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!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
ah
At least the was DOMOGAROV
I've been trying to make my mom to listen to David Bowie but she keep declyning
lel aw
my mom was a quite big fan
but mostly of other bands/artists of that era
My mom says she doesn't like music
i come from a music family, like concert going/music work family but not musicians
In my family only my dad likes music, he's a meloman. We share a lot of similarirties
moving w this was pain
>>516373
Is this your family's collection?
dads
Cool
ye, was doing A&R/band managing before mp3s or such so uh u kinda had to have that sorta stuff
Oooh awesome
>>516373
#throw
::eepy
Does your dad know any lost media? Like Subways of your mind type thing?
i mean im sure he does but he just doesnt rly engage w or care that much and likely doesnt know what lost media means
i do want to mass backup much of them tho as like
some of them have
not for public release and stamps on them abt not yet released
so idk if theres any data on the CDs thats pre-release stuffs
Aw man, there's gotta be a lot of one-of-a-kind stuff in there
there, idk, but im sure there is some stuff and id love to shuffle through the bankers boxes of shit he has of discs from 20~ yrs ago in that era but
he has (and passed down to me in different form) OCD and gets pissed if u touch anything of his, and requires a separate remote for anything he uses n all
ive shuffled through some of it though cus theres just so much strange stuff i need to see if anything good is on
he has a gold record from a smaller folk label that he was involved w, but wasnt like yk his whole thing tho they give them out to all of the peeps in the team bwaa
is cool though, even if he's a bit of a blegh person in terms of personal life/self
its kinda weird how he compartmentalized working w tons of gay etc musicians and folk artists then
hello it is i rose orlando
haiii
he was so religious as to drill into that i couldnt be gei n all
tho thats just how some ppl view things, n hypocrisy w how he acted or stuffs
hru??? eep oke?
Man, this is some complex stuff
no my faggot ass cat kept waking me up
dickheaddddd why is he scratching at the door so hard???
n then i go see whats up with him and he just zipzooms around the living room like a nutter
bizarre creature
I saw your neocities
had some chocolate cheesecake for breakfast tho
my neocity?
Yes
how
Guess
dont wanna
hope u enjoyed my gay diary
rose's neocities is nicu even if hasnt been updated in a while i think chu said c:
Not the guy to enjoy people's dirty laundry
>>516408
lel hehe i should check that out sometime if not too personal
>>516412
i should delete it its so lame
awww
i downloaded the source to try and share ideas in case u ever wanted to see thoughts or i got the energy, when u first sent it to meh
im downloading the album rn btw but had been having to download legit 200 gigs so was yk
>>516416
no its a vocaloid
Does Rose approve piracy tho
:o
heh
>>516418
Which voicebank?
i go with the benn jordan thing of, if you pirate my stuff i hope you enjoy it but if you like it and can, please donate however best works for u
>>516422
trooniku
>>516424
??
>>516419
sure yea whatever its the sae as spotify anyways
yeah
spotify rate decreases and lower payouts have gotten so bad
>>516426
I never paid a penny for spotify
.search benn jordan comparing streaming services payouts music
o-o
I have a brainrot for Yugoslavia
h
i find it all rly gross now the entire thing around how its been turned into like
>>516426
i hope if someone ever does pirate it they like enjoy it enough to like say hi or smth
somewhere between a joke and a collectors sorta thing
i hope whoever listens to my music likes it enough to come say hi tbh
>>516437
Balkans?
between that and yea
I mean yeah, war crimes, but the music is god send
we have americans fetishizing yugo AKs from the period of genocides specifically and who unironically love remove keb-
where are the sick synth leads?? this shit ass
>>516443
AK is russian
ah yeah ive seen this video footage before
and
yes i know
but there are yugo aks that were manufactured and used in the wars and genocides specifically that collectors here pay for the specific reason
>>516443
That video is a classic wdym
>>516449
All guns were used for wars and genocides
thats not what i mean
i mean specific fetishizatio of these things in this conflict, im not saying that its not smth that happens elsewhere
What do you mean by "fetishization"? What exactly does that mean in this context?
i dont wann get into it but
theyll pay many thousands of US dollars for specific ones that were used in the fighting simply because of that, and so on
it happens elsewhere but
its just gross in this case due to the very recent context
When has American not sponsored a pointless war? That's like a national hobby
-v-
thats also not what im talking abt, nvm
these are just far right collectors
Gun collectors?
howd u eep rose
beyond just guns, things like all of the military surplus but yk
thought we were talking about noncredibledefence
including guns
wha
weba 7
o -o
i wish the yt gun space wasnt so much chud shit, other than in range and ian and such
n the few queer ones
-v-
Is it true tho? I've never been to /k/
nah
but i wish
i dont use k
i did at one point but
k is not the general gun guys
Personally, I'm not super into guns either, I prefer heavy machinery
i just like to be prepared in case of shit and self sufficient, being who i am out here in rural US as a trans disabled person, id prefer to know and be aware — even if i dont always or own one rn
im into boys i think
>>516486
Me 2
>>516485
I feel you Sae, not trans but queer and mentally ill myself, being born in a middle of nowhere and growing up there sucked
hecc i accidentally tried to download album to 128 mb sd card, downloading to my hard drive now
>>516487
in a different way to you
i hab mental illnesses n all but i know how w guns to take care n be able to protect self from being able to access at my worst, getting it to other ppl or selling or such if i have to
>>516491
2D > 3D
>>516493
no i mean you like a different subspecies of boys than i do
Subspecies....
.search deviant ollam preparedness talk saintcon
>>516492
Wish I had a gun tbh
My dad has cool guns (and own them legally) but he's just a hunter
1
>>516495
the boy breeding market must be wild with now many breeds and subspecies there are
this talk is so good
and i had, in my room in seattle while in relationship over there, a early 1900s or wwi japanese bolt action, but sadly the ammo was like the price youd expect of wwi old rifle ammos so
I hate web animation
>>516500
boy breeding... drools
>>516500
Me using my ovipositor to impregnate a guy
horny poster
>>516505
phalloplasty is so limited where’s my ovipositor? where’s my knot?
Oviposition is not horny
It's literally how insects breed
>>516508
No idea man, I haven't seen my dick in like 7 years
>>516507
yes and? :3
>>516512
#smooch
i'll breed u next
extracting album
>///<
omw
>>516511
they castrated me in the womb…
breed boys
Beady boys
bread boys
man, sampling and copyright in the US is a nightmare
Did I just see you type in russian
>>516520
on it boss i will do my best
i have ua layout on secondary thing
Saeki??
Oooh
sæкі
Sorgy
use the k from it and stuffs, plus win compose for ae and —
What for tho?
i do all my writing, usually that is on paper tho, in sorta a phonetic encoding/replacement cipher w it so that ppl in the room cant read the text
تعبان
ملان
تعبان
Ich bin ein besonders Mann
الله ياخذ الاسلام
but i did teach myself a bit of
لوعة جبد
like i was practicing a bit of UA lang stuffs for the sake of reading things and historical journals, some other stuffs
وع
I've heard ukranian in RL many times, it sounds like drunk polish for some reason
No offense it;s just how it sounds
haha
yeah i can get how someone from like east of there feeling that
>>516538
>سلام
kinda looks like დასაა in georgian
>>516537
me mom always told me i have a big personality
i did try and teach myself some russian in high school (like 9th grade) but i only ended up keeping and using the cyrillic alphabet i taught self
>>516549
For you bane.png
i would do all my in class journalling in cyrillic so that teachers couldnt or kids couldnt read my 'diary' esc stuff
also this is interesting if ever wan do ad rates rose
>>516548
i cannot see that
مولية
Tas ir jauks dēlis
vk L
My favourite language right now is finnish, it sounds like honey on ears in songs
>>516553
everytime i think about music business stuff i wanna cry and curl into a little ball
>>516559
mhm ;-;
#hug
im sorry its
its rly rough and what made me pursue just doing it for my other projects if i wanted to do moosic
>>516552
tried to teach myself shorthand once for that specific purpose, forgot about it the next day
ah ye
im looking for a stenographers keyboard
Lenin is a mushroom
whats the P one??
pandora
ahh
>>516566
i think it was fabric
not sure
>>516570
Not, it's real
.search benn jordan the 7 stages of being a musician
>>516574
Me and Randal as worms
1
what if i just kill myself now
nuh
Nah
im extracting ur album and ill have to dm u while crying >:c
even if i would already cri from music ehe
THink of the KiwiFarms
nuw
dw rose will not kill herself i just oughh its so miserable
<3 here for u bwa
yeah
i get it..
i need to get my ass on peloton ..
oop
hehe
>>516584
i hope you feel better
>>516592
i will feel better when i get lots of money
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ill play the talk next, later
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its rly good but wan play the musician on
OH
I don't want to be professional, I want to be INTERNET SENSATION 4LUUUUUUNG
have u seen his video called why arent there more female producers/musicians
its a look into and interviewing a bunch of women in music and what theyve gone through, and how absurd it is that he has to be the one to talk abt it, but also not trying to like
>>516600
i want to be like a breadtuber and have a bajillion patreons n never release anything ever
>>516603
Dream
>>516601
bcs they’re forcemascing them
he gets asked some interesting questions
Ever wanted to forcefemm a 70 year old former rock star
and hehe
.search benn jordan why female musicians
.play parody music kleenex girl wonder
force femming an old person sounds hilarious.
WHat about Laura Les tho
1
She's an icon
>>516612
thats one girl tho
She's a woman
the arguement isnt that theres no women in production
just that they are vastly outnumbered by men
yeah
he gets to that point in the vid
>>516611
As it should be
like why is it "inherently" a bad thing, he gets asked by one of the female musicians
(just women not as in yknow)
got i wish that didnt have to be caveat-ed
Какая-то постирония
they should give rose orlando a lot of money
yis
n then let her do music forever
<3
and then i can be happy forever
Paypal me 1000000000000000$
i need to get a fanbase of ppl who have money
unfortunately my music appeals much more to the poor lowbie soul...
Oatchi, KILL
.play silly stu oatchi song
i think i realized im an anime character that was isekaid to the real world and thats why nothing works
checked on if mom needed to be woken up
I don't like the puzzle piece as an autism symbol not because of implications but because I FUCKING HATE PUZZLES
- u-
north chic is quite nice, tho mostly cus of cost
i love puzzles but not assemble the image puzzles. i like physics puzzles.
i like puzzles but not puzzle set things
i feel that
i kinda blow at guitar which considering how long ive been playing is kinda embarassing
aww, it depends n is diff for each peep cus
My uncle plays acoustic guitar but he keep refusing to play Wonderwall
ur uncles plays with his shlong daily
many dont need to try and master an instrument
И с этого момента в украинском поезде начался сущий кошмар
i missread as sushi for a sec
Sushi nightmare lmao
im in a weird place and i dont know its bad.
>>516659
Did you take 40 benadryls
heya wassup
cats being brought to a human home for the first time must have such a fucking surreal experience. being hungry and cold and ignored from birth until the moment their mom takes them home.
Sad russian doomercore
>>516663
i wish i was a rescued stray so badly
have 2 cats that were adopted from peeps who couldnt take care of them, we think the kitten was one of the kittens not born to her mom we adopted, but was raised by
every single pet ive had was a rescue stray. half a dozen of them.
mhm
we always adopted that way, tho my dad is weird abt it cus of his presentation of OCD
"being a musician is miserable forever and then you die"
man what if i just kms now
but then u dont get to pursue the thing that makes it worth pushing through even if rough through all of it ;^;
n meet the peeps who make u wanna bwa
sigh
buying game pass core to play online finally, hab amazon card i dont know wadduhecc ill use for so gon use that, i forgot i had it
i wonder if i could
i dont use amazon or try to support them but could maybe get bandcamp codes through that :V
im gon listen to thingy once ive booted up game, but have note pad open
oh god this outfit
:3
boop hia
hi saki
how do you do
mehhh, hru - ?
woke up like 30 minutes ago so can't really get a good grasp of how my day is going so far
but going off of a preliminary guess, its going alright
best wishes w its
im also done with school for the year so im chillin
jacking off 30 minutes ago
also modd
mood
petting cat for 30 minutes
time to get yammered of the john f. pennedy
>>516689
why did it take you 30 mins to tell us this is important info and we like it when you share it asap
idk i had a delated responce
jakeing it
jerking off 30 minutes into the future
she came so fast, it went 30 minutes back in time
back to the future!
.play knock ur self out XD
Jorking it
>>516700
<333 XD
ecksdee
adam neelys a woman?
oh nvm
lmao
hehe
-v-
so real
gatekeeping oh god
ughhh
hello
i am in public
heya sad
i am a tranny in public hahagga
nu
hmph
just some woman tbh
i need ffs so bad I'm posting here instead of having a panic attac
hehheheheh
good
god
its nice that u say nice things to me
i really appreciate u lying to me to salve my mental illness. you are kind people and i fw that
tbh its not so bad that i look manly right? being visibly trans isn't a bad thing and everyone is beautiful. everyone is beautiful.
everyone is beautiful
u dont look manly tho
everyone is beautiful
cassidy :3
there tongues are all mixed up
:3
their
i wish i could be normal and not hurt hurt hurt to go to the pasture opposite of the indoors and be perceived. i hate that it hurts to be seen and to see to see the self and look through to the mutant destiny the warps what could have been
a carnival funhouse, every day every day a different mirror, what shape will the brain take today? what shape will it shape me, ape me, ape that I am. with the fractured biology blown apart by simple chemistry its clinical the mystery the runs unstoppable through two spirits
I wish I could be... why wish? no human is so special to be relieved of pain and every panacea just reveals the need, hierarchical, that last unhealed beneath the last, a zoroastrian pyramid of trauma and piecemeal souls, what human has the right to beg to be whole? none, lo, not one deserves such wholeness, and yet it will be alloted then by chance
man, music really shapes the lense of perception. with back to the future playing to this it feels like we're about to go on a magical journey of meaning and triumph
i need to eat a sandwich or smth i am kinda dying my tummy is going ouuuughhh
i got mw 2019 working ^v^ and downloaded roses album hehe
yes chance chance chance and gambling that's what makes you what you are, God, in his good nature, said that pain will shape them. your burden is equal to thine luck, your future shaped by destiny, and thus we were released to multiply or suffering and give birth to wisdom.
gonna get n take my meds
i might make fried rice, as i need to eat too and tummy not happy w meds n ibuprofen
u ever got that weird like acidy feeling in ur body
yeah
awful
its ugh
im sorri, is gross
i feel it from stress when i havent eaten cus stress
sometimes when im trying to go to sleep i feel it and its like cmon man im tryna sleep here stop inflicting damage upon me
yeahhhh
ill try and eep w/o having eaten cus im already exhausted n dont wanna wait before eep again n
its painful enough to keep me up, sorri cute :<
the truest wisdom? that lies hurt less, and so mans soul turns to darkness and we call it Satan, or demon of whatever cultural analogue exists after the fall of the tower of Babel