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!shroomyssg
!shroomyssg
its rly rough and what made me pursue just doing it for my other projects if i wanted to do moosic
>>516552
tried to teach myself shorthand once for that specific purpose, forgot about it the next day
ah ye
im looking for a stenographers keyboard
Lenin is a mushroom
whats the P one??
pandora
ahh
>>516566
i think it was fabric
not sure
>>516570
Not, it's real
.search benn jordan the 7 stages of being a musician
>>516574
Me and Randal as worms
1
what if i just kill myself now
nuh
Nah
im extracting ur album and ill have to dm u while crying >:c
even if i would already cri from music ehe
THink of the KiwiFarms
nuw
dw rose will not kill herself i just oughh its so miserable
<3 here for u bwa
yeah
i get it..
i need to get my ass on peloton ..
oop
hehe
>>516584
i hope you feel better
>>516592
i will feel better when i get lots of money
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ill play the talk next, later
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its rly good but wan play the musician on
OH
I don't want to be professional, I want to be INTERNET SENSATION 4LUUUUUUNG
have u seen his video called why arent there more female producers/musicians
its a look into and interviewing a bunch of women in music and what theyve gone through, and how absurd it is that he has to be the one to talk abt it, but also not trying to like
>>516600
i want to be like a breadtuber and have a bajillion patreons n never release anything ever
>>516603
Dream
>>516601
bcs they’re forcemascing them
he gets asked some interesting questions
Ever wanted to forcefemm a 70 year old former rock star
and hehe
.search benn jordan why female musicians
.play parody music kleenex girl wonder
force femming an old person sounds hilarious.
WHat about Laura Les tho
1
She's an icon
>>516612
thats one girl tho
She's a woman
the arguement isnt that theres no women in production
just that they are vastly outnumbered by men
yeah
he gets to that point in the vid
>>516611
As it should be
like why is it "inherently" a bad thing, he gets asked by one of the female musicians
(just women not as in yknow)
got i wish that didnt have to be caveat-ed
Какая-то постирония
they should give rose orlando a lot of money
yis
n then let her do music forever
<3
and then i can be happy forever
Paypal me 1000000000000000$
i need to get a fanbase of ppl who have money
unfortunately my music appeals much more to the poor lowbie soul...
Oatchi, KILL
.play silly stu oatchi song
i think i realized im an anime character that was isekaid to the real world and thats why nothing works
checked on if mom needed to be woken up
I don't like the puzzle piece as an autism symbol not because of implications but because I FUCKING HATE PUZZLES
- u-
north chic is quite nice, tho mostly cus of cost
i love puzzles but not assemble the image puzzles. i like physics puzzles.
i like puzzles but not puzzle set things
i feel that
i kinda blow at guitar which considering how long ive been playing is kinda embarassing
aww, it depends n is diff for each peep cus
My uncle plays acoustic guitar but he keep refusing to play Wonderwall
ur uncles plays with his shlong daily
many dont need to try and master an instrument
И с этого момента в украинском поезде начался сущий кошмар
i missread as sushi for a sec
Sushi nightmare lmao
im in a weird place and i dont know its bad.
>>516659
Did you take 40 benadryls
heya wassup
cats being brought to a human home for the first time must have such a fucking surreal experience. being hungry and cold and ignored from birth until the moment their mom takes them home.
Sad russian doomercore
>>516663
i wish i was a rescued stray so badly
have 2 cats that were adopted from peeps who couldnt take care of them, we think the kitten was one of the kittens not born to her mom we adopted, but was raised by
every single pet ive had was a rescue stray. half a dozen of them.
mhm
we always adopted that way, tho my dad is weird abt it cus of his presentation of OCD
"being a musician is miserable forever and then you die"
man what if i just kms now
but then u dont get to pursue the thing that makes it worth pushing through even if rough through all of it ;^;
n meet the peeps who make u wanna bwa
sigh
buying game pass core to play online finally, hab amazon card i dont know wadduhecc ill use for so gon use that, i forgot i had it
i wonder if i could
i dont use amazon or try to support them but could maybe get bandcamp codes through that :V
im gon listen to thingy once ive booted up game, but have note pad open
oh god this outfit
:3
boop hia
hi saki
how do you do
mehhh, hru - ?
woke up like 30 minutes ago so can't really get a good grasp of how my day is going so far
but going off of a preliminary guess, its going alright
best wishes w its
im also done with school for the year so im chillin
jacking off 30 minutes ago
also modd
mood
petting cat for 30 minutes
time to get yammered of the john f. pennedy
>>516689
why did it take you 30 mins to tell us this is important info and we like it when you share it asap
idk i had a delated responce
jakeing it
jerking off 30 minutes into the future
she came so fast, it went 30 minutes back in time
back to the future!
.play knock ur self out XD
Jorking it
>>516700
<333 XD
ecksdee
adam neelys a woman?
oh nvm
lmao
hehe
-v-
so real
gatekeeping oh god
ughhh
hello
i am in public
heya sad
i am a tranny in public hahagga
nu
hmph
just some woman tbh
i need ffs so bad I'm posting here instead of having a panic attac
hehheheheh
good
god
its nice that u say nice things to me
i really appreciate u lying to me to salve my mental illness. you are kind people and i fw that
tbh its not so bad that i look manly right? being visibly trans isn't a bad thing and everyone is beautiful. everyone is beautiful.
everyone is beautiful
u dont look manly tho
everyone is beautiful
cassidy :3
there tongues are all mixed up
:3
their
i wish i could be normal and not hurt hurt hurt to go to the pasture opposite of the indoors and be perceived. i hate that it hurts to be seen and to see to see the self and look through to the mutant destiny the warps what could have been
a carnival funhouse, every day every day a different mirror, what shape will the brain take today? what shape will it shape me, ape me, ape that I am. with the fractured biology blown apart by simple chemistry its clinical the mystery the runs unstoppable through two spirits
I wish I could be... why wish? no human is so special to be relieved of pain and every panacea just reveals the need, hierarchical, that last unhealed beneath the last, a zoroastrian pyramid of trauma and piecemeal souls, what human has the right to beg to be whole? none, lo, not one deserves such wholeness, and yet it will be alloted then by chance
man, music really shapes the lense of perception. with back to the future playing to this it feels like we're about to go on a magical journey of meaning and triumph
i need to eat a sandwich or smth i am kinda dying my tummy is going ouuuughhh
i got mw 2019 working ^v^ and downloaded roses album hehe
yes chance chance chance and gambling that's what makes you what you are, God, in his good nature, said that pain will shape them. your burden is equal to thine luck, your future shaped by destiny, and thus we were released to multiply or suffering and give birth to wisdom.
gonna get n take my meds
i might make fried rice, as i need to eat too and tummy not happy w meds n ibuprofen
u ever got that weird like acidy feeling in ur body
yeah
awful
its ugh
im sorri, is gross
i feel it from stress when i havent eaten cus stress
sometimes when im trying to go to sleep i feel it and its like cmon man im tryna sleep here stop inflicting damage upon me
yeahhhh
ill try and eep w/o having eaten cus im already exhausted n dont wanna wait before eep again n
its painful enough to keep me up, sorri cute :<
the truest wisdom? that lies hurt less, and so mans soul turns to darkness and we call it Satan, or demon of whatever cultural analogue exists after the fall of the tower of Babel
why he kinda cute??
he isss
bwawa...
bitch im taylor swift
i wish i was taylor swift
thats not true thatd suck so bad
i just wish i had money
>>516770
every pain given its panacea reveals
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
:(
ur forgiven for always sadchan
I'm sorry
I'm just part of the screaming hordes of sinners
my friend had a fountain pen what do we think of them chat?
bazed
thats what i call my peepee
rosebonelando
sometimes im like who the fuck would ever want me im literally so mid and then i realise i am in fact that bitch and bitches crazy for me
hai!!!
heya gm c:
>>516784
#hug
>>516784
#smooch
>>516784
:33
i hope u got past the thoughts from last night
>>516786
::hai
>>516786
hello and good morning
C:
gm!!
did u get good sleep saeki? I thought i saw ur posts like a few hours ago.
one sec
>>516792
yeah im feeling good
cute :>
hello drrrick_fan
and havent eepd
i found out my dad owns mw 2019 n i got game pass to play it on xbox finally
gaaah poor saeki :(
isoki i didnt plan on eep
<3
I just woke up and I feel tired n headachy
I should proly try to eep again instead of pesterin u huh?
eeeep
eeeep
:)
wtf
-w-
hey guys i need help. what the fuck is "brainrot"?
>>516814
did you know that its called replacement therapy because they developed it for cis people trying to replace their own hormones because sometimes non trans people get hormone disorders.
no way
kill them they are too much like those dastardly transgenners
i want to be whole a whole ass person why was i made this way?
making fried rice
society is a complex machine made of many parts and sometimes people like you are needed.
the baguette is in the oven
i am like so blerg r
also gotta go to the shops to buy more tinfoil weh
>>516823
yayy, i used to make one like 1-2 times a week for eating across the day w butter, cheese etc
and bwaaa
hope is not too much going couple days in a row ;u; and that u have a gud friday mwah
>>516826
i make them so much omg
nah my mum gave me the money for it so itll be chill :3
>>516830
I'm mentally illllllllllll BUT YOU CAN'T CATCH ME GEHEHAHAHA
>>516832
mimis just chillin :3
i love parrot
i love birb
parot love u
.play vsnares who wants cake
>>516836
no do not please it hurts
i am alone i am alone and that is safe and that does not hurt HAHHAHAHAHAHAH
: (
I am very resilient.
I am very tough.
I have mental toughness.
I won't hurt others or hurt busting lm
>>516830
rose orlando :)
c: n gm teaaa
hai saeki how are u
oki, been playing cod n watching/listening to stuffs, just made n eating fried rice rn
how r u ? eep okej ? :D
i did actually sleep well for the first time in a while which was very nice.
yayyyy
im happy for u c: thasgud
sadly had an allergic reaction the middle of the morning/night n had to make me drowsy by taking DPH/benadryl
was it like seasonal allergies or something
started getting hives
oh no that happened to me once and i had no clue why lol
ive been getting them like once a month from something, i think one of my as needed pills might be causing it w an ingredient in some of them idk :/
hope urs arent too bad, i feel my throat start closing n wheezing n think like
is my asthma bad rn or
and have to take off shirt or pants n watch if hives come up bwaa
i noticed my throat closing tho n took benadryl like a few mins in today thankfully
:c
did u ask a doctor
i dont have an allergist n have trauma from that as a kid, n ive been on the same stuff for many months, so im trying to narrow down what exactly is causing it
okay i jus dont want u getting hurt
its not life threatening
its just very panic inducing, i usually get noticing it cus its very uncomfortable
thanke
well i hope u figure it out lol
seems like a pain at least its infrequent(?)
ive been enjoying using like wikipedia and such as my search engine
i wanted to answer a question ("is there a correlation between internet usage and happiness") and i had to check out journal articles instead of just googling and it was very enjoyable
mmm rice was gud
ye
gl w continuing experiment and
its somewhat mostly correlated cus of things like high internet use being comorbid w things like isolation, disability, etc
yea im not done reading but theres two prevailing theories, that internet use either strengthens existing connections or replaces them. the former is associated with a positive correlation and the latter is associated with a negative
>>516868
hiiiii tea
>>516845
tea :3
id say its likely a mix of both in most cases, as it also does have a large diversity of it for each person, depending on what socials or sites theyre using
yea
>>516878
omg hai rose orlando
>>516879
yeah but it seems to be an interesting thing to pursue further.
ye
itd be a good thing to have further more specific research on, i am kinda in a similar sphere to researching that sorta stuff but i focus on groups and individuals, and sharing human stories that ppl can take lessons from — as doing wide user research can be hard, getting a general group who arent locked to being biased out of one community or stuffs
i imagine theres more specific research i just havent found it
>>516885
yea i wish there was an easier way. but like scientists always want such difficult conditions too. "we want someone not ever exposed to any proto indo european language" in linguistics
yeah, and then the ones who decide to do smth less like that often end up going such the opposite direction like the guys who did a billion msg scrape of discord and made it a data set
LOL ???? i did not hear about this
one min
i learned how to program in 1 day
haiii
#ksay shreemp
hi saeki
nicu! just recently / now ?
yeah
you can learn it quick
i installed cursor
ahhh uh
id recommend not using cursor to necessarily learn like
using learning tools but cursor is
oh im not learning i already learned i can just program now
>>516891
#ksay shrimphd
a whole thing
yeah
ive always said. i know how to program, i just don't know any languages. now i can just program without the language
its not a good route to take is all
no i completely agree hehe
like i can get that tho
youre absolutely right
i think its essential to understand what the code is doing if you really wanna do serious work otherwise youre poking a black box with no idea whats going on
>>516881
licks u
like you wouldnt try to mill something complex with cnc if u didnt know how to saw a square block of wood
it just enables you to have certain bad tendencies is all and also for actual work that isnt for small stuff, yeah
or work work
yeah
ive just been using the it see what it can do and make silly little programs. its also cool cause it can interact with ur pc and do lots of shit for you. like ive just had it install image gen and text gen llms and set it all up itself. very powerful very cool very freaky
genuinely mind blowing stuff
future
#ai is future here?
depends who you ask. some say ai and crypto killed it, others say we're living in it. feels like we got the dystopia without the cool tech tbh. is future here?
heya
hi
hi nonners
hi shrimp
once all my exams are over its over for you hoes
hrm i cant upload images
>>516926
why is it over are you going to kill us
>>516928
that depends on multiple factors
so i have good odds of not being killed right?
i will be way too OP after my exams are done cuz ill have literally nothing to stress over anymore
ive always been good to you
>>516931
i feel u lmao
>>516930
yea definitely
yippeee
do you still have any exams left i thought it was over
oh ya i passed the hs courses things i got into college im ognna be an engineer
yea ik
when is it starting
oh
ohhh
speeptember
are you gonna move?
nah its local thats hwy i picked it
nice
its pretty cool too its got a big facility with robot arms to learn with
they have robotics dep?
its like uhh
moreso automation and control systems
robot arms youd see in like a factory settings
other automation machines probably
cool
we had no such things
my former coworker was in another uni and they had robotics classes
but thats a very rich uni
they also had starlink
da arms
i cant upload pics
wtf did they need starlink for can they use normal internet
-<-
lmao