「poops」
!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
yeah
finding local groups or going to meetups like i imagine some of the protests there rn could help meet peeps, maybe
is gud way to meet ppl who are cooler than the more normal queer meetups imo
it will be easier when i move ig
yeah
awruuf :(
wruff ;<
but sry chu didnt even get to kis peep ;-; thats like
ughhh
wan gib care n affection when peeps needed
finishing drafting a message to send to the friend i used to talk to near daily 6 months ago and just got back into contact with, via spacehey
gon try and see if they and peeps i knew in that chatroom can add me on the new discy
#ai why is everyone trying to murder me
nice try fed. why is everyone trying to murder me
#smartai why is everyone trying to murder me
Your question suggests significant distress, and I want to address it with both clinical precision and compassionate concern. If you're experiencing a pervasive belief that others intend to harm you (a phenomenon known as *persecutory ideation* or, in severe cases, *paranoid delusion*), this could indicate several possible psychological or neurological conditions—from acute stress disorders to schizophrenia spectrum illnesses.
However, before pathologizing your experience: let’s engage in Bayesian reasoning. What’s the prior probability that "everyone" is genuinely conspiring to murder you? Statistically speaking, coordinated homicidal intent across an entire social group is extraordinarily rare outside of highly specific contexts (e.g., being a political dissident under totalitarian regimes). The human brain, though, has evolved hypersensitive threat-detection systems; when these malfunction—due to neurotransmitter imbalances (e.g., dopamine hyperactivity in the mesolimbic pathway), trauma-induced hypervigilance, or sleep deprivation—they can generate false positives of existential danger.
If we rule out literal conspiracies through Occam's razor (*the simplest explanation is most likely correct*), then neuropsychiatric explanations become parsimonious. Consider:
1. **Psychotic Disorders**: Delusions of persecution are hallmark symptoms.
2. **Substance-Induced Paranoia**: Stimulants like methamphetamine or even excessive caffeine can trigger transient paranoia.
3. **Social Anxiety Hyperfocus**: Extreme self-consciousness might distort perceptions of others' intentions via confirmation bias.
4. **Reality Testing Deficits**: An inability to distinguish internal fears from external reality.
I strongly recommend immediate consultation with a psychiatrist for differential diagnosis and potential cognitive-behavioral interventions if appropriate because untreated persecutory ideation correlates negatively with quality-of-life metrics over time due ultimately perhaps partially mediated by allostatic load mechanisms accumulating from chronic amygdalar hyperactivity... but also because no one should have endure feeling this way without professional support available now more than ever given advances psychopharmacology etcetera ad infinitum really when think about how far we've come since lobotomies were state-of-the-art treatment options back mid-20th century which seems almost barbaric retrospectively doesn't it?
Would discussing strategies for grounding techniques help while arranging clinical evaluation? The key here epistemic humility acknowledging limits current knowledge while acting decisively based best available evidence which points toward needing expert assessment posthaste frankly speaking okay yes indeed certainly so forthwith accordingly et cetera thus therefore hence ergo ipso facto QED vis-à-vis concordantly obviously manifestly clearly apparent patently indubitably incontrovertibly unequivocally unmistakably undeniably irrefutably...
But mainly: please seek help today.* why is everyone trying to murder me
>>502059
>The key here epistemic humility acknowledging limits current knowledge while acting decisively based best available evidence which points toward needing expert assessment posthaste frankly speaking okay yes indeed certainly so forthwith accordingly et cetera thus therefore hence ergo ipso facto QED vis-à-vis concordantly obviously manifestly clearly apparent patently indubitably incontrovertibly unequivocally unmistakably undeniably irrefutably...
#this (bird up) #somuchthis (+1)
oh god guhhhh
i messaged the old friend
i sent them my discord info too....
i want adhd meds SO badddddd i want to try it I want to see if I can be normalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
awww ;_;
::hug
>>502070
>7 month old video
literal programming
real
i lovee this youtuberrr
i wants katsuuuuuuuu
KATSUUUUUUUU
CHICKENNN >:]
CHIECKEN KATSUUUUUUUUUU
maybe I shoudl walk down to the sushi bar a few blocks from me and get a chicken katsu lunch special to day, though it probably wont be as good as that..
awww
i wish i had anything near me again ;-;
i need to get my head squished by a giant mommy snake
squimsh
on the way home now uweh
woo, i hope u can unwind
gonma get lunch on the way home
BUT ALSO it is RAINING gahhh
itd be fine if i brought a coat but i didnae
where are the half naked trans polycules roaming the streets?
there they are
>>502100
thats what im asking
-v-
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watching another episode of the last of us was a mistake
its soooooooooo bad
i need caffeine
finished off the coffee i has here
had
or.....
would gib coffee when i make it
gosh i somehow got my keyboard autorepeat messed up, scroll lock is off like
ughhh
tes
>>502125
#hug
!shroomyssg
im catching myself not thinking rationally and it is a bit concerning
smth up? :<
!shroomyssg
i am just psychotic :^p
recognizing it when its happening n trying to consciously think n internalize them as being irrational is a gud step
::pat
!shroomyssg
>>502129
i guess, it just sucks when i start to verbalize it. i guess teetering the line between irony and sincerity has backfired as a social experiment since im having trouble realizing which is actual subconscious feelings
errr yea can be unhelpful to be such, but also verbalizing to self that you recognize them nows can also maybeh help
::bwa
but sry its being ugh :'c
!shroomyssg
>>502131
i mean, it's hard not to. you can't just keep every irrational thought pent in without eventually exploding.
well ye i mean
addressing them >-> not bottling thoughts
!shroomyssg
my brain just automatically thinks like this.
deconstructing
!shroomyssg
>>502137
how long would that last
well, it can be a bit tough at first but when at my worst its been a major help & step towards improving your base thoughts internally to being smth more
!shroomyssg
dawg im talking about this on my public trip. im cooked
but it depends, can be not so long n just a good habit to keep for when in tough times
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also, generally, journalling and stream of consciousness writing them/feels helps a lot often times and do fully recommend even small(er) amts of that to help, main thing that likely improved mine, at points
soaked rn weh
hello all
bwaaaa
wan help dry off
going our in rain w sweets sounds so cozy rn
>>502147
soaked guh
haiii
>>502151
that would be but also u gotta dry me off with a towel after mhmhm
yus
at the trainstation now, didnt have to pay to get in cos i had an open return from last month that still works
ooo
yayyyy
thasgud
>jumping the turnstyles w qts
gonna go to the shops after and get lunch and also a hot chocolate cos i rlly wanted one
>>502157
yay
^^
is it fair to break up with someone cos their dogs turbo annoying ??
ur early on so w him i dont think u should have 2 put through a lot if it rly made uncomfy
mb think or sit on it for day or howevs long
but also do i wanna be with someone who wont grope me when we're sleeping next to each other ?? much to think about
ughhh
yea ;-;
sigh, i-
but yes, do wh u need to be comfy n outta there if its getting like ugh in that way
been listening to cheerleader on loop, kinda wish the rest of the album sounded like this
last guy i dated was
i was at my worst phase of CPTSD triggers and he after being unable to be sexual, personally, cus of that and E killing sex drive, started getting super physical while trying to sleep n just
awful
do whachu need to be w someone ur comfy w, and this early on having that (not like saying is like my thing or stuffs) could become smth more ugh down the line
n figuring out what u both are comfortable w, if not
idk im gonna sleep round a girls next week so maybe i'll see how that goes
mhmhm
aww
i hope its nice c:
n take care u need in meantime, hope train ride is comfy n lets u get time to dry off a lil, or can in a while once out of it
i guess it wouldnt be breaking up cos we arent like together or whatever
eh train is 8 mins n then another like 40 min walk lmao
yeah
oh wll
d'awww
>"american mcgees a bozo"
hey
is rose going by train to meet a girl???
saeki :3
is there a tag that makes her appear
:'3
hell yeah
uh oh there's a groomer in my discord dms
(JOKE :3)
- w -
*beats up with bat (due to love)*
>>502194
no i am going home cos im sad
awr
why sad?
n also
the plumber is taking out they toilet wtf
i went over to boys cos he said he was home alone
was nae home alone and also his dogs annoying as fuck n also he didnt pay any attention to me
so i am sad
aw the ignoring part is just hmph :c
>>502216
#hug
many ppl would kill to have a rose orlando in their home
i assume idk
deserve all the care n
giving n getting rose orlando attention
waow the real rose orlando waow
on train now
woo
need to brush my hair when i get home
, ;o
might shower b4 the dentist later, have had hair up n would/will be too smooth, pre oily, if i dont
(pre being oily not pretty.. i mean)
>>502215
rip
maybe he didn't want to seem like he cares too much
>>502230
if theyre not obsessed with me i don't want it
i'd be everywhere where you were like a puppy
arf
awa
awroo
>>502236
why she
her shirt. besbian.
hehe
::cat girl pat
omg
catgirl x puppygirl
and they make love
(kiss and cuddle)
need
shrimp made this toast?????
i'm blue na da dee eh ah
::naddie
>>502251
haiii
hiiia straw :D
oh
who got it
that would be twinknon
gonratulations twink anon
dont encourage him
he is a sex pest but a get is a get
i suppose thats true.......... oh my god is that who i think it is????
*i squint my eyes and look over ur shoulder behind u*
hey..... thats spiders!!!! HEY SPIDERS HOWS IT GOING?????
makes me wanna make grilled cheese
>499999
maybe i will
MUTHER.
GRILL ME A CHEESE.
MUTHER.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
>>502263
::kiss
o-o
huh
might make one tho, i havent eaten in maybe 6~ hrs or more
>>502272
haiiiiiii :33333 ^_^
omg hi :3 thank you
>>502286
#this (/thread)
but so is straw loads n loads
*kisses impulsively*
-w-
silly
sooo. how'd the date go :3
ehehehehe
>>502294
it was preety swag i guezz...... we uhmmmm we kissed.. ahahaaa
whose insides got rearanged
cuties
>>502298
mine obviously
lol
teehee
aaaa...
me w who but not hot dog
>>502304
ugh but spiders guess what
>>502306
#edit ahaha
>>502307
oh no.. what is it? :<
he listens to sabaton
;w;
no idea what that is. is that bad?
good
lol
its "metal" based on historical events they fucking suck ass
did they make a metal song about hitler getting to power
probably not i havent checked
or the fall of the polish lithuanian commonwealth
they mainly make shit about WWI and WWII
understandable
they're very interesting periods
relative to time
i'm not sure i want to click that
theyre so ass bro </3
hey... stawberries..... i hope your bf won't get mad that we kiss on the internet.....
u need to understand my pain
>>502327
nah dont worry about it hes preety bazed
>>502328
maybe you can fix him
(torture)
>>502330
ive been showing him metal that has mildly historical shit in it, like eyehategod and nailbomb
(perhaps lobotomy)
i'm not very musical... when i hear something cool i just add it on my spotify
honestly real as hell
i have really only started listening to music that isn't movie/game ost like 2 years ago lol
i started like uhhhhhhh 4 years ago
with rap music
>>502339
i hope thats from a hose
it is a PISS STREAM YOU FOOL
anyway twinknon has offered to fly to seattle and fix my boyfriend for me
"BOYMODERS MUST WASH OFF THE BOYSMELL" fascist talk.
>>502343
if i flew to seattle would he fix me too
twinkanon makes me feel very flustered
probably he would fix anything with a hole tbh
yap yap yap yap
people who have headphones 24/7 when someone doesn't
>>502352
can u tie me up first like a spider
haha that be so hot if i wasn't 100% faggot sub
>>502356
mrrrrp *purrrrr* nyaa nya nya meowww :3 mrowwww *flops over on my back* gimme tummy rubs :3 meow meow nyaaaa *purrrrrs even harder* X3
kitty asking for tummy rubs???? a lethal trap....
not falling for it
:3
i have scars on my arm from a kitty asking for tummy rubs
>>502361
i thought that said "hey grok"
lmao
>>502363
grok, tell me about those pesky white south african farmers
i have a scar on my arm from punching through a door
>>502366
waow u must be rlly strong ahahaa........
no it was glass pane </3
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>>502369
can u punch me
is anyone watching this doom review
>>502372
honestly i would
>>502374
platonically?
ehehe :3
very erotically
who queued 3 hours
skip gang
i summon
i'm not watching it i don't have my headphones plugged in sorry
i dont think anyone is wathcing it
one time i learned about brutal doom and i thought it was funny so i got it at like 10 pm and played through the whole thing until morning
lets group watch this 4chan troll get arrested come onnn
ohio nazi vandal. only in ohio ahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah
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WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT
THEY ALL
AHAHAHAHA
LOOK
LIKE THAT
ALL OF THEM
ud phenotype
whenever says "HAHA NICE JOB DENYING REALITY TRANNY" and POSTS AN ACK! GIF THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE
*chud
"don't judge people by their appearance" no. i will.
like
>>502398
LOOOOKKKKKKK
SERIOUSLY
xD
this is what they all look like, KEEP YOURSELVES SAFE
K
Y
S
>>502405
o/////o
pasta
o//////o
i love pasta
what did he post if it was serious enough for a police raid lmao
>>502405
#tag (image already exists) boymoder
>>502405
why is she holding the bottom of the pan
>>502413
she has hands of steel :3
lmao this is just the nazi magazine guy from the adventures of kavalier and klay i read that fucking book in a psych ward because i was bored idk why i expect u guys to know it
ugh found out my appt is in 1.5 hrs and not 4
>>502416
omg goals
>>502415
i dont know it
>>502417
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>502417
rip. well you'll be back home sooner. think of it that way :D
pain
>>502424
::hug
vandalism
wow
white lives matter wow
#nukedresden
#nukewashingtonstate
#nukeseattletacomaairport
#nukepoland
#ksay nuke possum springs
i cant believe the town is like,
>>502432
that was the nato plan during the cold war in case of a soviet invasion on the west btw
i never thought that they had to hire an entire CREW to clean some dumb spray paint
i think that's real funny
too bad it did not happen
those poor tourists
i dont want to see swastikasss :<
one time i was walking around downtown and some dude walked up to me and called me a "fucking n*"
opening day of what
little league? or smth?
the called you the n word???