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yeah
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finding local groups or going to meetups like i imagine some of the protests there rn could help meet peeps, maybe
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is gud way to meet ppl who are cooler than the more normal queer meetups imo
mobilerose
it will be easier when i move ig
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yeah
mobilerose
awruuf :(
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wruff ;<
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but sry chu didnt even get to kis peep ;-; thats like
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ughhh
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wan gib care n affection when peeps needed
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finishing drafting a message to send to the friend i used to talk to near daily 6 months ago and just got back into contact with, via spacehey
gon try and see if they and peeps i knew in that chatroom can add me on the new discy
nonners
#ai why is everyone trying to murder me

nice try fed.
why is everyone trying to murder me
nonners
#smartai why is everyone trying to murder me

Your question suggests significant distress, and I want to address it with both clinical precision and compassionate concern. If you're experiencing a pervasive belief that others intend to harm you (a phenomenon known as *persecutory ideation* or, in severe cases, *paranoid delusion*), this could indicate several possible psychological or neurological conditions—from acute stress disorders to schizophrenia spectrum illnesses.

However, before pathologizing your experience: let’s engage in Bayesian reasoning. What’s the prior probability that "everyone" is genuinely conspiring to murder you? Statistically speaking, coordinated homicidal intent across an entire social group is extraordinarily rare outside of highly specific contexts (e.g., being a political dissident under totalitarian regimes). The human brain, though, has evolved hypersensitive threat-detection systems; when these malfunction—due to neurotransmitter imbalances (e.g., dopamine hyperactivity in the mesolimbic pathway), trauma-induced hypervigilance, or sleep deprivation—they can generate false positives of existential danger.

If we rule out literal conspiracies through Occam's razor (*the simplest explanation is most likely correct*), then neuropsychiatric explanations become parsimonious. Consider:

1. **Psychotic Disorders**: Delusions of persecution are hallmark symptoms.
2. **Substance-Induced Paranoia**: Stimulants like methamphetamine or even excessive caffeine can trigger transient paranoia.
3. **Social Anxiety Hyperfocus**: Extreme self-consciousness might distort perceptions of others' intentions via confirmation bias.
4. **Reality Testing Deficits**: An inability to distinguish internal fears from external reality.

I strongly recommend immediate consultation with a psychiatrist for differential diagnosis and potential cognitive-behavioral interventions if appropriate because untreated persecutory ideation correlates negatively with quality-of-life metrics over time due ultimately perhaps partially mediated by allostatic load mechanisms accumulating from chronic amygdalar hyperactivity... but also because no one should have endure feeling this way without professional support available now more than ever given advances psychopharmacology etcetera ad infinitum really when think about how far we've come since lobotomies were state-of-the-art treatment options back mid-20th century which seems almost barbaric retrospectively doesn't it?

Would discussing strategies for grounding techniques help while arranging clinical evaluation? The key here epistemic humility acknowledging limits current knowledge while acting decisively based best available evidence which points toward needing expert assessment posthaste frankly speaking okay yes indeed certainly so forthwith accordingly et cetera thus therefore hence ergo ipso facto QED vis-à-vis concordantly obviously manifestly clearly apparent patently indubitably incontrovertibly unequivocally unmistakably undeniably irrefutably...

But mainly: please seek help today.*
why is everyone trying to murder me
>>502060
anon
>>502059
>The key here epistemic humility acknowledging limits current knowledge while acting decisively based best available evidence which points toward needing expert assessment posthaste frankly speaking okay yes indeed certainly so forthwith accordingly et cetera thus therefore hence ergo ipso facto QED vis-à-vis concordantly obviously manifestly clearly apparent patently indubitably incontrovertibly unequivocally unmistakably undeniably irrefutably...
#this (bird up) #somuchthis (+1)
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oh god guhhhh
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i messaged the old friend
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i sent them my discord info too....
SadChan🍉🍉
i want adhd meds SO badddddd i want to try it I want to see if I can be normalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
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awww ;_;
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again if u were local, would help w having kinda stocked up my extra doses
::sad
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but aaaa im scared n stressed i reached out to peeps i isolated from due to spiraling, after 5-6 months
::boymoder nervous panic
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also just saw this comment chain on a response video to a sexist video game review like lol
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>7 month old video
SadChan🍉🍉
literal programming
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real
SadChan🍉🍉
i lovee this youtuberrr
SadChan🍉🍉
i wants katsuuuuuuuu
SadChan🍉🍉
KATSUUUUUUUU
SadChan🍉🍉
CHICKENNN >:]
SadChan🍉🍉
CHIECKEN KATSUUUUUUUUUU
SadChan🍉🍉
maybe I shoudl walk down to the sushi bar a few blocks from me and get a chicken katsu lunch special to day, though it probably wont be as good as that..
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awww
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i wish i had anything near me again ;-;
anon
i need to get my head squished by a giant mommy snake
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squimsh
mobilerose
on the way home now uweh
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woo, i hope u can unwind
mobilerose
gonma get lunch on the way home
BUT ALSO it is RAINING gahhh
mobilerose
itd be fine if i brought a coat but i didnae
SadChan🍉🍉
where are the half naked trans polycules roaming the streets?
>>502103
SadChan🍉🍉
there they are
mobilerose
>>502100
thats what im asking
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-v-
nonners
.seek 20:00
fujo
watching another episode of the last of us was a mistake
fujo
its soooooooooo bad
fujo
i need caffeine
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finished off the coffee i has here
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had
fujo
or.....
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would gib coffee when i make it
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gosh i somehow got my keyboard autorepeat messed up, scroll lock is off like
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ughhh
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tes
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!shroomyssg
im catching myself not thinking rationally and it is a bit concerning
>>502124
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smth up? :<
!shroomyssg
i am just psychotic :^p
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recognizing it when its happening n trying to consciously think n internalize them as being irrational is a gud step
::pat
>>502130
!shroomyssg
>>502129
i guess, it just sucks when i start to verbalize it. i guess teetering the line between irony and sincerity has backfired as a social experiment since im having trouble realizing which is actual subconscious feelings
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errr yea can be unhelpful to be such, but also verbalizing to self that you recognize them nows can also maybeh help
::bwa
>>502133
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but sry its being ugh :'c
!shroomyssg
>>502131
i mean, it's hard not to. you can't just keep every irrational thought pent in without eventually exploding.
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well ye i mean
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addressing them >-> not bottling thoughts
!shroomyssg
my brain just automatically thinks like this.
!shroomyssg
>>502137
how long would that last
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well, it can be a bit tough at first but when at my worst its been a major help & step towards improving your base thoughts internally to being smth more
!shroomyssg
dawg im talking about this on my public trip. im cooked
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feeling more true n connected/grounded to self, & also less self critical ones in similar ways
::hug
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but it depends, can be not so long n just a good habit to keep for when in tough times
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1
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im not gon play all of this but its quiet rn so
::vibin slow
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also, generally, journalling and stream of consciousness writing them/feels helps a lot often times and do fully recommend even small(er) amts of that to help, main thing that likely improved mine, at points
mobilerose
hello all
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bwaaaa
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wan help dry off
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going our in rain w sweets sounds so cozy rn
>>502154
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haiii
mobilerose
>>502151
that would be but also u gotta dry me off with a towel after mhmhm
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yus
mobilerose
at the trainstation now, didnt have to pay to get in cos i had an open return from last month that still works
>>502163
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ooo
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yayyyy
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thasgud
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>jumping the turnstyles w qts
mobilerose
gonna go to the shops after and get lunch and also a hot chocolate cos i rlly wanted one
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^^
mobilerose
is it fair to break up with someone cos their dogs turbo annoying ??
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ur early on so w him i dont think u should have 2 put through a lot if it rly made uncomfy
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mb think or sit on it for day or howevs long
mobilerose
but also do i wanna be with someone who wont grope me when we're sleeping next to each other ?? much to think about
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ughhh
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yea ;-;
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sigh, i-
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but yes, do wh u need to be comfy n outta there if its getting like ugh in that way
mobilerose
been listening to cheerleader on loop, kinda wish the rest of the album sounded like this
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last guy i dated was
i was at my worst phase of CPTSD triggers and he after being unable to be sexual, personally, cus of that and E killing sex drive, started getting super physical while trying to sleep n just
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awful
mobilerose
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ahhh mnnn yeah :(
::hug
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do whachu need to be w someone ur comfy w, and this early on having that (not like saying is like my thing or stuffs) could become smth more ugh down the line
n figuring out what u both are comfortable w, if not
mobilerose
idk im gonna sleep round a girls next week so maybe i'll see how that goes
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mhmhm
aww
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i hope its nice c:
n take care u need in meantime, hope train ride is comfy n lets u get time to dry off a lil, or can in a while once out of it
mobilerose
i guess it wouldnt be breaking up cos we arent like together or whatever
mobilerose
eh train is 8 mins n then another like 40 min walk lmao
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yeah
mobilerose
oh wll
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d'awww
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>"american mcgees a bozo"
Spiders
hey
Spiders
is rose going by train to meet a girl???
>>502208
Spiders
saeki :3
Spiders
is there a tag that makes her appear
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:'3
Spiders
hell yeah
Spiders
uh oh there's a groomer in my discord dms
Spiders
(JOKE :3)
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- w -
Spiders
*beats up with bat (due to love)*
mobilerose
>>502194
no i am going home cos im sad
Spiders
awr
Spiders
why sad?
mobilerose
n also
mobilerose
the plumber is taking out they toilet wtf
mobilerose
i went over to boys cos he said he was home alone
mobilerose
was nae home alone and also his dogs annoying as fuck n also he didnt pay any attention to me
>>502229
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aw the ignoring part is just hmph :c
mobilerose
many ppl would kill to have a rose orlando in their home
i assume idk
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deserve all the care n
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giving n getting rose orlando attention
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waow the real rose orlando waow
mobilerose
on train now
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woo
mobilerose
need to brush my hair when i get home
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, ;o
might shower b4 the dentist later, have had hair up n would/will be too smooth, pre oily, if i dont
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(pre being oily not pretty.. i mean)
Spiders
maybe he didn't want to seem like he cares too much
>>502231
mobilerose
>>502230
if theyre not obsessed with me i don't want it
Spiders
i'd be everywhere where you were like a puppy
Spiders
arf
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awa
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awroo
Spiders
her shirt. besbian.
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hehe
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::cat girl pat
Spiders
omg
Spiders
catgirl x puppygirl
Spiders
and they make love
Spiders
(kiss and cuddle)
Spiders
need
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
shrimp made this toast?????
>>502255
Spiders
i'm blue na da dee eh ah
Spiders
::naddie
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hiiia straw :D
SadChan🍉🍉
oh
SadChan🍉🍉
who got it
straw bury
that would be twinknon
SadChan🍉🍉
gonratulations twink anon
straw bury
dont encourage him
SadChan🍉🍉
he is a sex pest but a get is a get
straw bury
i suppose thats true.......... oh my god is that who i think it is????

*i squint my eyes and look over ur shoulder behind u*

hey..... thats spiders!!!! HEY SPIDERS HOWS IT GOING?????
>>502285
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makes me wanna make grilled cheese
SadChan🍉🍉
>499999
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maybe i will
SadChan🍉🍉
MUTHER.
SadChan🍉🍉
GRILL ME A CHEESE.
SadChan🍉🍉
MUTHER.
SadChan🍉🍉
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
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o-o
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huh
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might make one tho, i havent eaten in maybe 6~ hrs or more
Spiders
omg hi :3 thank you
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>>502286
#this (/thread)
but so is straw loads n loads
Spiders
*kisses impulsively*
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-w-
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silly
Spiders
sooo. how'd the date go :3
>>502297
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ehehehehe
straw bury
>>502294
it was preety swag i guezz...... we uhmmmm we kissed.. ahahaaa
Spiders
whose insides got rearanged
>>502301
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cuties
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lol
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aaaa...
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me w who but not hot dog
>>502308
straw bury
he listens to sabaton
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;w;
Spiders
no idea what that is. is that bad?
straw bury
good
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lol
straw bury
its "metal" based on historical events they fucking suck ass
Spiders
did they make a metal song about hitler getting to power
straw bury
probably not i havent checked
Spiders
or the fall of the polish lithuanian commonwealth
straw bury
they mainly make shit about WWI and WWII
Spiders
understandable
Spiders
they're very interesting periods
Spiders
relative to time
Spiders
i'm not sure i want to click that
straw bury
theyre so ass bro </3
Spiders
hey... stawberries..... i hope your bf won't get mad that we kiss on the internet.....
>>502329
straw bury
u need to understand my pain
>>502330
straw bury
>>502327
nah dont worry about it hes preety bazed
Spiders
(torture)
straw bury
>>502330
ive been showing him metal that has mildly historical shit in it, like eyehategod and nailbomb
Spiders
(perhaps lobotomy)
Spiders
i'm not very musical... when i hear something cool i just add it on my spotify
straw bury
honestly real as hell
Spiders
i have really only started listening to music that isn't movie/game ost like 2 years ago lol
>>502349
straw bury
i started like uhhhhhhh 4 years ago
>>502349
straw bury
with rap music
straw bury
>>502339
i hope thats from a hose
Spiders
it is a PISS STREAM YOU FOOL
straw bury
anyway twinknon has offered to fly to seattle and fix my boyfriend for me
>>502345
Spiders
"BOYMODERS MUST WASH OFF THE BOYSMELL" fascist talk.
Spiders
>>502343
if i flew to seattle would he fix me too
Spiders
Spiders
twinkanon makes me feel very flustered
straw bury
probably he would fix anything with a hole tbh
Spiders
yap yap yap yap
Spiders
people who have headphones 24/7 when someone doesn't
straw bury
>>502352
can u tie me up first like a spider
Spiders
haha that be so hot if i wasn't 100% faggot sub
straw bury
>>502356
mrrrrp *purrrrr* nyaa nya nya meowww :3 mrowwww *flops over on my back* gimme tummy rubs :3 meow meow nyaaaa *purrrrrs even harder* X3
Spiders
kitty asking for tummy rubs???? a lethal trap....
Spiders
not falling for it
Spiders
:3
straw bury
i have scars on my arm from a kitty asking for tummy rubs
Spiders
lmao
SadChan🍉🍉
>>502363
grok, tell me about those pesky white south african farmers
Spiders
i have a scar on my arm from punching through a door
>>502367
straw bury
>>502366
waow u must be rlly strong ahahaa........
Spiders
no it was glass pane </3
>>502372
SadChan🍉🍉
.skip (voted to skip this video)
SadChan🍉🍉
is anyone watching this doom review
Spiders
ehehe :3
Spiders
very erotically
SadChan🍉🍉
who queued 3 hours
SadChan🍉🍉
skip gang
SadChan🍉🍉
i summon
Spiders
i'm not watching it i don't have my headphones plugged in sorry
SadChan🍉🍉
i dont think anyone is wathcing it
straw bury
one time i learned about brutal doom and i thought it was funny so i got it at like 10 pm and played through the whole thing until morning
SadChan🍉🍉
lets group watch this 4chan troll get arrested come onnn
Spiders
ohio nazi vandal. only in ohio ahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah
SadChan🍉🍉
.skip (voted to skip this video)
straw bury
.skip (voted to skip this video)
Spiders
WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT
SadChan🍉🍉
THEY ALL
Spiders
AHAHAHAHA
SadChan🍉🍉
LOOK
SadChan🍉🍉
LIKE THAT
SadChan🍉🍉
ALL OF THEM
straw bury
ud phenotype
SadChan🍉🍉
whenever says "HAHA NICE JOB DENYING REALITY TRANNY" and POSTS AN ACK! GIF THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE
straw bury
*chud
Spiders
"don't judge people by their appearance" no. i will.
>>502400
SadChan🍉🍉
like
SadChan🍉🍉
SERIOUSLY
SadChan🍉🍉
xD
SadChan🍉🍉
this is what they all look like, KEEP YOURSELVES SAFE
SadChan🍉🍉
K
Y
S
SadChan🍉🍉
pasta
SadChan🍉🍉
o//////o
SadChan🍉🍉
i love pasta
Spiders
what did he post if it was serious enough for a police raid lmao
Spiders
>>502413
she has hands of steel :3
straw bury
lmao this is just the nazi magazine guy from the adventures of kavalier and klay i read that fucking book in a psych ward because i was bored idk why i expect u guys to know it
>>502419
SadChan🍉🍉
>>502417
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Spiders
>>502417
rip. well you'll be back home sooner. think of it that way :D
SadChan🍉🍉
vandalism
SadChan🍉🍉
wow
SadChan🍉🍉
white lives matter wow
straw bury
#nukedresden
straw bury
#nukewashingtonstate
straw bury
#nukeseattletacomaairport
straw bury
#ksay nuke possum springs
SadChan🍉🍉
i cant believe the town is like,
Spiders
>>502432
that was the nato plan during the cold war in case of a soviet invasion on the west btw
SadChan🍉🍉
i never thought that they had to hire an entire CREW to clean some dumb spray paint
Spiders
i think that's real funny
Spiders
too bad it did not happen
straw bury
those poor tourists
SadChan🍉🍉
i dont want to see swastikasss :<
straw bury
one time i was walking around downtown and some dude walked up to me and called me a "fucking n*"
SadChan🍉🍉
opening day of what
SadChan🍉🍉
little league? or smth?
Spiders
the called you the n word???

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