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ah
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
At least the was DOMOGAROV
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I've been trying to make my mom to listen to David Bowie but she keep declyning
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lel aw
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my mom was a quite big fan
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but mostly of other bands/artists of that era
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My mom says she doesn't like music
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i come from a music family, like concert going/music work family but not musicians
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
In my family only my dad likes music, he's a meloman. We share a lot of similarirties
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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Russian imperial twink uwu
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moving w this was pain
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516373
Is this your family's collection?
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dads
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Cool
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ye, was doing A&R/band managing before mp3s or such so uh u kinda had to have that sorta stuff
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oooh awesome
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Does your dad know any lost media? Like Subways of your mind type thing?
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i mean im sure he does but he just doesnt rly engage w or care that much and likely doesnt know what lost media means
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i do want to mass backup much of them tho as like
some of them have
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not for public release and stamps on them abt not yet released
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so idk if theres any data on the CDs thats pre-release stuffs
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Aw man, there's gotta be a lot of one-of-a-kind stuff in there
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there, idk, but im sure there is some stuff and id love to shuffle through the bankers boxes of shit he has of discs from 20~ yrs ago in that era but
he has (and passed down to me in different form) OCD and gets pissed if u touch anything of his, and requires a separate remote for anything he uses n all
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ive shuffled through some of it though cus theres just so much strange stuff i need to see if anything good is on
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he has a gold record from a smaller folk label that he was involved w, but wasnt like yk his whole thing tho they give them out to all of the peeps in the team bwaa
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is cool though, even if he's a bit of a blegh person in terms of personal life/self
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its kinda weird how he compartmentalized working w tons of gay etc musicians and folk artists then
rose
hello it is i rose orlando
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haiii
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he was so religious as to drill into that i couldnt be gei n all
tho thats just how some ppl view things, n hypocrisy w how he acted or stuffs
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hru??? eep oke?
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Man, this is some complex stuff
rose
no my faggot ass cat kept waking me up
rose
dickheaddddd why is he scratching at the door so hard???
rose
n then i go see whats up with him and he just zipzooms around the living room like a nutter
rose
bizarre creature
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I saw your neocities
rose
had some chocolate cheesecake for breakfast tho
>>516409
rose
my neocity?
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Yes
rose
how
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Guess
rose
dont wanna
rose
hope u enjoyed my gay diary
>>516412
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rose's neocities is nicu even if hasnt been updated in a while i think chu said c:
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Not the guy to enjoy people's dirty laundry
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>>516408
lel hehe i should check that out sometime if not too personal
>>516413
rose
>>516412
i should delete it its so lame
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awww
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i downloaded the source to try and share ideas in case u ever wanted to see thoughts or i got the energy, when u first sent it to meh
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im downloading the album rn btw but had been having to download legit 200 gigs so was yk
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Does Rose approve piracy tho
>>516426
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:o
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heh
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i go with the benn jordan thing of, if you pirate my stuff i hope you enjoy it but if you like it and can, please donate however best works for u
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yeah
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spotify rate decreases and lower payouts have gotten so bad
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516426
I never paid a penny for spotify
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o-o
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I have a brainrot for Yugoslavia
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h
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i find it all rly gross now the entire thing around how its been turned into like
rose
>>516426
i hope if someone ever does pirate it they like enjoy it enough to like say hi or smth
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somewhere between a joke and a collectors sorta thing
>>516439
rose
i hope whoever listens to my music likes it enough to come say hi tbh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516437
Balkans?
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between that and yea
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I mean yeah, war crimes, but the music is god send
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we have americans fetishizing yugo AKs from the period of genocides specifically and who unironically love remove keb-
>>516450>>516445
rose
where are the sick synth leads?? this shit ass
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516443
AK is russian
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ah yeah ive seen this video footage before
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and
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yes i know
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but there are yugo aks that were manufactured and used in the wars and genocides specifically that collectors here pay for the specific reason
>>516451
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516443
That video is a classic wdym
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516449
All guns were used for wars and genocides
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thats not what i mean
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i mean specific fetishizatio of these things in this conflict, im not saying that its not smth that happens elsewhere
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
What do you mean by "fetishization"? What exactly does that mean in this context?
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i dont wann get into it but
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theyll pay many thousands of US dollars for specific ones that were used in the fighting simply because of that, and so on
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it happens elsewhere but
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its just gross in this case due to the very recent context
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
When has American not sponsored a pointless war? That's like a national hobby
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-v-
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thats also not what im talking abt, nvm
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these are just far right collectors
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Gun collectors?
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howd u eep rose
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beyond just guns, things like all of the military surplus but yk
7amad
thought we were talking about noncredibledefence
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including guns
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wha
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weba 7
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set coffee to make for mom
::eepy
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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Anybody have that art by hitsuji where it's like "Gun youtubers then vs now"? that's the closest I maanaged to find
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o -o
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i wish the yt gun space wasnt so much chud shit, other than in range and ian and such
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n the few queer ones
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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Nvm here it is
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-v-
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Is it true tho? I've never been to /k/
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nah
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but i wish
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i dont use k
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i did at one point but
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k is not the general gun guys
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Personally, I'm not super into guns either, I prefer heavy machinery
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i just like to be prepared in case of shit and self sufficient, being who i am out here in rural US as a trans disabled person, id prefer to know and be aware — even if i dont always or own one rn
>>516489
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516485
I feel you Sae, not trans but queer and mentally ill myself, being born in a middle of nowhere and growing up there sucked
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hecc i accidentally tried to download album to 128 mb sd card, downloading to my hard drive now
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i hab mental illnesses n all but i know how w guns to take care n be able to protect self from being able to access at my worst, getting it to other ppl or selling or such if i have to
>>516497
rose
>>516493
no i mean you like a different subspecies of boys than i do
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Subspecies....
>>516500
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516492
Wish I had a gun tbh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My dad has cool guns (and own them legally) but he's just a hunter
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1
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this talk is so good
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and i had, in my room in seattle while in relationship over there, a early 1900s or wwi japanese bolt action, but sadly the ammo was like the price youd expect of wwi old rifle ammos so
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I hate web animation
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516500
Me using my ovipositor to impregnate a guy
>>516508
7amad
>>516505
phalloplasty is so limited where’s my ovipositor? where’s my knot?
>>516511
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oviposition is not horny
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
It's literally how insects breed
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516508
No idea man, I haven't seen my dick in like 7 years
>>516518
rose
i'll breed u next
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extracting album
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>///<
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omw
7amad
>>516511
they castrated me in the womb…
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Beady boys
7amad
bread boys
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man, sampling and copyright in the US is a nightmare
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Did I just see you type in russian
7amad
>>516520
on it boss i will do my best
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i have ua layout on secondary thing
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Saeki??
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oooh
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Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sorgy
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use the k from it and stuffs, plus win compose for ae and —
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
What for tho?
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i do all my writing, usually that is on paper tho, in sorta a phonetic encoding/replacement cipher w it so that ppl in the room cant read the text
7amad
تعبان
7amad
ملان
7amad
تعبان
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ich bin ein besonders Mann
>>516549
7amad
الله ياخذ الاسلام
>>516548
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but i did teach myself a bit of
7amad
لوعة جبد
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like i was practicing a bit of UA lang stuffs for the sake of reading things and historical journals, some other stuffs
7amad
وع
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I've heard ukranian in RL many times, it sounds like drunk polish for some reason
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
No offense it;s just how it sounds
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haha
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yeah i can get how someone from like east of there feeling that
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i did try and teach myself some russian in high school (like 9th grade) but i only ended up keeping and using the cyrillic alphabet i taught self
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516549
For you bane.png
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i would do all my in class journalling in cyrillic so that teachers couldnt or kids couldnt read my 'diary' esc stuff
>>516563
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also this is interesting if ever wan do ad rates rose
>>516559
7amad
مولية
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Tas ir jauks dēlis
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vk L
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My favourite language right now is finnish, it sounds like honey on ears in songs
rose
>>516553
everytime i think about music business stuff i wanna cry and curl into a little ball
>>516560
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im sorry its
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its rly rough and what made me pursue just doing it for my other projects if i wanted to do moosic
7amad
>>516552
tried to teach myself shorthand once for that specific purpose, forgot about it the next day
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ah ye
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im looking for a stenographers keyboard
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Lenin is a mushroom
>>516570
rose
whats the P one??
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pandora
rose
ahh
7amad
not sure
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516570
Not, it's real
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516574
Me and Randal as worms
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1
rose
what if i just kill myself now
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nuh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nah
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im extracting ur album and ill have to dm u while crying >:c
even if i would already cri from music ehe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
THink of the KiwiFarms
7amad
nuw
rose
dw rose will not kill herself i just oughh its so miserable
>>516592
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<3 here for u bwa
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yeah
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i get it..
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rose
i need to get my ass on peloton ..
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oop
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hehe
rose
>>516592
i will feel better when i get lots of money
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.skip (video skipped)
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ill play the talk next, later
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.skip (video skipped)
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its rly good but wan play the musician on
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OH
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don't want to be professional, I want to be INTERNET SENSATION 4LUUUUUUNG
>>516603
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have u seen his video called why arent there more female producers/musicians
>>516605
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its a look into and interviewing a bunch of women in music and what theyve gone through, and how absurd it is that he has to be the one to talk abt it, but also not trying to like
rose
>>516600
i want to be like a breadtuber and have a bajillion patreons n never release anything ever
>>516604
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516603
Dream
7amad
>>516601
bcs they’re forcemascing them
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he gets asked some interesting questions
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ever wanted to forcefemm a 70 year old former rock star
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and hehe
rose
.play parody music kleenex girl wonder
anon
force femming an old person sounds hilarious.
>>516621
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
WHat about Laura Les tho
>>516615
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1
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
She's an icon
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
She's a woman
rose
the arguement isnt that theres no women in production
rose
just that they are vastly outnumbered by men
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yeah
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he gets to that point in the vid
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516611
As it should be
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like why is it "inherently" a bad thing, he gets asked by one of the female musicians
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(just women not as in yknow)
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got i wish that didnt have to be caveat-ed
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Какая-то постирония
rose
they should give rose orlando a lot of money
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yis
rose
n then let her do music forever
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<3
rose
and then i can be happy forever
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Paypal me 1000000000000000$
rose
i need to get a fanbase of ppl who have money
rose
unfortunately my music appeals much more to the poor lowbie soul...
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oatchi, KILL
rose
.play silly stu oatchi song
anon
i think i realized im an anime character that was isekaid to the real world and thats why nothing works
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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That's you
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checked on if mom needed to be woken up
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don't like the puzzle piece as an autism symbol not because of implications but because I FUCKING HATE PUZZLES
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- u-
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north chic is quite nice, tho mostly cus of cost
anon
i love puzzles but not assemble the image puzzles. i like physics puzzles.
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i like puzzles but not puzzle set things
rose
i feel that
rose
i kinda blow at guitar which considering how long ive been playing is kinda embarassing
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aww, it depends n is diff for each peep cus
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My uncle plays acoustic guitar but he keep refusing to play Wonderwall
rose
ur uncles plays with his shlong daily
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many dont need to try and master an instrument
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
И с этого момента в украинском поезде начался сущий кошмар
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i missread as sushi for a sec
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sushi nightmare lmao
anon
im in a weird place and i dont know its bad.
>>516661
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516659
Did you take 40 benadryls
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heya wassup
anon
cats being brought to a human home for the first time must have such a fucking surreal experience. being hungry and cold and ignored from birth until the moment their mom takes them home.
>>516665
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sad russian doomercore
7amad
>>516663
i wish i was a rescued stray so badly
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have 2 cats that were adopted from peeps who couldnt take care of them, we think the kitten was one of the kittens not born to her mom we adopted, but was raised by
anon
every single pet ive had was a rescue stray. half a dozen of them.
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mhm
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we always adopted that way, tho my dad is weird abt it cus of his presentation of OCD
rose
"being a musician is miserable forever and then you die"
man what if i just kms now
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but then u dont get to pursue the thing that makes it worth pushing through even if rough through all of it ;^;
n meet the peeps who make u wanna bwa
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sigh
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buying game pass core to play online finally, hab amazon card i dont know wadduhecc ill use for so gon use that, i forgot i had it
i wonder if i could
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i dont use amazon or try to support them but could maybe get bandcamp codes through that :V
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im gon listen to thingy once ive booted up game, but have note pad open
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oh god this outfit
yngven
:3
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boop hia
yngven
hi saki
yngven
how do you do
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mehhh, hru - ?
yngven
woke up like 30 minutes ago so can't really get a good grasp of how my day is going so far
yngven
but going off of a preliminary guess, its going alright
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best wishes w its
yngven
im also done with school for the year so im chillin
rose
jacking off 30 minutes ago
>>516694
yngven
also modd
yngven
mood
anon
petting cat for 30 minutes
yngven
time to get yammered of the john f. pennedy
nonners
>>516689
why did it take you 30 mins to tell us this is important info and we like it when you share it asap
rose
idk i had a delated responce
yngven
jakeing it
rose
jerking off 30 minutes into the future
anon
she came so fast, it went 30 minutes back in time
yngven
back to the future!
rose
.play knock ur self out XD
>>516703
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Jorking it
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ecksdee
rose
adam neelys a woman?
rose
oh nvm
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lmao
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hehe
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-v-
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so real
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i got that from the space around my cosplay stuff as a trans peep, mostly only positive support from queer peeps in the space n just so demotivating, but i continued doing it for myself but mostly privately
::eepy
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gatekeeping oh god
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ughhh
i like sad things
hello
i like sad things
i am in public
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heya sad
i like sad things
i am a tranny in public hahagga
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nu
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hmph
rose
just some woman tbh
i like sad things
i need ffs so bad I'm posting here instead of having a panic attac
i like sad things
hehheheheh
i like sad things
good
i like sad things
god
i like sad things
its nice that u say nice things to me
i like sad things
i really appreciate u lying to me to salve my mental illness. you are kind people and i fw that
i like sad things
tbh its not so bad that i look manly right? being visibly trans isn't a bad thing and everyone is beautiful. everyone is beautiful.
i like sad things
everyone is beautiful
rose
u dont look manly tho
i like sad things
everyone is beautiful
rose
cassidy :3
i like sad things
there tongues are all mixed up
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:3
i like sad things
their
i like sad things
i wish i could be normal and not hurt hurt hurt to go to the pasture opposite of the indoors and be perceived. i hate that it hurts to be seen and to see to see the self and look through to the mutant destiny the warps what could have been
i like sad things
a carnival funhouse, every day every day a different mirror, what shape will the brain take today? what shape will it shape me, ape me, ape that I am. with the fractured biology blown apart by simple chemistry its clinical the mystery the runs unstoppable through two spirits
i like sad things
I wish I could be... why wish? no human is so special to be relieved of pain and every panacea just reveals the need, hierarchical, that last unhealed beneath the last, a zoroastrian pyramid of trauma and piecemeal souls, what human has the right to beg to be whole? none, lo, not one deserves such wholeness, and yet it will be alloted then by chance
anon
man, music really shapes the lense of perception. with back to the future playing to this it feels like we're about to go on a magical journey of meaning and triumph
rose
i need to eat a sandwich or smth i am kinda dying my tummy is going ouuuughhh
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i got mw 2019 working ^v^ and downloaded roses album hehe
i like sad things
yes chance chance chance and gambling that's what makes you what you are, God, in his good nature, said that pain will shape them. your burden is equal to thine luck, your future shaped by destiny, and thus we were released to multiply or suffering and give birth to wisdom.
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gonna get n take my meds
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i might make fried rice, as i need to eat too and tummy not happy w meds n ibuprofen
rose
u ever got that weird like acidy feeling in ur body
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yeah
rose
awful
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its ugh
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im sorri, is gross
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i feel it from stress when i havent eaten cus stress
rose
sometimes when im trying to go to sleep i feel it and its like cmon man im tryna sleep here stop inflicting damage upon me
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yeahhhh
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ill try and eep w/o having eaten cus im already exhausted n dont wanna wait before eep again n
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its painful enough to keep me up, sorri cute :<
i like sad things
the truest wisdom? that lies hurt less, and so mans soul turns to darkness and we call it Satan, or demon of whatever cultural analogue exists after the fall of the tower of Babel

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