i also own a hammock
i might just throw my couch in the garbage tomorrow and set it up
but then i will have nowhere to relax and sit
and the hammock kinda fucks my back up

>>571979
no to all of this already
i cannot drive to the convenience store at this much gas and back
unless i refill
i cannot afford mousetraps
or gasoline
i have $3 to my name
my life is a pathetic wreck
and that would not work at all to get the spider anyway
unless i got glue traps ig but i def can't afford those kind
thank you but solutions that require i have money just REALLY make me wanna kms

it's fine it's my own fault i have no money

everything is just terrible and i am going to get killed by a spider in my sleep tonight

i should just eat all this glass and get it over with

okay this is just bringing everyone down i'm gonna go sit alone in my car and cry until i run out of gas or find the energy to deal with the spider
goodnight libpol

ok i am gonna go inside and move shit around until i find the spider and if it wakes anyone up they can just be mad

i can't sit in my car like this i need to sleep

>>571997
i don't know where it is. if i did it would be smeared on the bottom of a shoe right now

wish me luck

oh you did already thank you

i can't find the recluse 😭
i wanted to sit down but i was too scared to sit anywhere in my room so i'm in my car again
i am so tired

>>572183
#kiss

>>572190
me2

omg booker u 3????

it is a cruel world that sounds like a difficult situation

yeah. i just mean like. you seem like a really good friend for being there for them but it also really sucks when supporting people you care about takes such a toll on you yk

cause you should be supported and helped too

but i dont really think theres an easy way to just make that happen idk

mhm. i do think also sometimes like. sometimes unhealthy coping mechanisms can be worth it if it at least keeps you alive. which is a risky line to tow sometimes but. sometimes you just gotta survive and hope that in the future there will be room for a healthier life

thats good

>>572219
#hug hope things work out for the best

keep the hope in ur heart even when it feels like cope probably

<3

im sorrrryyyyy im the shrimp of the litterrrr be niceee

the spider will not reveal itself

i slept in my car

what happened

>>572233
spider loose in my room, possibly a brown recluse, escaped, slept in my car, now tearing the room apart looking for it

oh wow

r u an arachnophobia or

>>572236
brown recluses are deadly
any other kind of spider i would say "fuck it you won"
not recluses or black widows tho

oh right

>>572237
i forgor there are poisonous spiders thats increidbly fair

>>572240
it honestly makes me really sad to kill them but i value my life more than theirs

sadly that is the way it is

>>572243
hi again :)
yeah i am p exhausted and will nap after i finish sweeping every area of my room (spider may not even be in there anymore but i will find it if it is and also vacuum my couch thoroughly)
but i slept like 4ish hours in my car
i feel a lot less freaked out and useless

>>572245
ye i am sweeping it up now, had to move furniture out of the way first

did you throw a glass at the spider

>>572247
there was a cube shaped vase (full of sharpies, used to hold flowers) on my desk a couple inches from the wall where the spider was
it was crawling down, towards behind the desk side
so i put my hand on the vase and went
>SMASHSMASHSMASH oh no my vase

>>572248
dljghdfklgjhdfklgh

omg

in retrospect it's pretty funny
i also thought it was a vase from my graduation party but i remembered it's not (that one's safe), this is one my abusive ex sent me flowers in
so it is all good on the property loss too lol

that sucks tho abt the case

vase

awww

ohhh

oh nice

what a rollercoaster

>>572258
o7

>>572261
hope ur using indoor bug repellent meant for walls!
a lot of bugspray is literally just neurotoxin, you don't want too much of some of them indoors

i am gonna spray a super strong neurotoxin outdoor bugspray into this hole in my wall before i duct tape over it tho lol
it's full of cobwebs
spider prob in there somewhere

im definitely the type of shrimp to see a spider in my room and sleep not in my room altho i cant sleep on the couch because its covered in cat hair and i dont have a car so id probably sleep in my chair

>>572264
very real
>>572266
living somewhere with no deadly ones seems nice. i wouldn't mind going to canada or something, most of canada has no deadly spiders (for now, global warming is moving them north)

we also have scorpions here
the big ones are not dangerous
you gotta be mindful of tiny scorpions if you see one

>>572265
bless btw ty for saving me

the worst part about the escaped recluse is i also saw a harvestman in my room last night and i failed to catch it amd killed it because i was scared
so i killed a good harmless non-spider that kills spiders
and let a deadly spider escape
just absolute L
anyway gonna go clean up this glass lol thank you guys for listening

>>572286
get a pet tarantula they are big so theyre less scary

>>572298
wolf spiders are good, they are very unlikely to hurt you and active hunters
also killing them is bad for you, because they carry babies on their backs
you wanna scoop them up even if they scare you or tjere will just be more

>>572294
also their bite is not bad, like a bee sting

>>572280
thats so cute

>>572305
the bad part is the ones with the hair they throw at you like girl that is biological warfare stop you will get arrested by the ICC

>>572309
do they like throw tiny hair that embeds like splinters?? that sounds both very cool and very annoying lol

>>572312
yes some tarantulas do

i dont know if EVERY tarantula does but SOME do

>>572315
i love this fact and will also make sure never to own one

>>572319
iirc they only do it if theyre mad so just be nice !!

>>572320
well if i did have a pet tarantula obviously i would be nice to it but i think i would also just go ahead and get one that doesn't shed splinters to be safe lol

i prefer rats as a small pet anyway tho
about the same lifespan as a tarantula
but it's a rat
i like when they crawl around on my shoulders and try to nibble my hair

>>572340
wait pic dropped
#throw

>>572340
no, this compass
place yourselves on it

>>572346
based

its a chart

>>572350
top/bottom is association with gender / left/right is type of gender between the two "binaries"

say gex orgy

>>572364
you are such a nerd and i think its incredibly adorable

i will quote you you nerd

but i think the graph makes perfect sense. x is simply the gender spectrum and y is the strength of association. the reason its a triangle is that if you have no association with gender there is no association between male/female

my internal monologue 24/7

ohhhh

>>572381
i look like a man

oh you just said its weird thats fair yaeh

thanks for saying that

>>572383
well no the issue with the square is that if you have 0% association with gender you cant really assocaite with male or female there is no x value its just neutral