
>>559616
a wise and powerful sage once said
"I catch all diseases in the world
So the world don't have no more diseases, you feel me?"
>>559622
yes but be nice
>>559620
Lose weight and get a haircut
usually it'd be 2 paragraph deconstruction of whoever I'm trying to cause improvement on but I will keep it at that
>>559620
if you put an eye on your thumb nail this would look pretty sick
i really need better stims, the second half of anything ritalin-related is just so meh
!boymodewng
>>559625
::ebil
>>559620
powerful
Rose does your hand skin you can pull it up a few cm? like its reallt stretchy and thin?
i drew a vague image of how im built so now i can more accurately describe why i need to end my life
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559627
man fuck you im not gonna listen to you if youre not gonna write 2 paragraphs
>>559634
I have better things to do
!boymodewng
if it's not in MLA format i'm not fucking reading it
!!UTCPvC12Ac
im not gonna cut my hair either so like lol
not cut
you look like a mop
just get it looking like something
that's like not a mop
>>559636
paragraphs cant be in mla
dont be rude nonna :(
it's for her own good
>>559642
mla is for citation and also headers and text formatting. on this board u couldny
!!UTCPvC12Ac
"ur fat n ur hair dumb" "bro its for ur own good" man shut up
it's true though
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559601
#throw
::rose_orlando
rose weren’t you just calling yourself unattractive? I think you’re being kinda based though standing up for urself
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559620
#throw
::rose_orlando
>>559649
People are usually extremely insecure and feel like only they can be honest about themselves
>u look bad rn, change
unconstructive criticism
>you should try X, i think it would look good on uou
constructive criticism
!!UTCPvC12Ac
"ur hair bad change it" wow holy shit what a fucking genius
please don’t say sperg out. I think rose would be super cute thinner and with less frayed hair if it is I don’t know hair care but she’s fine looking as is and ya know ur using shame kinda language u gotta be gentle with ideas for how others could look cuz it’s violating and hurtful to be like ‘ur look is bad >:(‘
let's not sperg out over me saying someone should lose weight
its not disordered eating to want to stop looking like Tony Soprano
ok is the ED discussion okay but not me saying a word
starving for 6 days is ED
>>559656
oh are u on a diet
weight loss should be controlled and done in a healthy manner
just go at a healthy rate, if it takes like a year you still have the majority of your life left to slay.
>>559661
if you lose it too fast you don't know how to keep it at a low level and gain it again due to rebounds easily
I've been flip flopping between 100kg and 50kg for my entire life ik a lot about gaining and losing weight
>>559661
you’d look a lot better if you did but I hope you don’t feel too bad as is
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559652
right like? "oh i think if you did this with ur hair or tried this style" but its just like "oh ur hair bad" n its like ok?? cool bro
>>559665
as is? i kinda want to shoot myself everytime i look in a mirror
i didnt get any sleep last night and i was genuinely suicidal
>>559667
it's OK to try to look a way that doesn't make you feel ashamed about your body
>>559666
do you want me to send some hairstyle inspirations or do you like your hair?
>>559670
i know but im sure ill end up failing at my diet and gaining it all back. its what happened last time
i can do the former if you want
>>559672
this is why you have easy diets at the start and slowly increase the calorie deficit with time
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559671
honestly im getting happier with my hair recently i was rlly fucked up about it for ages but its gotten longer again
my diet is easy im just thinking before i eat stuff
>>559662
definitely and don’t mentally exhaust yourself. do you eat sweets and stuff? I’m avoiding those now
i log my calories on days where i actually eat 3 square meals otherwise i dont eat a whole lot
>>559675
i think ur hair is like really good looking naturally and if u got a good haircut it could be pretty subtle but just sorta fit ur face a lot better. haircuts are crazy they totally change how u look im so happy hair is malleable
I just do fasting and do extra hours if I'm not losing weight yet
calorie tracking makes eating a pain
>>559675
I like the length I wish it were shinier. do y use much conditioner?
anyway i need to lose all this weight and even then ill still be ugly because of my dads terrible genetis
genetics
it's ok to be ugly
no it isnt. ill be a freak forever. im already unlovable
!!UTCPvC12Ac
no one even answered the base question of if i look locusty you guys all suck btw
lolcow is about mindset
that’s just a brainworm word it’s evil and shaming
>>559688
>>559687
i dont engage with bait
>>559686
I'm sure u can manage
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559690
its not bait its a genuine serious thing ive been thinking about
its bait. i can distinguish bait.
how do I set a name on this shite
>>559694
little person icon top right
>>559664
gah that must be really hard
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559693
im glad like a thing ive been seriously kinda like worried about is just bait to you thats rlly cool
>>559696
it's more like I'm too inconsistent to keep myself at a low weight
I'm trying to lose weight now because I want to max breast growth pre ba via weight cycling n pio though
>>559671
I really liked how you said this
im like 230 5'9"
id be happier if being fat at least gave me hips but no of course not i couldnt get anything good out of it
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559682
why would it be shiny? idk i dont think that would look good
>>559698
probably maybe because your mentally tired and need to cope maybe it can be easier or smth
problem is that I kinda look better when fat due to fat distribution so I just kinda let it happen often
>>559700
im having an autist moment are u being sarcastic here
>>559705 No I am NOT being sarcastic I’m sorry tea I went and commented on hair and I just felt too aggressive and not constructive and I liked how you directly addressed it but also had kindness and a cool idea
okay thank goodness
i got so unlucky with genetics i wish my parents had never met im fat but e isnt helping at all i have 0 hips i still look like a fat old man
I got so lucky and I love my life
!!UTCPvC12Ac
like i should probs go to a hairdresser to clean it up a little but like the general style of it
ppl irl always tell me my hair looks nice n is rlly soft n stuff also
yeah i think so too. i think if they like just sorta shaped it it would really suit you.
gonna go take a shower and see if i can wash off some of the feeling of disgust at myself i have rn
good luck o7
!!UTCPvC12Ac
have a nice shower finch :pray:
ill probably catch myself in the mirror and make it worse
>>559702
i think shiny hair is pretty and like it makes someone look really alive and my sister has more full hair and of similar shape and texture to yours and she’s an asshole to me lol so I don’t like it lmfao
it would be really cute to see if hairdresser have you ever done that can I seeeee??????
man people really do type slow as hell
what are y'alls hobbies
I am on phone
and I’m about to go for a run!
who you running from
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559717
no i havent been to one since i was a child
>>559723
we can tell
okay no I can tell
!!UTCPvC12Ac
kill yourself man
>>559722
feeling exhausted and bored and frustrated and unhealthy
>>559724
asshat
>>559727
that's a good reason 2 run
I hate cardio cus I'm a slob tbh
>>559723
I wanna seeeee :) I think it would be pretty no please get the same haircut as tea that would be bazed af
!!UTCPvC12Ac
well theres no pics of it and also youd just be looking at a boy with a boy haircut so idk if youd get anything out of that
!!UTCPvC12Ac
tea has very different hair texture to mine
>>559732
my haircut is kinda designed for my hair yea
she does lol but it would be much better than a boy haircut on you still
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i wouldnt get a boy hair im just saying theres no picutres of me having been to a hair dressers
good <3
oooh yeah started saying all that imagining that I was implying that you were going to go to the hairdresser and have fancy hair but I didn’t. yeah phone typing with swipes
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559741yeah
is it autocomplete when it comes out in bursts?
interesting technique
!!UTCPvC12Ac
icharresting
>>559708
what’s your estrogen level also? because low sex hormones can cause fat buildup like that -‘eunuchoid body type’. also depression and mental instability
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i think she has left to go shower
don't they have a repressor flag doesn't that imply no hrt or means of transition are being used
!!UTCPvC12Ac
who knows man the flags are randomised everyone gets their own flag
the fuck you mean randomised
is this all a farce
!!UTCPvC12Ac
:)
!!UTCPvC12Ac
im not even trans
hehehehe xD
that doesn't help actuall
y
!!UTCPvC12Ac
ok man kill yourself for actual
I'm just saying man I'm just saying
!!UTCPvC12Ac
genuinely i hope for bad things to happen to you in your life
extremely hugboxy place for being an altchan, usually they're 10 times worse than /lgbt/ is
>chan is nowhere to be found in name
alright...
>>559731
I hated it too but it turns out I was pushing myself waaay too hard now I just go light and feel good
it's promoted as an altchan though
blame the marketing
>>559761
I like going light but that also makes me feel like I'm not doing anything
>>559746
they do have a repper flag
>>559765
YEAH
never goon tshirt but it says never rep
>>559756
there is no just saying we live in a causal world u should seriously say sorry
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>559767
never rap
>>559768
I'm just saying it due to the causes
#ksay shrimp
#ksay shrimbp
#ksay faye
>>559768
I regret being too nice
#ksay shimbn
>>559764
that’s the whole shame mindset that makes u toxic and hurt yourself and others. there’s a part that’s true and good. but a lot of it is just self harm when you’re pushing yourself or others into a wall while nothing improves
yeah I have a half broken shoulder tendon due to that
idrc about what others do but I try to push myself often and if I don't I feel bad
sometimes I do that and I hit a pr though
and then like quit
but the pr is really what matters
whats a pr aside from pull request
>>559780
this is what really matters
personal record
>>559782
nerds these days
thank you
np ;) was that a pull request btw? or a push request
nerds call it pb
>>559783
unfortunately true
>>559789
I guess I’m being the rude non hugboxer now huh ;) but it is right? because your pushing yourself to get injured because ‘aaah I need to prove myself’ got you hurt and made you overweight. you need to get that out of yourself one decision at a time
>>559788
that implies I can't do better
don't jig with it
>>559791
"personal best" idk i think its clear
>>559790
I'm trying jit shit ain't easy when you're raised to be like that
I'm doing fine now just losing weight calmly doing wtv
not planning on working out like I did before either just lower body stuff 4 hips
!boymodewng
what's up wormies
>>559794
I know
#hug
>>559793
yeah personal best implies that there's not a higher one
>>559787
get fucked omg i was so scared i got it wrong
>>559800 it’s project reality I’m an expert arma/battlefield player I watched a letsplay of that a lil
get bikepilled
>>559799
well because there isn't yet
as i say i think its clear what it means lol. like i get what ur saying im not trying to tell u what words to use
!boymodewng
i'm so bored
>>559803
there's no such thing as someone's best
they can always do more if they try to
no because time is like a movie, everything causes everything after so events were fixed at the Big Bang
>>559807
this is brainrot
different mindset
im not saying like eventually u stagnate but
actually it doesn't matter
this is a pointless discussion because we already agree
yeah like every discussion there is to have
yep
Nuh uh some are fun
entertainment is not a purpose
I’m a utilitarian actually
so it is
>>559817
what is a purpose then
I’m going to make a movie called what is porpoise where I make friends with aquatic animals but also make snide remarks about how they are not real mammals despite them being so
>>559820
I unno I just do shit
>>559822
do you perhaps... do shit you enjoy.... maybe... stuf you find... entertaining?
oftentimes I do not
if you're doing something you don't like then either there is a deeper reason or you have literally no alternative
the deeper reason is that you gotta do it and that's how it is
well i don't really think there's anything we subject ourselves to that is just unpleasant and meaningless
who likes their job
you do your job to stay alive
and to have money
so you do it because you gotta do it
there's no actual reason there you just need to do it
fair enough
at the same time i would imagine that there's still eventually something you do for its own sake
maybe not your job but yknow
Laguna come run with Me where is your house I’ll drop by
it's 4 am mate
!boymodewng
hello
damn she has her own time zone in her house
>>559834
that's called a hobby yeah
can you guys keep it down i can hear you from discord
>>559839
that's what happens when you're just that important
: D
>>559841
I dunno what I should have done differently
how do I turn off the mammal on my right down corner
>>559844
its so loud !!!!!!
everyone is SCREAming
>>559795
oh based af
and all the silly effects
>>559845
i will be reporting you
that’s Derick our beloved mascot he loves you!!
>>559845
long ass rat get it out
erm
!boymodewng
>>559845
rude!
Derick may bight your fingerez
#bounce
>>559857
#bounce
!boymodewng
gotta have a picture
darn
it needs to be against a pi–
!boymodewng
>>559861
#halt
cture
!boymodewng
already asked and answer twinkanon
>>559865
#bounce
I hate this shite fack it off
ikr me too
>>559868
#kick
cursed rat
#fish 🐟
#fish 🐟
IT'S BACK
dawn : D
anon :DD
Heridudhehxsh ^##^
dawn you don’t have a flag oooh is this a new chapter in the dawnzone?
does any1 here play limbus
nobody here games
that's fucked up
yeah
I looove the aesthetic of project moon games and the sound and all but I don’t game lol
I smell based
except lain and her gaggle of minecraft players
>>559884
you gotta do it though
the story is what really matters in their games
>>559867
hi twinkanon how are you
I watched a video on the story of one of them I think
!boymodewng
I want to watch another one some time
man fack off
tomorrow im going out with a friend :) but i have to boymode :(
>>559892
but the gameplay
the stories being like having like a big boss fight with sick music and a hard ass fight
#ksay alien
it's so good
#ksay lain
#ksay shirmbp
good :)
#ksay fae
#ksay bald
#ksay BALD
#ksay balf
#ksay balls
kfackoff