start...
ive been putting it off/procrastinating cus of stress

yus

i got order after long time cus of dad blocking me from being able to get it

ye, n glad chu got ur new one too bwa

just strssy cus i forgot what the dose was i started on originally when i was taking cypionate and i have to convert it to when i need to take, now that its valerate, and see if i should be errr

ramping up a dose for monotherapy or just starting at the rec'd dose for it generally

aw

>>547418
yeah i was looking at the uh i forget if theyre called trans researcher or scientist comparison tool n the hrt wiki

i just couldnt remember if i had to ramp it up last time but E is quite safe so its probably fine either way

and

i had blood tests last time i was on it from err well

i had a like

doc that was an hour to three away who was whadduhecc is it called

endocrinologist but didnt prescribe me anything n just gave me blood tests, it was kinda like uhhh

if only i could just get prescribed by u -w-

and yeah i can get blood tests p easily, generally

have had a uh

lot

well ye

ive been in the medical system for 7-8 yrs

it can be helpful to get them but its not smth everyone can do or yk

DIY is quite safe if u have a source thats got public test results regularly n so on

and yeah

are menopause when w hrt you go too low

right

lacking or having too little of either hormone, like having neither would suck and is not great w mental

had to go through hard stopping taking E after 2.5~ yrs

not fun

and yeah

just gotta remember the time frame change

yeah

dealing w the errr

rebound of hormones and suddenly not being on E probably induced similar for me, i was dead for like months

O-O

carefulll

yeah

>>547480
#hug

yeah i had to stop watching all that cus it killed most of

interest idk

i had a VRC avatar that i used that played this song n had a big animation

i have a needle/syringe wrapped somewhere i believe that was the kind i liked for subq but i gotta find it

i put them in a plastic thing usually

i mean that are more easy for me to articulate bwa

and used to

i probably have insulin ones somewhere but id rather get a new pack if i go for thoughs

>>547499
i dont believe it works like this but there is a condition that converts it, and possible gene therapies that can convert it

all drug stores will have insulin needles

i like 29-30 ga 1/2 in ones

i also kinda dont enjoy the sensation of insulin needles n like the bigger ones feel tbh

probably stockholm syndrome

oh man

so when i got my wisdom teeth out

they gave me general anesthesia but also benzos

injected

weba

and

i woke up rly quickly after and right after having them removed

they thought i was gonna fall over but apparently i was like

the first person one nurse had seen be able to walk fine so immediately after

idk if is bc of my tolerance to benzos/having been prescribed them or is because of my hereditary tolerance to anesthesia, or both

>>547546
i mean i think theres a lot more to that in most cases and is usually cus of performance enhancing droogs but also is smth that can happen, tho i mean i know of peeps w conditions that cause their T levels to be way too high and doesnt rly cause this always yk

its probably smth that can happen and i forget the specific forms of the hormone that get converted

>>547573
hehe

hai sad

>>547597
opened img to look through in a fews
and will try n make one bwawa oh wait

ur in the

smol me u n rose discy right

i can send it there in case ur off of here when i have

i hab 4 displays but my crt cable is being a pain

id give u one of my displays

i have a bunch of tvs

aw

i hab errr

3 more or 4 more monitor outputs

awwww

cuteee

i should get an old mac at some point fr

nicu

i have a lot of different era laptops but no macs :c

nicu

>>547638
best wishes w getting it to be automateable if ur doing this for that bwawa

i sometimes think abt getting some kind of data entry work so i can automate it and do it easily

>>547652
yeah ik

some of the info from the overemployed ppl is/has been useful tho

and yeah ik

the uh

whole issue is making sure you dont get realized, as they will exploit you to do even more and more until youre burnt at both ends

aw

but trying to find some kind of work other than the 5~ things i do thatre like

repairing n reselling electronics/systems n my writing/research work n just having stable income a lil

:V

again?

hehe

>>547702
oooo!!!!

ill try n make one i

dont like uh

when i make lists, theyre all generally on the same level n i dont rly rate them above one another

"objective"

trying to think up the

i have so many games i love love but they always leave my mind when im trying to remember all of them

aw

im usually too depressed or working myself to my edge of stress

lack of motivation to do

oh ye ty

i might make a general media list

>>547769
*add yuri kissing

us

>>547779
yeah same ;-;

i like i

awww

same

and i need stability n someone i feel comfy rooming/living w

>>547794
no bulli self ur precious

hmph ;-;

i might have to add games im deep into but cant play cus of being

not yet translated, long story