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its rly rough and what made me pursue just doing it for my other projects if i wanted to do moosic
7amad
>>516552
tried to teach myself shorthand once for that specific purpose, forgot about it the next day
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ah ye
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im looking for a stenographers keyboard
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Lenin is a mushroom
>>516570
rose
whats the P one??
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pandora
rose
ahh
7amad
not sure
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516570
Not, it's real
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516574
Me and Randal as worms
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1
rose
what if i just kill myself now
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nuh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nah
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im extracting ur album and ill have to dm u while crying >:c
even if i would already cri from music ehe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
THink of the KiwiFarms
7amad
nuw
rose
dw rose will not kill herself i just oughh its so miserable
>>516592
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<3 here for u bwa
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yeah
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i get it..
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rose
i need to get my ass on peloton ..
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oop
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hehe
rose
>>516592
i will feel better when i get lots of money
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.skip (video skipped)
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ill play the talk next, later
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.skip (video skipped)
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its rly good but wan play the musician on
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OH
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don't want to be professional, I want to be INTERNET SENSATION 4LUUUUUUNG
>>516603
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have u seen his video called why arent there more female producers/musicians
>>516605
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its a look into and interviewing a bunch of women in music and what theyve gone through, and how absurd it is that he has to be the one to talk abt it, but also not trying to like
rose
>>516600
i want to be like a breadtuber and have a bajillion patreons n never release anything ever
>>516604
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516603
Dream
7amad
>>516601
bcs they’re forcemascing them
sæкі
he gets asked some interesting questions
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ever wanted to forcefemm a 70 year old former rock star
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and hehe
rose
.play parody music kleenex girl wonder
anon
force femming an old person sounds hilarious.
>>516621
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
WHat about Laura Les tho
>>516615
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1
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
She's an icon
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
She's a woman
rose
the arguement isnt that theres no women in production
rose
just that they are vastly outnumbered by men
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yeah
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he gets to that point in the vid
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516611
As it should be
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like why is it "inherently" a bad thing, he gets asked by one of the female musicians
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(just women not as in yknow)
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got i wish that didnt have to be caveat-ed
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Какая-то постирония
rose
they should give rose orlando a lot of money
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yis
rose
n then let her do music forever
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<3
rose
and then i can be happy forever
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Paypal me 1000000000000000$
rose
i need to get a fanbase of ppl who have money
rose
unfortunately my music appeals much more to the poor lowbie soul...
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oatchi, KILL
rose
.play silly stu oatchi song
anon
i think i realized im an anime character that was isekaid to the real world and thats why nothing works
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
image.png
That's you
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checked on if mom needed to be woken up
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don't like the puzzle piece as an autism symbol not because of implications but because I FUCKING HATE PUZZLES
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- u-
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north chic is quite nice, tho mostly cus of cost
anon
i love puzzles but not assemble the image puzzles. i like physics puzzles.
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i like puzzles but not puzzle set things
rose
i feel that
rose
i kinda blow at guitar which considering how long ive been playing is kinda embarassing
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aww, it depends n is diff for each peep cus
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My uncle plays acoustic guitar but he keep refusing to play Wonderwall
rose
ur uncles plays with his shlong daily
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many dont need to try and master an instrument
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
И с этого момента в украинском поезде начался сущий кошмар
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i missread as sushi for a sec
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sushi nightmare lmao
anon
im in a weird place and i dont know its bad.
>>516661
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>516659
Did you take 40 benadryls
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heya wassup
anon
cats being brought to a human home for the first time must have such a fucking surreal experience. being hungry and cold and ignored from birth until the moment their mom takes them home.
>>516665
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sad russian doomercore
7amad
>>516663
i wish i was a rescued stray so badly
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have 2 cats that were adopted from peeps who couldnt take care of them, we think the kitten was one of the kittens not born to her mom we adopted, but was raised by
anon
every single pet ive had was a rescue stray. half a dozen of them.
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mhm
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we always adopted that way, tho my dad is weird abt it cus of his presentation of OCD
rose
"being a musician is miserable forever and then you die"
man what if i just kms now
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but then u dont get to pursue the thing that makes it worth pushing through even if rough through all of it ;^;
n meet the peeps who make u wanna bwa
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sigh
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buying game pass core to play online finally, hab amazon card i dont know wadduhecc ill use for so gon use that, i forgot i had it
i wonder if i could
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i dont use amazon or try to support them but could maybe get bandcamp codes through that :V
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im gon listen to thingy once ive booted up game, but have note pad open
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oh god this outfit
yngven
:3
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boop hia
yngven
hi saki
yngven
how do you do
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mehhh, hru - ?
yngven
woke up like 30 minutes ago so can't really get a good grasp of how my day is going so far
yngven
but going off of a preliminary guess, its going alright
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best wishes w its
yngven
im also done with school for the year so im chillin
rose
jacking off 30 minutes ago
>>516694
yngven
also modd
yngven
mood
anon
petting cat for 30 minutes
yngven
time to get yammered of the john f. pennedy
nonners
>>516689
why did it take you 30 mins to tell us this is important info and we like it when you share it asap
rose
idk i had a delated responce
yngven
jakeing it
rose
jerking off 30 minutes into the future
anon
she came so fast, it went 30 minutes back in time
yngven
back to the future!
rose
.play knock ur self out XD
>>516703
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Jorking it
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ecksdee
rose
adam neelys a woman?
rose
oh nvm
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lmao
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hehe
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-v-
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so real
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i got that from the space around my cosplay stuff as a trans peep, mostly only positive support from queer peeps in the space n just so demotivating, but i continued doing it for myself but mostly privately
::eepy
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gatekeeping oh god
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ughhh
i like sad things
hello
i like sad things
i am in public
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heya sad
i like sad things
i am a tranny in public hahagga
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nu
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hmph
rose
just some woman tbh
i like sad things
i need ffs so bad I'm posting here instead of having a panic attac
i like sad things
hehheheheh
i like sad things
good
i like sad things
god
i like sad things
its nice that u say nice things to me
i like sad things
i really appreciate u lying to me to salve my mental illness. you are kind people and i fw that
i like sad things
tbh its not so bad that i look manly right? being visibly trans isn't a bad thing and everyone is beautiful. everyone is beautiful.
i like sad things
everyone is beautiful
rose
u dont look manly tho
i like sad things
everyone is beautiful
rose
cassidy :3
i like sad things
there tongues are all mixed up
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:3
i like sad things
their
i like sad things
i wish i could be normal and not hurt hurt hurt to go to the pasture opposite of the indoors and be perceived. i hate that it hurts to be seen and to see to see the self and look through to the mutant destiny the warps what could have been
i like sad things
a carnival funhouse, every day every day a different mirror, what shape will the brain take today? what shape will it shape me, ape me, ape that I am. with the fractured biology blown apart by simple chemistry its clinical the mystery the runs unstoppable through two spirits
i like sad things
I wish I could be... why wish? no human is so special to be relieved of pain and every panacea just reveals the need, hierarchical, that last unhealed beneath the last, a zoroastrian pyramid of trauma and piecemeal souls, what human has the right to beg to be whole? none, lo, not one deserves such wholeness, and yet it will be alloted then by chance
anon
man, music really shapes the lense of perception. with back to the future playing to this it feels like we're about to go on a magical journey of meaning and triumph
rose
i need to eat a sandwich or smth i am kinda dying my tummy is going ouuuughhh
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i got mw 2019 working ^v^ and downloaded roses album hehe
i like sad things
yes chance chance chance and gambling that's what makes you what you are, God, in his good nature, said that pain will shape them. your burden is equal to thine luck, your future shaped by destiny, and thus we were released to multiply or suffering and give birth to wisdom.
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gonna get n take my meds
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i might make fried rice, as i need to eat too and tummy not happy w meds n ibuprofen
rose
u ever got that weird like acidy feeling in ur body
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yeah
rose
awful
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its ugh
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im sorri, is gross
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i feel it from stress when i havent eaten cus stress
rose
sometimes when im trying to go to sleep i feel it and its like cmon man im tryna sleep here stop inflicting damage upon me
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yeahhhh
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ill try and eep w/o having eaten cus im already exhausted n dont wanna wait before eep again n
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its painful enough to keep me up, sorri cute :<
i like sad things
the truest wisdom? that lies hurt less, and so mans soul turns to darkness and we call it Satan, or demon of whatever cultural analogue exists after the fall of the tower of Babel
rose
why he kinda cute??
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he isss
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bwawa...
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bitch im taylor swift
rose
i wish i was taylor swift
rose
thats not true thatd suck so bad
i like sad things
>>516770
every pain given its panacea reveals
i like sad things
I'm sorry
i like sad things
I'm sorry
i like sad things
:(
rose
ur forgiven for always sadchan
i like sad things
I'm sorry
i like sad things
I'm just part of the screaming hordes of sinners
anon
my friend had a fountain pen what do we think of them chat?
anon
bazed
rose
thats what i call my peepee
anon
rosebonelando
derrick_phone
sometimes im like who the fuck would ever want me im literally so mid and then i realise i am in fact that bitch and bitches crazy for me
>>516791>>516788>>516790
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heya gm c:
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i hope u got past the thoughts from last night
>>516799
derrick_phone
>>516786
hello and good morning
anon
C:
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gm!!
anon
did u get good sleep saeki? I thought i saw ur posts like a few hours ago.
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one sec
derrick_phone
>>516792
yeah im feeling good
anon
cute :>
rose
hello drrrick_fan
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and havent eepd
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i found out my dad owns mw 2019 n i got game pass to play it on xbox finally
anon
gaaah poor saeki :(
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isoki i didnt plan on eep
anon
<3
anon
I just woke up and I feel tired n headachy
anon
I should proly try to eep again instead of pesterin u huh?
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eeeep
anon
eeeep
anon
:)
i like sad things
wtf
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-w-
anon
hey guys i need help. what the fuck is "brainrot"?
anon
>>516814
did you know that its called replacement therapy because they developed it for cis people trying to replace their own hormones because sometimes non trans people get hormone disorders.
i like sad things
no way
i like sad things
kill them they are too much like those dastardly transgenners
i like sad things
i want to be whole a whole ass person why was i made this way?
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making fried rice
anon
society is a complex machine made of many parts and sometimes people like you are needed.
rose
the baguette is in the oven
>>516826
rose
i am like so blerg r
rose
also gotta go to the shops to buy more tinfoil weh
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>>516823
yayy, i used to make one like 1-2 times a week for eating across the day w butter, cheese etc
>>516829
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and bwaaa
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hope is not too much going couple days in a row ;u; and that u have a gud friday mwah
rose
nah my mum gave me the money for it so itll be chill :3
i like sad things
i love parrot
i like sad things
i love birb
nonners
.play vsnares who wants cake
i like sad things
>>516836
no do not please it hurts
i like sad things
i am alone i am alone and that is safe and that does not hurt HAHHAHAHAHAHAH
anon
: (
i like sad things
I am very resilient.
i like sad things
I am very tough.
i like sad things
I have mental toughness.
i like sad things
I won't hurt others or hurt busting lm
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c: n gm teaaa
tea (phone)
hai saeki how are u
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oki, been playing cod n watching/listening to stuffs, just made n eating fried rice rn
how r u ? eep okej ? :D
tea (phone)
i did actually sleep well for the first time in a while which was very nice.
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yayyyy
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im happy for u c: thasgud
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sadly had an allergic reaction the middle of the morning/night n had to make me drowsy by taking DPH/benadryl
tea (phone)
was it like seasonal allergies or something
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started getting hives
tea (phone)
oh no that happened to me once and i had no clue why lol
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ive been getting them like once a month from something, i think one of my as needed pills might be causing it w an ingredient in some of them idk :/
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hope urs arent too bad, i feel my throat start closing n wheezing n think like
is my asthma bad rn or
and have to take off shirt or pants n watch if hives come up bwaa
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i noticed my throat closing tho n took benadryl like a few mins in today thankfully
tea (phone)
:c
tea (phone)
did u ask a doctor
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i dont have an allergist n have trauma from that as a kid, n ive been on the same stuff for many months, so im trying to narrow down what exactly is causing it
tea (phone)
okay i jus dont want u getting hurt
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its not life threatening
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its just very panic inducing, i usually get noticing it cus its very uncomfortable
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thanke
tea (phone)
well i hope u figure it out lol
>>516877
tea (phone)
seems like a pain at least its infrequent(?)
tea (phone)
ive been enjoying using like wikipedia and such as my search engine
tea (phone)
i wanted to answer a question ("is there a correlation between internet usage and happiness") and i had to check out journal articles instead of just googling and it was very enjoyable
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mmm rice was gud
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ye
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gl w continuing experiment and
its somewhat mostly correlated cus of things like high internet use being comorbid w things like isolation, disability, etc
tea (phone)
yea im not done reading but theres two prevailing theories, that internet use either strengthens existing connections or replaces them. the former is associated with a positive correlation and the latter is associated with a negative
sæкі
id say its likely a mix of both in most cases, as it also does have a large diversity of it for each person, depending on what socials or sites theyre using
>>516883
tea (phone)
yea
tea (phone)
>>516879
yeah but it seems to be an interesting thing to pursue further.
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ye
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itd be a good thing to have further more specific research on, i am kinda in a similar sphere to researching that sorta stuff but i focus on groups and individuals, and sharing human stories that ppl can take lessons from — as doing wide user research can be hard, getting a general group who arent locked to being biased out of one community or stuffs
>>516887
tea (phone)
i imagine theres more specific research i just havent found it
tea (phone)
>>516885
yea i wish there was an easier way. but like scientists always want such difficult conditions too. "we want someone not ever exposed to any proto indo european language" in linguistics
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yeah, and then the ones who decide to do smth less like that often end up going such the opposite direction like the guys who did a billion msg scrape of discord and made it a data set
tea (phone)
LOL ???? i did not hear about this
>>516892
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one min
shrimp
i learned how to program in 1 day
>>516903
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haiii
#ksay shreemp
shrimp
hi saeki
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nicu! just recently / now ?
shrimp
yeah
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you can learn it quick
shrimp
i installed cursor
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ahhh uh
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id recommend not using cursor to necessarily learn like
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using learning tools but cursor is
shrimp
oh im not learning i already learned i can just program now
sæкі
a whole thing
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yeah
shrimp
ive always said. i know how to program, i just don't know any languages. now i can just program without the language
sæкі
its not a good route to take is all
shrimp
no i completely agree hehe
sæкі
like i can get that tho
shrimp
youre absolutely right
shrimp
i think its essential to understand what the code is doing if you really wanna do serious work otherwise youre poking a black box with no idea whats going on
shrimp
like you wouldnt try to mill something complex with cnc if u didnt know how to saw a square block of wood
sæкі
it just enables you to have certain bad tendencies is all and also for actual work that isnt for small stuff, yeah
sæкі
or work work
shrimp
yeah
shrimp
ive just been using the it see what it can do and make silly little programs. its also cool cause it can interact with ur pc and do lots of shit for you. like ive just had it install image gen and text gen llms and set it all up itself. very powerful very cool very freaky
shrimp
genuinely mind blowing stuff
shrimp
future
nonners
#ai is future here?

depends who you ask. some say ai and crypto killed it, others say we're living in it. feels like we got the dystopia without the cool tech tbh.
is future here?
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heya
nonners
hi
shrimp
hi nonners
nonners
hi shrimp
nonners
once all my exams are over its over for you hoes
>>516928
shrimp
hrm i cant upload images
nonners
>>516928
that depends on multiple factors
shrimp
so i have good odds of not being killed right?
>>516934
nonners
i will be way too OP after my exams are done cuz ill have literally nothing to stress over anymore
>>516933
shrimp
ive always been good to you
shrimp
yippeee
nonners
do you still have any exams left i thought it was over
shrimp
oh ya i passed the hs courses things i got into college im ognna be an engineer
nonners
yea ik
nonners
when is it starting
shrimp
oh
shrimp
ohhh
shrimp
speeptember
nonners
are you gonna move?
shrimp
nah its local thats hwy i picked it
nonners
nice
shrimp
its pretty cool too its got a big facility with robot arms to learn with
nonners
they have robotics dep?
shrimp
its like uhh
shrimp
moreso automation and control systems
shrimp
robot arms youd see in like a factory settings
shrimp
other automation machines probably
nonners
cool
nonners
we had no such things
nonners
my former coworker was in another uni and they had robotics classes
nonners
but thats a very rich uni
nonners
they also had starlink
shrimp
da arms
shrimp
i cant upload pics
nonners
wtf did they need starlink for can they use normal internet
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-<-
shrimp
lmao

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