「poops」
!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
maybe ill be mtf repressor anon instead
repping not allowed
>>565380
#kiss
its very allowed
>>565383
(^-^)
repping is allowed yeah
I actually do like the student that went all out on horror themed designs tbh. That's fun and I think the idea could be refined and look really really cool.
go my scarab
repressing is very dumb
>>565388
#give
>>565390
generally it is probably but there can be valid reasons
>>565390
exactly reppers should not do that
>>565386
True, in fact, I am forced to repress my insatiable desire for shrimp
>>565392
ppl can still take hrt without socially transitioning
>>565387
this is great
>>565395
literally me
>>565395
it can be life threatening to do so sometimes
>>565392
fancy shrimpe
>>565397
then thats not repressing
>>565400
im extremely nuanced!
:0
>>565398
people shouldnt rep for brainworm reasons is what i mean
its not so shrimple
it’s not so shrimple
>>565405
yes i agree with that for sure
if youre forced to rep for like safety reasons thats another story but im talking about brainwormed reppers
>>565352
tbh didn’t like this one it’s just a human body with ornamentation and blood, I think the best fashion creates something beyond
>>565409
oh ok ya we agree
>>565411
SPEAKING OF HORROR THEMED
>>565394
i mean if you added me on discord you could express yourself a lot more freely
i wish i could bind without hurting breast growth bc i hate looking like a man w tits
>>565413
imagine meeting ur bf’s parents looking like this
>>565417
i bet theyd be impressed
>>565416
i hate hanging out w ppl bc i always dwarf them with my wide shoulders
>>565416
it doesnt hurt breast growth
last time i was measured i was 5'9 but all my pants seem too short now i wonder if i grew a bunch randomly
.skip (voted to skip this video)
>>565418
#yeh
i hate hanging out w people because i hate people
if I ever get a lover I’m wearing one of these horror outfits when I meet their friends and it will be in. a dark alley while they’re walking with their friend/ relative and tons of lightning with flash and great shadows rushing around them and my lover screaming ‘globber has come!!!’ and then myself in the horror outfit suddenly lunging out of the shadows and emitting a hideous shriek which rends the night and snatching them with seeming inhuman strength and disappearing, with all returning to normal in moments, but their associate gone
>>565417
If you showed up in this, I would sweep you up and bridal carry you to a nice remote manor where an eldritch horror lives and marry you there
>men are so attractive
<one normal man has one normal conversationwith me
>WTF GET IT AWAY FROM ME IM DYING
what did my brain mean by this
>>565431
no this is like a regular thing
>>565430
Hi, I can have a normal conversation with you
but this specific time, history
never ask men about history -_-
>>565432
scary
i am a history autist and i had so many cool thints to say and i couldnt get a word in edgewise because i had to head about the reasons that portugal was so powerful in the 1700s
>>565439
Oh God yeah I know exactly what you mean
>>565427
smooch I’d bewitch your heart with dark ice powers and you’d have a permanent shadow which loomed behind you even in the sun and eyes which reflected not a glimpse of light (but still your pretty colored parts of the eyes and the white around)
>>565439
What is your historical interest in?
>>565441
u r literally a m*n
>>565444
I REGUARLY suck MEN'S DICKS
>>565443
neolithic to ancient era basically
but the rest of it is cool but my absolute fav is like levantine religion and also early china history
>>565447
Really, how exactly do they study that stuff? Seems difficult
and india subcontinent
i guess i just listed every single civilization in the neolithic to ancient era but whatever
>>565442
CUTE!
>>565451
Tell me a bit about india, I did a project on ancient india in like gradeschool so I know they had some interesting like plumbing system
>>565439
oh why was that?
>>565453
indias actually my weakest part i just know a bunch about buddhism specifically
>>565452
#smooch only fitting for you
>>565455
Oooh tell me a bit then
>>565454
idk something something good boats and spain bad
>>565457
abt what like the life of siddhartha? or hiduism or wha
siddhartha is pretty cool cause we get an origin story where its definitely still corrupted but he's not doing miracles and shit until he reaches enlightenment so the basic story is probably not too far from the truth
>>565459
Well I wouldn't know where to start, you decide babe
>>565449
just make shit up who’s going to check you lol I also do this and I totally made up the history of southern Kenya between 10,000 bc and 20,000 bc
tldr hes born into the warrior caste which is like one below the brahmin (priestly caste)
And hes born to a fairly important family iirc but his first important contemplation is seeing a festival
he sees all the abundant happiness and joy in the festival goers but he notices the donkey is still suffering to carry goods and the servants are still suffering to prepare everything for everyone
>>565460
true
!!UTCPvC12Ac
omg omg omg I like this more than tf jumper I like this I like pastelrosecore
>>565469
Hello! I still haven't seen the French tucked jumper!
and so he contemplates how the joy of the festival is born of their suffering and how it would be impossible without it
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565471
didnae have time sorryy
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i will do tomorrow
and how suffering is inherent to life
>>565473
is okay, I have been looking at fashion shows alot
it’s probably stereotypical or some shit but I like it a lot
!!UTCPvC12Ac
do u like the dress ??
then eventually he becomes as ascetic and starves himself but then later realizes thats kind of bullshit so he creates the Middle Path
>>565478
YES1
YES!
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565470
yayyyy thank u
Which says you should abstain from frovolous things, but also that true asceticism is its own flavor of frivilous
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565469
puppy princess
>>565467
mmmmmm
and that basically the ascetics are sucking their own spiritual cocks over how cool they are for not eating
>>565484
Interesting, I normally associate Buddhists with complete ascetism
!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>565469
#throw
::rose_orlando
but that in the end that is just as much of a material trapping as having lavish meals
>>565469
hehe this one is also cute though dumb no staplemoding
>>565490
If you don't mind me saying this, Sidhartha is coming off as a Holden Caufield calling everyone a phoney
>>565482
^^ it was rly cute and I think u had a cute expression too don rember
::rose happy
waaah no not angry rose
>>565492
I mean kind of but hes saying ecerything with compassion
he views everything as a needless suffering
and hopes that the middle path can free everyone from their suffering
cyberrose is tired I think
through total annihilation of the self and the soul
>>565501
Interesting, the first observation comes off more as negative utilltarianism than anything else, like more just saying "net happiness must be negative" type deal, which I didn't associate with Buddhism
>>565502
the joy rhat the festivities bring is born of desire and desire is inherently suffering to buddhist philosophy
>>565479
mmmmmm
>>565504
Do you agree? Is desire suffering?
>>565483
#hug it will return one day
without desire you don't contemplate the fact that the rest of the year is *not* a festival
!!UTCPvC12Ac
i am sleepy i feel a lil weird cos i did sm mdma hehe
>>565506
yes but i dont agree with a lot of other stuff in buddhism
I align more closely with like very stripped down taoism proabbly
>>565492
it’s the same realization we all have looking at others and it’s a correct one but hard to act on
cant really convince myself to be genuinely spiritual or believe in a higher power other than the universe
something like "panthiest"
>>565510
So is it suffering to desire you then?
>>565515
yes
without the contemplation of me your soul would not be trapped with the lack-of-me
it sucks so much i dwarf all my friends but im also the only troon in the group so its like a bunch of normal people and then a big ogre
>>565517
hmmm.... but I do like contemplating you. I don't feel too bad...
Maybe I am just enlightened I guess
>>565502
I do and seeth at them for it
I don't really think much about Buddhism, they exist. But I feel like they have some hardcore uh like branding. Everyone I know has a super positive opinion of them, which makes me naturally suspicious.
>>565503
shrimp
>>565509
I thought u looked extra happy n unbothered n cute in the pic haha but don’t do too much frfr
So this is Rodarte
>>565511
most wise ppl do I think
Which I think you might like globber
Well this is their less er cottagey looks, they had some earlier that were more cute instead of edgey
>>565522
yes exactly frfrfr’ oh they’re so great they’re against suffering and desire look they all sit around in temples all day doing nothing’ hmmmmm
Alright I like that one
>>565529
It's more like I think everyone assumes they are advocates for peace because "isn't buddhism supposed to be peaceful", but I don't buy it.
>>565525
oh fugg I got tired of fashion and turned it off
Rodarte was the ones I posted recently, this is obviously an earlier show from like 5 years ago
>>565531
in a world of constrained resources, those who exist
exist for a reason
that being they fought enough to survive
hmm these dresses are a little to ornamental, like the wearers do not seem powerful but more just something to look at
im so tired of this world...
poor anon
thanks for thinking of me twinknon
>>565537
That's normal for fashion, models are made for the outfit instead of other way around. But this show had better stuff earlier on then midloaded alot of sort of "edgy" looks
>>565542
it is tbh
I can imagine my friend wearing that and looking good she likes white
But Rodarte is top-tier femme has good variety etc.
>>565539
T_T
hii
>>565547
#hug
so cute :3
>>565550
literally me
no me
you win this round...
you’ve def got smth to live for if that’s you anon waow
no i dont have that sweater
not me irl but me on the internet >:3
wish i did though.
the red 1700s one was kinda cool
>>565557
You are a puppygirl?
im a puppygirl who meows
I liked when she moved her arm w the cape
>>565561
Interesting....
idk why everyon thinks im a doggirl im totalyl not
>>565557
good paypatpatpat cuddle cuddle
awawawawawwwww
>>565561
losing the ability to meow is a true tragedy
there are times for meowing and there are times for awawawawawa
i actually have meowd
im a cat
it depends on mood
mrow =^_^=
>>565523
hi
we should do a poll so we know whats the number of puppygirls and kittygirls here
>>565575
shrimp
it is the right of EVERYworm to be a puppykittygirl at least sometimes
>>565564
Yes you are
You said it earlier that you wanted to be on a leash
i didnt say that
Oh yeah, you said you wanted to put ME on a leash
Sorry, I forgot
i also didnt say that. idiot.
he got too excited patpatpat
everytime i read leash i get reminded of that one korn song
>>565585
That's awfully rude!
.play Korn leash
why player doesnt works for me
waow
>>565588
sorry...
noooooo rip kiddo
>>565577
hi !
>>565593
It's okay! Don't worry, I'll forgive you, but only because you are so cute
cool video
whaaaat...
>>565598
What is it?
thats not true
>>565595
shrimb :)
>>565601
hi !
>>565600
Oh really? And how could I prove it to you then?
>>565602
shrimpe : D
>>565604
hi
!
H i
!
Hello
>>565603
ehhh idk
oh phew I’m glad
>>565607
Well, I have some ideas on how I could show you how cute you are, but the moderators don't want me to sexually harass anons anymore... so sad
>>565605
hi hi :)
it feels good to say shrimp to ur dog pics
>>565610
hi
hi
!
>>565609
that would not be nice. dont do that!
but idk if I’m communicating good u don’t have to reply but I think we’re having fun
>>565613
Hey! You are the one talking about putting me in a latex catsuit
>>565614
we're vibing we're having a good time
>>565612
shrimp
shrimp
shrimp shrimp shrimp
a
i am autistic so i will just. do these sort of things repeatedly its like stimming
>>565615
i didnt think like. that it would be like that! i just think it would be cool!
>>565616
yess
group stimming sesh
>>565619
You think it would be cool if I rubbed up against you in a latex catsuit?
>>565618
I like doing these kinds of things too it feels nice to repeat things w others
my real history autism is ancient religion though
>>565622
god can u do the weird kinky stuff elsewhere
>>565625
Tell me about ancient religion
>>565627
which one,
>>565628
A weird one
shrimpe
>>565629
all of them are weird thats like the whole point xD
globber
>>565631
The WEIRDEST one, I want the scientology of ancient religion, I want the ancient relgion that even back then they thought "wow that's bullshit"
>>565633
i meaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
any qualifier you end with "est" is gonna end up talkig about the israelites
you should tell me instead of twink
They're the biggest and smallest and weirest and most influentialest and everything-est
>>565626
thats what im sayin
>>565636
Tell you what?
>>565638
You are the one that brought it up!
>>565639
about history
>>565638
btw if hes bothering u we can kill him for u i have a drone loitering above his house
>>565636
okay :3
>>565637
Alright, let's hear it then
which one do you wann hear about shrimpe
uhmm
i can do like gnosticism or early forms of othodoxy or like egyptian religion or uuhh
>>565643
cuuute
my gnostic leader told me that manicheanism is not a rival to gnosticism but actually a branch of it which I thought was interesting
idk
>>565643
False, you brought it up
>>565648
Egyptian please
>>565653
okay they are super cool :F
:D
>>565648
gnosticism ive vaguely heard abt that before but im not sure what it is whats gnosticism
basically you should think of the different gods of egypt as representing cities/people groups more than their actual stated "aspects" if that makes sense
their worship is super geographical
>>565656
omg okay i love gnosticism im gonna switch to that
Interesting
tell us about Gnosticism pls :)
its so cool
its basically a solution to the hypocricy that early christians find in the way the old testament and new testament speak about god
in the new testament god is very impersonal and distant and just kind of generically good and like. nice and love thy neighbor and all that
in the old testament god is like a tempermental bpd lil hoe and yells at people (actually just kills them vuolently) for these tiny percieved accidental slights
>>565641
id kill everyone with hammers if i could!
>>565667
cute
And so basically early christians have to rec9ncile the fact that these two gods seem very different
>>565667
You'd kill me with a hammer?
and yet, jesus, the lynchpin of it all, says that he's the true son of YHWH the old testament god
thats what happens to me every saturday night
so the christians come up with this solution: there is one true god, who is the newtestament god. distant and impersonal. incomprehensible. it's not that it would be immoral or blasphemy to see his physical form, rather it's that you just *cant*. it's not within the realm of possibility
wait r u talking about the history of christianity
And the old testament god is actually this being called the Demiurge
THE DEMIURGE
YEAH
WOW
and so actually a lot of the foundational parts of how we think of satan nowadays are transcribed over from how the early christians tend to see the demiurge. he's essentially characterized as a fallen... angel(ish?) being who is confused and uncertain about his ppace in the cosmic heirarchy
i lowkey wasnt paying attention and didnt realize there was actual good conversation going on
>>565667
they hate to see a girl walking her hammers
so even though the world is all perfect and cool with just god and his attendants and children, the demiurge, yaldebaeoth (definitely spelled wrong) aka the demiurge, decides to create the material world
>>565680
>he's essentially characterized as a fallen... angel(ish?) being who is confused and uncertain about his ppace in the cosmic heirarchy
hes just like me for real
my religion makes perfect sense but YOUR religion has A STUPID creation story
and so he is the creator of the universe
but all humans are actually minor angelic beings who were unjustly jailed in this material world when the demiurge created it
>>565685
shrimp
and so all the suffering of life is because we live in this imperfect bastardized facililie of gods true kingdom
also btw the demiurge is often characterized as sophias child. sophia is one of gods daughters and is super cool and badass and s5uff
but like
waow
not super relevant to the basic concept of it, but i had yo mention her
ive awlays been facinated in early christian histroy. and like how we came up with all this philosopgy and theology
but anyways there is no "gnosticism" per se. these are jus general vague ideas that are all grouped together as one coherent narrative but thats not what it was at all
i cant fucking spell
>>565689
globber
"gnosticism" is basically a category that WE in modern timescreated to collect together a wide range of beliefs that were held by early christians but didnt make it past that point (except ppssibly the manacheans who STILL EXIST TO THIS DAY (!!))
!!!
thats really neat
But like. nobody thought "im a gnostic"
i cant believe thats where the demiurge is from
>>565670
YES
this was just ideas that were in the running for official christianity ™️ when it was being created
>>565704
That's so mean
and didnt make it
thats really cool
but the name "gnostic" comes from Gnosis, Knowledge in g4e3k
gnosis
it is gnosis
And the idea is that you reach Gnosis by fundementally understanding your place in the world as a divine being trapped in the false material world of yaldabaeoth
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
see i had heard abt gnosis before but i didnt quite get it but that clears it up ya
yeah
but it's not like
just understanding the concept = gnosis
its gnosis
the idea is that luke theres all these secrets and information you havr to learn to like truly *understand* your place as a divine being
its knowing
if that makese sense
oh ya 100% we dont even see reality as it truly is in the first place it is an experiential abstraction of sensory information
you cant just be told about it thats not enough
it's like the difference between having zen enlightenment explained to you vs actually experiencing it
i will achieve gnosis one day
^demiurge
yeah idk its really fucking xool
if anyone wants yourube channels who talk about it i have some recs :3
it is very cool
>>565698
shrimp
i really vibe with the idea of gnosis
>>565729
yes PLEASE
i love youtube stuff like this
Religion for breakfast, Esoterica (best of these three) and Lets talk Religion
>>565731
globber
! !
>>565735
thank u #kiss
>>565737
#smooch
esoterica is fucking 👌🤌🤌🤌🤌 mwah chefs kiss
i do find religion really interesting actually
ironically. i have jordan peterson to thank for that
its this jewish dude whos super into metal but kinda shy about it
so all his merch he plugs it like "oh yeah and if you wanna support the channel!! we have these cool.... metal inspired... teeshirts... if you like that stuff.... but i think theyre pretty cool!!!!
>>565736
shrimpe
>>565744
globbere
>>565743
awww thats so cute
>>565706
IM EVIL
its SO CUTE EVERY TIME
>>565732
I think it’s true because we by nature strive to improve and understand our world which arose randomly, as did our nature which contains imprisoning parts
Justin sledge = esoterica, hes so fucking cute and whol3some and smart as fuck and actually puts in SO much legwork on his vide
>>565748
i love shy men...
and has a great voice
he is bae :3
o ya.. i think i know that gyu...
>>565749
its so true
i have watched pretty much every esoterica video like 4 times they are SO GOOD
oh ya? name them all
top notch production quality
im gonna watch esoterica as the next youtube video i watch
nod nod
>>565757
lmtao
>>565736
shrimpe shrimp shrimp
shrimp shrimp shrimp
shimp shrim sip
>>565759
YEAH DO IT :DDDDDD
>>565747(they called for mods)
You've forced my hand, I am going to have to make you my woman and domesticate you so you stop being evil. It's as simple as that.
either tonight or tomorrow
thank you for sharing anon
ya ty ty
>>565741
that’s funny :)
I think he has some good in him and his focuses he just didn’t quite achieve gnosis so he got played by the demiurge and reacted to his imperfect nature without a path to overcome it
>>565762
g l o b b e r
l
o
b
b
e
r
>>565768
honestly maps of meaning is a pretty good read if you can interpret his psychobabble and i thought his talks on the bible as a sort of method for humans to interpret reality and morality and everything else was really neat and it made me have adifferent perspective on religion in general but he absolutely went down the rabbit hole and is a crazy motherfucker now which sucks but oh well
>>565764
mods
>>565769
🌊🌊🌊🌊
shrimp
🐠🐟🐠🐬🐳
srimp!
>>565750
also saved ty
>>565772
im in da ocean baby
they put u there
obsidian....
i take notes sometimes
im so proud
tha nk u . ....
>>565774
yes omg i have to shill esoterica to all wormies
>>565770
ooh interesting I have had those kinds of thoughts too, like the idea that demons can exist as thoughts, idk
my fav youtube channel (other than jerma but im literally a transgender so that doesnt count)
worm
worm.
>>565775
ocean shrimp
>>565777
BASED <3333
YES
all wormies must esoterica :DDD