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anon
maybe ill be mtf repressor anon instead
finch
repping not allowed
anon
its very allowed
shrimpe
go my scarab
finch
>>565390
exactly reppers should not do that
anon
>>565386
True, in fact, I am forced to repress my insatiable desire for shrimp
>>565415
Laguna2
>>565397
then thats not repressing
globber
:0
shrimpe
its not so shrimple
globber
it’s not so shrimple
shrimpe
>>565405
yes i agree with that for sure
finch
if youre forced to rep for like safety reasons thats another story but im talking about brainwormed reppers
>>565412
globber
>>565352
tbh didn’t like this one it’s just a human body with ornamentation and blood, I think the best fashion creates something beyond
>>565413
shrimpe
>>565394
i mean if you added me on discord you could express yourself a lot more freely
finch
i wish i could bind without hurting breast growth bc i hate looking like a man w tits
>>565419>>565420
finch
>>565416
i hate hanging out w ppl bc i always dwarf them with my wide shoulders
Laguna2
>>565416
it doesnt hurt breast growth
finch
last time i was measured i was 5'9 but all my pants seem too short now i wonder if i grew a bunch randomly
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
Laguna2
i hate hanging out w people because i hate people
globber
if I ever get a lover I’m wearing one of these horror outfits when I meet their friends and it will be in. a dark alley while they’re walking with their friend/ relative and tons of lightning with flash and great shadows rushing around them and my lover screaming ‘globber has come!!!’ and then myself in the horror outfit suddenly lunging out of the shadows and emitting a hideous shriek which rends the night and snatching them with seeming inhuman strength and disappearing, with all returning to normal in moments, but their associate gone
anon
>men are so attractive
<one normal man has one normal conversationwith me
>WTF GET IT AWAY FROM ME IM DYING
what did my brain mean by this
>>565434
anon
>>565431
no this is like a regular thing
anon
>>565430
Hi, I can have a normal conversation with you
anon
but this specific time, history
anon
never ask men about history -_-
anon
i am a history autist and i had so many cool thints to say and i couldnt get a word in edgewise because i had to head about the reasons that portugal was so powerful in the 1700s
>>565454>>565441>>565443
globber
>>565427
smooch I’d bewitch your heart with dark ice powers and you’d have a permanent shadow which loomed behind you even in the sun and eyes which reflected not a glimpse of light (but still your pretty colored parts of the eyes and the white around)
>>565452
anon
>>565444
I REGUARLY suck MEN'S DICKS
anon
but the rest of it is cool but my absolute fav is like levantine religion and also early china history
anon
and india subcontinent
anon
i guess i just listed every single civilization in the neolithic to ancient era but whatever
>>565453
anon
>>565451
Tell me a bit about india, I did a project on ancient india in like gradeschool so I know they had some interesting like plumbing system
>>565455
anon
>>565453
indias actually my weakest part i just know a bunch about buddhism specifically
>>565457
globber
>>565452
#smooch only fitting for you
anon
>>565454
idk something something good boats and spain bad
anon
siddhartha is pretty cool cause we get an origin story where its definitely still corrupted but he's not doing miracles and shit until he reaches enlightenment so the basic story is probably not too far from the truth
>>565468
anon
>>565459
Well I wouldn't know where to start, you decide babe
globber
>>565449
just make shit up who’s going to check you lol I also do this and I totally made up the history of southern Kenya between 10,000 bc and 20,000 bc
anon
tldr hes born into the warrior caste which is like one below the brahmin (priestly caste)
anon
And hes born to a fairly important family iirc but his first important contemplation is seeing a festival
anon
he sees all the abundant happiness and joy in the festival goers but he notices the donkey is still suffering to carry goods and the servants are still suffering to prepare everything for everyone
>>565486
globber
omg omg omg I like this more than tf jumper I like this I like pastelrosecore
>>565482
anon
and so he contemplates how the joy of the festival is born of their suffering and how it would be impossible without it
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i will do tomorrow
anon
and how suffering is inherent to life
anon
>>565473
is okay, I have been looking at fashion shows alot
globber
it’s probably stereotypical or some shit but I like it a lot
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
do u like the dress ??
>>565480
anon
then eventually he becomes as ascetic and starves himself but then later realizes thats kind of bullshit so he creates the Middle Path
>>565505
anon
YES!
anon
Which says you should abstain from frovolous things, but also that true asceticism is its own flavor of frivilous
>>565488
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565469
puppy princess
anon
and that basically the ascetics are sucking their own spiritual cocks over how cool they are for not eating
anon
>>565484
Interesting, I normally associate Buddhists with complete ascetism
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565469
#throw
::rose_orlando
anon
but that in the end that is just as much of a material trapping as having lavish meals
>>565492
globber
>>565469
hehe this one is also cute though dumb no staplemoding
anon
>>565490
If you don't mind me saying this, Sidhartha is coming off as a Holden Caufield calling everyone a phoney
>>565496>>565512
globber
>>565482
^^ it was rly cute and I think u had a cute expression too don rember
::rose happy
globber
waaah no not angry rose
anon
>>565492
I mean kind of but hes saying ecerything with compassion
anon
he views everything as a needless suffering
anon
and hopes that the middle path can free everyone from their suffering
globber
cyberrose is tired I think
anon
through total annihilation of the self and the soul
>>565502
anon
>>565501
Interesting, the first observation comes off more as negative utilltarianism than anything else, like more just saying "net happiness must be negative" type deal, which I didn't associate with Buddhism
>>565504>>565521
anon
>>565502
the joy rhat the festivities bring is born of desire and desire is inherently suffering to buddhist philosophy
>>565506
globber
>>565483
#hug it will return one day
anon
without desire you don't contemplate the fact that the rest of the year is *not* a festival
mobilerose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i am sleepy i feel a lil weird cos i did sm mdma hehe
>>565524
anon
I align more closely with like very stripped down taoism proabbly
>>565526
globber
>>565492
it’s the same realization we all have looking at others and it’s a correct one but hard to act on
anon
cant really convince myself to be genuinely spiritual or believe in a higher power other than the universe
anon
something like "panthiest"
anon
without the contemplation of me your soul would not be trapped with the lack-of-me
>>565519
finch
it sucks so much i dwarf all my friends but im also the only troon in the group so its like a bunch of normal people and then a big ogre
anon
>>565517
hmmm.... but I do like contemplating you. I don't feel too bad...
anon
Maybe I am just enlightened I guess
globber
>>565502
I do and seeth at them for it
anon
I don't really think much about Buddhism, they exist. But I feel like they have some hardcore uh like branding. Everyone I know has a super positive opinion of them, which makes me naturally suspicious.
>>565529
globber
>>565509
I thought u looked extra happy n unbothered n cute in the pic haha but don’t do too much frfr
globber
>>565511
most wise ppl do I think
anon
Which I think you might like globber
anon
Well this is their less er cottagey looks, they had some earlier that were more cute instead of edgey
globber
>>565522
yes exactly frfrfr’ oh they’re so great they’re against suffering and desire look they all sit around in temples all day doing nothing’ hmmmmm
>>565531
anon
Alright I like that one
anon
>>565529
It's more like I think everyone assumes they are advocates for peace because "isn't buddhism supposed to be peaceful", but I don't buy it.
>>565534
globber
>>565525
oh fugg I got tired of fashion and turned it off
anon
Rodarte was the ones I posted recently, this is obviously an earlier show from like 5 years ago
globber
>>565531
in a world of constrained resources, those who exist
globber
exist for a reason
globber
that being they fought enough to survive
globber
hmm these dresses are a little to ornamental, like the wearers do not seem powerful but more just something to look at
>>565543
anon
im so tired of this world...
globber
thanks for thinking of me twinknon
anon
>>565537
That's normal for fashion, models are made for the outfit instead of other way around. But this show had better stuff earlier on then midloaded alot of sort of "edgy" looks
globber
I can imagine my friend wearing that and looking good she likes white
anon
But Rodarte is top-tier femme has good variety etc.
anon
hii
globber
so cute :3
anon
no me
anon
you win this round...
globber
you’ve def got smth to live for if that’s you anon waow
anon
no i dont have that sweater
anon
wish i did though.
globber
the red 1700s one was kinda cool
globber
I liked when she moved her arm w the cape
anon
idk why everyon thinks im a doggirl im totalyl not
>>565580
globber
>>565557
good paypatpatpat cuddle cuddle
anon
awawawawawwwww
globber
>>565561
losing the ability to meow is a true tragedy
anon
there are times for meowing and there are times for awawawawawa
anon
i actually have meowd
anon
im a cat
anon
it depends on mood
globber
mrow =^_^=
anon
we should do a poll so we know whats the number of puppygirls and kittygirls here
globber
it is the right of EVERYworm to be a puppykittygirl at least sometimes
anon
You said it earlier that you wanted to be on a leash
anon
i didnt say that
anon
Oh yeah, you said you wanted to put ME on a leash
anon
Sorry, I forgot
anon
i also didnt say that. idiot.
>>565588
globber
he got too excited patpatpat
anon
everytime i read leash i get reminded of that one korn song
globber
.play Korn leash
anon
why player doesnt works for me
globber
waow
globber
noooooo rip kiddo
anon
>>565593
It's okay! Don't worry, I'll forgive you, but only because you are so cute
globber
cool video
anon
H i

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Hello
globber
oh phew I’m glad
anon
>>565607
Well, I have some ideas on how I could show you how cute you are, but the moderators don't want me to sexually harass anons anymore... so sad
>>565613
globber
it feels good to say shrimp to ur dog pics
globber
but idk if I’m communicating good u don’t have to reply but I think we’re having fun
>>565616
anon
>>565613
Hey! You are the one talking about putting me in a latex catsuit
>>565619
globber
>>565612
shrimp
shrimp
shrimp shrimp shrimp

a
shrimpe
i am autistic so i will just. do these sort of things repeatedly its like stimming
>>565624
anon
>>565615
i didnt think like. that it would be like that! i just think it would be cool!
>>565622
shrimpe
group stimming sesh
anon
>>565619
You think it would be cool if I rubbed up against you in a latex catsuit?
>>565626
globber
>>565618
I like doing these kinds of things too it feels nice to repeat things w others
anon
my real history autism is ancient religion though
>>565627
globber
shrimpe
shrimpe
globber
anon
>>565631
The WEIRDEST one, I want the scientology of ancient religion, I want the ancient relgion that even back then they thought "wow that's bullshit"
>>565634
anon
any qualifier you end with "est" is gonna end up talkig about the israelites
anon
They're the biggest and smallest and weirest and most influentialest and everything-est
>>565644
anon
>>565638
You are the one that brought it up!
shrimpe
>>565639
about history

>>565638
btw if hes bothering u we can kill him for u i have a drone loitering above his house
>>565667
anon
>>565637
Alright, let's hear it then
anon
which one do you wann hear about shrimpe
shrimpe
uhmm
anon
i can do like gnosticism or early forms of othodoxy or like egyptian religion or uuhh
>>565656>>565653
globber
my gnostic leader told me that manicheanism is not a rival to gnosticism but actually a branch of it which I thought was interesting
anon
idk
anon
>>565653
okay they are super cool :F
anon
:D
shrimpe
>>565648
gnosticism ive vaguely heard abt that before but im not sure what it is whats gnosticism
>>565659
anon
basically you should think of the different gods of egypt as representing cities/people groups more than their actual stated "aspects" if that makes sense
anon
their worship is super geographical
anon
>>565656
omg okay i love gnosticism im gonna switch to that
anon
Interesting
globber
tell us about Gnosticism pls :)
anon
its so cool
anon
its basically a solution to the hypocricy that early christians find in the way the old testament and new testament speak about god
anon
in the new testament god is very impersonal and distant and just kind of generically good and like. nice and love thy neighbor and all that
anon
in the old testament god is like a tempermental bpd lil hoe and yells at people (actually just kills them vuolently) for these tiny percieved accidental slights
anon
And so basically early christians have to rec9ncile the fact that these two gods seem very different
anon
and yet, jesus, the lynchpin of it all, says that he's the true son of YHWH the old testament god
anon
thats what happens to me every saturday night
anon
so the christians come up with this solution: there is one true god, who is the newtestament god. distant and impersonal. incomprehensible. it's not that it would be immoral or blasphemy to see his physical form, rather it's that you just *cant*. it's not within the realm of possibility
anon
wait r u talking about the history of christianity
anon
And the old testament god is actually this being called the Demiurge
shrimpe
THE DEMIURGE
anon
YEAH
shrimpe
WOW
anon
and so actually a lot of the foundational parts of how we think of satan nowadays are transcribed over from how the early christians tend to see the demiurge. he's essentially characterized as a fallen... angel(ish?) being who is confused and uncertain about his ppace in the cosmic heirarchy
>>565685
anon
i lowkey wasnt paying attention and didnt realize there was actual good conversation going on
globber
>>565667
they hate to see a girl walking her hammers
anon
so even though the world is all perfect and cool with just god and his attendants and children, the demiurge, yaldebaeoth (definitely spelled wrong) aka the demiurge, decides to create the material world
shrimpe
>>565680
>he's essentially characterized as a fallen... angel(ish?) being who is confused and uncertain about his ppace in the cosmic heirarchy
hes just like me for real
>>565689
anon
my religion makes perfect sense but YOUR religion has A STUPID creation story
anon
and so he is the creator of the universe
anon
but all humans are actually minor angelic beings who were unjustly jailed in this material world when the demiurge created it
anon
and so all the suffering of life is because we live in this imperfect bastardized facililie of gods true kingdom
anon
also btw the demiurge is often characterized as sophias child. sophia is one of gods daughters and is super cool and badass and s5uff
anon
but like
shrimpe
waow
anon
not super relevant to the basic concept of it, but i had yo mention her
anon
ive awlays been facinated in early christian histroy. and like how we came up with all this philosopgy and theology
anon
but anyways there is no "gnosticism" per se. these are jus general vague ideas that are all grouped together as one coherent narrative but thats not what it was at all
anon
i cant fucking spell
anon
"gnosticism" is basically a category that WE in modern timescreated to collect together a wide range of beliefs that were held by early christians but didnt make it past that point (except ppssibly the manacheans who STILL EXIST TO THIS DAY (!!))
shrimpe
!!!
shrimpe
thats really neat
anon
But like. nobody thought "im a gnostic"
shrimpe
i cant believe thats where the demiurge is from
anon
this was just ideas that were in the running for official christianity ™️ when it was being created
anon
and didnt make it
shrimpe
thats really cool
anon
but the name "gnostic" comes from Gnosis, Knowledge in g4e3k
shrimpe
gnosis
shrimpe
it is gnosis
anon
And the idea is that you reach Gnosis by fundementally understanding your place in the world as a divine being trapped in the false material world of yaldabaeoth
shrimpe
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shrimpe
see i had heard abt gnosis before but i didnt quite get it but that clears it up ya
anon
yeah
anon
but it's not like
anon
just understanding the concept = gnosis
shrimpe
its gnosis
anon
the idea is that luke theres all these secrets and information you havr to learn to like truly *understand* your place as a divine being
shrimpe
its knowing
anon
if that makese sense
shrimpe
oh ya 100% we dont even see reality as it truly is in the first place it is an experiential abstraction of sensory information
anon
you cant just be told about it thats not enough
anon
it's like the difference between having zen enlightenment explained to you vs actually experiencing it
shrimpe
i will achieve gnosis one day
globber
^demiurge
anon
yeah idk its really fucking xool
anon
if anyone wants yourube channels who talk about it i have some recs :3
>>565733
shrimpe
it is very cool
shrimpe
i really vibe with the idea of gnosis
>>565749
shrimpe
i love youtube stuff like this
anon
Religion for breakfast, Esoterica (best of these three) and Lets talk Religion
>>565737
anon
esoterica is fucking 👌🤌🤌🤌🤌 mwah chefs kiss
shrimpe
i do find religion really interesting actually
shrimpe
ironically. i have jordan peterson to thank for that
>>565768
anon
its this jewish dude whos super into metal but kinda shy about it
anon
so all his merch he plugs it like "oh yeah and if you wanna support the channel!! we have these cool.... metal inspired... teeshirts... if you like that stuff.... but i think theyre pretty cool!!!!
>>565746
globber
>>565732
I think it’s true because we by nature strive to improve and understand our world which arose randomly, as did our nature which contains imprisoning parts
>>565755
anon
Justin sledge = esoterica, hes so fucking cute and whol3some and smart as fuck and actually puts in SO much legwork on his vide
>>565774
anon
and has a great voice
anon
he is bae :3
anon
o ya.. i think i know that gyu...
anon
i have watched pretty much every esoterica video like 4 times they are SO GOOD
anon
top notch production quality
shrimpe
im gonna watch esoterica as the next youtube video i watch
>>565763
anon
nod nod
globber
>>565736
shrimpe shrimp shrimp

shrimp shrimp shrimp

shimp shrim sip
>>565769
anon
>>565747
You've forced my hand, I am going to have to make you my woman and domesticate you so you stop being evil. It's as simple as that.
(they called for mods)
>>565771
shrimpe
either tonight or tomorrow
anon
thank you for sharing anon
shrimpe
ya ty ty
globber
>>565741
that’s funny :)
I think he has some good in him and his focuses he just didn’t quite achieve gnosis so he got played by the demiurge and reacted to his imperfect nature without a path to overcome it
>>565770
shrimpe
>>565768
honestly maps of meaning is a pretty good read if you can interpret his psychobabble and i thought his talks on the bible as a sort of method for humans to interpret reality and morality and everything else was really neat and it made me have adifferent perspective on religion in general but he absolutely went down the rabbit hole and is a crazy motherfucker now which sucks but oh well
>>565783
anon
srimp!
anon
they put u there
anon
obsidian....
shrimpe
i take notes sometimes
anon
im so proud
shrimpe
tha nk u . ....
anon
>>565774
yes omg i have to shill esoterica to all wormies
globber
>>565770
ooh interesting I have had those kinds of thoughts too, like the idea that demons can exist as thoughts, idk
anon
my fav youtube channel (other than jerma but im literally a transgender so that doesnt count)
anon
worm
anon
worm.
anon
YES
anon
all wormies must esoterica :DDD

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